Our trip to the Edison and Ford Winter Estates in Fort Myers, Florida, a creative interpretation, unorthodox and occult, a little bit funny too in a Benny Hill sort of way.
Author: Donny Lee Duke
Six Mile Cyprus Slough Preserve
Doug and I go to Six Mile Cyprus Slough Preserve in Fort Myers, Florida in our endeavor to discover gold round about Fort Myers Beach, our island home, and we show you that with a creative, nonconformist, not a formless and careless video.
Seeds of Destiny

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The captive adult,
I’m not that bad.
Dated immigrant,
21 years in India,
and I didn’t have a form to fill out,
and they called me illegal.
Are you kiddin’ me?
Human beings are wrong, nasty, and evil,
if they’ve overstayed their visa.
Everybody says so.
Look at Trump.
I’ve got a million dollars.
I’ve got hair in my ICE,
and my hair in on fire
lookin’ at the human being.
I judge is my luxury.
I’m not as tall as I am,
and I get downright small
on the issues
group think.
Now murder me some,
the I now the poet,
who can say I to anyone.
Okay we’ve called down congress,
hopin to find some expediency
to keep tyranny from happenin’.
I mean we’ve wrote a poem,
maybe several,
that ask government to be government
and not make us bow down to nationalism
and be a dictator over our lives.
No British government
can force the crown on us.
We are all we are in the halls of independence,
and everybody who signed the paper
put their lives on the line.
Protest is useless.
Give a government what it wants,
total dominion,
you stupid s.o.b.
Let it take over Auroville
and rule with an iron fist
and remove the international scene
if the people resist.
To point this out to people,
to use poetry to stop it.
Now let’s get on with it,
movin’ Heaven and Earth to get our dogs.
No, no, no,
you can’t do that,
ask the community for help,
the man at large,
the woman with the telephone.
Get second jobs you fools
and pay for your dogs yourself.
You selfish points of contact
with the society in the bag.
You are supposed to work, work, work
and create no art,
write no poetry,
or go on your little round abouts
and discover the community.
You are of no value to us
as a society,
and you cannot ask for a thing.
Asking the community for help with your dogs,
you’re throwin’ pies in our face.
Get your act together
and stop asking people for help.
So many millionaires on this island,
and please don’t bother them.
They’re makin’ money.
I think we’d need to ask the millionaire.
We find some kind, nice, and warm,
open to humanity,
especially dog lovers,
and we’ve gotten a lot of help.
Thank you.
But the thing most profound
in all this mess,
in all this criticism,
concerns our way of life.
We are digging a well into the meaning of life,
and every decision is based on that.
We live our lives to a spiritual plan
and put that first.
It’s not lip service.
It’s the reality of our lives.
Even our dreams we hone in on God
and seek to find the higher consciousness.
We do not base our lives on survival,
making money,
or anything of the sort.
We are not here to have a good time.
The consequences of that are huge.
We get attacked constantly.
Jesus died on the cross,
and you think it was for sin?
Poor bugger got caught
openin’ up God inside himself.
What’s this I say?
Jesus was on a tree,
castigated and torn,
murdered,
because he showed men how to change their lives
in spiritual substance.
He gave men and women a way to be free
by breaking the bonds of consciousness
and being born again into the higher type,
and you think it’s a wish-wash
hangin’ on a prayer,
and you’re clean and good,
religious for the rest of your life?
A radical transformation
of our whole life
Jesus envisioned.
Now shoot me for saying that
he did not die for our sins.
So anybody we’re up against,
as we try to change,
base our life on this mountain,
is either put off
or keeps us at a distance.
Few come inside
our home
or invite us to socialize.
We are too weird for TV.
I think you’d find us warm
and very human to be with.
We know you’re God starin’ back at us,
a startling revelation
we challenge ourselves with every day.
Now kick us and be mean to us
because we are different from you,
and you need validation
that only your life is true.
Have I said enough?
I’m on time I think
to be Who I am,
a man in search of himself
that his divinity time share wears,
a man tryin’ to change
in his higher type,
and I’m doin’ that in normal life.
I got kicked out of India.
Now say I keep my nose to the grindstone,
work a 40 hour week,
pay my bills,
keep my mind to myself,
unless someone asks—
I’m talkin’ about at work.
Can I be in America and do that,
or is conformity the rule of the day now,
and if I don’t conform I’m fired,
lose my home?
Will I be chased off this island for poetry
like I was India?
Do you understand what’s your doin’?
There’s a radical change of consciousness ahead,
how we evolve out of this mess.
There’s a new society of ourselves
waitin’ to be born.
There’s human survival
in the balance.
Let’s huff and puff and blow it down
because we cannot tolerate change
out of our satisfied little lives,
and these two beggars,
Don and Doug,
we need them to straighten up
and be just like us.
Now all you good people,
can you get your head around that?
Can you please?
“Douglas at the Watering Hole”,
another joy for understanding.
It’s so true yes.
All the whiles are looking at me.
You raise your hands among yourselves.
Why should I be any different?
Another two weeks before bylaws are stated.
A bunch of people,
a bunch of people on this island
support,
are lookin’ at this way:
I approach the bench,
and there are good vibes there.
You’re on dissidence
you’re on daily bread,
you just take a deep breath
and keep on goin’,
confirmation code
casting problems away from your human beings
and comin’ to yourself for the love of man.
Are there any other spring rolls?
An island bright in sunshine,
and all those puppy dogs—
the love of animals too.
Well they’re on our diet.
Would if
they’re off in time
for us to renew the Earth?
Yeah I know.
I got a ways to go,
but our dogs are our children,
and I don’t eat those.
For the love of dog,
they’re honored guests
on our island too,
and who are we but guests
on bright and shiny seashores
the power of Nature rules?
What causes earthquakes?
Well, we might have something to do with them
greed takes the shore,
if we honor our pocketbooks more.
Help was health insurance,
but would the Calusa listen?
There are no more creeds for the Calusa to close.
It was 30 miles an hour,
their hunting season,
who put other peoples out.
I pointed it out.
Pointed it out wind,
we do it,
no socioeconomic class
below the poverty level.
It’s easy for me to say.
I just got here.
And they’re real deep in there so
be good to them
Harbor Island.
Ed the reason
an algebra drive,
if you wanna get past your schoolbooks.
We are representative creatures ourselves
hook, line, and sinker.
An actor plays a part,
you and me,
and you don’t save your soul.
Your soul you find it
and rise above yourself
to Who you represent in time.
Find Yourself to believe in.
That’s good news
and that One is all of us,
islands and dogs included.
Now believe in hell
as a preferable option
for most people,
and you really need to examine yourself,
don’t you think?
I’m just talkin’ islands.
Now you hear them speak.
Rise power
to Nature,
or we’re not gonna make it.
Will you listen?
Well legalized in a fiery seal,
we’ve moved mountains on Fort Myers Beach
to get in there.
Would you welcome please Doug and Donny
and let them have their dogs
and spiritual life?
I need to put poems on it,
this startup page.
Rock me gently, rock me slowly (sing to Rock Me Gently by Andy Kim)
for the love of the island.
It touches yah you know
and helps people along
like us.
Thank you island.
Come on Jim,
we’re just here for a little while.
We’re off
to the mountains in springtime.
Not now.
When we put our time in on the island.
Meaning
we are open to the island.
Can you gauge that?
Just let it be.
There’s somethin’ Earth husband,
but can we be accepted not being gay doing it?
We don’t have to be gay,
do we,
to be two husbands and a wife?
We’re celibate you know,
but we don’t live inside an egg.
I don’t like it.
You guys are doin’ great.
Good riddens.
Well we’ve heard from the crowd.
It’s nice to be accepted,
ain’t it?
We’re just a laboratory.
I’m doin’ the laboratory.
Could you stop threatenin’ to kick me out?
I wuv you.
I suppose you can read the writings
after the fall,
but I was really hopin’ humanity wouldn’t fall.
Is there anybody out there?
We don’t have to fall.
Now I’ve taken on the voice of the world,
but who believes you can get that done?
Now you know the spirit of Old St. Nick,
and it shows
by a red light.
Build for sunlit paths
the stadium of our Earth.
Is that today’s date?
I have found good shit to faith,
but we’re at a watering hole,
and we have no sense of each other.
Love others as yourself,
that’s precious to us now.
Sure, are you singing the song,
or does your music just get drunk
island hopper?
Gimme, gimme, gimme the honky tonk blues. (sing to Honky Tonk Woman)
Let the big sheet guests know that the grassroots
can do it themselves,
move Earth towards our up stand.
Now gotta get to work.
You have a great day.
The Unhanded Library Card

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How do we know each one of us is a liar?
How do we know each one is true?
We’re not criminals anymore,
those of us thinking the worst of you.
It’s just procedure,
the inhumanity of our times,
despite all the books that say so:
let’s get our humanity down to a science,
the feelings test,
the look in the eyes,
the agreements made by hand
and not the machine.
The ones who take our humanity to the test
crowd us up upon ourselves
the attitude of
you are a liar until proven guilty.
We would just make them mad writing poems on their behalf.
Just to get a library card
you have to take a lie detector test,
and you live right next door,
can prove beyond a shadow of a doubt you live there,
without paper-wiping the machine.
Oh God give me a break
you’re playing trivial pursuit—
the one who looked me in the eyes and needed confirmation they were true. /
I’m as tall as grass,
and this is buggin’ the shit out of humanity:
prove you’re a human being.
It’s everywhere apparent
we’re crowdin’ in on each other,
and you have to prove the rule of the machine.
Oh my God bylaws,
and I’m a derelict for sayin’ so?
We are all too common now,
the gateway to total control
the way we are with each other.
Can I sing this to you
where we bake our bread?
Poetry doesn’t have a shoreline.
It’s unhanded.
It’s not the way we have with books.
Now they’re for leisure time.
It’s not to challenge us in our thinking.
It’s not to make waves
where we meet each other
to take us back to square one
in mutual trust.
How do we lift the veil
and get yah to read a poem?
Any poem points to the human being
getting higher than themself.
Can you copy that?
It can be in an estuary
along a manatee’s spine line
so glad you’re there leavin’ them alone.
You feel better
highin’ their part with you.
Now give that to everything
you need to look at.
Home owner’s insurance,
are you sure you got a poem there?
It’s the poems that take on life
and better us with ourselves,
and you’re not whistlin’ Dixie.
Wow, I’ve landed a poem.
The Advice Capitalism

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Under Fire
Lake
with the hatred that rules society.
I’m on a mountain.
Each new tap on the shoulder crosses worlds
Snoopy rides,
but I’m into the fire
large out on the floor
from all the spiritual dawns.
You hear the spiritual advice at the Roxie?
Knock it off.
I’m a tourist information booth.
Everybody has left the United States.
We are beached on a poem.
There’s nowhere to turn.
I’ve fucked up.
I’ve called poetry in on its job.
I can’t even show you the poem.
You’d fight me for it.
Guaranteed I’d lose my job,
and I’d be homeless again.
What’s these great stakes?
Snowball,
we’d watch it rise downhill,
until my boss heard about it,
our not allow four dogs landlord.
Can I call them on it?
I can describe their preferences
that would reach the limit at this poem.
How much help they’ve given me
would end there.
What I am sayin’?
I’ve got a poem to knock your socks off,
but you don’t want to read it
if you’re a normal American fanfare,
if you reach deep in your pocketbooks
to exploit people,
if you make hell the end of the game
for non-Jesus people.
Can I get away with murder?
I have to be careful what I say.
I can’t open my mouth
in poetry.
I wanna see my dogs,
and I wanna live again.
Can you blame me
for self-censorship?
This isn’t fair.
I suffer.
I do not understand capitalism.
It won’t accept another way of life
that makes sacrifice a way of life,
sacrifice for your brother
and sister in life,
sacrifice to the better in you.
We’re beached on whale,
and even communism beaches there
and our church’s regard.
Come on Sacrifice Capitalism,
the laissez faire don’t believe in,
can we change the world there?
I have a hunch.
Before profits we ask need,
what’s best for the community,
and can we have humanity please
considered too?
Can we grand the whole world
in business decisions
so that animals matter
and the breath of our life trees,
what about for our island
Fort Myers Beach?
Sacrifice Capitalism
ladies and gentlemen.
Work out the details
school children in role play,
every business leader.
The profits take a backseat to need.
Can we get there?
Not even to a poem
I cannot show you
because you would not let me do it,
be a poet on live,
talk about the weather,
and political Christians
control the weather
that bursts apart in our minds,
and money rules the show.
I can’t spit out the juice.
I’m not exactly at fault.
Do you believe in poetry?
It’s just somethin’ to report to your superiors?
Now I need everybody to take a deep breath.
Is this paper weight?
A ninny of a poem,
a filler for time shares.
Wanna see the real thing?
Wanna see it?
You do?
Do you thirst for it?
I’m on a bank of the Lord
deliverin’ the paper.
A big decision,
and I’m not safe.
Ask you another question.
Glory did somethin’?
Whoa my poem just went in the air.
It’s gonna take some doin’
I rush this right through.
I’m 33-years-old,
givin’ out a lot of free material.
They killed him.
Damn,
you got your hands on me.
Do you get me my poetry constituents?
Fire in the yard,
I’m gonna put some poetry someplace else,
a whole nuther anthem from here.
I don’t trust you.
You’ll kick me out for poetry.
You won’t even give me a chance
to bring my dogs to town
my poetry has made you so mad.
This is the price you pay for poetry.
They take from you what you love.
They make you know you must comply
in the bowels of the truth
and keep your poem from the public mind
that would change minds.
“Faiths Are Only a Doubt”,
or whatever title it bears,
the poem I’m waiting for
to set the record straight,
is blowin’ in the wind.
Can you capitalism that?
Can capitalism show that?
The New Release

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For both a ride on me,
ageless against you,
and the age of the suns,
I’ll be thousands of fallin’ underneath my mind,
startled by the springs of enlightenment,
and the cards are in play
but too grandiose for my design.
Involved in the history,
I’m not chuckin’ wood,
but let’s face it I’m this little man in a little play.
Now look,
even in my beach job parking lot
the herald of swift event
patterned life.
I saw the nuances of things to come,
and I was a bearer there.
You can’t grasp this in your hand.
I held the Earth
in impossible lilies.
I knew it was a steamboat.
I handled it carefully
every damn day.
Can you imagine sleep without it?
It held me at night,
working on its intricacies.
I saw the world comin’.
It held my gasping hand in its own.
It was a birthday kiss.
It was a holocaust of things known.
I did not put all my rocks there.
I had bigger plans than Earth.
Can you starry enlightenment?
It will do you away.
You’re not there seein’ it.
You’ve disappeared,
standin’ right there in the middle of it,
and you’ve gone father than the world.
I know this land.
I can’t describe it to you.
It’s taken the world away
in perfect seeing.
I am not sure of its moorings.
My times there have been brief,
but you hear it in my gifted speech.
A whole field’s to play,
famous hotel,
unknown to the world.
Can you imagine seeing the impossible,
a world where none is,
sights and sounds that not be,
thoughts where none be?
A whole world arise from the Void
where nonexistence is.
What arises now?
I don’t know if I’m worth this.
I don’t know if it’ll come,
the springboards of the Earth
a seer’s grasp,
the passive in God’s hands,
the no-self of enlightenment,
the end of suffering for individual man.
The floodgates are open
for this puny start,
a beach bellhop boy
liberals through the strong right-wing
the doors of enlightenment,
contentment and peace,
where the wild things are.
I carry that trailer.
I tarry there.
It’s worth it,
no firecrackers in the belly.
Wish you that payment.
I started looking at shiny objects.
I realized there was a behind the behind
in every word that’s true,
when you touch base with reality.
I wanted a bridge.
The vehicles of enlightenment
silence the world,
engineer reality
to make the grand crossing.
Uh-Huh, there’s a reality there
enlightenment leads to,
the nature of reality,
where we come from.
And you think you’ve stalled on enlightenment?
There’s a beyond.
It studies the world for you.
It’s its master design.
The roads ever get deep.
Another universe holds this one in ours,
and we go on from there.
The All-Encompassing All-At-Once
is the study of the game,
and we’re on flat level Earth,
the first rising structure
to pick up This land.
How can I get this across?
No sight can show you it.
No mode of thought gets there.
You can sit in the All-At-Once of the sun
to use a metaphor,
and there you can see the dynamics
swiftly over your head
in a secret passage to our Source.
Now bring enlightenment into the picture.
It’s stills the world for you
to get to the other side
into the reality beyond the universe,
into the reality that made us.
Glory in the spoken word of poetry.
One bad dream
is this universe to cross.
Right this minute,
can you get the sense of creation?
Can you see it larger than the book?
We went past it.
What happened?
We got services
hello Cape Canaveral.
One accident,
it’s gonna be close.
Till Hunter gets back
we don’t leave reality to the fishes.
We get out of these beach suits,
the mere survival looking for enjoyment,
the group mind.
I’ll be right back.
And it was a hunter for spiritual dawns.
Can you see that out of the routine?
Bonanza,
we’ve established this fact on earth again.
The pilot’s license,
where we start.
Oh my God my head on my shoulders,
this is like the bus you know.
Carry Meaning

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I sit and toil all day
at the heart’s sky,
laboring meaning into form
that won’t surprise me with its despair.
I unhand time.
It seizes me.
I believe in miracles.
It’s all a wonderful of the All-Look’s gaze.
I labor to see that.
I can remember it happening
long ago.
All the sights I see hide God.
Can you hide God?
It’s a revelation in a day,
the abruptness of creation
organizing time.
I can see through the forms
cloud my mind with meaning.
That bus that just stopped there,
it stayed a bus,
but it carried mystery.
The people at the bar getting drunk next door,
a singer sings their songs.
I can’t find the music or the melody
they become more than sharks
wetting their nose on freedom.
I carry them in time,
the little guy at the Roxie station wagon
tourist information center,
seeing past the show
into metaphor’s play.
Bathing suits and butts
don’t know what they mean.
Their wearers are proud of them.
They walk past smiling don’t look
stirring sexual desire.
I don’t know how to do this,
be a Roxie concierge
and assign God to the role.
I just mean somethin’ to everyone.
My hand is ever on time’s grasp,
“Yes ma’am, can I help you please?”
I study tourists
tryin’ to find time
a meal on paradise.
Can I help you folks?
Every meaning
gets bigger than time
and be what it means for.
Can you see that?
Every meaning we look at
wears the face of God,
but every dog knows
God is horribly attentive
to things you don’t understand.
I will find meaning there.
I will reach beyond the Earth
and sit at the Roxie and be myself
guiding tourists to their destination
on Fort Myers Beach.
Yah get me dog?
The Immediacy

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In dreams and visions my voices speak.
What are you doing over here?
I’m a religious nut.
I can’t control myself I hear visions.
I count the salesmen in my dreams.
Go wake up humanity,
I can’t count the number of times I tried.
I can’t even get a word across.
This is not save the world vision.
I mean like
I’ll never forget that I
made the wrong sort of mud pies.
I write poetry to reach the world.
I’m not a religious figure to charm it.
I’ve opened up consciousness inside.
There’s no barnstormin’.
I’m a quiet place takin’ a mile.
I sit and read muse,
no religious fanaticism,
but I answer questions bluntly and with sarcasm.
Let’s see what stinks here.
Your mind.
Flying saucers from outer space did not tell me a thing.
I have not been visited by angels
tellin’ me I’m the man.
I don’t want to get in your pants.
I don’t want you to obey me.
I would like a better society.
I would like to say things that mean somethin’.
I would like to hold your hand,
where you don’t look down on me.
I would like to lift you up
in your mind where you think
and touch that heart of yours.
We have a society here growin’ money
and hate your neighbor.
The mind of us is not the best of us.
Our souls are only beliefs not houses kept.
We think each other wrong.
We don’t hand out society
so you’re a prized member.
That’s the rich and famous.
We don’t know how to do it,
be kind to one another,
and it’s not a social laugh,
the uncomfortableness
of putting each other down
to get at time with one another,
or at best we keep our distance
from heartfelt communication.
We laugh at one another
and wear big social masks to prove it,
or we’re tryin’ to sell somethin’
when fake that sincerity.
Who is vulnerable and sweet?
Who lets their guard down
and give people meaningful communication?
Our minds are full of the kingdoms of ourselves.
And I’m not sure how to write that.
Would you group with me?
I’m a group-minded person,
and I give group to my human being.
I don’t consider other groups human,
the Democratic Party for instance,
or those Republicans.
Man I love everybody.
Now you everybody’s get off the bus.
I’m lying to my social lying.
I can only tolerate certain people.
You disguised my I,
and I’m sharin’ in your business
I don’t understand.
You’re not the biggest people in the world
Americans.
You’re not even tryin’.
What happened to me?
There are changes in consciousness ahead.
I’ve had some previews.
I was not someone you handled correctly.
You didn’t know how to see me,
and I just fucked up.
I got intah trouble.
The previews came as a start
to help me feel you as I feel myself,
even if
you look down on me.
I saw humanity.
I’ve seen the world as my eye,
no, no, not its offerings to me.
I am a vision of the world as we speak.
We look out each other’s eyes,
in the world being that we are,
and we look out the eyes of God,
who is the vision everything.
It is possible to break free
from single vision’s number lair,
from one pole of consciousness don’t you see?
I’m about that vision.
It’s universal.
We all share it.
We’re lost in me’s
and the boundaries of our group.
I’m so sorry
this chain gang has defeated my eyes too.
Can I help you some
see the truth,
reality as it is,
no religious overlays,
no scientism that can’t see past its own nose?
Reality’s bigger than you think,
and you have identity outside of time.
You aren’t this puny self
laboring on a hapless globe
that can’t see itself
and know it’s true.
You’ve put on actors wings,
and it’s a hell of a ride ain’t it?
And all your dreams represent things to you
because you are representative in time.
You’re bigger than you think,
in household wears,
not your peckin’ order.
You are actually beyond the stars
lookin’ through a thin pigeonhole
at that embarrassed I down in time.
We’re all naked down here,
and pride just can’t seem to go with us to sleep.
It takes coffee to perk it up,
and who knows the master plan
of the universe?
Kids we are and kids we’ll be,
until we wake up on ourselves.
Do you know a mature notion?
It’s not here,
in every man for himself,
in the little world we’ve made,
in the societies we’ve engendered
that make you obey it
like it’s a real group
but blames its faults on individuals,
a world that does not know itself.
Good works and technology,
you can’t move the field there.
We have consciousness to change,
and that’s not a thought process.
The consciousness changes into its larger type.
I’m puttin’ this in your hands,
the ideal for the ages,
the thing we’ve been workin’ at all along.
It’s not a messiah you see.
It’s not wings from outer space.
You do the change and me,
and we get bigger than ourselves.
Blinded I am?
Some Violation of Boarding Pass
A lot of things up there I don’t like to talk about.
It’s a mess up there,
and it chases your life.
I’m an idiot for believing it.
There’s no hope on this runway.
I can’t even see my dogs.
I lost all the people who matter to me.
They’ve taken me out of India
for a visa violation.
Can you imagine Dylan?
I had several minutes to pack.
Nithish came and we talked.
Everybody was crying.
No appeal allowed.
They were stone-hearted men.
The immediacy of the situation derailed me.
I was not prepared to go.
No one would listen to my pleas
just a few days please.
It was heartbroken.
The dogs were so confused.
Bruno knew.
The pain in that dog’s eyes, can it kill you?
Who knows
the price you have to pay for poetry?
I made the Auroville Foundation mad,
and they promptly got rid of me
and didn’t even show their face.
Their lackeys did it.
I’m going to shoot them tomorrow,
not with guns with their guilt.
Douglas and I are on a plane to nowhere.
We’ve been kicked out of our home.
I am over skies now.
I don’t know where I am.
I don’t care to.
I will never see my dogs again.
A few minutes to pack
after a life of 20 years.
No international rights,
what do you do with that
when your life-blood is on the table,
all your hopes and dreams?
Even Nithish’s parents cried,
and we all forgave each other.
So many crying people came to see up off,
and it didn’t move a cop.
This is land’s lamb,
a spoken inner voice,
and it will even tell on itself.
It won’t leave you alone.
To trust it is to invite paradise,
but hell is its price.
Pain and suffering slam me now,
and I don’t know what to do with that.
More poetry please.
Look I gotta get out of this ride.
Most things have to be deleted anyway.
I’m sorry.
Look it’s over.
What happened?
The government has cancer.
It only has a gun.
It breaks people’s hearts,
is only concerned with its name,
can’t see past its own nose,
is a bear eating people.
No one can call it on it.
You get in trouble.
They won’t let you talk.
When you give them a divinely inspired poem they get mad,
shoot the messenger,
tear apart his family.
What’s the wasted gun,
where I meet the government,
or where it meets me?
Hand that over
a hide and seek.
Show dinner now
how much bullshit serves me on myself,
or am I worth the life of this poet?
Plenty of people
have no pride.
It’s part of the hardship of life.
Do we let then in?
Do we let the haphazard come in?
They’ll throw it open like they’re dying without it.
They are not sincere.
They’re trying to get over on you whatever they can.
They can’t look you in the eye and say they’re sorry.
They’re all over the place,
a dim a dozen.
I need to know what that man’s like.
Test him some.
Come to his house and sit at his table.
Is there anybody but himself in his banyan tree
who are not satellite I’s of his solar I?
Can he have compassion?
Will he sacrifice
for those around him?
Is he a hope in humanity’s heart?
Does he genuinely feel the presence of others?
What does it take to make him smile?
Can you count lighthouse in him?
I’m askin’ the right questions
say you find an illegal immigrant.
These are the criteria we live by,
and he needs to show that.
Can I get a horseman here please?
We’re blowin’ humanity out of the water
throwin’ somebody out of the country
such as these.
An immigrant’s status
give the immigrant’s worth?
Look at yesterday.
They pull a poet
out of his home.
Because I didn’t read his poetry.
I listened to the bossman.
We celebrate this.
You’re at 1 o’clock.
Put more tickets through.
It’s all good.
Put the police upon the table,
and this defends a society
of Indian spirituality?
Our family there were told that the Secretary of the Auroville Foundation, Jayanti Ravi, filed a police complaint against me for the past three poems on this blog, which are about Auroville. Four men came to our house, all in civilian clothes, and only one would show his ID, the one from immigration, whom it’s reasonable to assume that they brought just in case there was a visa violation, and there was. Later, since I was holding out in my house, the regular police came.
Recently Auroville News and Notes reported that the Auroville Foundation has brought 15 members of the special police who are crushing dissidence in Kashmir to do that in Auroville. I suspect at least two of the men who wouldn’t show ID were them.
The University of the Seldom One

Did you know an Aurovillian won’t read this,
no matter what I do?
These are tough shares.
Talk about hang in the water
all in yoga.
My cousin slapped my mother.
It’s hard to believe
such anxiety.
Let me muscle you at,
heart poundin’ in my ears.
Let me say that again.
Oh boy, you wouldn’t believe it.
These are in heartbeats that you don’t know to measure
the light of the sun.
I wish I could come down to a heart in my living room
the Shambhala success magic.
I cannot spray this in numbers.
The heart central has to be the case.
It’s dog eat dog otherwise.
Where do I put this compartment?
In everything I do and breathe.
It can’t be left out.
You regard everyone
as potential shares.
You can’t stop evil among you
with the ball and chain.
You can’t just keep it from happening
with everybody’s suspicions.
You have to rise to the occasion
and also consider the bad man.
What does he need to do to change?
Can he do that among you?
Yeah, people
just want him gone.
There’s somethin’ I can’t get across over here.
If you wanna create Shambhala,
you have to envision his place among you
healed and changed.
Shambhala is the perfection of humanity
where Auroville is.
You have to rise above yourselves and do that.
You will not even listen to the change.
You have closed your hearts and ears
to a peaceful man among you
who is poeting this change.
How can it leave out the community,
the bedrock of the change?
You know it would speak to it
drum rose people.
It would have the imprint of the divine
sounding poetry’s worth.
Terrible is it?
I come from another land.
I do not meet the world it’s a thing out there and I’m a thing in here. /
Those lines have been drawn,
and they are wiggly now.
I meet the world inside myself.
In the substance of my vision something is wrong.
The world is not a normal train ride,
and my thoughts don’t take me there.
I see the substance of vision
it’s all acres of That,
the substance of the show.
You wanna know the gist of it?
It comes to oneness.
Now bake my bread I’m normal,
nothing special to look at,
just another person to be around.
Now test my feet I’m normal.
I get angry laugh and cry.
I can give you an argument.
My difference is my hands on you.
I’m lookin’ at the One
starin’ back at me.
This is so real to my eyes
my hands collaborate this.
I am in your field of vision,
and my that hurts,
if I even make you feel bad.
I don’t wanna do that,
and this is strong stuff
to prevent me.
Are you an alien on that?
Have you reached the divine in vision?
Do you know how to heal the sick,
and they are not sick in body they are sick in hands,
and their actions hurt the world,
rob the community?
How many times we said
we needed that,
heal the community?
This is a frog suit.
I’m lifted out of the water until I cry.
I mean I have to come up and record lines.
Do you get the picture
back and forth?
I’m hearin’ these lines in inner vision
I’ve developed over a lifetime.
You hear the sauce now
all Sri Aurobindo’d,
the Mother’s guidance please.
Here’s the thing.
It changes consciousness.
The world grabs you in this.
You see signs everywhere.
You’re walkin’ hand in hand with the divine,
but that’s not the beauty of it.
It’s soundin’ bodies
way out in front of you
the substance of their mystery
crayola figures of That,
and it dawns on you
it’s peeling you through everything,
and will you get a load of that?
The invisible ties connects us.
Wow, I’ve just shored everything.