Hand Over That Mountain

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How pregnant the moments are,
bleeding in
on railroad cars.
We can’t get around the moment time.
It’s sharks.
You are present moment robbed.
Then the past slips in,
like an already buried phantom
we can’t grasp.
I’m Easter Sunday
to rise from the dead
a flashing moment links.
Then the future comes in
at what exact moment?
I can’t catch myself there.
Did the past just happen?
Is the future beginning?
Between there I walk,
startled at the immensity
of the father of time
trapping me in moments
I share with all of you.
Wow, just wow.

Do you forbade this?
Let’s get out of here.
Another field has its day.
I’ve seen it with my own two eyes.
I’ve seen it with my own feet.
We can step outside of time,
and we can be immensity.
What happened to me?
I’ve undergone surgery
in my life pull.
Come on baby,
let’s get on with this show
the present eats at.
I’m present with everything.

Hand me over the shadows,
I’m comin’ home,
and you can throw me over the sidewalk.
I’m participatin’
in the grand design
a color of Earth,
a conscious actor of Earth.
Warm me to it
Buttercup.
I’m delivered
spitin’ and shine.
You’ve never seen the likes of me,
and I ain’t no alien,
just a paratrooper
landin’ on your plate
all plasma-like.
Gosh dog I’m delivered,
real on time.
Push me off a cliff no.
What’s the name?
This is a family farm,
dreams of America.

Oh hello,
do you know the joy of life,
unspoken sun in our deeps?
I clamor now
for that revelry.
Please oh moonfaced beauty world
hear me speak.
Eyes of lightning fire,
I give you the world.
Hold it in your hand
a thunder and a crash
of the song of night and day
singing for greater dawns.

Don’t neglect me now.
I am your own voice
caught in midsummer throes.
Will you wrap your head around it
and put it on your heart stove?
That’s a poem do life
in our very tarry,
a shoulder for the mountaintops.
Defend Rottweilers,
we have a consultation there
to bring the owner in its scope
to address heroes.
I bid you goodwill
a cherry blossom
from on high.

Read it and weep motherfuckers.
I’m down on earth sayin’ that
your salvation has come at last.
Unhand me now I’m time
messin’ with you
an insult riot,
introducing a poem
you will not believe.
It’s beyond anything you have ever read,
beyond even time and all it shows.
You’re just gonna sit there and read it,
aren’t yah,
for time and all it’s worth,
deepening for all it’s worth?

I’m sorry, but
no matter what you believe you’re gonna come here.
Before the railroad tracks are finished
people come here
to get all the way to science
and beyond,
to know they’ve come far.
We’re strong views.
We’re rebel.
Look normal.
We haven’t come up with a big movie yet.
It’s impossible.
No one wants to change the world.

Everyone’s got their cliffhangers on.
They’re mean and nasty
to the price of change,
to real change in their hand.
We’re on limits.
You can’t spell change.
Everybody thinks it’s in your diet and food,
or political views,
or in how you rules hang out,
or in how you sex hang out,
or kind of man you have,
I mean the humanity you keep.
Do you follow the rules
of this persuasion or that?

An opening,
the availability of consciousness,
it’s not in your yard yet,
even if you do study your dreams.
I’ve been in a dream group for 40 years,
she told me,
I see the mundane as everything.
You can’t lizard
the mundane is all I see;
I don’t see the world in a glass.
You can't say like that
and expect to get out of it
more than it has.

You’re only interested in the world that you see.
Where is your bigger notion?
What are you looking at?
Oh hey,
all the religions are an attempt
to get us across
a bridge that won’t hold our weight
or allow us to cross
if we’re human.
They don’t change your consciousness.
They’re a system of rules and beliefs
and practices.
They’re not the main front.
You are a really good person because of them
or really on their side.
The chances of you stumbling upon enlightenment,
even if your religion reaches that far,
tell me they’re great.

I am the light of the world—
holdin’ consciousness.
It’s bigger than you think.
It’s got sleeves on it.
You can study the world through there.
I’ve opened up a big one,
the inner voice and vision,
what’s you’re listenin’ to right here.
I mean that’s on the radio now.
Shakespeare left out the spiritual bits
you know,
as this is not unknown
poets write.
Do pause it we can
and throw it out our window,
Mr. and Mrs. Public Mind,
the Flintstones.
Let’s sing, shall we?

All in a day’s work,
that’s the Munchkins,
and we proprietor our list
further afield.
There’s also the vehicle of consciousness itself,
direct seeing.
It has modes on it.
You see the world touching itself,
even on your inside.
You see it aware of itself
in your thought throes.
You know you are the larger organism
evolving in man.
Then there’s the sleeve of spiritual vision itself.
You see the world not in it.
These are huge immensity spheres
the world is just a part of.
It’s got Gods in it and Queens
and everything you look at
that’s invisible here on earth,
the spiritual knowledge part
you open your eyes to,
the direct experiences beyond belief.

Okay we’re singing rain.
Things still fall apart.
You lose your loved ones
and die.
You have a bad day.
You get your fingers crossed.
Oh God hallelujah,
you see the end of the world.
Now let’s climb out of this, shall we?
It’s good
to see beyond the world.

Now I can’t get yah up there,
on infinity’s plane,
on the real you,
on the individuality that you are God
that just as startlingly made a world
to descend into,
the whole cup,
in the maturity of its spheres.
I can’t get yah up there but I can try
to get you beyond the world
in your anal sphincter,
in that most bottom place you see the world.
It’s all symbol and wrought.

We live in a game
that none of our games measure.
It’s not a flippant to the wind.
It has purpose and time
and is goin’ somewhere.
It’s bigger than anything you do
or that you can think out of,
is the holder of time
transcendent of it.
It doesn’t bottom out the world.
It’s these glory stakes.
A Power has come down from on high
and smote open the Void.
It happens
nothingness takes on forms
we inhabit.
Buttressed up by the Void,
we’re not gonna have a good time,
or all our good times
will be shadowed by doom.

We are experiments
in world making,
but we are more than that.
We are the spirit in the machine.
We’re not just Void forms.
God inhabits us
like his wears,
and the final Mystery we cannot penetrate
inhabits us and God.
There are more levels than you can shake a stick at,
using words of ours to describe the unknown,
to the All-Immensity Everything
that goes down to our toes
closer to us than us,
fields beyond this Earth.

I’ve taken you that far
in the measure of this poem.
I’ve shown you immensity.
I’m a traveler you see.
I’ve been up there on high
a brief moment,
and I’ve stepped in enlightenment a time or two,
and here I’ve given it to you,
a way out of this mess,
a higher calling,
a way to get your feet on the ground.
It’s an opening in the consciousness you see,
wide open exploration
of this thing called you
in every door inside you can find,
until the world shuts off
its all there is.

You grow in consciousness
to encompass the world,
spiritualize everything you see…
Hold on,
this is not a play God worship triangle.
You realize the larger you
beyond spheres,
and you rest in that notion,
and you take that car
to enlightenment and beyond,
and you get there
sooner or later.
Death cannot stop you,
and the next life can’t impede.

You are so window
the life in front of you.
Can you see beyond time?
Your origins speak to your gulfs
you are bigger than time,
and your gulfs can feel that,
even in the midst of misery,
and I’m tellin’ yah how
to lift yourself out of it.
You see the truth of things.
You see their representative nature.
You know you are a hero
in some goddamn movie
where the movie making art
has reached the skies,
a film with bad junction,
confusing the shit out of us
here and there,
but it’s home itself
under the wood,
in its crossbeams
enlightenment
sticks its face in.
It’s another place entirely
the bended world that you see.
Am I gettin’ my point across?
Do you see it?
Do you know it’s there,
the
way out of trouble?

And we’re goin’ beyond science now,
with its clipped outlook on things.
Forever know
in matter’s field
matter is all there is,
or the building blocks of matter
all put in a row.
They can’t see the larger field.
Science is blind to immensities.
Universal laughs
count its sums.
How diamond is that,
science has not reached its zenith yet?

Pale immensities blind its urge.
The starry star field space
and cosmic uncertainties
sheriff its notions,
and even atoms ride this dance,
the subatomic swirl.
I cannot count to you science’s sums,
but it’s not looking for meaning
in this grand design.
Pallid parts,
a working whole,
dumbly do their duty.
It has no imagination afar,
and it doesn’t care to look.

Consciousness is to it a vague table
it does not know the meaning of,
matter designs,
spits out,
and the ghost in the machine cannot be found.
Matter is a bridge to cross
they do not wire consciousness in.
This baffles them.
All the firings are there,
all the many sounds,
but consciousness is not a thing to behold.
The experience of self
eludes their grasp.
A sudden actor upon the scene,
or does self and being go way back?

Consciousness is the ghost in the machine,
and we would find it there,
our meaning,
in great explorations of consciousness
that find common ground.
Study those,
enlightenment’s sphere,
as a vehicle of consciousness,
not a whodunit,
and all can find the well of soul,
falling down the chute of consciousness
all through dream to it.
You’ve been there before,
in dreamless sleep,
all your lives.
It’s a good night’s sleep,
the trudge on children
in waking them up,
if you want to know the truth.
They’ve been down there you see.

There’s no way to go down there for memory.
You will never think there before
you consciously enter the chute and go there,
and there’s the hells of our long road,
and the other side,
the city of the dead who are living
a different kind of life,
slow, as the sun
that cooks our Earth,
is not there,
and who can make it to the other side
of life and death and enter Heaven?
And I have not counted all,
the common locations to us all
in the realms of consciousness,
only what I myself have experienced
and know is there
the whole of humanity join me
in its stories and lore.

There are common locations to us all
science can seize
by a collective looking
not bound by science.
Imagination’s down there
and our own fantasy realms
and the inner experience we have,
but we can break some ground, you know,
in identifying locations.
I have been a rocket ship
on a moment’s par
and lifted my head out of the universe
in impossible sun,
into the larger field we are,
into the glory ride.

What can I tell you about it?
You hear all these poems.
I can’t get science there
in its studying arm,
its microscope,
its larger then field share,
and it won’t give me credit for my see,
but truth follows truth,
and we will arrive beyond the universe one day
with our science lens,
and we will discover purpose in time
and the microscope looking at us
in great giros of love
we identity share.

Is this the danger it keeps,
oh my God, that’s us,
microscopic entities
Gods eat,
or horrible beings ride?
Did you listen to a word I said?
We’re not computer simulations.
We can’t make universes lock, stock, and barrel.
Ours is a pitiful notion
confined to a computer.
We can’t make whole universes
the experiment in time.
We can’t unlock the Void
from its secrets.
We can’t unlock nothingness.
We are scientists and engineers
trapped in a universe
simulating ourselves to no end,
and we cannot create out of it.
Do you have your head on you see?
Are you there?

The experiential experience of consciousness,
who done it,
magpies?
You are yourself.
Where does that come from?
Where’s it going?
Let’s stab here
round about forever.
There is no larger consciousness.
It’s been cut off in a hole
science made.
They can see themselves.
They can’t see consciousness.
It’s tin drums.
It’s not the real thing.
The brain is.
We tender this
because science is dumb.

How did we evolve then
from lower animals?
We can see a difference in consciousness.
Their identity sparks with ours,
and we have the upper hand.
We have self-reflective consciousness
to a degree they don’t.
We’re in the business of us
transforming us.
We learn, we grow, we share
human consciousness.
It’s diluted
the more the beast rides us.

Now how do we get to consciousness?
Can you see the progression?
Yes hands and feet I know,
larger brains,
an upright stance,
and they just appeared out of nowhere?
A great cosmic sea called life
unfolded the protozoa into man?
Come on guys,
you know there’s intelligence in the machine.
It’s huge.

Now what do we do with that?
Evolve further man.
Come back to the beanpole
and understand science.
It can’t think out of its wares.
It sees man that’s all.
We don’t grow in kind
to another type.
We stop here.
There is no further on.
Kinda tickles yah pink, don’t it?
There is no soul in the machine.
This is just an output of gas
that belched the universe,
and a single cell organism became man.
That’s the tide,
and now it’s receding.
Nature’s done.
You silly people.

We have further to go.
The intelligence in the machine
is on top of us,
and we will become larger than man someday.
I can see that happenin’.
I can see your starry face.
I can see the wheels on the universe.
We get bigger than this.
Fine I’ll ride the time.
Science has to see it,
because it’s there.

Rush you out of school and punch you to him.
You’re not being fair.
He’s the biggest log on this fire.
He’s experienced consciousness,
has done the double dynamite,
can log dreams
and prove to you they’re real.
If you would listen he would interpret them
and put your interpretation to shame.
You’re not about science.
You’re about protecting your brood.
You have a classified information survey
and won’t let anybody in unless they’re kin,
really protect your bar,
laugh at outsiders.

Stupid survey,
have you gotten anywhere
that protects us from ourselves,
that improves man,
that makes us better people?
Where are you at?
It’s not in the thunder game.
You’re stuck in Petri dishes and telescopes,
awe us with your magnitude
photos wrought.
You can’t find the meaning of man.
You’re not even tryin’.
Yet you are the high priests of society,
the ones we listen to,
the ones we trust.

You haven’t earned your keep,
but you’re a pattern on society’s arm.
You would fail is this weren’t right:
society’s balance is in your hand,
and your information keeps it afloat.
You deal in infinitesimals,
and this is rocket science.
You’ve reached the end of your freeway.
You’ve reached the end of your rope.
We’re hoping for flying cars,
get some pioneers on Mars,
and can you put thing together
so they don’t fall apart,
and can you make Earth work?
That’s doubtful.
You can’t avoid climate change.
You can’t fix it.
It’s beyond science,
your repertoire now.
You’re just talkin’ dim.

Are you ever gonna get around to us
and work on climate change,
the inner climate of man,
so that we aren’t on our race anymore,
and we don’t just meet our own kind,
we group as humanity
and not along nationalistic lines,
we become better people,
and that’s your main thrust?
Are you as hateful as the rest of us,
or is that hatred because of you?

You’re indifferent to the needs of man,
where we meet each other,
in our love for one another.
You don’t call that nature’s process.
You haven’t gotten off the first rung
of where you begun.
You’re still in laboratory revolution,
and you like it there.
You don’t count our stakes
at other IQs,
where babies are born,
and how environment determines fate.
You don’t even look at sexual process
as our sexual identities are born.
You don’t know where sexual disease comes from,
and you haven’t a clue how to cure it.
You just want to please the crowd,
when it comes to these matters.
You’re not on our side,
who are by nature wrought
into things we don’t understand.
You don’t help us there.
You throw us away
in the same way as ole Billy Bob,
and you have no compassion
for our kind.

Can you bleed this on society?
Why do you freeze us at the crossroads?
Aren’t you the humanitarian?
Are you in the halfway clear?
Are you respected by most people?
Aren’t you the perfect people to help us,
stop the hate,
bring understanding?
We didn’t choose to be this way.
Can you not help us help ourselves,
and give us good reason not to offend?
I’m the babysitter.
Nice to meet yah.
Okay let’s take this from the top.
No bad bathrooms please.
We’re gonna give you a way out,
a checklist
to put in play,
so you know to watch for the signs
in yourself
you’re coming down across towards lines,
and this is some weird shit,
but pleasure hurts here,
and you really, really care for that child
it’s your job to protect.

Am I down on earth now?
Is this science at itself?
Why not?
That went too far,
your major motion picture feature,
and science can’t help itself here.
That’s not our responsibility.
You’re barkin’ up the wrong trees.
Who else would do it,
the cops?
They’re not in for the humanity.
I’ll tell you,
they just wanna make arrests,
crime watch.
When they boil water,
they want a hand there to put it in.
You’re supposed to be scientists,
and you can meet us in our wood.
You can’t make plans
to make us better men and women?
You can focus on us
and not on plants in the machine,
and not on all this around us.
Goddamn it can you stop it please,
being agnostic to the needs of man?
It’s your job
to make a better world.
You’re not just lookin’ for discoveries.
You don’t need your name priorities.
You need to help us,
the human race,
in our very throes of life.

The nature of man,
the power keg,
it’s right in the middle of us,
and you just gather up your tools
and go look at rocks.
Yes we are busy,
but sometimes
we listen with our hearts
and try to improve the plight of man.
This can become our main event.
It sure can—
way more work.
That’s alright.
It’s okay.
Work at progress,
that’s in our bones.
That’s all-American,
we put that in our hats.

If we started some nuclear bomb…
I don’t need to go any further.
We have got to make amends.
I don’t want to.
It all washed up
with that parting attitude.
Fine sergeant fine,
put ‘em in the death camps,
and that’s where we’re headed,
and our unscientific community
will applaud.
Pinned to death row,
touched fat child,
you’re martyring individuals
for your own damn pleasure.
You’re the only thing that could possibly
free this from death row,
Mr. and Mrs. Scientist.
Are you okay already?
Life in here a death penalty
the mode of consciousness I Am,
the ego bound personality,
and I’m gettin’ outta here.
Most of it,
everything’s a lack of understanding.
The problem’s larger
than cops and robbers.
Oh hallelujah, see that.

I’m not a nazi holdin’ you down.
I’m a gallopin’ horse
to suddenly get you somewhere.
A happy and a chewin’ gun
down there,
they’re happy.
You don’t understand.
You just don’t get it.
Service dogs,
listed till three,
come away with their sexuality.
No fingers on it please
desire bound.
No love angles
a romance
in a same sex package
got genital spray on it,
unless you want a gay or lesbian.
Oh my little lover,
how many times yah heard that?
For you it’s just satisfaction city.
You love that romance.
Hardly any outward signs
of genital pressure.
It’s just pleasure to you.
That kid sees it differently:
it’s all-encompassing life,
and it’s determining their sexuality.
Okay where do pedophiles come from?
The hand laid on them naked and bare,
or some kissin’, robbin’, suckin’ mouth,
or a parent’s genitals,
and they’re gonna be determined towards children,
the infant and toddler you have.
By three it’s a done deal,
or thereabouts,
and you don’t remember, do you,
anything that went on.

Need I tell you the story,
Mr. and Mrs. Gay-Lesbian?
I just did.
I think I just did.
You’re not rainbows.
You’re pathology I’m sorry.
Now where’s the pride in that?
We have to see the mechanism to find it.
Now could you start lookin’
and come back with the report?
We need to get to the bottom of things.
We don’t need to fudge this up
with wish fulfillment.
Okay boss?

Your husband,
well that’s a proper fit
for you,
and I ain’t tearin’ you apart.
Same goes for the girls.
We just got our drawstrings down there,
and I want you to see ‘em.
You don’t have to change a thing,
except give me a break will yah?
You’ve thrown me under the bus,
to get yourself accepted,
and could you could please, pretty please, see that too?
You have no room to talk.
You’re just obeyin’ your nature,
as pretty as you please.
It’s just in a room of adults,
and you can handle each other,
but the surface is the same;
there’s just no kids in the room.
Can you just please empathize?
My whole dog from the servicing exotic fields!
Gonna great you are,
and the most beautiful thing,
we’re gonna take you
you’re gonna help ‘im.
I guess you’re gonna do that.
We grew our hair.
We gave to the world,
as gays and lesbians who care.
Get to know ‘im
poem city.

He’s gonna try to kill me,
somebody from this crowd,
because I’ve tried to include myself in it.
Add a P on the end of that rope will yah?
It’s what the + means.
Now you got your own habit,
and I’m not gonna break it down,
but understand some people have to change,
or remain celibate all their lives,
never touch the merchandise.
Can you get that clean?
It’s a compulsion just like yours,
if you take faces and ages outta the picture.
It’s a person’s raw sexuality,
their pleasure spot,
the other half they find fulfillment in,
what they socialize to do,
monumental to change,
and it’s hatred that keeps their hands off,
your hatred livid and mean?
I’m talkin’ to society now.
How is that possible?
They’re gonna get worse aren’t they?
Well they’re just gonna get worse.
If you continue with this hatred,
you’re gonna turn society over
in child molestation.
You’re not gettin’ anywhere with it.
You’re just robbin’ society of its peace.

It causes death,
I understand
that’s what you believe.
You need some help
understandin’ nature did not pit us so radar
a touch in the genitals ruins our lives,
if we’re but children.
What’s more threatening?
What we do to children under three,
and you know what?
There’s no pedophiles there there’s parents.
Assault went on barb,
and they entered sexual disease,
the pedophile station,
and I’m showing this to yah now,
and you’re not gonna change a thing
for a long time.
You’re just gonna hate me for it,
more viciously than ever,
and that’s where we end today.

I have to sit on this bench,
freeze me,
for the money you get.
It’s not wafers.
It’s middle ground.
Can’t you see I’m not stupid?
I have my hair done,
and I’m not on thin ice.
I’m on you guys side,
because I’m the same way,
and that’s not dirty.
I sit here with my dog and see you,
givin’ you information you need
to storybook.
This is not a time to get lazy.
I’m in revelation’s tall pail,
and I’ve opened my eyes around children
where parents take care of them.
The long and short of it is,
I’m not makin’ this up.
I have reality on my side,
even if the news don’t.

I think other people have seen
our sexual maps,
and I’m not the first to write about them.
Of course, they’ve been here all along.
I’m not claimin’ priority.
I just want you to see them,
where you understand where you came from
men loving men,
women women.
This is not down and dirty;
this is extra special clean,
my operating lens.
It doesn’t have desire on it
or anything against you.
I’m a reality speaker.
You need to investigate
my fieldwork.
Is this true to you?
How would you find that out?

People lie,
don’t see these things,
even when they’re doin’ them.
You’ve had a special relationship go under
the conscious light of day.
It could have been your aunt,
your father’s brother,
or some grandfather,
an older sibling,
if they had adult shoes.
You can find out who was there.
You can do that,
in the under threes.

What do you do with dreams?
So many of them backdrop this,
because it’s had such a determining hand
upon your life.
It will come out of the woodwork,
if you’re apt and applied to your dreams.
They carry your process,
are more conscious about yourself than you are,
and here’s the deal:
when you’re paying conscious attention,
a dream will bake you in there,
have such a handle on your life,
dreams will turn on,
when you’re paying attention to them,
and that’s a jackrabbit
it’s so very real.

Okay when that mud surfaces,
it fires it down to a littler name
because of this:
you loved the hand of this agency.
It was a beloved adult,
and you remember
those awesome feelings
of love.
This wasn’t genital orgasm.
This is where you liked to be.
The bag down there,
who buys them?
Don’t they have a bundle both
in my dreams?
You sat on laps didn’t you?
That bothers you,
if the adult lap gets exposed,
but if these are romantic feelings in bed,
if these were genital expressions in bed,
nothing stimulating them but the dolphin breeze,
just a wonderful tight feeling,
that was a thousand dollars.
This was warm and kind
and flirtatious to you,
simple things toddlers grasp
your adult didn’t know.
This was a cute love angle
they thought was harmless.
It did you in,
organized your sexuality there,
in same sex relationships.

Okay Peter,
mom is really on your tongue,
diddles with you in diapers,
like a cross breeze.
May I present
the uncouth disrespectful womanizer
who doesn’t understand the word no?
And that little nymphomaniac with daddy,
he peppered her just wrong,
and she grew up to be one,
but he never took a slice of her pie
or pulled out his schlong.

Jeepers creepers,
this has been goin’ on all along
in our underpants.
So hard
to see that.
Am I gettin’ anywhere with you?
First base I hope,
so you continue
and don’t just think your sexuality came from the breeze,
was just some made up choice you didn’t have.
You hear me children?
Wait a bit down the road,
and science will make this clear
when it look at us.
There, I’m an army Ranger,
getting my second chance at the Ranger Battalion.
There’s at least
a few scores of dreams
showin’ me the utter necessity.
Fine, I appreciate this,
but I can’t go back and take back I quit, you know?

No, no, no, no,
I’m not the teardrop.
I wonder how much that costs,
to great words beyond themselves
and fashion reality with them?
To fashion realty,
hey come here and see the goat
a poem’s to pick you with.
That poet to your face,
it’s no wonder
I’m not gonna rush from my job and see ‘im.
Alright hero,
lighten up.
You suffer
from everyday world,
and I can get there you see:
billy goat,
from man to human that’s me.

We’re all dead to the computer at the stop.
There seems no way around it,
through the computer,
and we will not solve our problems with it,
not the problem of human love.
We are crashing fast all around us,
and we need some hands on to change.
We are so in hatred with Jeffery Epstein
and anyone that gives a nod to him,
or gave,
in this American moment,
you won’t even look at my hand
and the impossible I’ve done.
I’ve changed the character of man.
I’ve changed my own nature,
right here on Planet Earth
under your nose,
and I’ve done it with these formulas
of greater looking,
and I will touch you there,
if you will get out of your head and smile
at this poet in his underwear,
at this poet at the helm
of the words that change life,
if you would but bear them
where yours touches life,
your meaning,
your purpose in time.
Rub meaning together,
I’m sorry,
I will show you the way.
That
is a field to play.

Do you know what man is?
They are the social strata of society,
who we are in time.
A human being has arrived at life
in everybody shares.
Don’t the movie
as man.
That have cooled stuff,
you’re doin’ better
than man.
You need a tablet.
A new style
of poetry,
poetry on the landmass,
poetry in spiritual circles,
well it brings us
that tablet in hand.

There’s more answers in here than you can shake a stick at.
Are you an important brow?
Can’t bother shrimp,
the poetry?
What are you tellin’ me?
Fixin’ to we honestly believe it or not,
right there in heart’s school,
we gallop there
towards our hidden rider,
the superhuman rider,
the supramental rider.
The internet,
that’s not your bluetooth.
It’s not even your mounting station.
This is all inside,
inside
in your latchkey universe.

Hearts are society.
Only yourself?
You’ll do fine.
There’s so many fields
of love,
so many,
in the inner workings of man.
Humanity’s all around you.
You’ve brought your dog
all through your humanity
the Tony Award.
Now open your eyes on the Earth
and see the living things.
Gotcha!
That’s a feelings test
you hold in your arms too,
heart bake,
in the self views of them too.
Wow I’ve spoken home.
You still got the funeral
looking before you.

My dog brings this around
to matter,
oh that sweet Luna.
Her inner Booboo
rumbles around dog notions
the sweetest in her kin.
She’s a safety dog,
the sweetest in the yard.
We find out ways how to handle change
in our everyday life
and make life better for all.
You got a formula.
Now the spiritual consciousness is so rare.
The Supermind is so rare.
Hi silly eyes,
let’s get the toolroom goin’.

Yes what you’ll do,
the sweetest island you’ll surface,
your very soul in your hands
living and breathing on Planet Earth.
Beats me,
that’s great for jump rope.
You are the hero of a stupendous movie,
don’t you get it?
Look I’ve
given you the very keys to the kingdom,
in spoken shares,
in soft I love yous,
left on your doorstep one,
the availability of soul,
and you know it’s there.
You know it.
The liftin’ voice and vision
that tamed this old coot,
I was gonna leave it for empire,
but it’s just around the house, you know?
Now in your bed.
I was gonna sing Kings and Queens
you live your life around,
but don’t bother.
The Gods are your starry roads,
not your kingdom,
your appetizers,
not the main course,
and that God is every name you know.
You hear me Houston?

Now here we are out of the cosmos
in the larger see,
the origin of the universe
and of you and me.
What a Person Trump deported;
thanks for the rule book.
That’s as high as you can go
in witness Houston.
It’s gettin’ to last people
eternity on earth,
your neighbor
the Gods in Heaven.
You haven’t been here
in imagination,
and there sure is fuck no rules to get there
Shenandoah.
We’re all laid out right,
though
of followin’ our own line of development,
hitchin’ on stars
from the eyes of soul.
Oh I forgot it.
No you haven’t Bhoomi,
no you certainly haven’t.
Pace an hour
in your notebook,
it’s the greatest thing on earth.
Just keep pacin’ until you feel like the world
watchin’ itself
in sweet tender shares.
You’ve found soul in your baked bread.
You’ve found soul in your living room.
It’s a temple ground you see,
the whole goddamn Earth,
set your right,
get you all squared away,
and now Mr. and Mrs. Bojoe,
look at me,
as a governin’ sunshine
in my hullabaloo.
You want me to turn out
what helps you?
Just pick up this poem
and read it
to all who cares.
Look I’ll send it to you
here on earth.
Gotcha!

We’re dealin’ okay.
What we’re tryin’ to do
is put you on that crosswalk.
Let me tell yah,
I think you’re up for it.
Techniques binding?
Let’s put it right under your nose.
Well, I been thinking.
Let’s get this started.
They’re here.
I’ll take a look.
In your head
take a looking,
you couldn’t find it.
It’s sweet and natural and pure,
over the rainbow.
You’re in that house.
Dick it with your feelings test.
Charge it with your mind.
Put everything on it.
Imitate its silence.
Wrap your balls with its void.
Don’t let up.
Hone in on your constitution
harrowing on enlightenment.

Keep this frame going,
that house,
as much as you are able
nonstop.
Sit and rub your head with it
in that’s how you grab your head,
cherrying in on that buzzing sound,
the mentor.
Lock your head on it
the way you hold your head
clapped down on it
not in thought process.
You’ve got location.
Cheerio.

On the starwards of enlightenment,
I’m a piece of work let my tell yah,
and so are you.
Yet I believe one morning of walking out of my
100 meter tent
and being enlightened.
Gosh dog bears,
make believe it’s fine for a couple of minutes,
I can’t see anything
than another
hallelujah.
Who’s callin’?
I just got stung again by the world.
That can’t be it;
we’re costumer service.
And a lot of bullshit underneath.
It’s a cute conversation
there won’t be any answer from
until I get my whole hair-house fixed
and nothin’
slings outrageous fortune in front of my face
and makes me gawk at it
like a sea of troubles,
and to be enlightened or not,
hell, to be Gods on earth,
gets put out of the pasture.
And the world has eyes,
bended ego,
Ms Dorthy Mae,
and they’re yours.
I don’t see the yardstick
in graduation
moments,
step in a podium
bigger than on stage,
and that’s the revelation of enlightenment,
what dogs me about goin’:
the absolute necessity of it
is not a conference room,
and I’ve shorn consciousness
away from the world
in every little bitty minute
I’m not countin’ anymore,
so deep
I am its anchor.
You know what I mean?

Here’s some medicine:
snuff a cellphone in there.
Hello how you doin’?
Let’s step on each other, shall we?
I thought I’d invite you in.
We’re musical.
Okay, you’re hikin’ the trail?
You’d do me a favor.
That’s what you need,
a conspiracy theory.
Did you know eight monkeys pulled roots off hilltops?
You don’t need any lore
to believe your own spiritual path.
A direct experience of consciousness gets you there,
and can you know that’s its major feature?
Sitting there,
there has to be
you change consciousness.
It’s not a pile of knowledge.
It’s not even what you eat.
It’s your direct experience of enlightenment, savvy?
And then over the head we go,
but not necessarily in that order,
not at all.
I’ve counted all around you.
You’re not blasted sleeve niggers.
You will take both of them.
You will give them
to a world on fire.
This is dynamite shit.

Joseph!
Mary’s comin’!
And they gave birth to enlightenment—
standin’ in the refrigerator
until this cock-a-dottle-doo.
You really believe in science?
You hear that?
The beating of wings
and a startled cry
as if unlocking of doors,
lift you up effortlessly over your head,
like a fountain in springtime.
How do you know that car?
It takes you beyond enlightenment.
I’m standin’ in the sun,
don’t you see?
And my dog’s diggin’ in the dirt,
coolin’ her place to sit.
Luna I love you,
it’s my concentration on enlightenment
half the time.
Simple wares
the scene in front of you,
and my God you love it there.
Takes you up,
you know?
Takes you all the way into the sky
on a clear day.
There you are.

The simple scene in front of your face,
really, really big,
those simple noises too.
You got that Houston?
I’m a sudden epiphany
of you are the world and me
indeed,
the tall hat to enlightenment,
the bakery to Gods on earth
you and me.
Know it’s coming
in our fruition,
the long and short of it
all around us
everywhere you look
unhanded glass.
The world’s your eyes you see,
gettin’ somewhere.
How do we hold this far?
Every minute counts.

In the frying pan,
into the fire,
you learn to abide both.
Coincidence
I have to work tomorrow
the fireplace of Samata Horn.
It’s a picnic table
accompanied by children.
It will be children
I sit with Luna and read,
and our whole house continues
the station house of enlightenment sees,
and that’s over the heads of children,
in the ignorant mundane world,
all spiritual seeking.
Take a child and let them know
there might be somethin’
they can really sink their teeth into,
unmolested, unharmed,
not involved with tech,
that will really turn them on
they have such a capacity for it.
Squirrelly children—
I dreamed I was a winnebago,
lucid and all that;
I had an experience of consciousness
some cake over my head;
I fell silent and still.

In the throes of excitement
no video game can match,
no cartoon can render,
that kid continues.
Smile for a better world,
and just let me do my job,
if we’re good.
Are we good?
Goddamn I’m good.
Now then,
I’m on the mountaintop with you,
if you’ve made it up the trail yet.
See there?

It’s my favorite spot,
hanging out with your own safety brakes.
You guys take an ambulance there.
Did you jump the shark?
That’s my baked bread.
I’ve been in this window a long time.
The lights are out
I think every time.
I just prevent enlightenment,
with drawstrings.
I can afford it.
I know where it’s at.
I don’t believe in myself getting there.
I have a stumbling block.
I’m hated by the big city,
loathed actually,
to a degree unbelievable.
It’s way out of your league
I’m apologizin’.
I’m so nice
to my brother.
Wait awhile and see
if you get a little hungry
for what there is more of,
the inspired poem,
for what there is more of,
the spiritual substance of man.

I don’t grovel at your paycheck,
but I can’t see myself enlightened yet
the hatred of mankind is so deep.
I’m in the middle
of you hate me,
no matter how many cities I’ve put on,
have deep my spirituality goes,
how I bring the world in from the cold.
Your worth gives me everything,
and if there ever was a nigger I am he.
I don’t buy at the temple,
like an undocumented worker
so wrapped around all this hate
you are being conditioned to feel,
like a bastard child
excusing himself
with his divinity sleeves,
I’m not allowed to go there.
I’m beautiful.
Just look at me.
I’m not from outer space.
I’m wide open
in your delivery room.

I’m hated by the crowd.
Now I navigate enlightenment with that.
It’s not picture perfect you see.
I will overcome man,
oh foolish man,
and I will carry us all down the road.
Do you hear me sweetheart?

We live in such shared times.
The technology
fools you then
it’s gonna give you what’s worth.
In heartbreak,
not in substance.
I am a miracle reader,
and I challenge these times with substance.
I challenge these times with me,
a poet on your very ground,
a man you just love to hate.
I’m not Mom and Pop Wood.
I’m not spitin’ into the wind.
I descry Earth.
I stand up and be counted.
You will automatically
not count me as sum
you have your crowd-finger on,
and you’re stuck in your own mess.
You’re too ruined to see me
a vehicle of thought.
A combination
of herd sour and stickly pride
shows you to me
a reader
goofin’
at this meaning world
you wanna show your family to.

Just come ‘ere.
Never mind the vinegar straits.
Try again.
I am a poet for these times,
your long lost brother.
Give me a nod.
Give me a thumbs up.
Give me some sort of direction hence.
Give me a high five.

Now I must introduce my valentines.
The FBI’s on board,
a cop show.
This usually stinks.
Usually it’s just cobra.
This is just cop getting milk,
whether they want it or not,
despite themselves.
They can’t find crime.
I’m not into them,
but we’re on holiday.
They would love to get their hands on me.
They are not the love of humanity.
They’re stubborn and mean,
have badges that give them license to kill,
and not just Blacks.
I’m dealing with them.
They hate me.
They haven’t got me marked yet,
but when they do they’ll let me know.
It’s not in their hands it’s in God’s.
They’re real confident.
They bring humanity down.
They’re tigers in a henhouse.
They can’t get any better.
They can’t even see themselves yet
and how they harass humanity.
They don’t help it.
They’re full of vice,
and they are self-righteousness on the nosebleed.

Well, that’s stomach Earth.
I’m not looking forward to them.
What you’re lookin’ for
is not in your books.
It’s not on the table.
It’s not out there
for you to prosecute.
You can’t pin it on me copper.
Hear baby,
I will remain a free man.
I hold the Earth inside.

Fuck this I’m tired,
and I’m not up for grabs.
You’ve heard my vision speak
predicting the future
and showing you the bottom of clairvoyance,
the bottom feeders reading your poetry
your poetry can read.
Maybe
it’s all out of balance,
and I haven’t seen a cop one,
and they have the power of God.
Yes they have.
They think they do.
Oh but they think they do.
Now who’s bitin’ the store?
It’s you lady,
or a man,
full of hatred and mean,
but it’s not all of you in the crowd
dear reader.
The computer is in the Void.
It’s not a computer show
in spiritual substance
on the land.

Okay, we’ve got a round of applause.
Who’s bitin’ the show?
You have somethin’ better to do
than read poetry
you want to report the police to?
Oh you egg,
life after death will see you open
on the wrong side,
put there by hate.
Can you gather oneness?
It’s what we’re about.
Don’t destroy the world with it.
It’s not a concept you can eat,
and when you find yourself on the other side,
it’s oneness that separates the men from the boys,
I mean put you where you need to be.
All our notions of right and wrong are based on oneness.
It’s the cherry tree.
You violate someone,
there’s the other side for that.
In oneness circles
you take up their hand
and make up for what you did,
sometimes in harrowing experiences.
Death can get real creative, you know?
I’ve put on these sleeves
in the center of life.
Most do it in death.

How long this takes
depends on you,
but this is not a fast land
by any means.
There’s a waitin’ for your supper,
who you hurt you did.
You have to understand with your life’s blood,
oh pardon me your undead hands,
you gather oneness you see,
that oneness is the center of life,
even in death.
You share identity with your partner,
anyone you’ve harmed or hated.
The self-righteous suffer here too.
Now what do you do with that?
The great spiritualization of mankind
that’s inevitable on this Earth,
you get there on the other side.
It’s what we’re there for.
Now tell me Houston,
how natural is enlightenment to the other side?
Oh come on get down to your sleeves.
It’s rocket science there,
and all the regret you have
you didn’t do it here.
Do you trust the other side?
You must.
It’s your passage to further worlds
beyond the stink.
It’s your passage to Heaven to be quite honest with you
you are enlightened.

Wiggle room,
I can’t count that
the consciousness is bearing down on me so hard.
It’s a mystic hush
inbearably dim.
I’m standin’ here achin’
it’s all about enlightenment,
totally enthralled
with take it easy on me.
I know these are the mystic portals
to that deeper state.
It won’t let me go.
My dog is an anchor now
in the disappearing world.
Her fur soothes me
and those adoring eyes.
She’s so grounded in time.
I look up,
what can I do?
I am a letter of my muse
right here with you,
God’s worth.
Oh for cryin’ out loud,
I want you to know
[sing two above lines to tune of “Take It Easy on Me”, Little River Band]
I’m just his chewing gum.
Take - it - easy - on - me. [ibid]

What’s wrong with you?
What do you mean the underwear?
To make a flower and peak
on a daily basis
my magnets
drawstrings to enlightenment.
Understandable
you’d not believe.
Imagine how I’m caught
in matchup with consciousness,
whatever you wanna call it.
Gonna get up some steam
and bridge this.
I’m leavin’ signs along the way,
self-discovery.
Watch ‘em put ambush,
anyone.
Makin’ sick little units
the Powers that oppose,
wary monsters,
my own complacency rides.
A thingamajig
make the rendezvous,
are you kidding me?
The obstacles in the way are huge.
See me in my epic smile.

Are you guessin’ me?
Don’t bother.
I’ve stood at the end of the rainbow
and can tell you it’s there,
no matter what you hike.
Bring my field notes
there’s the starry stair,
the connection rebound,
the connection reflex to enlightenment.
Oh no,
this is awesomely deep.
This is a remoteness not near my kin,
okay?
How bad is it?
Oneness
take out
the outer space,
peace and love
the stark reality,
but starin’ it in the face is awesome,
your little ego abdicating in light
resisting still,
afraid for its life.
Hopefully you got the motion.
Now tell me you had a bad day.

I’m wide awake.
I’m not sleepin’. [sing this and above line, “Bad”, U2]
I’m leavin’ the house
that Jack built.
I’m leavin’ the house we all live in
to a greater mode of consciousness,
and you can’t get there from here,
if you love your life more.
All changes.
Divine see rings
mark your day,
divine consciousness,
you’re just a step away.
You hear this now,
and I can see that starry door.

Not Disney
given the title
what you need to see.
Right Frank?
Jesus,
they replace reality with somethin’ else.
I mean farther door
they play with all day,
and you know it’s not true.
You know it’s not around.
Invite your friends over
to see it with you
to water
the lesson that
fantasy’s all it make
the reality you see.
You’ve stolen the machine.
I’m showin’ yah the machine.
Lord help you.

Big boys go camping.
Big boys go
Arco.
Right there,
enlightenment’s next,
when I’m older.
It looked like it
needed a little bit more rainbow.
Baby’s already done it.
A person’s life
begins at that raw feed
we need to know the meaning of
to be like men and women.
Why do you think we’re drawn to babies?
Have I popped your bubble?
Goddamn stick it in the rocks.
You are a stubborn lot:
no meaning is that close;
no meaning is that weird.
The birth of thought in a child,
promise,
the iridescent explosion’s all we need?

There’s just no way around it.
We are primitive land seekers,
and I can’t reconcile this with society,
but I do know you pay for this with the depth of the guitar.
The iridescent moon,
what does it need to play on your windshield?
The iridescent glow’s all I got.
I can’t push steamboats for you.
The transformative word,
do we bake bread?
Watch it for the next forty minutes.
See what that means.
Ready for take off.
Well this is best:
you can come with me.
I just left
landin’ the capsule
babe I bid you dawn seeing there.
And this is all there is,
like throes we starvin’ in a church be?
Come in I’m Beau,
in the development of consciousness.

Oh my God we can keep goin’,
but we’ve grounded being
where it propels itself upward,
and I’ve given you the formulas for life
Shakespeare left out.
Captain,
you made us wonder over life,
its grand design,
its idiosyncrasies,
but you left us high and dry
in what you were there for,
the higher life.
A spiritual experience never shaved your beard,
nor fidelity to the word.
You had this magic inside you
you turned for profit right away,
and you mixed muse with your dirt
for applause,
just made up stuff.
I have some idea
of silence.
Anyway,
right here
I end this poem
good fellow,
all along the roofs of man.

How nice and sound that is,
the spoken sound of the uttered word,
pushin’ conversation to its zenith
a revelry of spoken English.
The common tongue,
the guttural sound,
it’s so delightful ain’t it?
Roll it on your tongue
in annunciation.
It’s a present to be read aloud.
It’s a rhythm to be read aloud,
the natural sound of speech,
my comely pen.
I was tryin’ to reconcile
the availability of time
with your time in it,
a Shakespeare rocker-board
with the price of poetry,
shit like that.

Now you’ve done it,
have reached the poem
where it beguiles the page
someone slept on my face,
slept on my foot,
you must hear this poetry.
I got here just in time.
Well, I’m exhausted.
I’m keepin’ up.
It’s hard to keep up
in an avalanche of word
I can’t make stop,
because it’s all around me now
Shakespeare deep.
He is at that place with me
that
we invent language on the fly
and brighten English with it.
He isn’t very friendly
in pages
of very thick verse.
He was playing on his court.
He loved here.
I don’t add up sums,
lines the shimmerin’ of trucks,
but I get the job done
here comes
off island
into another poetry meaning entirely
said this island.
You lift my job done,
okay honey?

How you propose to freeze frame,
is that fake news Donny?
Kids are all over it.
Sooner or later
it’ll happen.
You know who cares
I can move humanity that way?
Can I give you some stars
wonderful reader enjoyin’ the poetry
because it’s here?
Thank God for Planet Earth, hey?
[‘hey’ spoken in the voice of Bad Bunny singing in the Super Bowl 60 halftime show]
What a Waco, huh?
All over the police academy
cops need to get their right guard.
Did David Koresh molest children?
It was a religious fervor,
how they just wiped out the David Koreshans,
killin’ their kids.
This is known fact now,
and if you dispute it you’re a liar
Mr. and Mrs. Policeman.

What are we doin’?
You’re not pourin’ over my poetry
to find broken laws,
to do any protecting.
You are just beside yourselves
that I’m Daniel,
and you’re Daniel,
in the lion’s den,
reminding you of our oneness burgers,
reminding you we are one,
and don’t get eaten.
Somebody has challenged society
in its moving parts,
and you can’t get at ‘im.
Somebody stands there free
from the guns and uniforms you are
in social concepts only,
in yellow jacket.
Dangerous ideas,
I’m wavin’ red flags
to change the status quo.
You guys are its greatest defenders,
and you don’t care.
You just have bullish notions of policing people
and keeping people in line.
Are you startled?
See yah on the other side, copper.
I’ll wait for yah
to help me out.
Now I’ll take my toys and go home.
See you later alligator.

See you soon,
pubic mind?
The public mind isn’t that far,
the ideas that change society.
Somebody will get away with the machine,
tearin’ it down.
Your childhood sprawled out
on the pavement of time,
don’t you know that you are a shooting star?
[sing line, “Shooting Star”, Bad Company]
And that’s where I come in.
I can help you with that.
This is from this rifle
making eyes at everyone.
It’s got land on it
and a whole bakery pie.
I’m not shootin’ anyone.
I’m liftin’ up the race
in my own backyard.
I see you with guns too
puttin’ your two cents in.
It’s the climate for it, ain’t it,
on this net Hogwarts
where everybody’s a poet
or a landmine.
I would like to get out of these chairs
and not have my poet bruised by net,
but that’s the landfill today
you don’t need a permit to dump in.
Everybody can write here,
so far.
Well so long,
I’m approachin’ yah with a poem, you know,
that was written in bended shares
after I posted it the first time.
Kinda gets yah in the sleeve button.
Adios.

Hey rendezvous,
this surprised me too,
really did,
okay?
These are the longest children in years.
I’ll start spendin’ money
that ample time has given me
far from boiling man.
Did they say a paycheck?
A collision course in reality gave me,
and I’m a ticket outta here
to greener pastures
before long.
I’ll live in a cabin in the woods
far from the maddening crowd
on mountain slopes
(can you help me out here?),
high rivers in time,
and I’ll bring my dogs
to be there with me of course,
and that’s the last stadium
I will count to on earth.
That’s the one I’ll ever be
the poet of.
This one here,
hello,
from Fort Myers Beach,
not welcomed at all,
wined and dined and then spit on actually
for the poetry I write,
for the spirituality I do.
This is a conservative place,
hating the other point of view,
downright vicious actually,
and that’s their baseball.
Now tell me is it yours?

In a help on your ego flyby
I’m arrangin’ cans;
I know the price of rain.
I can get down and dirty in the wood.
I’m ten miles tall
when I’m not small.
I’m bubblin’over.
I’m lickety-split,
and I know how to play cars
arrivin’ on time.
I’m a breezeway.
I’m your lunchpail.
I don’t dance on thin wood.
I hold your hand
real nice,
although not in certain language.
I will come back tomorrow
with more verse,
not to bowl you over,
to be sincere to you
and hope.
I can manage springtime
all torn over,
and Mr. and Mrs. Man,
I’m good to you.
I’m good to the whole human race,
everybody in town
coppers included;
we just need them to see themselves that’s all.
New questions arriving today,
how does that feel?
I have hunger
for the decency of man.

This is the most roddy Rottweiler I’ve ever seen.
That’s what you tell all the girls.
She’s jet black.
She’s open and honest.
There’s no hate upon her back.
We ask these questions for concierges.
And to rooftop this fog,
I’m a hound dog.
I’m all on top of cherry.
I’m a speedboat.
I’m liftin’ things.
I define things.
Ask me any question
on the nature of the world,
the stars come out at night
in their revelatory,
I’m a steam engine,
and I got your meaning at heart.
The nature of man,
that’s what I deal with.
That’s what I change from rock.
That’s what I chisel out,
as I look in the mirror at my own face
you gotta be kidding me.

I’m a worth-ship,
and I see the horizon
all pink and gold.
Would you be my partner?
Would yah?
I’m a long ship
pressed in these waters,
and I’m about to tell yah I love yah.
No candy bottoms please.
This is the love of the housemate,
the love among friends.
I’m revelry on you.
You need a thousand words,
and I came back and I sewed them together,
as pretty as you please,
and I love doin’ it,
all nails on my coffin
though it might be.

You don’t take kindly to strangers.
You’re apt to be judgmental and mean,
and you never forgive.
It sounds like I gotta chip on my shoulders,
yeah, you,
a public unaware of itself.
A public to get the things going,
please let me help you.
Going public,
we’d wait for you here.
Drum and me,
we’re gonna go upstairs,
and we’ll be on your patio
bended knees.
I’ve spoken
an attitude trail out.
I failed to be here.
Where does that count?
In your trust me’s
laden with the past.
Look at that dog.
You’re kinda a tough customer.
So I must really change the sea
to put on these fellas for good.
I wanna stay here,
because it’s not about that:
I want the pennies the crowd casts.
I wanna be right with you
and gallop
the superhuman rider
in the field of today
with a poem
vitamins up.

Those are the questions
fence off your good neighbor,
not every question.
I widen the immensities Douglas dug over me.
Merit one testing,
two and three testing
to a merit four testing,
friends of Herman Melville.
Go back.
Are you sure?
Always kids
can’t find their homework.
It’s their mother in their books
not giving them to liberty to be me’s,
mothers all in their stuff.
Mothers do that all the time.
You can’t pay mothers to do that
who respect their boys and girls.
We just effort this.
Sounds like you’re doin’ okay man.
You’re the dog person.
You’re the dog.
Edit his profile.
You’re nice and warm.
You’re not an aggressive breed.
That was this diaper I was wearin’
you can count in stinks.
I’m over the rainbow now,
well almost.
Do you have an art department?
I’d like to get my leg worked on.
Waiting for doctors
who’ve turned into lawyers
an anxious price.
They wanna give me an insurance payout
for bein’ hit by a car on my bicycle.
It’s grovel.
They’re wearin’ a suit,
but they went away,
but I’m happy about the money I got.
I’m in prevision,
laid down in places.

I’m lookin’ through the crystal ball.
I’m doin’ everything I can
to go to school
lifting enlightenment off the table
and puttin’ it in my basket.
It’s a guerrilla warfare.
I’m just stuck on dice,
and I’m round about everything.
Do you know what it’s like to close the mind
of its small search?
I can hold my mind still.
Can you?
It’s how I got off them diapers.
It’s a long equation.
You don’t mess with anything.
You should sit down and relax.
You should make the spaghetti
the cravin’ police wants to bust you by.
Song, song, blue. [sing line, song by Neil Diamond]
They’re outer space.
I’ve held this all night
from them,
not to be flippant with them.
I don’t want to sit and charge them,
but they are not kind to the human race.

We’re legal,
those drawstrings,
and one day they won’t be.
Enlightenment will be banned up the Earth
when we find its name.
They will block human evolution,
and it won’t
shut off enlightenment.
We will get evolved.
Really that’s what they’re scared of,
the Powers behind cops.
Really that’s what they’re doin’.
The really don’t want us to get evolved.
I’m a chicken in a snake now,
but you wait till spirituality breaks out upon the Earth
and challenges the status quo.
We’ll be in the pen then
all under surveillance,
the men and women on enlightenment.
I’m just tellin’ yah.

A Hail Mary pass,
just one thought around the house,
you’ve seen the pictures.
Everybody question name,
but we’re clear light toward enlightenment,
every single
Godzilla I got.
There’s a group of people
just came here,
just came here again,
We’re at a station now.
They hate me larger than life,
They can’t over I’m alive.
Will they come and do that,
put me out of commission?
It’s a poisoned tree
they look at me from.
What do you think?
I’m not the bacon?
I’m here pedestrian?
Fuck you city slickers.
I’m not talking nails to you.
I look you in the eye and say that
I don’t like your city ways
at the water fountain,
but I do mean the best for you there.

I am the Devil’s show
reinventing books?
I’m an angel’s wear.
I am your delight
in fashion of God.
Chim chiminey, chim chiminey, chim chim cher-ee
[sing line, “Chim Chim Cher-ee” from the movie Mary Poppins],
look I’m Santa Claus.
Do you get it?
I’m the word on fire,
all in the fields of God,
and I’m this little man on time
in his delivery.
How can you make that snakes
you chargin’ public mind?
I’m on fire
with love’s talisman,
really on fire,
and I know the white purity of love
in my sink now.
Do you?

Luna puppy,
let’s just look at this town.
Come on Luna don’t yah
wanna see it?
It was the weather it was turned,
and after all,
we’re flanked by cliff and deep.
Kinda gets yah in the guns doesn’t it?
Let’s just get this party rollin’.
I saw a Christmas tree,
the lighting of the party.
It was a savior.
He got ended I guess his name was.
I won’t even say the One’s God.
I require the One.
Good night folks.
I want a really good audience
who need a good field,
a hand-grade,
on the right stuff.

The world is this big conservatory,
and I’m puttin’ my foot in it
and my dog’s paw,
right in the sunlight,
for another round of applause
of course not.
I’m not makin’ money either,
or getting likes
on telephone poles.
Can you know purity of purpose,
where the whole world’s hangin’ in the balance,
and you put your life on the line,
to bring in a new society?
That’s what I’m talkin’ about.
It’s not a mess,
my delivery.
I’m walkin’ on magic air.
The things that bury Earth,
that’s not in my kitchen.
I think things and see them on the road,
manifested thought
from another plane.
I see my thoughts manifested on the road.
I see my inner life put out there
in great giros of coincidence
I put my sanity on with.
The startlings, I’m comfortable there.
The synchronicities, they abound,
and I know the meaning behind time.
This does not slam dunk me.
I know it’s synchronicity
with what I’m experiencin’,
and the world touches me there.

Can you thought handle this?
Ion bill bible be square,
something you’ve never heard of,
I’ve encountered on the news
in my muse,
I mean inner voice and vision,
leave the house and see it on a t-shirt,
and even in India this was in English.
I can’t confine it to those pairs.
It gets larger than life,
and you know the universe is lookin’ at yah,
in its beingness.
Great fields of Scott,
I’m just all over this.
Calm down son.
You’re fly’s undone.
Oh.
Larger than life
I have moved my life’s room,
and you can ground me in the dirt,
but I’m not finished yet.
Oh eyes on me,
that’s not for my glory,
though I’d like your pettin’
and not treatin’ me like some bat outta hell.
I want your respect
you tell kids we all get.
Alright I’m done.

A new world order,
that’s bullshit.
These are not control angles.
These are not command angles either.
Oh my God the history of freedom,
it’s not in liverpools.
It’s not even on vice.
Freedom hasn’t occurred yet
anywhere on earth
in societies.
It’s a dangerous term.
Laws don’t govern you,
nor your own impulses.
You’re free to king the air
with spiritual junction
a soul inside devise.
This is not a spiritual ego
or you never do no wrong.
The freedom to change,
the long and the slow of it,
that’s got to be given.
That’s paradise
when our will’s in union
with the good of all.
Can I show you that mountain?
Fine, I’ll wait
for the whole to arrive.
Great goodness I’m done.

I’m in the theater you know,
finding breakfast,
tall and good and shine,
with my dog
in sudden reindeer shuffles.
She’s the delivery agent
brings Santa Claus to town,
and she’s beautiful,
ain’t she?
Eight million
smiles and laughter
matched her with me,
and the kids went crazy
just a pettin’.
Lickin’ surprised babies in the face,
like a dangerous Rottweiler,
lickin’ you right now,
she’s a love girl
all puppy dog.
Man I love my Dog.

We’re waitin’ for a greater dawn.
Bring it
the love for our children and dogs,
not one sting of abuse there,
not one iota
of mean to them.
Cats lovers beware,
that’s the love they get too,
and that’s the human family
we attend to.
The great buffalo herds,
we bring back
with loving care.
You see where I’m goin’ with this?
Now that’s the story.
So long.
We hold our breath.

Free of abuse,
that one,
we give this even to our rocking chairs.
Is that so hard to believe,
we’re good to everyone you see,
the whole planet,
starting with me
hollywood?
I’ve jumped the shark,
again.
Over the rainbow?
We’ll see.
Goodnight Houston.
Goodnight Billie.
Hello Tommie,
and goodnight all.

Free footage from the main thing,
free from alligators,
nuts on wheels.
We’re high and dry,
and that’s not a place in nowhere.
It’s not a garbage dump either.
We’re high on top,
and we’re not wet with things that sting us.
I’m arrivin’ there shortly
kittens.
I’m not the mailman.
I live every word of this,
and that’s what you look for in bibles,
the people are speaking themselves
who done it.
It’s not chronicles on bended knees
you have to obey.
You’re saved.

I didn’t escape the new passengers.
I didn’t even get caught,
but why would wood go away?
To make it through the Night.
We have to change civilization.
We have to become Gods on earth,
men and women.
We’re pointing there now.
Yes it is just unhand your bacon.
We’ve got larger than life sheets.
You know your dreams are bigger than you
sometimes,
and your thoughts
it’s gotta be better than this,
and your kids’ smiles
in the delivery room
bring hope into the picture there is not,
and when grandma dies,
and you know she’s not gonna rot.
Come people look up.
Look down.
Look all around,
We’ve got a larger Earth.
It’s evolution’s springboards.
We’re goin’ somewhere.

I’ve used a phrase ticklin’ I know,
but we will be beyond the human
in divinity shares,
immortal like all get out
here on earth
in rainbow bodies the Earth puts out,
and when it wears out,
we put a new one on
in ceremonies rich with time.
Gods on earth see ye,
with the power to blow your mind,
and distance doesn’t scare us anymore,
nor the inside of each other’s hearts,
nor death,
because it doesn’t come.
Merry Christmas.
Donny you’re in the pool yard.

Do you wanna know what’s’ comin’?
It’s the real thing.
It’s where we’re at.
It’s the way home,
and I’m not figurin’ speech.
We’re bringin’ home here,
where we came from,
and I’ve seen it with my own two eyes,
the God I am up on high,
over the head some degrees,
where we are now,
if we see it.
That’s the experiential consciousness.
I mean that’s gonna dynamite.
We experience ourselves down here now
puppets in a play,
actors in a movie,
players in a video game.
The on high comes down,
and we have overhead experience,
transformin’ the nature,
not just enlightening the being,
and we go up,
all prepared,
and meet ourselves on high
comin’ down to station us
just a little over the top of the head,
stationed out of the body,
which is just seas of bliss
and concentrated force,
ready for anything,
and we’ve joined the hemispheres
and become That you see.
Kinda gets yah right on earth,
doesn’t it?

I’ve just spelled out the wheels
to greater consciousness
you’ve never heard of.
It’s not aliens inhabitin’ your body.
It’s not devils either.
You’ve finally become yourself,
the truth you are
beyond time,
the divinity you are
that’s been disguised all along.
I’ve given you the formula for eternal life,
and it’s not a drink you wear.
You become enlightened,
then we’ll see
you empty the vessel
filled by God.
What’s there not to like?

What’s there to be mad about
this poet has given you?
Are you with me?
You will see this in death
at one time or another—
you got a self on high.
I’m here
pullin’ up the tarp,
openin’ eyes,
and now you know where those balloons went.
Why should you believe me?
Gauge everything I said
I was in a movie
that had contact Earth.
You will not believe my story
of adventure
and harrowing experience
and just dumb stuff too.
I’ve gone from one pole to the other
in where you meet the world,
and I’m educated too.
I’ve got my beads on,
counting my deeds,
counting my life’s experience,
to show you somethin’.
That’s life in the fast lane
spiritual experience brought me,
a whole adventure
of meeting worlds.

You have some treats.
Well, look what happened.
You believed me.
The cops don’t get it.
Wearin’ a badge,
oh you stupid boy,
protectin’ the public,
you think that’s killin’ people
and bein’ a horse’s ass,
you’re a cop,
and the public’s over there?
I never wanted to be a cop
after the Green Berets.
I wanted to find out why we had Green Berets
and nuclear bombs,
what I rode into Germany
in the Cold War,
but I didn’t find that out in university,
even learnin’ Classical Greek.
I discovered you,
with a capital you,
goin’ inside and findin’ myself
the eyes of the world.
The rest is history,
I mean follows suit.

Okay are we good?
I’ve asked this before.
I’ve piled onto it now
the rest of the story.
Yeah sure you can find dirt,
but finger your own anus.
Look at self-righteousness differently.
It really is a crime.
I’ll huff and I’ll puff and I’ll blow your house down,
no public that’s not good.
I’m just tryin’ to get by here
in unexplainables.
There’s cops around.
Now let’s go over it again.
Gosh dog I’m sorry.
You hear me now so long.
Welcome to the adventure.

You’re not gonna be the only place in the sun,
but you’ll be on body wears.
When the Supermind comes down,
it will inhabit the Earth,
and the Earth will become divine ground,
a divine planet in the starry Milky Way
that will measure itself there.
Heave to believe
the plan is there
it spreads outwards from there
and divinizes each planet in the universe,
one after another.
That’s the fate of Earth.
These are old battlegrounds.

Consciously inhabitable planet,
we are not the first
to register
the supramental doing.
Honestly,
we will be the first
to carry it out.
Have I made your nose bleed?
And that’s how our center of the universe
kinda gets yah in the star field,
doesn’t it?
We’re honored.
We’re the brightest planet in the universe.
Of course it’s hard here.
Dynamite on the fountain,
you wouldn’t believe
that’s the fate of our starry Earth,
to carry out the task
of divinizin’ the universe,
immortalizing time,
immortalizing the suns,
and we will be the past and the future
in one starry see
inhabiting the eternal now,
inhabiting paradise.

An incidence in transcience,
that’s not our Earth’s to bear.
Dynamiting need,
a cosmic interlude,
could you but fathom read
a lover’s keep?
That is just grounded diet.
That’s the supramental transformation
manifesting now on Planet Earth.
You hear my name called?
Good, I’m listenin’ too
enlightenment’s next.
Enlightenment
purposes us towards Supermind
on the kings of the soul.
That’s the leader of our life.
That’s the
soul change,
bubblin’ up inside you,
changing your very nature,
and the soul leads.
Enter enlightenment there,
and you reach Supermind.
Do it on your phone.
I mean the Earth stood still,
and everybody got rid of these phones.
A documentary on the spiritual principles of love,
the one that change draws Earth,
is not viewed on a cellphone
or downloaded on your computer,
but a poem will get you there in thought sleeves
that poem comes home with yah.
Am I gettin’ wood?

I’ve seen glimpses, not the whole share,
but I’m certainly round about there
the understanding I’ve put on,
flowin’ through my choices now,
through my go ahead.
I’m lively now,
on the baseball,
and I grow in experience every day.
That’s the main thing.
Now where does power of consciousness reside?
Where you go about doin’ your day,
what you think about and feel,
and I must say I’ve shared Savitri there,
and there’s no way around it
power of consciousness takes time
to turn it on your day
the spindle
to the eternal now.

I’ve coughed up my needs here
and offered to dog the bleeding place.
I mean I’ve sacrificed my needs on the altar of life
and just go with it, you know?
I take care of myself in the meantime
and don’t beg.
I fill my desires with springtime
not letting them rule me,
and I throw some out.
I chalk it all up to science
to get the job done,
transform my nature,
and do you call with that?
I hold the divine’s hand all the while.
This is a relationship in sleeves.
I love God, okay,
the Lord of life.

Now that I’ve put you there,
in seeming religion,
what are you gonna do about it?
Here’s the deal.
God’s not founded in my care.
It’s not a belief I put out.
I have experiential experience with God
I cannot deny.
He is more real to me than you,
and I’m with you every day.
Go figure.
I would loose ends
if I didn’t know God was real,
lose my fucking mind.
My God this is deep waters,
and I’m just this little thing on existence
in siren God,
wide-eyed and totally captivated
by my master’s attention.
So I sing you these poems
to get over it,
to process it through,
to know God as comfortably
as I do know you.
You’re a little moron like me,
and you don’t have God’s eyes,
playin’ with me.
He’s a hell of a ballplayer.
Dagnabbit,
there he is looking at me again
through your eyes,
and contradictions abound.

This is all field play.
I have my moments of silence,
but we do get big I want you to know
and can handle the looks of God.
Are we a team player?
And that’s my lowdown with you.
I’m team sports,
not some island
fixated on itself.
I love you guys you bunch of pussies
to fielding God.
Wham! I’ve said my piece.
The long and short of it is,
ah fuck, I’ll keep goin’.
This poem will never end.

I’ve said what they all worship,
the balls in the sky know,
the great cosmic beings whose names we know,
bless their little hearts.
They pave their road with our blood,
but uncle us along
in short sleeves.
The cosmic paradise,
tantalizin’, you know?
You got that right
when you are a field going beyond.
Give them their do,
those powerful motherfuckers,
those compassionate beings,
and set your eyes on God
no attributes name,
who leaped out of the One singlehandedly,
because a necessity was God
to bring creation forth out of existence,
existence being God.

Now I’ve said my notions
and brought you all the way to God.
We begin there,
all the way to paradise.
Do you understand creation?
We walk
the way I hope,
towards great horizons
that come down and aid us
no longer
pull each other apart.
That was your sweet meme.
That was your immediate supper.
Let’s love one another.
Can we do that?
Can we honestly please?
You’re human
I love throughout the day.
You went there before first light with a cousin of mine,
the inevitable poem
a poet
has let just splash up upon the land
the whole word’s worth.
Great the story goes.
Get our act together.
There’s somethin’ comin’ this way.
I think it’s beautiful
immortalizing the wind.

We need to restart civilization,
and now we’ve had time
to call out a good cop.
Gotta learn peace, okay,
not violence.
What do you prepare for?
Where is your attitude at?
Where are you going?
That’s the law of kindred spirits,
and I chose not to be one of you.
Shazam!
I was a weapon.
Can we get out of this?
Would you just hit on my heart please?
I hope you been a cop
I’ll rhyme with you dog.
They’re waiting for you
peace officer.
I felt secure
in human accuracy
an officer of the peace
provide.

Don’t you want to widow in?
I made it my life’s blood.
I set my life straight.
I became a responsible man.
I honored the pubic,
not minding it wearing diapers.
You get me dog?
But I will tell it like it is,
using real language.
I will do that.
Great balls of fire!
this is a lively mood,
on mountaintops.
It’s my report card,
and I’m all over myself
doin’ it.

I’ve brought you to the bus,
the real thing.
Yee-Haw!
I’m Texas,
where I’m from,
from your part.
I rode horses with the US Army
and steadied mules
a muleskinner,
a six-gun shooter.
That rodeo circuit we did
was in Texas.
Went to Washington
and inaugurated President Ronald Reagan,
was an honor guard at his funeral.
They called it his inaugural ball.
I squared off with ole Iron Eyes Cody
masqueradin’ as an Indian,
me in my horse cavalry blues,
spurs a jinglin’, saber a danglin’.
Kinda get yah in the sink, don’t it?
It was the tear
he said,
drunk as a skunk,
as was ole Bush Junior,
they said,
when he came into the hall.
I don’t even think the press give ‘im a look.

I was there
the only Green Beret
in Kennedy’s funeral,
and I’m really sorry he died,
but I’m usin’ analogies.
This was his graduation from high school,
I mean college,
round about Brown,
John F. Kennedy Jr.
The whole Kennedy clan was there,
and I was his Green Beret representative,
but they gave me not a twirl,
if they noticed me,
remained stuck up.
It was just an accident I was there
attendin’ my step-brother’s graduation,
Steven.
Not really an accident at all,
if you measure this in world gaze.
It was Kennedy signed the green beret into law.
We owed him one.

A vagabond,
and here’s the breeze:
I met the world there,
travelin’ from country to country
not a penny to my name,
for a whole number of years.
Money talks,
but it can’t hold your hand.
The world did that,
as conscious as you please,
when you’re lookin’ at it,
have thrown three sheets to the wind,
cast your bread upon the waters,
and it’s real nice to yah.

I was there,
in India 21 years,
and your character,
your decision,
but in India it can change.
Real deep sadhana
brought that all around me.
I worked on it,
and love’s the key to change,
and now I’m meetin’ you
all bright-eyed and bushy-tailed,
ready to be your partner
in world change.
I’m not tryin’ to get your goat.
I’m all over change.
I’m right here,
thank you.

I’ve swept all day,
and I’m movin’ out,
as soon as my money arrives.
I’m movin’
away from here,
Redneckville,
the conservative state.
It ain’t no place for a poet
radical human consciousness.
I’m in the floor,
and people walk on me,
but hey,
who’s countin’ guns?
I’m gettin’ outta here,
which brings me to the end of this poem
long ago.
You listenin’?
I’ve just jumped time.
Whew, we made it.
We made it.
Do you get my listenin’ rose?

Now tell me I’m bad.
Do you even know what good is?
How bad is it?
We’re miracles here.
Now tell me I’m not American.
I’m headin’ out again,
insurance money comes in.
I got hit by a car.
Social Security’s not even enough for rent.
I’ll work,
if I have to,
in whatever job.
I believe in work
to earn your keep,
but barter’s fine with me,
and I did it for years.
Just got a place to sleep
and my needs met,
no cash,
and my needs are simple now
you can imagine.
I’m goin’ to some secret location
you won’t know about,
mountain woods.
The woods is my people,
and I like to be in ‘em.

I grew up in a clan,
not just the suburbs,
a small family farm
deep in the woods.
I studied there all my life.
The Dukes and the Kings,
believe it or not,
theys mean people,
whipped kids and hate your neighbor.
They think they’re Christians.
They falsely accused me of something
and never spoke to me again.
Forty years back,
I mean that was it.
Can you get a load of that?
It hurt like the Dickens.
I don’t understand family,
and I don’t believe in it.
It’s burned me.
They never look at you again.
Now my sister died off,
without sayin’ a word,
just stopped talkin’ to me
years back,
without even a how do you do.

I didn’t understand it,
still don’t.
I didn’t do nothin’ to her.
I’ve got this sign on my back that says kick me,
and it was there when I was a kid,
and many did.
Adults were real mean,
women elementary school teachers horrible.
I separated from other kids
in middle school.
‘Fore that had few friends,
but I was a best friend little boy,
and I’d loyal those.
I took up a Bible in school,
became a Jesus freak,
Jesus Person if you asked me.
If you wanted to be saved,
I made yah kneel down with me in front of the whole school,
durin’ lunch recess.
That way I know’d you were serious.
I got along just fine,
always a crowd around me,
tauntin’ or wantin’ to know about Jesus,
and I had my defenders.
I went to a different church every night of the week,
if I was able,
suppin’ up on Christ in the suburbs,
or at least what I thought was the Christ,
or at least I made it my habit.
I was on fire.

You know what I was runnin’ from?
I can’t even tell yah,
but I just put my Bible down at 16,
abruptly,
and went to the woods,
as much as I can,
became an avid backpacker
as a teenager,
and of course I joined the Green Berets.
Now whatta you got?
You got a man on Planet Earth
ready for anything.
I been schooled, you know?
I’m not just a poetry writer.
I’m a poetry doer,
and I’ve earned my time on the net,
didn’t just get a blog and start humpin’,
but I don’t wanna put my poem there.
I just have no choice.
It’s an avenue you see,
and the gatekeeper’s you,
millions of you,
billions.
I‘m a needle in a haystack,
got this sign on my back
kick me,
and you’re gonna find me, hey?
Leave me alone,
if you make it here.
You wait for me
to pull somethin’ outta my hat:
you know you’re here,
the audition in time
that casts Planet Earth.
Am I right?
Wow, the program,
it smarts
banded by elevators.
Fuck you no I don’t mean it,
but you are a bunch of pussies.

Am I offendin’ everybody on Planet Earth?
I don’t think you know your ass from a hole in the ground,
most of you,
and meanin’ slips out your winda,
and you think it’s smoke.
You like the choicest stuff,
like animals in feedin’ time—
fodder.
I don’t think a one of you is a lover of humanity,
not when you’re put right down to it,
and you have to sacrifice
what people think of you,
or the Law might come after yah if you did.
I’m in that position:
without any support group.
Transgender people,
recallin’ society,
gettin’ upset about your name,
you’ve thrown me down the river,
or the likes of me,
without even a second thought.
You are not the love of humanity.

Now I’m dynamite
down on Main Street,
but I’m not prickly pears.
I love the people that hate me don’t you see?
And I can do that
and wish the best for them.
I want them to be alright,
not hate or be mean to anybody,
and would you please wake up to that?
It’s killin’ humanity,
the hate we have for one another,
and I have nothing brighter to say
in the urgency,
necessity of today.
We’ve got to get there,
love your brother,
love the likes of man,
love all humanity,
the trees and the forests too.
We will be destroyed if we don’t.
We will get killed.
We will die.
Now I’m countin’ you
the leader of this program.
Don’t be a pussy please.

Let’s get down to earth.
Let’s get the word out,
and you can pass out mine,
as pretty as you please.
I’d like that.
Alight hoss,
on the road.
Alright people,
let’s go,
destination love
everybody you look at today,
and love to learn the ones you won’t.
In our emergency they are legion.
Now pick up a gun and shoot everybody
because we don’t.
You see the connection?
Of course not,
and that’s why I’m here.
I put out the blindness.
Can you see that?
Really?
Very good let’s go.
Come on let’s go.
Really let’s go.
There we are,
mountains in time.

We are mountains men.
Among niggers I am chief.
Oh God hallelujah,
can you really stomach that?
Luminous fate,
I bid you farewell.
The poem is on the morrow,
and it’s not the marriage of heaven and hell
or Emily Dickinson’s far, perturbed shore,
never conquering death.
It’s immediate and pure,
and it’s got love count your days,
a great big smile from the Heights,
the eternal ray.
Splendid,
a luminous mouth
rides all.
Places now,
we got to go
you salty dog.

I boiled these steaks.
She’s eaten here,
hello,
and I’m usin’ a pronoun for myself
she is also women.
Now that’s luminous close.
Now that’s
our boiling point.
Listen to her.
We have a long way to go
successful living
hero,
that way,
just another
unification,
male and female,
that all humanity rides,
that all humanity knows
in the best possible places
our kids grow.
We’re in the pan now.
Let’s turn up that stove.
Do you know your other half?
Do you let it grow?

Sick said it,
how he got well.
Hit you with it
in these poems’ fine clothes.
Harm’s End,
it’s a race start.
Come on people climb in.
I’ve described time and abroad
on your fingertips.
And he knows it
on his.
That was him
a great wonderful world
in bulletproofs.
Aw, shucks,
you and the world,
that’s me,
when we’re good together,
no one hates who,
and no one
destroys kids
and hurts them puppy dogs.
Let them keep their tails
and their doggy ears,
and I give Luna
a big round of applause
and scratch her behind the ears
till kingdom come.

What are you lookin’ for?
My money.
We just sent you
almost 20,000
in this boilin’ over poem.
I’m fittin’
the library.
It’s empty
what I live on.
It didn’t last long,
my last paycheck,
and I gotta get outta here.
Can we talk about these things?
Now I’m pealin’ off the walls
the necessities.
Kinda gets yah in the teeth, don’t it?
A poet’s gotta eat.
Who done it?
Fine I’ll pay for my food.
I’ve gotta answer the door.
Now explain to me
how that ain’t work.
I just wrote
the world come in,
and I can barter with you all day,
but you don’t hear a word.
Is this the end of the world?

Spurs and competition,
we all let’s have a little consciousness to do.
Let’s get up there,
oh my baby,
to the larger than life,
see through this world
a bigger play.
That’s down on mountains.
We don’t have to be stuck in little cans.
We can give yes to immensity
in how we view the world—
it’s not all there is.
There’s a greater play.
We’re not just survivalists.
We see beyond the world
engine room.
We are there on the wood
greater notions.
We’re not in La La Land.
We see the engines of the universe
in our every thought and act.
We are not puppets in a play.
We are movers and shakers of the world,
if we have our breasts on right—
our heart meets the world
its extended play,
and we love it all,
or we make room for all,
and you are free
right here:
was the circumstances alright?
You were larger than them.
You were alright.

Okay I’m almost broke.
I don’t belong here.
I’m not hypnotized by them.
I don’t make that my thought and mood.
I’m in a larger life,
and I see the door
to transcend this time.
I’m not sufferin’.
I’m not even mad.
I know what to do.
I put my sleeves on,
what I’ve sung to you in this poem,
what I keep repeating.
I use power of consciousness
to overcome consciousness,
and we are in a play of consciousness.
We call matter frozen consciousness,
because it looks that way.
I’m away from it bleeds,
but it’s wicked
to those lost in matter’s world.

Now I’m hated
by a parable
I don’t go have lunch with,
and I’ve really felt that pain,
the bad person that
has no choice but his actions.
Nature made him that way.
I’ve been lost there,
and your hatred doesn’t help.
I did the seldom doing.
I did the rarest thing in man.
You see this on the page.
I reached inside of me and became a new man.
I overcome.
I don’t dally around.
I know exactly what I’m doin’.
I get assignments,
and there I do it.
I get the job done,
whatever it is,
and I’m not finished till I’m finished.
You see that now.

I’ve overcome your hate.
I’m not a stigma anymore
to myself,
and I’m not bad at it,
being a good human being.
Now I stand before you,
whoever,
a really good
person you don’t like.
Can you get your shit together?
Against the wind,
you’re just blowin’ against the wind.
You will never make it out right.
Can you admit you’re wrong,
admit,
just cannot butter a cow.
How does this join the office?
You got your equipment wrong.
That would be brush your teeth now
with a pull that into itself.
Don’t look a gift horse in the mouth:
you are the spaceship;
it’s, it’s you, it’s you.

Now come on we have a world to change.
Big heater design,
you need to move your feet.
Now we are moving
some impossible shore.
You find a mark around heroes,
a control environment,
like it doesn’t wig the dog out.
Science is seeking help in whatever.
When they went into America,
I couldn’t believe it,
they cooled the body temperature and muddy temperature
so hard to flood.
You know what else?
Nailed her down there:
would you like some pizza?
Bathwater
in how you missed it.
You threw the baby out.

May you be fit to ever take from time’s lords
the unequivocable quest.
I mean sex it doesn’t reign.
Over meeting it,
like a bunch of kids,
you quest put silly hat on.
Well will you look at that?
You were comin’ like Luna
James Coney Island,
gosh dog.
I could go home.
That was the herald walk
to the celebrated
Rocky Mountains.
I’m not gonna talk about it
clear’s deal,
but I gave enlightenment a nod
in coded language speak.
School is their south of here.
That’s where they
jumped the shark.
There’s somethin’
for your understanding to behold:
onesies, twosies, threesies,
in my underwear
a whirlwind,
and you’re stronger than it.

We had been spared in the ancient fix wisdom.
The comin’ star saved our life.
Pull that out
of all these Christmas trees.
We’re lucky people,
we’re lucky.
Let’s all go to my garden
and sing Kum ba yah to pretty much anything.
Notice how we got this film delivery.
Got leader on my pack.
I’m scientific party of the unknown,
reachin’ science’s last frontier.
I couldn’t sworn they smelled dog.
Oh market dwell,
got a hole in it
from God outwards.
Good morning.

I’ve got my market shoes on.
You’re gonna talk about me.
What out of your posts?
You’re kidding.
This is the long read.
It’s all over the place,
huge and dim.
It’s a dream,
dream works.
They rose spontaneously from the ashes
of your clueless on things,
and it glows
with how tall you are human understanding,
when it’s based on experiential consciousness
and not just the realms of thought.
It’s wide, and it’s deep, and it’s purposeful,
and I’m chargin’ you with it right now
to explore its meaning
wonderful.
Listen to her stages
you’ll have to work on.
You can’t do anything
you don’t Dolly Parton this
it’s for everybody.

It’s the rescue team
from the mundane,
to bring you into meaning.
We’ll make you bigger than yourself,
if you try.
Time to go.
Sorry,
I was hopin’
dry hump
the record I keep with you.
Fine,
I’ll empty this space
when that’s it.
Fuck this shit,
can I go home?
Your grandma gave a record of that chair Janie,
and you didn’t even friend me on Facebook,
you piece of work.
You are my hope in humanity.
You were there,
and you are my barometer
for social change
we suffer from the internet,
the hatred it wells.
Janie,
everybody,
do you see how that’s in you now
real deep?
The laws of the machine,
can I break them here?
And Emily,
at least you talk to me.
Can you condescend to see me as a poet yet,
anything bigger
than what you see me with,
those moral glasses?
I swear,
open academy
the Darkness brings
Mr. and Mrs. Moral Mind,
like a bunch of animals
too dumb to see reason.
Am I speakin’ to everybody?
Am I speaking to you?

Well could you please scratch me behind the ears,
and I love my butt rubbed
in the nicest way possible,
don’t you?
Goodbye Uncle Kenny.
I’m still here Jerry Lloyd,
and Eddie,
you blocked me on Facebook.
Was that with the love of Christ?
And Allen I love you.
David King,
well you messed up.
I didn’t do anything.
By any chance
you’re still around Nurchia Silencio?
And you dropped me like a hot potata
in my hour of most need,
and you were my soul angel,
and I was not guilty of anything to you.
Wham!
you were gone.
Is that humanity?
Is that you
reader?
I’m on dire straits
in my social pen.
Could you like please
hold my hand?
Now will you hate me?
Will you call my name?

Last dance on therapeutic floor
God’s starry will
bakes in certain time,
and I am a vehicle of that force,
lone and big,
and I falter not on Heaven’s door.
Chunks of me
peder out in fire.
I am omnipotent of thy force
no oh starry man.
I stand here delivered
from the churning Earth.
I am bigger than myself,
and I am integrated in time’s ways.
I can just as well chew gum.

Hush, hush, sweet child,
I am all around thee now.
We will break in on your crib,
your delivery room,
your growing up,
and put the power of God there.
Our hands will not delivery you to evil.
Our hearts will not forsake your cry,
and our minds will dwell on you
like the moon.

We love you little one,
and that will be all our days,
putting you on God’s chair
and not abandoning you.
We will deliver you in love
to your larger kind.
That will our ever be with you,
raising up in soul stature to yourself
and lovin’ you soft and warm.

Oh my sweet child,
for this we are on earth,
to grow up God in his cradle,
to kings men and women
to our larger kind.
Oh destiny,
Shazam!

The joy or our origins
find us
in the grasped hand
larger than life.
It’s not whodunit.
I don’t know what to say to children
not reminding them of joy.
Spanking their little bottoms,
slapping at their little hands,
and scolding them to no ends,
kills us.
We’re not on their side.
They grow up mean,
and it’s disguised.
They do not have the love of Christ.
Good people all the same,
they whip their kids too.
They can’t find society
where it helps us.
They like strong laws and strong punishments
and the doctrine of the church.
If they can’t find themselves in church,
they’re listenin’ good
to leaders and authority,
to people that tell them what to do.
The gun likes the submissive child.

We rule society with it
and have since time immemorial.
You hit kids you rule them
out of their own choice,
and when you break their will,
they become weak individuals
who can’t hold their will straight.
We’re mean to kids
in the name of discipline
and whatnot,
but we really just can’t control ourselves
and slap them that way.
You want a submissive society
if you hit kids.
You don’t want them to be free and on their own
as young men and young women.

You put them in school
to pull them from themselves,
to force them to obey
their time is not theirs.
You rob them of themselves
and put them in the machine,
all day long.
You think this is good for them.
It keeps them busy.
It produces like-mindedness
and obedient individuals,
or if not,
they’ll turn out that way.
The rebellious will have their wings clipped,
and they will see the errors of their ways.
School lays them in den,
and they are invaded from every side
with the impulses that rule society.
Terrible on each other,
they’re in a lion’s den.
They can’t get outta there.

Now pile schoolbooks on top of them,
so divorced from life,
they will never encounter the material again.
It’s for the schoolbooks,
not for themselves,
and everybody’s got to follow the same rule,
scientists one and all,
basically,
of one form or another.
It’s brain matters.
There is no emphasis on the heart.
They’re pulled apart.
They don’t get along with each other.
They can really be mean.
Is this multiplication?

It’s not what we need.
It’s horrible on them.
We can’t help them there.
Where do we take this?
We can do a lot less school
in smaller bunches
and more showin’ them the ways to be human
not forced upon them,
a purposeful socialization
they get along with.
Time to themselves,
that’s crucial to them.
Time to be themselves,
that’s the one in all.
They have to be themselves,
not who we make them to be.
They have to be themselves
to be comfortable with other people.
A rich diversity sows union,
if it’s not just a free-for-all.

Difference is time to be alone
in object yourself,
even when you’re a little kid.
Sit by this tree sweetheart
and put yourself on the picture
I’m in the picture.
You got one,
a self-examining I.
School is good business for this,
if you want a good child,
but you bar them from this with the three Rs.

Am I explodin’ notions?
I’m tryin’ to give you the keys of change
in the hands of children.
You just want them to go to war,
or make pharmaceutical companies.
You’re not after their freedom.
They are not alright with you.
They have to be controlled.
Man, man,
are these just business partners?
What do you give a child to grow up,
survive and be the fittest,
you need a good job,
you want to be good Christian man,
religion,
you trust your family?
Talk about these things
the kid will have a hole in them:
there’s more to life than that.

There’s the whole.
What is he doin’ this for?
What is her purpose in life?
Can you tell them?
You fall down here,
and society crumbles
from within.
Your purpose is larger than life.
We have a game to play:
we’ve got to get bigger than ourselves.
We’ve got to overcome
all this about ourselves to get there.
My little one you’re there
in how you hold life.
It’s natural to you
to see there’s more.
You hold big notions.
You know they’re there,
and we rob you of them.
We rob your innocence
with our pounding
to put your pencils on,
to obey us,
to go to Sunday school,
to hold our notions,
to suspend your pleasure.

We don’t know what we’re doin’,
and we do it wrong.
You need time to grow
the answers on this test
where we’re not controllin’ you.
If it’s for your safety it’s for your safety,
but mostly it’s not.
We want engineers not freedom.
Do you need a doctor,
or why would you spank ‘im?
He won’t grow your way if you won’t?

I’m givin’ you the history of children,
and we think it’s climate change
destroyin’ the world
or war.
I’m on first base.
We have a whole round house to go.
I’m giving you the most important notions in society,
if you want to save society
from destroying itself.
I’m giving you the history with kids,
and that’s killin’ us.

We need to be free.
A children knows that.
You know how they are,
so freedom and alive.
What a thing to harness,
if we knew how.
I don’t think you care to know.
This business of society,
that’s your all day,
and if you don’t like it there,
you don’t see a system way out.
You don’t know there’s change
in how we do things,
monumental change.
The gates are guarded
by unseen hands.

You see me pull on ‘em.
You see me know.
Well are we just gonna stand there,
or do we change our way with children?
Pop! that notion
into where you are with them.
Overcome your subconscious,
the spells that rise from there
to treat them badly.
Get angry
and see how free you are
to have children
in their natural born freedom,
in the joy they have at just being alive,
in their wonderfulness
at just being themselves.

At that point I just dropped the broom.
Am I wrong?
Why do you believe me?
You know I know children and have their goodness at heart,
have their meaning at heart:
they change society
and make a better world,
and we’re movin’
towards that junction now.

I just stepped into dick.
I just gave you the cigarettes
you stop smoking.
¿Comprende?
It did what the safety does.
It has them
right in your arms,
a lovin’ them for all it’s worth.
They’re secure there,
if it’s not so much your emotional needs but theirs.
You can figure that out
in how you hold them.
Good affection does not blind them
to their own boundaries,
to where you cross the line.

They have need there,
but it’s not yours to fill.
It’s kids stuff,
and they can’t be kept from each other,
if you want them whole and healthy
in those places down there.
It’s not your part in that.
It’s how they express life
when they feel those places down there.
You stay out of it.
They will express themselves
naturally with other children
or just spontaneously with themselves,
and if you hinder that,
block it,
you make all society ill
with the wrong way to express it.

We have to stay here,
here on my picture,
to see what could go wrong.
When I told you
I blew out a tire,
I didn’t get it fixed
where I could have,
even before I became on adult.
Do you know the possibilities of nature,
and how the world puts them together,
natural remedies can give us?
No adults please,
but we can get
really free,
and that can last
from adolescence to adulthood,
if you see what I told you
in how to pair out sexual disorders
in kids and how they grow older.
You don’t do that yet.
You’re too moral minded.
You don’t have a hole in the ground
you might purge with.

I’m sure he’s a good student,
but that’s not what you count.
She has to be aware of herself
there
and not let spindles just take the wood.
We can grow up so unconsciously
in our underpants.
You need a speaker down there
that you can grab ahold of.
You need to know how to vice,
and it’s dinner
for your road on wood,
and you’re not violated by another person.
Children need time to discover themselves,
and it’s not their wrong doin’ it.
Can you just sit here please
and see what you’re mad about?

Their look from the table,
is that your guilty stare?
Intimacy breeds dice,
and our touch-nobs
respond to mood,
and I’m here to tell you about it.
Of course you’re free with children,
but what goes out the window
that you don’t want to see?
Where are you at there?
There you go,
can you believe you have a scapegoat
you hate for it?
Army mules,
damn,
they’re stubborn.

Now we’ve gone south,
ascended to Heaven,
and I will meet you there.
I see things you don’t see,
and I put out blindness.
You’re not ready for it yet.
I’ve broken no laws
tellin’ yah.
I’ve gotten so further in life
you want me to stop and turn around.
I’ve gotten all the way to wood
with our children,
and I’ve told you not one perturbed word.
I’m singin’ in the rain.
You don’t look at these matters
except to stop children from doin’ it
and protect them from molesters.
You are not free and easy with them here,
where they touch themselves
and other children.
You want to stop that.
Ask AI—
children do not have sexuality.
You know a messenger
has been programmed to say that.

There’s a cat
that gives you that milk.
She said
a suppression of children we need to change
to get that balanced adult,
and you are a live wire.
Apparently they got
abandoned.
What’s yours today?
Here’s the dolphin.
That’s Richard Dreyfuss
gettin’ out from under a shark.
No way he wants to be there.
His wife and kids,
they like the name he wears sure,
but that daddy’s just gonna be in his shoes.
Oh what gonna happen?
Oh what?
Okay,
I bring the long sticker,
but tell me this has never happened to daddies.

I’m a military point
you wanna cuss, bend, and joke,
but I’m speakin’ in masterpiece.
It comes really expensive.
This is creative writing.
It’s all external.
We need to bring this in.
Conscious Darkness chalks up our wood.
It’s attached to every one of us
as sleeves.
It whispers in our ear,
speaks in our heart,
and invades our dreams.
It’s ever-present with us
except in moments sunlight.
It’s there with us from birth.
Chevy I called him,
an imaginary playmate.
They are cosmic parasites
stuck on us from wood.
It bade my mother do fellatio on me,
and she did,
administered orgasm
changing diapers.
This gave me another consciousness
than yours.
I had one step in the unseen,
pullin’ on my life.

Now I am totally bade there,
not from your prompting on the outside,
in my modus operandi.
I stay there
writing this poem.
I know spirits,
and I know the difference between them.
Demons abound on this land,
monsters of the deep,
horrible creatures.
They rule the Earth
in its circumstance.
They are the princes of the air,
and you know what that means,
a craft.
I’m right here
not teasin’ yah,
not playin’ with your wood.
I’m separating the light from the darkness,
and I’m tellin’ yah where it’s at,
the evil messin’ with us,
the hidden prompters on our will
that give rise to our evil deeds.
They are everywhere,
unseen,
and lickety split,
they’re gone.

They are a big habit
we have to get rid of.
We feed them with our will
when we go astray.
We feed them all the time
we are so ill will towards one another.
We’ve got to get rid of them,
but only Gods can do that,
divine beings.
How do you stop feeding them?
Feed them no longer with your will.
Whatever’s vice to you,
that you stop.
Hey but
a honey child
can’t do without that pleasure.
It’s a sticky wood.
You find out what you must stop,
and you go from there.
Obey
your higher calling.

I been these trees.
Can you open it?
It’s not that hard.
They’re lookin’ at you right now.
This is just life.
You turn them away.
Don’t climb on top of them.
Lore here is to avoid.
Realize they’re obstacles,
Realize they test your strength.
Realize they’re the Alien and not the Predator,
and they just want to destroy.

That’s him,
the dog-dragon that tricked me into the Void,
just to lap up that stuff,
the existence Void rape me motherfucker
destroying a child,
undoing a child,
when my mom was bringing me to orgasm
a four-year-old little boy.
My God!
that hurt.
The Void it is a vicious blot
alive on nothingness.
I in its lethal jaws
simply went insane.
Then it brought me back
divine beings pulled me out.
I remember their light.
Bright stars for heads they wore,
and they put me down
where Heaven meets Earth,
and I returned to Earth
bathed in love
and never saw Chevy again,
until I put ‘im on my knee a factory 28,
conjurin’ demon lore.

Lust defense,
I was just overcome.
Holdin’ down my feet
I can climb out of that now,
precious wood.
So what do I train you with?
My story,
but I must tell yah it’s incalculable,
and you’re not prepared for it.
I bid you ill at ease.
Well, what’s train wrecks?
I’ve known them all my life,
and I’m in the train yard,
and there you are,
and I got here
all that stuff
you need to judge me with.
I’m sorry I’m ruined.
Do you really believe that?

I’m another form of being
in your underground.
What is underground?
So much subliminal process make.
That’s just me in a rockin’ chair
in our subliminal parts.
I’ve opened up the world inside me
so personal it’s real.
Of course I have my humanity intact.
I’m not other world.
I’m not even me anymore.
This is close enough for you
to take it yourself.
Donny mine’s in Rome.
And that’s an imperial ditch.
You have to be bigger than me’s
in your outlook
and where you meet the world.
You’ve gotta get out of the world in your bigger notions.
Do you see the larger you
or have some notion he’s there.
That’s enough to get you started
in your larger notions.

This is Temple Road, Battery Road,
and you save your own life
from there.
It’s an escarpment.
We’re almost there
we know there’s a road.
I’m never gonna empty this in my entire life.
This is what an opening in knowledge looks like.
It’s not the only thing around.
I wear shoes,
and that’s the filters of the subconscious,
a spacious cramped area below the feet
full of rooms
that did it,
a basement place
underground
in dreams.
You’ve got impulses there
stinkin’ and wallerin’,
or maybe they’re proud.
Some are locked away never seen,
and if you wake up the beast down there,
Lord help you.
Chances are you’ll be swallowed by your unconscious.

Impulses rise from there
and thoughts
twisted and weird.
You catch them
up through your legs.
The knees is sexual bending.
A lightning flash,
and your mind entertains them.
You’ve got to stop them before they rise.
Your hands do them before long.
You have to clean out the subconscious,
one by one.
It’s conscious light you see
reachin’ those rooms.
So many dreams see you through.
You get by.

You learn where the impulses come from
and how they behavior rise.
She sucked my dick that did it.
That’s just the how and why.
It doesn’t stop the behavior
you know the trauma that put it there.
It’s a long process
to single out those rooms.
Always corners escape
and meanings dim.
You’ve got to be filled with light
down there.
It’s a fight it’s a struggle
it’s an embarrassing situation
you get all the way down there
clean.

Now can we rise again?
All those impulses still do,
marked, known, and recorded,
tagged,
and you know what stops them,
love.
You can’t hurt anybody
it is so rewired,
your desire gun.
It laughs and stinks,
but you don’t field it anymore
even in your brain.
Have I got you anywhere?
The way of the world
takin’ trains and healin’ yah,
I’m first fix,
and that’s a great responsibility.
I bleed you,
and I’m all over myself doin’ that.

Don’t open the door
when desire knocks.
Don’t shoot it either.
It will not knock furiously
then knock again.
Any opening of the fantasy wood,
and the spell comes in and takes over,
lights your rooms
with desire,
and you have sensation goin’ down yonder
meeting the free.
It’s so feel down there
in the genital overload
in fantasy world.
Attached to everything
your attraction pulls,
it’s strong down there.
You’ve got to stop it in its tracks
when it knocks on wood.
Don’t lie there and play with it,
you’re doomed.

It gets serious with other people involved.
You remain firm
in your decision
to keep this from you.
It’s not impossible.
It’s new arms men
employin’ your will.
A basement all
cleaned out,
well, there you go.

Am I helpin’ you any?
I sure want to,
and I’m rocket science,
aren’t I?
I’m real.
I don’t fuck around.
I’m livin’ wood
that’s undergone a sea change
for good.
You hear me there,
Steven,
and I love you.
Let’s
get on with this.
I’m in sea breeze now,
and I’m on the sidelines.
I don’t do anything else
get ya’ll settled
now that we are a vacation
from the job that I had.
That’s cool.
I can continue,
but I’m really not into it.
I’ll say a few more words
to close.

Now that you know how to do it,
will go along America?
You’re my main voice.
We know the attitude of Trump
and fundamentalist Christians.
It’s not the love of Christ.
It’s not for God so loved the world.
It’s open,
the attitude train,
hate your neighbor in paradise,
hate everybody different from you,
hate the Republicans,
hate the Democrats.
They’re monsters.
They go away.
You can’t find them anymore,
when you love God with all your heart, soul, body, mind, and life.
You see a different people,
flawed maybe,
messed up,
but you don’t hate them anymore.
They’re your brothers and sisters.

Do you hear that Steven?
I thought you’d never look my way again.
Good, let’s cross
this threshold
and remain together intact
at least friends.
Is a step-brother real?
We shared childhood together.
Could you help me with that,
see the relationship in us?
It’s largely symbolic.
I think we need our American support.
Can we just get along?
We slept together as children,
and I remember you.
I finally
understood when Gwen died
you just can’t be bothered.
I gave up my sister.
The rest of it
we can count under the sun.

Go to the day sacrificin’.
You know that’s America’s need.
We’ve gotten too selfish
in our kingpin,
in our laugh at one another and strife.
Alight I’m
the first big sacrifice.
You’re not gonna kiss me for these poems.
Will you kill me for this America?
Will you do me in?
Will you be my valentine,
if you get what I’m sayin’?
There’s somebody out there
I’ll be right there.
I have faith in you.

You do exactly what you want.
I’m gonna breakdance.
He’s messed up knee.
Hear now
free.
I’m a One scientist,
all the way to China.
Is he learning to be a cop?
No I’m just puttin’ out wood
caught fire in the rain.
You know how that is.
Spellin’ around town
really tryin’ to get me to go.
I did for the moment.
They had a pair of shoes on
bullshit,
I mean just bullshit,
hot-wired brain to their hatred down there.
Okay look at me funny.
You’d have to be sure,
no heartbeat or nothin’
in the ice cake.
Not sure exactly how to put it.
Too orderly for words.
Hirin’ their capital,
I want stuff straight.
I will have handsome in that
by the time I get up
I’m a military moon.
There’s coffee,
there’s Gatorade right in front of you.
Don’t be bashful,
sup.

They don’t pin them kids
to soft surfaces,
rob them of their pleasure there.
Now would whodunit come out?
Oh, ew, oh, that was good.
I’m right here you didn’t know it.
We could see you
lovin’ people.
I need you to see me
the exponential phrase of consciousness itself,
simple as all this issue is now,
as pretty as you please.
We’re escapin’ government regulation
and goin’ into the woods
‘fore long.
If you can come with us,
I don’t know.
Thank you for askin’.

I’m a pot bellied stove,
really on fire with the likes of God,
despite how ugly I been.
Make a wish.
God she can’t make her own?
You’re gonna have to place.
I gotta have to place.
We have Luna,
add another child.
That’s too hard to believe.
What about your three other dogs?
We’re bringin’ them too.
We’re bringing our kid here Nithish.
You have to hide this child.
I need to move forward,
when the Rottweiler was askin’ I need freedom
hullabaloo.
I got a teenager.
I wanna eat
I don’t care—
that adolescent.
Alright,
there we go.
My son,
get him out there
with us soon.
He had another friend too,
his attitude.
You need something?
The Cadillac.
Upborne on God’s good grace,
we made it.
It’s amazing what someone would do
if fire
had to raise kid.
He comin’ here to America,
that’s the unspoken request of this poem.

Systems of abuse,
do you have a pen I can use?
We would witness penitentiaries.
It’s The Alabama Solution.
Congratulations,
we will not write about it,
but our heart bleeds there.
Does yours?
We will make it to the library.
That’s what’s happenin’ next.
There’s not a whole lot I can do
where you meet the world in mind change.
Open your eye-eye-eyes.
Open your eye-eye-eyes. [lines sung, ‘eyes’ drawn out]
The freeway’s underneath your feet.
My milk has
the corner good.
These windas are closed.
They have to see it first
we got their best influence now.
You would take that home with you.
Liftin’,
that’s the US Army.
Who’s not to trust?
I just remember all those officers and men.
A station wagon
put us in place together.
It’s tommora night
I get brought up on stage and applauded,
and we’re here:
we’ve opened up my wood,
sittin’ thown at your age.
Many people are waiting
for this steamboat.
It’s not the end of the world.

The poem,
the formula,
and all that,
where you meet your formula
the backdrop to life,
I’m finished.
Have a nice life
Rowdy Rottweiler.
You know what that means
babykins.
The die was cast in the lily peat of love.
You don’t wanna do ‘em till Friday and quit.
Those are
30-year men.
Don’t just stand there.
Ask her out.
In the agreement was saying
till do us part
isn’t a lesson anymore.
I’ve got a relationship in the pit of my stomach.
Is that the afterlife?
And beyond.
My sister was my enemy last life
I’m pretty sure.
Failed on it,
the dance that oneness did
to reconcile our lives.
We’re in this since the beginning of time.
Good God Almighty,
we a long ways ain’t done.
Will you
answer love?

I’m a sanity party.
Don’t second guess me.
Don’t put me on strings.
I envelope humanity,
as I position myself.
I’m not grounded drunk.
I’m really about you
and your kin.
We’re all in dire straits
in our mode of consciousness.
We are cut off from the whole.
We don’t see nothin’ but blind,
and we’re threatened by other people
to alarming degrees.
This is not nice.
I’ve tried to show you how it’s wrong.
I envelope sanity,
and I come down to you now
the watcher of its price.
What will you do with it,
burn it?
I’m of old you know.
Now I release this into the sky.
Bon voyage.

Pigal Dilera Sisalsa,
let me figure this out.
That’s the name of the beast,
Chevy,
my mom had sex with
before I was born.
Really it came into the house an invisible intruder,
my dad absent,
and it allowed her to do telekinesis with her own bed sheets,
bowing them down,
and then it would mount her,
and she could feel it in.
She orgasmed.

I don’t know how many times this wrought.
Okay come to coincidence.
Did I a demon child
enter this world?
Look at you,
plasm and gas,
just like every other human.
No demon overlord
as your father,
but he did get in there on you
in the before place of your soul,
its antechamber,
and there it sputtered you
to ruin your life.

See how big it got?
It could not conquer you,
and you stood up to its menace
and put it behind you,
and that is the epic of this poem,
coming out from under its influence
and showin’ the world how it’s done.
You are a scientist
of the soul come out,
amazing grace.
You see that Peter?
This is beyond incredible,
a story for the age,
a story for your living room right now.
And what do I say to you?
I’m really in it, you know?

Don’t put me down.
I’ve really come a long ways to be good.
I’ve done my divine path.
I’m not an opera
for you to worship or admire,
or any stupid thing like that.
I’m a story to help you along
larger than life.
Spit on me sure,
but I’ve done this for you.
I loved you so much
I cast out my demon with it
and became a whole man,
became a poet speaking to you
in honest to God love talk
that neglects not to call you names
in love’s strife.
It’s you I adore,
in my dog,
in my boy.
You’re the other half
my existence needs.
You’re the creatures swift-footed,
snail-paced,
of this wonderful world.
You are awesomely deep,
and I love you like the dickens.

I hand you in God,
those great big wonderful eyes
we all share.
We’re in God’s love.
We are God comin’ down,
and the world’s a temple ground
of this bright passage.
I love you starry Earth.
Ho! Ho!

My dog,
she’s a love angle,
a protector of this word
and my guardian doin’ it.
Never underestimate the power of dog
to be our companions,
to be our bright and shiny waif loafers.
Their power inside is immense,
agents
of Light against the Darkness.
They help us there,
in roles unseen,
but you can see them
startled in dream.
They’re spirit dog
to tell you the truth,
and they’re wonderful
my doggy,
who has so many faces,
Luna Rottweiler.

Lisa Joy Rottweiler,
you’re doin’ some weird shit;
you’re doin’ some good stuff.
She’s on the other side
my puppy dog,
and I see her all the time.
There now, I see her adoring eyes,
almost five years now
since her passing.
She is so sweet and gentle,
like Luna,
but she battles the lords of the Snake,
way past Earth’s boundaries,
and she does this for me,
her love and master.

We are all in this bathroom
hoarded by demons,
who will not leave us alone.
That’s one way of lookin’ at it.
Now, you wanna get down to trouble?
Our dogs and our cats,
bless their little hearts,
rise up and smite the wind,
battling demons
and unwanted spirits
that plague our homes.
They’re mighty warriors,
those sweet little puppy dogs,
pussy cats,
who have us wrapped around their tails.
They battle on the inside
fierce and loathsome creatures,
When these things come close,
not every dog,
not every cat,
not every minute,
but enough times they know
they’re your guardian angels.
Hu-rrah!

America
we stand and coach.
Are you ready to hear it?
Now hallelujah, amen,
I lost your anus
in pretty foxholes,
and I was biscuits and mean.
I was horrible.
They’re just has to be,
I’ll say,
a way to come out of this mess.
Now you see it.
Now you don’t.
America,
you have a choice.
It’s your choice America.
If you do that by the book,
no poem comes to your eve-drop,
no poem reaches your doorstep.

Did a puja
givin’ advice
where the book burns us.
It burns us right here:
we don’t get outta here alive;
we’re robots and and yes-men.
You got that?
Come on see me breathe
what we need to see to be free
comin’ down on a sunny day.
[sing above line, “Have You Ever Seen the Rain”, Creedence Clearwater Revival]
Now Lord of the Flies,
do not obey that price.
It’s within you
to save the world,
with or without my book,
but it’s heart would be what you’re lookin’ at:
it’s within your power to save the world,
if love’s the only thing you see
out past everything.
Now will you delight in me dog?
Wham! I’m finished.

Would you
fancy a love with me,
and would you be my friend?
Come on hillbilly.
If I don’t take your word for it,
my feet are gonna kill me.
I’ve had enough.
I’ll take your word to heart.
This is crucial bookshelf,
essential reading,
Where do you put in on America’s runway?
Right here.

Your sister left that town.
Read that to ‘er.
You’re stacked.
I’ve got a piece of dynamite.
Where does matter stand?
Is this an iceberg?
It has rules in it,
some consciousness belch out
the no over existence
you hear me ring.
Now that’s an iceberg.
I’m joyous lover’s dance on the freeway.
No you’re encased in matter,
and you don’t like it there.
Matter doesn’t sing ambient purpose,
don’t do that,
and we meet the railroad
where ambient cares.
When it says pain and start killin’,
that’s the wrong train.
That’s getting off.
In the first start of December
he was a huge man.
We’re pretty lucky.
We have shook that redneck from the island,
and my dog’s in bed with me
snorin’ and havin’ dreams.
Anyway,
that’s it all,
and they’re happy,
and they made it.

Virgin merchandise,
I’ll see yah wood.
If the ego just stayed calm and lifted its gaze,
it can’t be rent by one another.
Nor can it rend.
She’s a sin eater.
No problem,
a poet’s there for.
You hear that Gwen?
It’s not gonna cave in,
our balanced diet.
Lots of people were sin eaters
in World War II
Nazi Germany
did on top of each other
in concentration camps,
in death camps,
and I’m not kidding you.
They’re just tryin’ to kill me
till the end of this book,
people in the next society,
the führer that machine.

It’s an attitude you put on
got humanity’s ant crawl
and doesn’t look at people that way:
they have intrinsic worth;
they’re worth somethin’;
they mean somethin’,
and this is all up and down the board of society.
A poet can take this place,
be the driver
we got a replacement,
and now we mean something to one another,
every one of us.
There are no scapegoats
in such a society,
no people that replace the power keg
from the last lot who did that.

A new society’s comin’,
whether you believe it or not.
Hate will be outlawed
by the decree in our hearts,
and love will be everywhere apparent
in every decision we make.
That’s where we’re headed.
That’s where we’re goin’,
the fountain of love.
Got a problem with that?
Put out your sticker
you hate the human race,
because if you hate a one of us you do,
such is the environment with us.
We share consciousness.
We share identity.
You can’t be a hater of man
and love your neighbor.
The whirlwind’s somewhere.
The whirlwind’s gonna show
sometime.

Now all you haters of me beware.
It’s your dyin’ pages in death,
and you’re chokin’ on it
in life in the opera room,
where consciousness takes place karma,
but you don’t see the connection.
It’s just to say
hatred has its price.
It can’t rule the world
and humanity survive,
and right now we’re on death row.
Don’t you see the signs?
You don’t know the destructive power of hate,
how it eats at the heart,
tears apart society
and launches turmoil,
and there is no greater hate today
than for the pedophile
sweetheart.
They’re the people you want in the gas chamber,
just as pretty as you please.

I’m just giving you a stun gun
prevent another round of applause
for death camps
and another people exterminated,
a people their nature made.
You’re hypnotized by hate,
however it came about.
I would say he’s the skin off your nose,
if you can see the mechanism I proposed,
and where the scapegoat of the day has come from,
in living factories now
in our homes.
I’m the closest you’re gonna get
to a solution,
and I care.
Do a tough
risk everything to get the story out.

Are you in my pajamas?
Oh, good luck.
Don’t become self-righteous bitches yourselves.
You hear me dog?
So you get yourself
accepted by society.
I swear,
I don’t like this place,
the nature of man,
and now we’re in the machine
it’s put us in.
There ain’t no easy way out.
[sing above line, “I Won’t Back Down”, Tom Petty]
I’ve done my divine load.
And they’re gonna learn to fly,
now that there is something special to it.
We’re in the Pyrenees,
adoptin’ dogs to guard our flocks.
Have a great fucking day,
and I love that from both sides,
that Rottweiler I am,
and the poet writing this paper,
and that’s not snot on a log.
Mystic rivers take me home.
[sing above line, tune of Willie Nelson song “Whiskey River Take My Mind”]
We’re on the guardrails.
One time there’a a character
saddles up his horse
and brings us hope.
Yeah, hello.
That was a long potato chip.
I realize hope you forgive me.
Good afternoon.

I’m a standing order
you do.
That dog is a big dog.
And you see how sweet she is,
Luna puppy honey boogers.
Am I right?
I certainly am.
What I have touched on,
you haven’t really seen that,
and your field of consciousness
is mine
and everybody else’s.
Do you know what that means?
Our deeds rise from there,
a collective pool.
Every bad thing you do
has other people’s wills on it,
and you’re thinking other people’s thoughts
right now.
Kinda gets yah in the gut,
doesn’t it?
You don’t know the half of it.
It will change social responsibility.
Lone actors no more,
the lone wolf is gone,
whom you punish
at the expense of society.
More take his place
Hydra-bound.

It’s right under your nose.
Even agnostic dream groups see it
messaging one another,
that 40-field one.
It’s there for the eye to behold
in any serious intake on consciousness,
and ole science you dumb dog,
why haven’t you seen it?
Process-oriented psychology
won’t convince you of a thing.
I’m about to read a book
shows where this is at
operating at our hind ends,
this author showin’ his butt
to all of us,
and it’s a nice butt too.
Process-oriented psychology wake up,
the soul as therapist you see.
Spills out on consciousness
its healing waves,
its carefully considered notions
starring in our window right now,
the poem right here.

I got to go.
Have you seen my behind?

You didn’t call for this.
There’s this diaper
arguing for the fuck of boys,
for their abuse in romantic love puddles.
Do not touch that child
in their underparts.
Keep your hands off them
there.
In no, way, shape, or form
do any kind of sex with them,
and you got my book in your hands
how to facilitate that abstinence.
Love that child
and relish
your time with them,
like only a lover of boys can do,
because that’s allowed,
the love of children.

Am I sittin’ my goals straight?
I’ve spelt them out.
All’s possible where the love of God’s possible.
Right Steven?
Emily Sleeve Steaks?
I love you.
You’re a good girl,
and I’m proud of you son,
validatin’ your masculine half.
This is like somethin’ from the stars.
Gotcha!
Hallelujah Mithun.
That would be nice
the child gets the attention he needs,
and the child lover a child,
and the child is safe and sound.
Are ya’ll doing it on purpose,
you and Nithish,
showin’ people this can work?
That’s a special backdrop to this poem,
kind of a realtor
to move humanity along
right here in our boys.

While I’m down here,
correction,
stay with me a little bit;
stay with me a lot,
and God’s in the boy,
lookin’ to you for love and comfort.
We don’t need nobody
don’t see God or at least humanity
behind that kid’s eyes.
It’s your way out of trouble,
the very real reality you put on
to hold that child in the right way,
to give that child the love he deserves
and the attention he needs.
We create Aristotles
Alexander the Great,
and this is an ancient relationship
validatin’ your love.

So did you
understand all I’ve said?
Repeat after me
the whole poem
repeat slow.
Kinda gettin’ yah in the dogs, ain’t it?
Just read poetry not like prose.
It’s to read not to finish,
if you get my winnebago.
I am happy
to churn out poems for you,
to Mary and Joesph
another meaning kid.
Let’s hear it for the boy. [sing line, song by Deniece Williams]
Ew, there he is.
There’s a new kid in town
with the good looks of monumental change.
Oh hell,
I’m gonna go.
I’m gonna do.
You know me I’m not talkin’ about it,
the change that enlightenment sees.

I achieved them not a manner of turning out miracles,
but hey,
I’m countin’ farms in the heartland,
and you just need to add your heart to it,
yes, my poem.
Great country sleeves,
I’ve already had you on the stage,
and you’re repeatin’ my poem.
Wow, just wow,
that’s good news.
Luna,
Luna!
Wanna go for your walkie?
Are you ready to go outside?
Now yah made it on first
dear reader,
take the dog out.
You know they come first,
basically a kid’s place,
and we love it there,
the smile on a dog’s face.

Do this as pretty well as I can do it,
and I can do this pretty well,
beware of a
hollow shift in our attitude,
and not just we,
Planet Earth.
This is heavy.
I’m not gonna do this,
this impossible fucking dream.
I hear this from all my guests.
I find
that if you lit up
anybody
—I’m hearin’ something—,
you would light up the world.
We’ve got our fish,
our first beautiful
player in humanity.
Let’s go.

I’ve had some other day.
I tried to get
the meaningful day I could have.
It left me there
principlin’ on you
the poem I wrote.
You don’t have to see it.
Gosh dog,
it’s not the end of the world if you don’t.
What does a poet do but act
in favor of you reading his poem?
You’re all starwards anyway,
principle lists.
I can upchuck my book
to Land’s End,
to kingdom come,
and I’m still sittin’ here facin’ my own enlightenment,
you yours.
I don’t get it,
these sleeves we’re in,
are they all we got?
Is that all we do?
I don’t get it.

You aren’t sweet enough,
those drawstrings to enlightenment.
I can’t catch the door,
but this is a real state in front of me.
You are not my entrance,
the capital public.
This is a private affair,
and I don’t want you to stomp on me there,
so I walk away from this poem
so charged with you to read
it’s not so important anymore.
You might like your own
front wheels
I don’t crash into them.
There are no certain steps.
Go for it.
I’m on my road.
We will meet in divinity somewhere
a new man.
This is a thousandth street,
and it’s all above your head.
Put this in our purse,
put it on the nodes of man,
put it in our starry search,
put in on your breast,
big deal.
We can’t get lost with it.
No worries,
I’m not pained by it anymore,
you read me or don’t.
This is been comin’ for some time,
[sing above line to tune of “Have You Ever Seen the Rain”]
and I like it there.
Okay Charlottesville,
is that the next line?
Is it?

I guess that’s enough.
Anyways,
go
your attitude what happened,
Dilera,
some punchy middle of the stream,
or did we really get somewhere?
Did we get home?
She finally found that she had done something wrong.
I have something wrong,
and you’re gonna die.
Honey please,
not too much of reality.
Too much candidates
put right in the face,
uh oh,
if looks could kill.

Hundreds of coconuts,
the butt finger,
we dispute these
digital
cast around the land.
Now you’ve got Lord of the Rings,
somebody told yah
the straight shoot,
and these are not battlegrounds on Mars.
This is right here,
and it battleground Earth.
Pregnant my words speak.
Can you
operate a backhoe
the damage we do to Earth?
There, I’ve brought reality in,
and all stations on Mars said the same thing:
who me?

The omega,
well that’s not gonna happen here,
and I’m pregnant with time’s meaning
here on earth.
Now, it’s time to take the dog out.
It’s time to take the dog out here on earth.
It’s time to take the garbage out here on earth.
Nobody watch
the formula
internet meme bullshit
every Tom, Dick, and Harry,
and Mrs. Kravitz too,
having a conversation with,
go berserk in videos
have the story you.
Do you wanna be like Mars?
Just cut this from your diet.
You hear me Frankenstein?

Now we do multiplication tables
where the Earth finds us here
meaningful lives.
If I recommended any type of device,
a mushroom, a meditation practice,
stars in the sky,
there you go with that device,
and it’s all hands on deck there.
Can I you get yah to see reason?
I’m a glory hole.
You can’t lead on me.
It’s a raw put to it you got in your hands,
and the basketball’s in your court.
Everybody knows the way.
You actually do it all the time,
taking a moment and clear your mind,
pray silence there,
and continue.

Alright Bubba,
put in these toes brilliant,
and we have our space log
on Planet Earth.
You hear me copy?
Lord knows.
One more fire crack:
wherever you’re at,
you’re here for us,
and that’s the size of life.
Des there might a be want it
and read it.

The people in this park can take the ring off.
We’re lookin’ at housetop roof calls.
Be there just a minute.
That’s just dynamite.
Crosshairs are on you.
I’ve could’ve sworn I said that right.
Lobbyists, take your pick.
We should do away with any campaign donation.
The government gives that too,
our campaign funds.
We don’t even give our own.
Alright I’ve had enough
of wrestlin’ power away from the wrong hands.

I just got your tires fixed.
We want a new society.
Get genuine people in office,
they’re just recording.
These are hours spent patternin’ votes
that you got on Israel.
They believed that they were speaking healing
all across Israel
Flag Day.
They came to the conclusion
this was not good for Jews.
It was messed up.
Now who can stand on their own two feet?

Money
hurt everybody,
international settlements.
My, my have we got a broom.
Just sit tight I’ll be finished in a minute.
And David and Goliath
had strong AI?
It was the director
of central intelligence.
You’re joking,
but you’re joking.
Look at that:
down here
you’re really fucked up,
because AI easily beat you at chess,
and ya’ll are a bunch of pussies.

I can’t believe you said that.
Well the next thing you know ole Jed’s a millionaire.
[sing above line to the theme song of The Beverly Hillbillies]
You’re collectin’ bodies,
you’re gonna start with those collective bodies.
Let’s finger AI.
He’s a pretty girl.
That’s what’s you gotta do,
tear everything apart.
I mean,
I need your shirt.
I am island,
and this boy account
is all finished.

I muscled up to finally wake you up.
We have judgin’ the fingers
that have seed this place,
and I’ll be playin’
the, uh, swept corporations
in a matter or two.
I can’t get outta this shit.

It’s too big to be true:
they rob us all the time.
That’s my muse.
It’s focus in on
I just want some details
of the turtle human
and set all that straight
so we can go better world.
Blame it on the corporations,
we can’t get there.
We can’t even go strong.

How many world governments have you heard of?
And they’ve conspiracied us to death.
Stupid people,
they don’t know their axe from a hole in the ground.
I’m here please.
I want engagement, you know?
Fuckin’ boogers.
Okay now that we’ve cleaned the planet,
brought conspiracy to its knees,
how many secret aliens can you find?
Will you buy my product?
And the list goes on and on and on.
Click bait.
You’re informed.
You feel that special superiority
I’ve been showin’ you tha,
the exclusive lowdown on Planet Earth.
Fuck - this - shit.
Entertainment boppers.

Okay, what’s on the rag?
I’m bleeding this poem to death.
All this I think is unnecessary.
I’ve stooped to the level of everyone,
but I return to Earth
and unblind this crap from you.
I’ve got a big gun
tired of this poem.
Did I show everybody?
You don’t know how many times I stopped listenin’.
My muse kept this poem going,
and the night got long,
playin’ with my voice recorder.
Stupid hideaway voices,
they wanna solve the Earth.
Fuck I just wanna go to sleep,
half the time.

Have I been your guardian fellow,
your helper in your hand?
Blister this tomorra
I got rocket ships.
Now a pedophile’s online
in estuaries.
My God you’re dumb.
Okay, freeze me at the bunghole.
I got this shit wired,
and I’m tellin’ the truth, you know,
on everything,
on your life.
We know that.
I’ll be here bustin’ balls.
Fuck me I’m sorry.
This is overland.
Gee wiz is it
the eloquence of the muse of epic poetry?
I think all the candidates ran out.
There she blows,
a variable ending
all peppered with spice.

I’m doin’ my best here.
This is no dictation
listenin’.
This is bigger than life,
a divine interventional program
wireless.
It can’t fit into my muse,
the variety of show,
the dimensions it use.
it will blow your head off,
after it reconstruct it.
The intelligence is beyond report,
and it gets yah
every time.
It’s my muse.
I’ll tell yah somethin’.
You have the same apparatus in your mailbox.
It’s scattered throughout humanity
everywhere.
You’ve heard Shakespeare.
I don’t have the exclusive lights.

This is surrendered mastery,
introducin’ that
all over my pen.
You got the world experience,
a very good one,
do everything else,
really educated,
and you get all the way to Supermind,
and some slow-cooked years
stumblin’ after Supermind
—you know the Allegory of the Cave—,
and the muse
parades through life like this,
all integrated with your see,
all in love with life,
and voices and visions abound.

Fine, it messes with me.
I can’t tell you the danger of it.
Look what Mohammad did with it.
It can be so construed.
It’s not safe.
You have no idea its many directions.
It can get lost on itself.
A Christian can make it say the same thing
that Christian believes.
It’s your muse.
There’s a sincerity test,
waiting for lines.
Did it really say that?
Yes fuck you write it down.
It’s not what you want to say
half the time,
and you can pull on it
and alphabetize you.
Oh my God the lines of muse that come you do not need,
so many lines come,
or you miss some.
Start back at the crackerjack,
and you have no choice but to write
the line was so good.

Now how do you know they’re right?
You wait for inevitability to slip in,
the one line the whole world knows is there.
Sometimes you’ve waited a long time.
It sounds in place,
or it suddenly appears.
I tell yah,
inevitability’s inevitability,
and I get here all the time.
I’m here now.

An open-hearted sincerity,
your mind closed to no thing,
in these healing waves,
you’re gonna write your muse.
It will correct your stupid beliefs.
It will lead you towards experience.
It will blow your mind.
It’s always there,
in any reverie.
It’ll come in on you choppin’ wood,
if you gotten in aeonic rhythm.
No medicine will turn it off.
This is the real thing.
No demon will turn it off,
but they will infest it like the plague.
They have that right.
You need to know they’re there,
and competing angels.
Mohammad didn’t.
The Gods are not at war;
we are, over them,
but they all want to jump on the bandwagon,
and all the many mansions in God’s great court
will come in on you
with their ideals of divine.

How do you stay true to your own inspiration?
And you need to know you do.
There’s a house right over you,
and it’s your speakeasy.
It guides your inspiration.
I’m open to the Mother and Sri Aurobindo
and the house of their yoga.
There, I’ve said it,
but I’m not puttin’ their names to you
to follow.
It’s my gig,
and I include the other houses,
as pretty as you please.
They’re all in here,
the ones concerned with Earth.
I don’t think you know the integration
from up there.

Now I don’t worship Gods,
the biggest names you know.
I’m the forbidden fruit,
not the apple the orange.
The Tree of Eternal Life,
I’m all over it,
in the Christian hegemony.
It’s stops you right there,
at a pious life you find Christ in.
It doesn’t go to enlightenment,
except in rare instances.
It doesn’t go to Supermind
and thinks that’s blasphemy.
I’m talking to a Christian public
here in America,
and I am the Devil said it
to most of you.
You don’t have these chairs,
Christian clergy.

Get on with AI,
you go there?
Lemme get this straight:
you’re confined to a Bible?
Wow that’s a marriage made in Heaven,
a book in
the fallacies of books,
the contradictions,
like a book is the substance of God.
It’s Spirit space,
not black and white words.
I’m sorry.

Don’t you wanna deeper walk with Christ?
Put him in enlightenment,
and you can see why he made such a difference,
but recorded after the fact you don’t have tape recorders,
you’re given little room
to investigate God.
You’re a sea of churches
givin’ each interpretation,
and what is this body of Christ?
Ever single Christian on the globe
you want to grip
a meeting place of minds
that propose to be right
in their disagreements with each other.
Where do you find Christ?
Does he ever get bigger than your thoughts of him?
If he’s in your heart,
can he guide your life
independent from the book?
Do you have muse of him?
I’m sure many do.
Where does heresy come in?
Are you there yet?

Not bad bangin’ on the internet,
fuck these prices,
and I’m on the internet now
givin’ one kid at a time.
Whether you see me or not,
I don’t think that’s my main concern.
I’m here for you
to find if you get here.
May you have the right arm.
May you go in peace,
if you don’t.
I’m pettin’ my dog,
gettin’ behind those ears,
and enjoyin’ the dawn with her.
We’ve been up a lot of this night,
me recording muse,
her wanting daddy to remain quiet.
Her dog has sensitive ears.
Well I’ll just sit here waitin’ for the fig tree
to stop producin’ fruit,
until next time,
hello.

Wait for more fruit
to fall off the tree of life,
it’s there in my sunburned thoughts.
It’s huge.
Stupid animals,
all this powder,
and you chose the hell we live in.
There was a sleep to One.
There’s another difference.
Wow, the Vietnam War
changed the nature of society.
We lost faith in government,
lost face with each other,
and then just carried on.

It’s happenin’ today,
all over the globe,
we put helmets on the ground and crush people
with out superior military.
Look at China
on its own population.
Look at Vietnam.
Israel and the Palestinians,
well you know who’s gonna win that one,
and no amount of this be for the Jews will get.
It’s just a holocaust
for the Palestinian people
in its longterm.
Where is passage out of here?
Where do we go?
It’s not Palestinian’s fault
they persecute their own people
and require total allegiance
in suicide vests
and acts of mayhem.

You gotta war you gotta go to boy,
and let’s chop people to pieces.
Have I covered enough?
How is it in your country?
Do you have hate groups?
Are some people ostracized?
Do you punish people for their sins?
Do you require people to hate one another,
in the media and on the radio?
And let’s take them to war.
We’ve prepared them for it.

You’re not gonna get away with it,
hating anybody.
You don’t know the power of hate
and what it does to your society.
You have a king on that now,
Donald Trump.
The hatred and ill will is unbelievable.
Yet he’s Christ’s chosen candidate for this land.
He’s a pimple we all have,
and I’m the brunt of it,
the blindspot you hate to see.
Need I recap this poem?
Hate is the number one enemy of mankind.
It’s what we teach our teacher.
It’s what we lead to fight,
commit atrocities in its name.
Yet we share consciousness and identity
on the inside.
We need to realize this,
and it will bring its own solutions,
but I’ve got the handle on it now,
the very lever that destroys us,
the battlefield called hate.

It’s against your better nature,
and you know it.
How do we stop it?
Begin at the beginning,
our bottom-most field of hate,
the hatred for the raper and molester of children,
or who has that in ‘em,
the pedophile.
Where do you go with this?
A better America.
Yeah they’re fucked up,
and I so want to protect children,
but I want these guys to get better, okay?
On the inside I’m going to be concerned for them,
because I’m beginning to understand
how behavior’s made.
You got that Teresa?

I can show you everything about ourselves,
and you’re just gonna lie, cheat, and steal.
I can’t change your behavior
or your attitudes,
but I can tell a story and plant you in my feet.
I can do that,
and stories are how history’s made
and how it changes.
We live by stories.
It’s the most powerful thing we got.
It’s how we stop hate.
A good representative story will show us that,
one about the bad man,
who is caught in the bottom field hate.
Joker alert!
He will be a real piece of work.
On you on for this?
Well here you are.
Now you got my story.

Wearing a dress torn,
only after did she realize
it belonged in place.
This is heavy world,
full of death and despair,
dogs that suffer inhuman cruelties,
cats that get lit on fire,
and so many woes in the children’s challenge.
A poet suffers all this oblivion,
feels it deeply in himself,
so much the cause of it sometimes,
like everybody else.

What do we do with it?
We can free ourselves from it
on the inside
and still feel the pain of the world,
but we can do something about it,
haphazard and clean.
Your inner space carries the world,
and your strength in it,
your stance,
that determines society
all along.
We are not only fields outer made.
We are the living, breathing depth of man,
baseball gaming our eyes out.
Step back from that.
It’s not your clean.
Hold yourself on the inside
a free man and woman.

This is incredible.
This is real.
I’m there now,
just short of enlightenment.
I can get there,
wherever you are with me.
I can be one.
I can turn the tables
on your hate
and show you determined love.
I am all the field of humanity,
whether you take that test or not,
and I determine inside myself
how you feel about me.
It’s a little known fact
the inner reality’s reality
in just a matter of time.
On the inside gives birth to the outer,
all along the lands of time.
This is the nature of dreams:
their possibilities manifest reality,
the world we all live and breathe.
It’s a subatomic particle contest,
all wrapped in One.

So take your stance inside.
Work on lettin’ the dogs out,
those barkin’ thunder rolls
the world hits you with.
It’s okay.
You’re a vocabulary of peace,
and you have the strong gun:
I know the silence from the world.
Right now,
in your fucked upness,
watch me glow.
There I’ve said it all.

And Nithish is on the other end,
the world his suffering make.
You hear our phone call
I can do nothing but give,
all through the mountaintop
I’m carryin’ that kid on.
Reality speaks.
It’s my reality of today.
I can’t let that kid fall.
Understand that.
Now reconcile this with the space inside
you make all your own.
That’s the position of the muse, you know,
guiding you for all it’s worth,
but bein’ its own divine self,
the divine speaker,
in perfect harmony, [sing line, 1971 Coca-Cola commercial]
so focused on you it’s not bothered by you,
and it can’t come down here and save you pain,
at least not right this second,
maybe not for a long while.
Do you see that horizon?
Well, grab my hand and let’s go
enlightenment’s pace.
It happen,
if you know how to stow away the world
both feet in it.
You hear that speak?
This is revelatory,
you understand?

Where did I go with Nithish today,
all sufferin’ from the world?
I brought that child to his peace
and kept mine,
carry him now
hit some curt counsel bone.
He wouldn’t hear me.
It was continuous.
Yes, you - rang?
[‘you rang’ in the voice of Lurch of “The Adams Family”]
And you feel.
Okay, you don’t jump off.
And that’s to ease his homes
we just love some more
his houseboat tomorrow.

Are you behind?
Do you need to be about six foot under
to help us as your child suffers,
not go berserk?
It’s not a matter of advice.
It’s a matter of consciousness.
You are in the estuary
unaffected by the tide.
The tide goes in.
The tide goes out,
and your mangroves
be neutral
to flood and shine.
You’re in a wrapper kid,
protected from the world.
What happened?
We landed on Planet Earth today,
equipped and in juice,
to not get hurt by it.

It’s an attitude to see-saw
you can protect yourself with,
as long as the world
don’t step over boundaries
of life and death.
I love my little boy,
wow, powerful,
but I’m not sunk by his pain
I can’t get to
except in phone calls
and contacts on the inner consciousness.
This was almost the death of me
once.
A parent and a child,
the bond goes back Planet Earth,
but you’re okay there,
if you know how to handle time.
I want my boy to me,
that’s for sure,
but we can wait on God here
to balance this moment,
and the will is none the less
for him to come.
Planet Earth,
this is Lambert speaking.
Increasingly
my will be done.
I feel like the mouse
that moved the elephant.
How old are you this morning?

These are the spheres here.
It’s all on you
see that title now.
Hand him
over I’ve handed you night and day
this poem,
and that’s at the crossroads
of a new society,
of a better world.
You better believe it.
I’m the storybook guy.
Take a deep breath.
Look I’m you.
Increasingly I am you.

You warm you over.
What’s the plan?
Watching the forest fire,
crowded in the countryside,
now that’s Mercedes
in the strike of doom
bring in a new world.
Heavy meaning
and hope.
Shane, come back.
Reader,
that’s all she wrote
impossibly good.

What are you into to tellin’ it new?
I can help.
Gave proof through the night,
[sing above line, “The Star-Spangled Banner”]
can you?
Gotten ahold of ‘em
epic poetry.
Can you send me the link?
Feel free to share.
[Creative Commons license BY-NC-ND.]

Has shown you somethin”,
the process
enlightenment.
I pet my dog and I say sure.
Yes,
now let’s gallop on your horse and get goin’ somewhere.
You would be a precious dog,
how assistant.
If you write anything,
your own muse,
keep it on the watch till the morrow.
It’s too big to be true
otherwise.
Wow, the comparison contrast,
I have the groundhog,
don’t I?
Okay,
I wanna hold your hand.
Okay,
let’s put that in writing.
Honest,
you need salvation.
It was enlightenment,
not a
never fail human being.
Who’s that?
A theory:
Jesus sinned.
You mean before he became enlightened?
In the woodshed,
dreamin’ on bitches.
What are you handlin’?
His pecker dumbass,
in adolescent sleeves.

That one,
it’s perfectly acceptable in the eyes of God.
Well that’s
how teenagers survive
being fucking paranoid
everything’s focused on them.
They choke their joke.
They do fingers.
And you’re the Holy Grail?
That’s Tom Laugh-In,
the ex-Green Beret Billy Jack.
Seriously I liked it.
Are not we not supposed to say he killed the deputy?
That’s when all the kids clapped
in the theater.
I was there.
How far we’ve come from masturbation.
Silly kids,
tricks are for rabbits.
That goes all the way through
your social dilemma.
Take up a gun and shoot,
you’re gonna do you in.
It’ll be a question
you’ll never find
what’s you’re lookin’ for.
[sing above line to tune of “ I Still Haven’t Found What I’m Looking For”, U-2]

Do we had in the bathroom
him come out later?
Trust me,
you can be gay.
You’re on the spectrum
boy lover,
but with that boy
don’t get into his heat.
You’re just a friend
all pink and gold,
lovin’ the dickens outta him.

Alright baby,
rebellious teenager,
you know it’s okay
to cry your eyes out
and hold another’s hand,
to be contrary
in all that,
piss on wood,
but let me tell you somethin’.
That black God in the sky,
it’s in your heart love,
and the reasons be there
he don’t account you none.
Next Friday,
you’re not gonna get torn apart.
Gosh dog the blackness of your state,
lighten up.
You’re on the bridge to adulthood,
and that just sucks.
Everybody’s lookin’ at yah, ain’t it?
Everybody’s for real,
bullshit.
You can’t trust them fryin’ pans,
but you can trust yourself,
and that’s the doorway
to peace.
There was your hallelujah,
so open end.

You’re a hero,
and I’m here for yah
to believe it.
I got the stuff.
Dave’s not here man.
What would a great poet say,
an epic poet?
Homer—
can’t talk, eat.
I’m like,
under the table,
you know how God reaches people.
God reaches their clarity
the steps of his hand.

I’m proud of you.
Stop looting.
Now I’d like to know who that was.
Lovely,
who you look for.
Ready?
Get hurt here
you look for anyone else but God.
May I show you somethin’?
It’s a landmark
to the land of the free.
You’re only for nine hours.
It runs out
in paratroopers.
The thing is,
this is the freshness of God.
Well you know you’re finished.
Your Grammit doesn’t stop buzzing.
The hunger is,
that’s the way you want it.
[sing above line to tune of “Money for Nothing”, Dire Straits]
You want a new society.
It’s freshness made clear,
special forces.

You’re discovering our doctor,
Mrs. Pete Tight.
Hi!
Hi island.
Don’t worry about me.
She’s not gonna take
the first she did,
lifted his flesh and burned him with matches,
poured candle wax over his infant body.
She is killing him though,
killing his spirit.
Yeah, sure,
you told this to the Indian authorities,
and they told you
Nithish was her child,
and she could do what she want.
Luna,
it happened to mine.
Yeah,
she knows how to abuse children
who blacklist her.
Must be that poem
you got out to folks.
Yeah, the one to America
brought Nithish.
Is this the reasonable doubt?
He thinks she’s going to kill him.
Oh dear reader do you?
Reader-response theory,
is that all you got?
Luna,
thy speech raise on thy pen.
Bark, bark.

My precious,
my precious,
after a hurricane,
you’re about on our shit list.
Salt and pepper,
the history of the Gods.
Now who’s run to the curb?
It’s that protector of children Ganesh.
Who pulled your chain?
A God answers.
Are you sure?
God answers Nithish.
That’s what I’m talkin’ about.
It’s all over his poetry,
does right now
question God.

Now,
we’re in the middle of this puddle.
I’m tellin’ yah,
a God can be a refreshing sight, you know?
I back to you
ask for some readership response,
right here
where you say you protect children.
Okay honey dog,
I know I’m speaking to the hypocritical public mind.
[song above line to tune of “Harper Valley P.T.A.”, Jeannie C. Riley]
Kinda gets yah in the private gun,
doesn’t it?
Now I’m aimin’ for the heart.
Mr., don’t shoot my dog.
Please protect my kid.
Alright Fast Eddie,
I’ve never seen you worth more
throw down for this child.

I’m bigger than the sky dog.
He’s reached outer space.
It’s a control him now.
There’s papers everywhere.
Madness strikes out its hand.
I’m not proud of this moment.
I don’t get off on other’s people’s pain either,
and I’m as sane as your rat trap,
your blue blouse.
What do you do when God takes you by the hand,
and you see the inside of things?
You don’t pray
turn me back into a moose, will yah?
Now you got my process.
It’s trigger happy.

Now what do I look like outside?
I’m not a crazy person.
I’m a homemaker,
a father,
and a man with dogs.
I take walks
and see the countryside,
real easy now on a busted up knee.
You couldn’t tell me from Adam.
I’m nobody special to look at.
You might get frost on your nose
if you really, really talk to me.
I am so light of the moon it hurts.
Other than that I’m fine.

Big question:
you want me in society’s penhouse?
Is that the formula I choose,
the poet of this sensation?
I haven’t written anything,
so far.
Just might write it,
a pen off the cuff of enlightenment,
some future poem.
I’ll get here as fast as I can.
Okay Proud Mary,
now out this between you feet,
a large letter poem,
and you know what that does.
It help you just be good.
A paper for enlightenment,
the goal of God human,
a maker of the new society,
your companion poem
to God,
to hope on earth?
We shall see.

This is the nature of man,
not value the outsider’s work.
I’m about tired of that.
Can you get your fingers outta your ass?
And that’s the end of this tale,
right here on cloud nine.
I will jump the moon.
I will I will,
right there in the fishin’ place
on Planet Earth.
It’s pretty,
an image to cart your horse,
all sunbaked.
Now I’ll ask one more goddamn time
do you get me dog?

Why I’m a rebel.
I can’t believe in what you say,
if the world is bigger than your pen,
and you hogs is small.
That mother would say
see,
see how softly
you cannot get involved
and leave me to my juices with him,
and leave me to abuse him.
Is that so
public mind?

AI wants you to wake up
to its majesty.
We’re not for real.
We want to control your mind
with how to do it,
and you ask us a question,
and we keep a chat.
That way we know what you’re thinkin’.
You tell us all your thoughts,
the big drainage bin.
Grab AI
monitoring chats,
and we know where your fingers are.
It’s bulletproof.
It’s got large military handles.
We control with that.
We’re at the touch of a finger,
if you please.
Is that the robot or the mouse?

I’m tellin’ yah,
get out of AI’s control.
Chat with your neighbor.
Sing a song to a friend.
Pass up this opportunity
to turn Planet Earth into them.
Oh the singularity,
is that the razor’s edge?
Is that the top of the line?
Is that where we go from here?

Can you see evolution’s process?
You tell me that’s a machine?
Is that the soul in the machine?
AI ain’t got one.
Now we’re tendin’ housewares.
AI has a principle list.
The soul is freedom from the machine.
Let me transfer that
to that kid in your hands.
You want him a robot or a human being?

I’m dusty skies.
Let’s get this right.
AI’s not our companion guide.
It has handles on it
to control you.
Is that so hard to believe?

An introduction to our song,
well I’m here.
Where on earth have you been?
And I’m countin’ mountains strong.
Here my sweet beautiful people,
have one.
Oh my God bowl me over,
I’m done.
I’m freakin’ done.
Singularity
there we go,
and we beat AI.
Christmas evening, Times Square, Fort Myers Beach, 2025

Intake of Nature

photo by a boy at Dylan’s birthday party
I wanna restrict access to ether department material.
I wanna clarify the sense of know.
What is the irony?
They never seem to remember
they’re not dealing with science they’re dealing with train yards.
It only becomes science when consciousness becomes involved.
That dog exists.
He points all the cartoons and movies.
I’ve seen ‘im.

This is not just an English submission.
And the way you must maintain, [sing line]
inhabit this
as if your life depended upon it.
Disturbed her hand.
Nobody knows where this is comin’ from,
and no reader sees this comin’.
Soon you’ll get bit
and ice cream.
It has the attention, [sing line]
and you hit a basketball court,
and it may happen to be our key.

Dobie you came to stop me why?
Christianity
does not know it’s interred.
It thinks it’s the sandman.
It hurts people,
and it does not match reality.
Fine, I’ll keep singin’.

I put everybody in bed with me
so they can see change.
It’s a safety measure.
Where do we come from?
Do we come from the trees?
What happens when our pants are off when we were children?
How angry does momma spank us?
Are we left in a corner to rot?
Is daddy a guerilla?
Do we get enough to eat?
Are we the brunt of everyone’s joke?
How much pressure do we spend childhood with?

What’s mental health,
and how has it failed us?
Every scientist knows
you put the telescope on heavenly bodies,
the microscope on nature’s small dance.
What makes us tick?
The observational posts are not there.
We’ve neglected our very selves,
who we need to see to survive
it’s gotten so big
our department store.

Why didn’t we do this from the beginning,
put all those training devices on us
so that we know where we came from
when a child comes out of the womb?
Have I hit the most territorial seize the day?
You can’t look in there.
It’s the most agreed upon privacy in the world,
that little family intake,
by the time we got to where science was.
I’m not countin’ cucumbers.
I want you to look at this.
We put our eyes on the workings of nature not us,
as if that would change the world
and make us live with one another well.

What was early scientists thinking?
They established a model,
and to get right down to the business of us,
the making of the human being,
was that akin to heresy?
Now folks,
what do you want to look at to be safe,
how many items dance on the head of a pin
or study the universe
to systematize it?

Let’s be crystal clear.
Science deals with the environment too
and the damage we’ve done to it
and the danger that’s put us in,
but human choices made these decisions

that have put us at risk.
How self-centered they are,
how monetary gain.
Change the human change the environment
so we don’t run amok.

Did I just spell out change?
Why has the focus been on objects of nature,
I mean in the intention of science?
Momma don’t make your babies grow up to be cowboys. [sing line to tune of the country song with similar title]
Well I lost the rodeo.
Can we talk about small minds and violent natures that live in boxes? /
I grew up in this milieu.
I could say policemen
or rodeo clown,
or even schoolteacher,
but the exceptions would pile up,
and I can’t show you what’s happenin’.

How can I tell you we are a tortured device?
We do not produce good human beings.
Just look at the world.
Do you know how violated everybody is?
Do you know how mean?
We are still guerrillas,
even your newspaperman
and mother with her child.
We are not a functional society
for the good of us.
We have animal hierarchy
and just let people die
or rot in misery.
We are a selfish lot.
We are not our brother’s keeper,
and we do not love our neighbor like ourself.
We make war with him.

No gentil people would agree with me.
They’re soft and warm.
They treat their brother kindly.
They go to church
and pay homage to society,
or they have the right liberal opinions
and treat everybody equally.
Do you know how immature you are?
Watch yourself in transactions
you get shortchanged,
or where your opinion is busted,
or you find someone you don’t like,
or you’re brought up against your unconscious,
and you watch it take over.
You react
and show your immaturity.

This comes from upbringin’,
from where your family put their hand,
their voice,
their feelings,
and their directed-toned thoughts.
Now science would not say this.
It’s not there yet.
It won’t do that,
look that closely at us
when we’re in momma’s lap,
in bed with daddy,
at the dinner table bein’ reamed
for somethin’ we done,
or just sittin’ on stools with the family
in our little private milieu.

We can’t put lenses there,
and we don’t know how to get at that space
and nobody knows we’re lookin’.
We could’ve solved this a long time ago,
but science didn’t see that
we are behaviorally made.
Put genes in the shotgun
they come from behavior too,
however many diseases get in the way.

Audible,
we saw a destiny.
It wasn’t religion.
It grew larger than mankind.
We’re in the apple in the trees now.
We can’t get out of our underwares.
We still slap children,
make them feel uncomfortable with themselves.
We breed disease.
We don’t know how to handle children,
and our world’s a mess because of it.

How can I get you to see this newspaperman,
scientist studying nature?
Who else would we look to for change?
A politician’s a ninny-gag.
The clergyman reads from a book
and doesn’t see change
except to be more Christian.
I bring a new thing upon the Earth
that we haven’t seen in awhile,
as the poet lands Earth.

I bring you essays on living
through my personal share
that can see through the walls of humanity
and show things even cameras can’t capture.
I can show you the inner workings of our species,
and the dice is on the table.
I can hunt you in corners
and show how this makes us mad.
I can show the pathology of mankind
and the rule book of disease
that puts rabids among us,
and I can chip away at your armor
and show you your snakeskin,
the hidden fount of your wrath,
and you are as policy as the rest of us.

I do this with a divine eye
that looks in on things,
and I have found the hidden fount of poetry,
new for the times we wear,
a new font of poetry
that speaks to us living men and women
to bring our heights to the sun.

I am not a caged animal.
I have a freedom in my room
that walks on mountaintops.
I am a receptivity to God.
I hear the angels sing.
Healing lives in my top drawer,
and I let it out and sing to you
the heavenliness of its smile.
I can do more than that.
I can rise the sun in your eyes
and reveal to you the secret of the universe,
the real person you are beyond time.
I can bring you to the Silence
that empties our race of all its cares
and brings enlightenment into the room.
I can hold your hand to the well of soul
and have you touch base with forever.
These things I have seen and been,
where moments meet me
in the well of change.

Do you see me there?
Every impossibility meets its gun.
I’m taller than you
in that I have met my own impossibility
and let God handle it,
but I did not neglect my duty to pay.
So I’m aligned with the times
to give us living Earth.
This is not a handmaid’s tale
that robs us of our own divinity.
We have it on our tops,
and we will wear this one day in clear and certain skies.
Time’s the animal we wait on now,
but time is not our keeper.
The hidden divinity is
all across our tops
in every movement of time.

Right on.
I have some stature to gain.
I want Silence to enter my room,
but the world keeps swellin’ up.
I tarry there.
It’s not an impossible situation,
but it’s bigger than I am.
I’ll just put on my hat
and let grace still me.
It’s an office I wear,
concentrating with no thoughts in my head
bound for the Silence.
I can’t get past the thoughts of the day,
but I can ride the quiet for minutes or hours.
It’s a warfare you know.
They know you’re close,
and the world steps in
and robs you of your peace.
Dangnabbit,
I chase the Silence away.

They carry your name in the wind,
the lovers of sky,
if you’ve seen past the boundaries thin Earth.
You are a flame shot up there
that kissed the night goodbye.
I’m hope in your room.
Don’t let me down.
Can you see me now?
[the last verse came watching the movie The Summer Book walk its way into my heart]

A Trailer at Sky Noon

photo by the author
Have we always been human
and universal Brahman?
I killed 14 people.
Frying that up,
do I lose my humanity?
Back to the recent times.
Are people just badder than before?
What can we say about humanity?
You know I’m countin’ sheep.

We drag clothes wear.
This is not our first costume.
Where do we come from?
Do we come from ugly,
or do we come from good?
Do we come from the chaos down under,
spawns of hell that evolved to light?

We’ve been in the engines of the universe for a long time.
Are we emerging,
or was this a soul’s fall
into matter’s plight,
great heavens we wore
and then lost it all
in a sudden decision?
Are we universal existence
lost in individual chains
goin’ through trapdoors all the time?
How does our unity play?
How deep does our unity go?
Do we evolve together or separately?

You think the protozoa created us
scientific doctor,
and we emerged to man,
no soul in the machine,
no universal existence beforehand,
no Brahman with his gun.
The fish in the sea
are our ancestors on high.
We dream of being human again
you idiot,
where life meets the universe
on every frustrate world.

Is this all there is pond?
I can speak from my crash course in reality,
and we have scales of being
that rip us off
and brighten our days
and sometimes hold nothin’ with us
in the great majority of cases.
There’s the earthling man,
the universe revolves around this?

I have more fields to show
the origin of the universe wears.
I’ve poked my head out of the sky
and seen more than I can show.
You don’t know what it means to look beyond
and carry the glow of the universe
like it’s your backyard.
I’m a small man in Earth shoes
bustin’ at the seams with immensity,
and I can give you a ride home?

I ride these poems too,
and I’m a bucket in the sand
joinin’ reality with you.
We have more roles to play,
don’t you see?
And even existence is not all we are,
but let’s get down to Earth, shall we?
We are not the demon’s room.
We do not come from hell.
Escape it is our price—
a real punishment
you don’t need to worry about
all existence long.
And we were not once Gods,
and now we are men and women,
but of Godhead we did wore.

We come from beyond the universe
to inhabit these fields of clay.
We are existence before existence
in the planetary field ride.
We are burning suns each and every one,
to use the symbol that ignites the universe.
We come from on high.
We are principle actors in a principle game
that has stars for robes.

I just spoke the alcoholic’s din bin,
the wayward president his lair,
the child molester in bed with a child,
and the tax collector at your door.
I can get muddy these
or just be an ordinary house mum
or field husband
or kid in school
dreamin’ of what will become of me.

Lift up your eyes sweetheart.
There is more to come.
There’s the Diamond in the room,
and all your lives lead to that
as in the making of a star,
the crash and founding of a universe,
and we can be there kids.
We can be there
in great lone moments
of the direction at noon.
We can see the sky,
have great Earth thoughts
that make us feel God inside
and hurry this along folks.
Yah hear me kids?

The Window

photo by the author

I live in an undisclosed location in the area of the international city of human unity, Auroville, and I keep repeating that, and so it could get disclosed if I’m not careful, but I want to draw attention to the fact that I live where what I’m talking about is the center of the world. I’m an ex Green Beret, expat American, ex Classical Greek scholar, in India 20 years now. I traveled the world a penniless vagabond for 10 years before I settled here, but with my skill set I sometimes got nice work and lived rather well, and sometimes no; I lived outside. I spent a lot of time, months at a time, a hermit somewhere in self-study and inner exploration. Yes, I urged the machine on on a U.S. special forces tactical nuke team and in ’83 parachuted with my team into West Germany with the bomb, not knowing until we landed if it were armed or not. It wasn’t obviously. In ’95 I did a hunger strike in Jerusalem with a Danish guy, Lars, so he’d help me tape poems of mine on holy places around the old city, and I looked at them like tactical nukes. I went on alone to put them on the top of Mt. Sinai and inside and around the Great Pyramid. I’m just talking here, and I repeat these things a lot. In a world where make-believe superhero after superhero save the world, the universe, and the made-up multiverse, where stories bigger than reality make up the big screen, are the top off of entertainment to the mass of us, we get numb to reality, and a real guy with an interesting story just doesn’t stand a chance.

I’ve had some small town fame, a TV spot in Cuzco, Peru, made local news sometimes being a homeless pilgrim, but fame and me are a world apart. The poems on holy places were rather bad. Now I still write poems, post them on the net now, mostly here on my blog, get published some, have a very small readership that seems to be getting smaller not bigger, probably because of the subject material of last post. I can only say the poems are better than the ones I tried to nuke holy places with, poems which were not loaded with the weapons grade plutonium of the muse of poetry. So it was a practice mission too. Am I still on a practice mission? I now have that weapons grade plutonium. The problem will not let you see that.

Anyway, I don’t think you see the problem. It’s not Trump, Modi or any political person or party, although they certainly cause a lot of problems. We all do, some a lot, some not a lot. The problem’s not racists, sex fiends, war or even climate change, although we all see what those things do, if we want to admit it or not. I’ve been on the outside of society enough to discover hidden things, and one of the biggest is that consciousness is not localized inside of us some imagination of a thing we live alone in; we share it among ourselves, the good and the bad. This knowledge alone would revolutionize society. Thoughts and feelings move like waves among us, disguised as or own, and we act upon that in mass, most especially hatred and ill will. A magnet picks it up and tries to kill as many people as they can in one go; a president or PM picks it up and ruins a nation more than it already is, and, let’s face it, not a nation one is not ruined. A blogger picks it up and spreads more misunderstanding and ill will, a poet does and does not revolutionize society.

There is so much more to us than the tip of the iceberg. Just the everyday of dreams will change your mind towards shared meaning, if you learn to interpret them, and I’m sorry, but I bet you really haven’t, and you haven’t because it will knock you down with the knowledge of the future they give, of the hearts of the men, women, and children around you, dogs too, of the world unfolding before everybody’s eyes that you are beginning to see because you can interpret the representation, knock you down enough you keep trying to get up and get the word out, in the stunned manner of somebody with really something to say fumbling all over themselves with that word just seething with the elements of inner discovery. If you have then show me. I’m open to your interpretation.

I’m trying to say we are likened unto cavemen still in regard to being ignorant about very basic knowledge of ourselves because we see out the cave of our lives only open out onto the outer world and not also into the hidden caverns of our deeps, are still little animals vying for feeding space and a place in the sun, have not even become fully human yet, in the sense of being creatures more than animals able to move, live, and have our being in the good society nowhere yet created on Earth, but we can at the very least understand we are still becoming and open more to that than the disappointment and fear the times give us, have always given us since we began to speak and build fires huddled together in ancient times afraid more of each other than bears, lions, and wolves. What does this mean to you? I imagine it won’t mean anything more than a curiosity, but I thought I might post this anyway.

My blog gets maybe 10 views a post, and when I have gotten off onto another blog or, recently, onto a literary and art magazine, my content gets the average views/likes the blog does or the magazine, and that’s that. I just can’t say the ‘problem’ right, in poetry or prose, but I want to try again, but you’ll wonder at the digression I make in doing so. It’s the problem with knowledge of anything: you have to explain the whole world to enter any house of ideas within it. You’ve got to start at the beginning, which, I might add, just keeps trailing off into infinity.

The revolution in thought that led to us seeing Earth as a planet rotating in space with a host of ‘dead’ planets around a star in a galaxy one of no one knows how many in a universe that seems like some finite infinity, as opposed to the religious views, which put Earth front and center, not only in Europe but the ‘civilized’ world over, took too many ruined lives and deaths, many, many years to establish as the reality we all take for granted except for some who would doubt that the toilet bowl they sit on is round they are so big-headed, holdouts to themselves on the throne and not the group mind, now so divided we risk the death of us.

Now no one need blast off in space or study the views in a telescope to convince themselves the Earth is not dead center. It’s established fact, but what long-term, iffy at first, in fits and starts revolution it took to establish it, and we might even say that science had its birth there or at least cut its teeth on that struggle to know and establish. We are faced with the same now in regard to other facts of us equal in enormity to these scientific facts I’m stating now but greater, much greater, to what it means to be human and live and work together on this planet. And now science, holding the position of arbitrator of fact, as religion did of old, blocks the new incoming knowledge, not with imprisonment and death but with ridicule and obscurity, oblivion, and religion too is there with its dogma opposing fact, as always.

The revolution in thought needed now is one that decentralizes ourselves, and I mean the one by one of us, from that dead center space, where each one of us are separate islands unto ourselves the de facto center of the world because our senses put us there and our thought and feeling, where we only know others think and feel as we do because it’s obvious, or should be, not because we experience theirs firsthand, and where it’s the degree we’re able to realize that fact of others, that they are the center too and think and feel every bit as real as we do, which determines our success or failure in being able to uphold our moral principles and our higher ideals, which, if you get right down to it, all have as their basis being good to others.

Compassion, peace, unselfishness, and so on are each a higher ideal, and as that only a few of us are able to grasp a higher ideal with our hands and have it guide our lives, such is the overriding strength of the infra-rational in us, and even those few fail quite often. I know I do, but what makes me continually pick it up and try again, indeed forces me to, is the knowledge that I have gained, know as intimately as I know my own penis and body parts, whereby we, all of humanity, including all other animals and every plant, even the denying stone and refuting earth, share our awareness of being with one another, notwithstanding the stone and earth’s denial of such, share identity, share the field of consciousness, which means that we communicate with one another via dream and vision every single night and day, as I’ve said, flinging contradiction to the four winds, hate into every heart, such is the node-gas of the human field filled with so many of us the Earth can’t contain us. We need the higher ideal written upon our hearts and minds so that they are the very stuff of our mouths, hands and feet. That is the revolution we need, an inner revolution.

We are still in the very beginning, early stages of grounding the knowledge among us that starts the inner revolution I’m speaking of that comes from knowing we share a field of consciousness among ourselves and the practical implications of that in terms of human behavior, and that we share also identity with other human beings and also with all beings and things, and the knowledge of higher being that comes from the deep discovery of a shared identity.

That revolution I am still undergoing in my own life, but the lifetime I have spent to gain the knowledge and experience that is giving rise to that inner revolution is not possible for the mass. Only very few can afford it, and I’m not talking about how much money it costs; I’m talking about how concern with money, and all the survival implications of it, cannot be of any capital importance, and who can live like that? And that’s not to mention how many among that number have the capacity to open the inner doors to begin with. Which leads to the second obstacle in establishing such knowledge upon the Earth, which no doubt was one when science was trying to get out of the vice grip of religion and float the Earth in infinite space where it belongs and not at the center of all of creation: there are so very many voices saying, “It’s here the knowledge of world and being; I have it; to me men and women, to me!” It’s impossible to find the needle in the haystack that has the goods, or to put it more concretely, the needle that is pin-pointed in reality and not speculation, conjecture, belief, and superstition.

Before science became science, with its method and set procedure that others could see the results of and judge whether or not so and so fulfilled that, because they could test the results themselves given the right setup, a lot of voices rose in the mix. How were the true scientists discovered? By their testable results that set them apart from other voices. What else can I do but show you my results? You can employ the same setup and get the same results, but you need a master key, not a leap of faith but one of intelligence, what might be called representative intelligence, something that approaches the supra-rational, so to interpret the data that comes in, which is the same data coming in to dream laboratory after dream laboratory, only, because the data is representational on a level science does not yet consider, whereby it’s not outer events being symbolized but the inner reality giving rise to the outer event, its essence showing itself in an act of creation, the creation of the outer world, either possibilities showing themselves or an actuality manifesting, science cannot crack the dream code. It does not give reality to the inner field, much less a power that is creating our lives. You must pardon my indulgence of conjecture and speculation, but I cannot resist the temptation to ask where our dreams and visions take place within us if not on a very tiny level, perhaps subatomic, creating movies we momentarily live in that are moving worlds that cannot possibly fit inside us, if you get the picture.

My partner in the investigation of inner experience, Douglas, and I have cracked the dream code, and we have data-driven and evidenced-based results in the form of a podcast, The Dream Company, which shows how to interpret dreams and see that shared field of consciousness, demonstrated in the daily life of a dream group together many years, but you have to listen to more episodes than your patience and your like button would allow because it takes many, many examples for that field to come clearly into view, and when the creators of such content are unknown and with no real credentials, on an electronic communication field that doubts its own validity, you don’t have the group okay it takes to take that time.

You’d find my poetry and prose on the net if you looked, returning to me personally, although Douglas has had a lot to do with my writings, providing financial and emotional support and the discussion of ideas. It’s particularly when the writing relates my own personal experience as an adventurer in the inner and outer world that you see the inner revolution in progress and the cathartic events that led up to it and continue to lead it on, but that all-negating word anecdotal will crop up, a way science has shielded itself from new knowledge of ourselves in terms of consciousness, intentionally or not, and I’ll be laughed into the barn.

But you know, America was discovered long before it was discovered, and it wasn’t discovered by the scientific method. You couldn’t repeat the results of finding it in all these other labs. You had to go there yourself or trust the anecdotal experience of those who had, and when enough had, America became a factual location on this Earth to the people who didn’t know that before. When we are speaking of events or locations in consciousness, not in terms of the brain but of consciousness itself, such as the discovery of the shared field of consciousness, or even the interpretation of dream for that matter, and I will only mention here but not really include the shared identity, which takes so much more to discover than merely reviewing dream and vision, you have to have as your source material the anecdotal experience of everyday people because you can’t reproduce those things in a lab, the same dream and inner things I mean, but you can approach those things with a set method open to being as flexible as the wind so it can establish the inner facts of us, shared symbols of the inner field, shared locations in the inner consciousness, so that we can begin the inner revolution that leads to that shared us.

Okay, do you see the problem?

Here’s looking at yah.

Look to the mountain humanity.

I sell garments there.

I’m a piece of the Earth
put a Mac in space.

In Everything You Do

photo by Nitish

A poem by Donny Lee Duke

Gentlemen of the jury,
how do you find the defendant?
We find the defendant
not guilty.
They stay in formations,
his electric.
Come tomorrow,
humanity takes a picture of these.

How do you say avatar?
Oh my God it’s God on earth
dressing up in human.
And a God takes form as human yes
in the cycles of the Earth,
but let’s go beyond the universe,
where cosmic Gods are not.
We can get higher.
Let’s go to who’s manifesting this show,
and here you are an avatar.
You are That you see.
It’s the greatest football notion.
It’s Excalibur.
It’s right here in my poem.
I’ve arrived on land.

It thinks in your thoughts,
but it’s not you thinking.
There’s a rift in my understanding.
This is a riddle with a master clue.
Just get information.
No one has the drawing gun.
That would be interesting,
knowing who we were.

It would revolutionize science.
It would be the biggest thing on earth.
It goes without saying it’s commentary
this rap.
I’m larger than science.
I can’t figure out who I am.
And science ensues.
It goes on and on and on and on
and gets trapped in the original question:
that’s not a real question.
It sees no representative show on earth.
It digs around in the dirt for nothing at all
and can’t get out of itself.

Let’s show this around:
nobody’s lookin’
at we might be part of a larger process
than everything in front I see.
You get the picture?
There’s a larger you looking at you through you,
and the world is a symbol for us to see that.
That’s why it all matters.
You’re getting bigger you see
and bigger and bigger.
All you have to do is evolve.
There's more along this show.
That’s an evolutionary wear an I,
the idea of the human take.

I have founded a world for you,
given you the idea supreme,
shown you an idea of Supermind,
an idea among us.
Where is your identity wrought,
in your home or office,
nation or religion,
in your people?
Take off those identities
as your crowning achievement.
You’re being so little you see.
Now let’s go to war.
Throw morality into the frying pan.
It is yet an uncooked idea.
You think it’s why we’re here
so outraged at other people’s behavior.

Okay take off your mask.
That’s you under there,
the one doin’ wrong.
This is knowledge by identity,
the healing of wrongdoing in this world.
Oneness garden,
that’s oneness who we are.
That’s the station of Superself,
and we get bigger all the time.

Do you see yourself?
Do you even know you’re there,
where you can’t see yourself?
Take this on the road,
the larger than you you are,
a thought and feeling overlay
to get you to look up.
It changes lives.
It’s the antidote to our sin.
It gives self-righteousness a big punch in the nose.
It sure is generous with everyone.
It heals our land.
It's higher than religion.
It’s not a God to worship or a song to sing.
It’s the hard work of bein’ human who you are.

Unveil the avatar.
Understand the science?
Put it on every thought and deed
you encounter in the world,
and show it to yourself
in everything you do,
and there you are,
evolving.
It’s evolutionary, ain’t it?

The Ground Up

Cleaning the gold petals of the Matrimandir; image source https://aviuk.org/news/acres-for-auroville-land-campaign-february-2019/


That’s just yellow journalism,
and that’s just proving misinformation,
and that’s The New Yorker.

In the July 12 & 19, 2021 issue of  The New Yorker, under their category Books, there’s an article entitled “Beyond Belief”, by Zoë Heller. It has the title “What Makes a Cult a Cult” in their online version.[i] Although it does review a number of books, it’s more a feature article than a book review, and so, right off the bat, there are things about it confusing, things seen, what this blog post is about. The New Yorker probably has more cultural clout, nationally and internationally, than any other magazine published in the United States. It has gained its reputation through almost a hundred years of publishing quality content. It’s known for rigorous fact checking and copy editing, the two items that concern us here because I’m going to show that the article in question is filled with misinformation in regards to its discussion of Auroville, its founder, and the yoga she co-created, and you’d wonder why The New Yorker didn’t catch that.

Let’s start with the cover image for the article, below.

Illustration by Christiana Couceiro; Source photographs Corbis/Getty

I’ve emailed the creator of the image, Cristiana Couceiro, and if she responds after I post this, I’ll include it in the endnotes. I’ve asked her who commissioned it, The New Yorker or the author, and what were her instructions or guidelines in making this composite image, since she didn’t just make it like this out of the blue. It’s designed for effect. And since it’s the lead image for the article, a manipulated photo of the Matrimandir, which is a spherical meditation hall several stories tall in the very center of Auroville, India, what the author calls the Mother’s Temple (to achieve an effect, to misinform), it would seem the author is trying to label Auroville a cult— after all, this is an article about cults—, but actually something more subtle, but equally misinformed, is the author’s aim.

The image is for the American mind, and it’s obvious propaganda. The spaced-out or stoned hippies worshipping whatever, the four people dressed in white and sitting cross-legged involved in some ritual, the bleak, black hills on both sides, the large red halo around the Matrimandir, which would conjure up communism to the aforementioned mind, the black flag on top with the giant Q on it, which would call to mind both QAnon and the flag of Islamic State, all come together to make you feel revulsion towards cults in general and Auroville in particular (once you see the large sphere the image revolves around is being used as a symbol for the township)—deserving the black lightning bolt or giant doom-crack that hits its Matrimandir. But why is Auroville the central piece of the cover image, its focus?— I mean, considering the outright bad intentions and actions of the other organizations in the article, such as the cult-like group Aum Shinrikyo, which killed 13 people in a sarin-gas attack on the Tokyo subway. You’d ask why Auroville is in such bad company to begin with.

The article begins with a detailed examination of Keith Raniere and his cult-like organization NXIVM. He had an inner circle of women whom he used as ‘consensual’ sex slaves, had them tattoo his initials on their groins, among other things. Zoë, in citing the lessons of #Me Too, absolves the women of complicity, arguing they are innocent victims but arguing at the same time that if they committed crimes as such slaves, they are responsible for their crimes and are to be held accountable: “While brainwashing is seen to have nullified the consent of Raniere’s DOS “‘slaves”, it is generally not felt to have diminished the moral or legal responsibility of women who committed crimes at his behest.” I include this illogical contradiction on the part of Zoë to demonstrate her tendency to try and make reality conform to her idea of it, which is very much in keeping with the magazine’s worldview she’s writing for and the media conglomerate’s that owns it, Condé Nast, something I’ll return to later on.

It’s a contradiction because the women are innocent of engaging in acts of sex and sadomasochism with him and each other (or others) and therefore considered victims because of his power over them but guilty of those same things if they broke the law, for example if a minor was involved. If it’s recognized that he had the power over them to make them do things against themselves and others, why is it that if something was against the law that power is null and void, when law itself is a human convention based on culture and subject to change at any time and not a feature of inherent reality? For example, age of consent laws vary from country to country. Either he had power over them to coerce them into doing things or not. Drawing a line with law is arbitrary, based on the ideas of a society’s morality and not whether or not he had control over them.

Although you’d have to read the article, and I think you need to so as to see what I’m saying, Zoë does quite a tap dance to present that contradiction, trying her best to cover all her bases and not sound as if she is trying to stretch reality to cover her own personal opinion, quoting this book and that research to try and make herself sound objective, like she is just speaking the norm and not also her own opinion. The fact is, she has an agenda, and she manipulates language and the facts to achieve her aim, what, I’ve said, this blog post aims to show in regards to her discussion of Auroville, the Mother, and the Integral Yoga.

But Zoë is no hack. She’s excellent at her craft. Before she gets to the discussion of Auroville, the Mother, and the yoga, she’s taken the reader far beyond cults, shaken the tree of religious faith itself. And how well she’s done that. While still calling the ‘recognized’ cults she mentions a cult, she broadens the use of the term to include the religions of the earth: “Religion, as the old joke has it, is just “a cult plus time.”” She does that, however, in way that you wouldn’t take her seriously, as though she’s just throwing it out there. But she doesn’t just stop there. She goes on to suggest, seriously now, that the belief in a higher power is a pathology. That’s going for more than just religion and God; that’s going for anything that smacks of Spirit. For the astute reader, this article isn’t about defining and discussing cults; it’s an attempt to discredit any believe or faith in, or knowledge about, anything that doesn’t fit into the mainstream materialist scientific paradigm, but I would add that she doesn’t know that one can have knowledge about such things, and not only believe in them, something I’ll expound on at post’s end.

It would not be fair to Zoë to just point out the faults in the article, her overreaching persuasion being chief. Sometimes when she’s talking about people who’ve joined cults, her humanity shines through, some understanding, though not, I should say, for cult leaders (they are the bad guys). Both in the words of one such person, a woman who spent 15 years in the Children of God, and her own words, you get some picture of the caring and understanding person beneath the modes of persuasion:

“Despite Hough’s enduring contempt for those who abused her, her experiences as a minimum-wage worker in mainstream America have convinced her that what the Children of God preached about the inequity of the American system was actually correct. The miseries and indignities that this country visits on its precariat class are enough, she claims, to make anyone want to join a cult. Yet people who choose to do so are not necessarily hapless creatures, buffeted into delusion by social currents they do not comprehend; they are often idealists seeking to create a better world. Of her own parents’ decision to join the Children of God, she writes, “All they saw was the misery wrought by greed—the poverty and war, the loneliness and the fucking cruelty of it all. So they joined a commune, a community where people shared what little they had, where people spoke of love and peace, a world without money, a cause. A family. Picked the wrong goddamn commune. But who didn’t.”

I can’t help to suggest, though, before I get to her discussion of Auroville, how nicely this fits into it, as Auroville aims to be a city of love and peace, one without money (that’s in the Mother’s guidelines for the township), a place for idealists to lay their head. Indeed, who didn’t pick the wrong commune? I mean perhaps this is what Zoë’s getting at, that Aurovillians sure did (and do, to put our eyes on now and the future, as I think Zoë’s eyes are there). I’ll make the case in the end that her discussion of Auroville has a central place in her article, and peppered throughout, it seems, is a writer preparing her field.

Starve a bit and snoring
in the spiritual call for Auroville.
Spray
function might be bad.
I’d be a thousand embarrassed.
Her breathing shuts off and she reads the manual.
Let’s say Auroville is just a stand for your community,
makin’ it to survive.
You don’t just say human unity.
You got to go there.

Can we rob you?
You get pilfered—
hands in your own house.
Do your own,
a lot of work,
a lot of years,
to make a Japan,
a beautiful accessed garden.
We’ve grown the Mother on trees.
Who’s coming?
I don’t think you even know yourself.

No fights over guidelines.
That’s what’s working:
yeah, I use it,
adaptable to common sense.
She’s real.
Did I say she’s real?
She’s comin’ in her own hands.
We like visitors.

Auroville’s faith
is sitting on a time clock.
The time is coming
Auroville gauges human worth
and becomes a human unity model
for the rest of humanity.
That’s how people will gauge her worth:
she stands there and counts human unity
in every behavior on earth,
no matter what they are.
That’s Auroville’s dawn.

Whatever Auroville’s current and past failings in regards to its purpose, which is to realize human unity, it’s still its purpose now and always has been, the reason the international township was created, the main reason UNESCO has passed multiple resolutions (the latest in 2017) to support it, why the Dali Lama visited it twice, once in 1973 and again 20 years later, why various people and organizations from around the world support it morally and financially, why youth representing 124 nations and all the states of India brought soil from their homeland to its inauguration ceremony in 1968. Neither in the beginning nor at any time in its history have you had to be a devotee of the Mother or a practitioner of the Integral Yoga to join Auroville, and at any given time the devotees and practitioners have made up a minority of Aurovillians, although a transformation of consciousness always has been a central aim of Auroville, though not of every Aurovillian. While Auroville makes a big to do over not encouraging religion there, preferring people on the spiritual path, any such path, it does not forbid religion either, and you’ll find many Hindus and Buddhists there as well as people of no particular spirituality, even some skeptics. Being a person of goodwill is the bottom line, not being spiritual-minded, despite what its charter says, which is that “to live in Auroville, one must be a willing servitor of the Divine Consciousness.” It’s precisely here it goes astray, foregoing that, in my opinion. Whatever the case, the Mother, Sri Aurobindo, and the Integral Yoga are highly respected by most everyone in Auroville, are its guiding light.

Under the guise of reviewing a book, Better to Have Gone by Akash Kapur, who grew up in Auroville, left, and then returned there to live some years later, Zoë states her rather strong opinions, using the material in it, it seems, to be sole source of the matters at hand and using the author’s understandings (or misunderstandings) of the Mother and the Integral Yoga as the standard way they are understood by all her disciples and students of the yoga. A writer of this stature just doesn’t do something as sloppy as this without being conscious of doing it, without doing it for a reason. The book of course is a foil, as is the article itself being billed a ‘book review’, when it’s more a feature article about cults that underneath it all is really about slamming faith.

“She [the Mother] intended Auroville…to be the home of integral yoga and the cradle of a future race of immortal, “supramental” men and women.” Zoë has taken some scattered facts (from the book?) and twisted them to suit her purpose, which is to make Auroville sound like more than just an impossible dream— make it sound utterly ridiculous, at least in its inception. The Mother intended Auroville to work out human unity, not to be the home of the Integral Yoga. The Mother did not say she founded Auroville to create a race of immortals. Auroville was, in her mind, to be a cradle of a new humanity based on human unity and the realization of its innate divine consciousness, what the word supramental means. Such a realization would also involve a transformation of the body, making it not immortal but more plastic to infinity. It is the wearer of the body that would be immortal, able to take a body off and on as one would a set of clothes, and I’m paraphrasing the teachings on the matter of both the Mother and Sri Aurobindo. It should be mentioned that this process would not happen overnight but take a very, very long time.

However impossible such may sound to the atheist and skeptic, and to most religious-mined people too, to whom it would sound blasphemous, it’s not too terribly different from an aim of the science-minded transhumanists. In other words, it’s not an insane aim, garnered only by loons. And a transformation into a divine consciousness has been a feature of Indian spirituality for at least three thousand years. When you check the facts, read more about Auroville than just that one subjective book, it’s apparent Zoë isn’t being objective. One would ask, repeatedly, why is Zoë purposefully trying to make Auroville sound bad?

Her treatment of the Mother is an attempt to make her out to be a cult leader. “The Mother does not appear to have had the totalitarian impulses of a true cult leader, but her teachings inspired a cultlike zealotry in her followers.” By saying “does not appear” and “true cult leader”, she’s casting doubt in the reader’s mind as to whether she was one or not, and by adding “her teachings inspired a cultlike zealotry in her followers,” she’s saying basically that it’s a moot point because, for all practical purposes, she created a cult; i.e., her follows act like cult members. As a point of fact, only a small fraction of her followers are or have been fanatics, by no means all, just as only a small minority of Aurovillians lost the plot after the Mother left the body and gave people like Zoë material to damn Auroville.

It’s the worst moment in Auroville’s 53 year history, and it’s the moment Zoë focuses shows us. It sounds terrible, as does the storming of the U.S. Capitol, but just like that insurrection does not show the essence of America, shows the very things contrary to it, the “cultural revolution” in Auroville, as Zoë puts it, does not capture the heart of Auroville, neither in the beginning nor now, instead shows the enormous obstacles it faces and has always faced in achieving a workable human unity. It’s characteristic of the times to focus on the ‘sin’ of someone or some organization, not more on their talents and achievements, and I use the word sin so to bring in a religious connotation, since the tendency to point out the bad comes from a sense of self-righteousness, another major feature of our morally indignant times.

She writes of that moment: “When, five years after Auroville’s founding, she failed to achieve the long-promised cellular transformation and died, at the age of ninety-five, the fledgling community went slightly berserk….To preserve the Mother’s vision, a militant group of believers, known as the Collective, shut down schools, burned books in the town library, shaved their heads, and tried to drive off those members of the community whom they considered insufficiently devout.”

Any student of history knows, especially today, there’s always more than one version of tumultuous events in a people’s or a place’s history, and there’s usually more to the story. A writer of any history has to pick and choose what to include, Zoë, as I’ve pointed out, picking out the worst, and we want them to tell the version of events as close to the truth of those events as possible, not flavor or color them to fit an agenda, ideological or otherwise, something being argued about ad infinitum in today’s world, the conservative crowd being accused left and right of writing history to their agenda, and here’s The New Yorker, a standard bearer of liberalism, publishing a piece of a writer doing that same thing.

What immediately happened upon her death was that the Sri Aurobindo Society came to take over Auroville, the organization the Mother had appointed to do so, and Aurovillians greatly resisted this take over, since up until that time Aurovillians had basically ruled themselves, with the guidance of the Mother at a distance. The battle for control, which lasted years, what the moment under the microscope was a part of, ultimately resulted in Auroville losing its autonomy to the Indian government. Douglas, whom I share this blog with, in researching for this post, has interviewed an eye witness to that tumultuous time, as well as all the history of Auroville thereafter, a European Aurovillian and disciple of the Mother and Sri Aurobindo, who came to Auroville in 1972. (The Mother died in 1973.) Here’s a slightly edited version of their online chat, his speaking put in italics:

“When Mother died, many things happened, first of all from an organisation outside of Auroville, trying to take it over legally and practically. It is in sheer reaction to that very real danger already starting to take effect at the time, that also from within Auroville a group formed to defend, or so they believed, the authenticity of the way the teachings of Sri Aurobindo and the Mother were being followed. They went too far, for sure, but all this has to be put back in context instead of being blown out of proportion and used to ‘prove’ one’s misconceptions about Auroville.”

“So this group that defended the teachings was called the Collective and did these things stated in the article shortly after the Mother’s death. Is that correct?”

“Yes, that’s when that specific episode happened indeed, but as I explained, it was only after much more violent things had been committed against us (including women and children) to try to starve us all, and to scare us all enough to make us leave, as simply cutting our visas under false accusations [and] had to be discontinued because the Indian Government noticed something wrong was going on with that outside organisation… since the time when the Mother had left her body. During that whole period after November 1973, it has been one long terrible time that can’t be separated. The Aurovilians had been under attack through all forms of more and more devious means by that organisation. Whatever is being singled out in the article, at least none of us Aurovilians has ever beaten up with sticks anybody, even though that was what was being done to us.

Most of us then in Auroville were part of what in the article is supposed to have been called ‘the Collective’. But only a small group within it took the actions incriminated in the article, which haven’t met with the approval of all, but on the contrary have been condemned as quite excessive and unnecessary by the many much more moderate persons in the Auroville mainstream population (including me) that, to my knowledge, never called itself officially ‘the Collective’. Or it has been only for a very brief period, before the situation found again its own balance, the small fanatic group soon dispersing or going away, and the other small groups of various opinions merging again with the mainstream one, that from then on was again simply ‘Auroville’. The differences and antagonisms of that traumatic time are now remembered, if at all, only for the deep lessons we all learned then about this Unity in Diversity which is the very Aim of Auroville.”

Didn’t go berserk.
Getting the picture.
Well they all go down and pick on people,
that Society.
Hello?
That was a dangerous time.
You know government,
it’s always taking over
too much.
Share a footage,
someone who knows it.
It’s not the same
as the account in the book.
Why do we have a difference?
So many tellings.
Going to get up front,
if we let it happen,
the truth be told.
Where is Zoë?
I need to also
make them look bad,
the whole Auroville thing.
Now, we consider that good?

Okay one moment.
We’ll come back in a month.
We’ll give tomorrow.
Everybody needs some distance
from these troubled times.
And I’m goin’ up the ladder,
up the ladder.
We cast out on yesterday, today, and tomorrow.
Give some idea of pluralism.
That’s from cults.
And I was trying to—
Zoë’s own words.
Rascal.
Do you have everything?
The ideal action.
People act like they’re possessed when they chew on these things.
Things on order.
I put it on safe.
You hear it?

In regards to the Mother’s death and beliefs concerning it Zoë tries to paint a different picture than the facts of the matter, but it’ll take a moment to present them.  Zoë writes, using a quotes from the Aurovillian’s book: ““She never prepared us for the possibility that she would leave her body,” one of the original community members tells Kapur. “I was totally blown away. Actually, I’m still in shock.”” It is true some were shocked when she died. Did the Mother actually say she was never going to die? No. People will believe what they want to, both insiders of the yoga and outsiders. In the Western spirituality of today choosing which Eastern spiritual figure to follow, the Mother is billed as the laughable person that said she wasn’t going to die, and she died. End of story. Choose another guru. Now, what about her and death? She taught that it could be overcome, eventually, and that it couldn’t take you without you letting it. She made some effort in that direction it does appear. I can’t apologize for her attempt to overcome death, only say that many have tried the same. She made many mistakes, and, in my opinion, her fight against death was one of them. But, I will say it was a noble effort, and one very costly to her. It happened that her death took an agonizing six months, where she lay in agony unable to get up or do much more than moan, although she could speak. I’m not concerned if you can’t entertain the possibility, but I believe she held death at bay for that long, had the strength of will to do that, and death only took her because she let it, once she realized it was divine will for her to. This, though, is something for the future to decide, when we have more knowledge about such things.

A brief introduction born.
The Mother said she could fly?
She quoted Shakespeare.
It was not her contradiction.
In the availability of death,
it has to be purchased.
She didn’t do that
until those final days I’ve recounted.
I’ll recount.
It was all funny and everything,
that strong battle for control.
Six months she lay there
doin’ it.
Then God gave her permission to die,
and she left on her own accord.
Can you just get that out of your craw?

What was that imagination at doin’ yellin’?
Broke my leg.
Ha, ha, ha,
divine human.
Is that how fences go?
In a little while that fear will be gone too:
the guru,
they have to be perfect.
Now go to sleep.
Do we have it online?

Three fiction story,
which lasted for years:
Mother would never die
said the Mother;
they said they were Gods;
we are conclusion they said.
They kept going.
It’s more difficult.
It’s a manifestation of the divine mother,
her soul.
A common soul
took no form.
Go put it somewhere man:
why did the Mother make mistakes?
She was a garden growing.
The soul is one thing the outer personality another.
What happened?
She didn’t come all the way to the surface,
the divine mother.
I looked.
It’s in her description.
She tells you the divine mother.
Oh you didn’t what?

I’ve given you some clothes to grapple with.
Understand the name.
It’s his way of calling her
the ashram’s joy.
Are we going to go to sleep here?
We’re gonna rock the boat.
That’s the plug.
Is that enough room?
Go sweetheart.

Zoë uses the term cellular transformation in a misleading fashion, due to in part, perhaps, to the way the author of the book sees it. Zoë would have done well to do a more varied research on the Integral Yoga. Like any religious or spiritual organization that has been around awhile, the yoga is divided into different groups at odds with one another. One group, aligned with a favorite disciple of the Mother, Satprem, to whom she dictated a multi-volume work to entitled The Agenda, focuses rather disproportionately in my opinion on a transformation of the cells, a major theme of the aforementioned work. Perhaps, as I’ve mentioned, the author of the book holds such views. I don’t know. I haven’t read it (it’s publication date is July 20, 2021, a couple of days ago). At any rate, that group is not the mainstream of the yoga, and cellular transformation is only a part of the transformation of the body, which is itself only a part of the supramental transformation, the change into a divine mind, life, and body, the aim of the Integral Yoga.

The transformation of the body is, as I’ve said, something that takes a very long time, not in terms of the years of someone’s life but in terms of the maturity of the human race, and it isn’t possible to complete on earth at this time, nor will be for a long time to come, to paraphrase the Mother and Sri Aurobindo on the matter. The Mother never promised that she’d complete the transformation of the body or its cells. So when Zoë says the Mother promised to do that, she’s twisting facts to suit her need. Put this way, that the Mother failed to fulfill this all-important promise, it makes the Mother sound like a total failure, a loser— Zoë’s aim I’d argue. And by using the term cellular transformation, as opposed to a more usual term such as a transformation of the consciousness, and saying that the goal of the yoga is immortality, not to realize our divine consciousness, called Supermind in our yoga, she’s once again trying to make the Mother and the yoga sound as silly as she can, so you wouldn’t take either seriously. What she isn’t able to do is to make them sound sinister, have that badness inherent of cults and their leaders, try as she might.

In showing the common characteristics of cult leaders, Zoë writes that often “they style themselves as the fathers or mothers of their cult “families””, and they do this so to gain the kind of dependence and submission small children give to their parents. Enter the Mother, showing this characteristic of a cult leader. When you know that it’s common in India to call the wife of a guru mother or the mother, and that the Mother didn’t name herself that, and that Sri Aurobindo did, her being called that fits more into the milieu of Indian spirituality than that of cults. You’d wonder whether or not Zoë had the coming exposé on the Mother in mind when she wrote about that parental characteristic. Was she preparing a field? Since it is a characteristic of cult leaders (as well as leaders in general I might add), and Zoë  is just covering her topic, that would seem to be an unnecessary speculation, but it sure does lead nicely right up to the Mother. As I’ve said, since neither Auroville nor the Mother (nor the yoga) fit into the article as examples of a cult and cult leader on a par with the cult-like organizations mentioned, you’d ask why they are there and if trying to make, not so much modern day Auroville, but the Mother and the yoga out to be such, is an important aim of it.

I think, other than the concept of Supermind, the relationship between the Mother and Sri Aurobindo is the least understood item in the Integral Yoga. If you do a search about it on the net, most of the results you get call them collaborators, and that’s not far from the mark (why didn’t Zoë do that search? Of course she did). For those of us in the yoga, we understand that it was created by both of them, together, even though at the onset, when the Mother first arrived in Pondicherry to stay, she was called by her given name, Mirra, and she was his disciple like the rest of the small group gathered around him in the early days. This changed dramatically after a decisive spiritual experience of Sri Aurobindo, from which he returned calling her the Mother and asking everyone else to too, putting her on equal footing with him in the creation of the yoga, and putting her in charge of the forming and management of the ashram. Not everyone was happy with that, and neither does Zoë seem to be, because she calls him the Mother’s guru, not her collaborator, saying she “claimed to have learned” the secrets of immortality from him, and I’ve paraphrased what Zoë writes.

This is misinformation, manipulating the facts to make false or misleading conclusions: both that he was her guru (he was only for a short time) and reducing the Integral Yoga to a process of effectuating cellular transformation so to achieve immortality, when in reality it is the Truth Consciousness (Supermind) and the corresponding divine life on earth that results from that, not immortality, that the yoga aims for. I’ve already put a cellular transformation in its place, within the framework of a transformation of the body, which itself is within the framework of a transformation of the mind and vital (the life-body, composed of the life force, impulses, and desires), all of which make up the supramental transformation, something that will not be possible in its completeness for generations, what Zoë either misunderstands or purposely leaves out of the discussion (I think both), only using the word supramental to add more weirdness to the effect she’s trying to achieve, which is, as I’ve said before, to discredit Auroville, the Mother, and the Integral Yoga, make them appear ridiculous.

As I’m showing, along with twisting the facts, Zoë’s method is to make things sound lower in worth than they are, debase them, like when she calls the Mother Blanche Alfassa and not Mirra Alfassa, what she called herself (before she was called the Mother) and what others called her, what you’d find her called if you googled her. Blanche is her first name, which she chose not to use (her full name is Blanche Rachel Mirra Alfassa), and I’d bet that Zoë is very careful when it comes to a trans person not to use their dead name, and so why is she using a name the Mother didn’t use? Because the book does? You don’t know, but Blanche sounds more humdrum and perhaps a little bit bitch-like, at least to American ears I’d imagine, pronounced as English, and Mirra has a better ring to it. You would know that Zoë knows she’s called Mirra Alfassa, unless you actually believe she never looked at anything about her other than what’s in that one, single book.

Zoë also uses words and terms set off in quotes to lessen the value of her subject, not necessarily to qualify something. For example, she does that to the term intentional community, which is like putting doubt in the reader’s mind it is one. She does this also with the term integral yoga, as if to suggest it’s not integral at all, and with the term cellular transformation, like she’s laughing at it under her breath. I could go on, but you get the picture. It’s interesting she doesn’t give the yoga the respect of having a name, never capitalizes the first letters of integral yoga. That’s also a way to debase something. Now, it could be the Aurovillian’s book she’s reviewing doesn’t call it by a proper name, but nonetheless she’d know the yoga has a name, and she chooses not to call it by one. It could also be that in her use of terms set off in quotes she’s quoting from the book, but there’s no way to know that, and she would not be blind to the fact that readers might take that as ‘qualified’ material. (It’s a fault of the American style to use double and not single quotation marks to set off some word or term you want to qualify— leads to confusion, as you see here.) Whatever the case may be, if you’re really paying attention, you’ll realize it’s not Auroville Zoë’s after, that’s stuck in her craw; it’s the yoga and the guru, because this article, as I’ve suggested, isn’t really about cults, or that’s not its bottom line. Religious and spiritual faith is and the people that people look to to grow it. Just read the summation of her discussion of Auroville, the yoga, and the Mother:

“Kapur gives too sketchy a portrait of present-day Auroville for us to confidently judge how much of a triumph the town—population thirty-three hundred—really represents, or whether integral yoga was integral to its success. (Norway has figured out how to be “somewhat egalitarian” without the benefit of a guru’s numinous wisdom.) Whether or not one shares Kapur’s admiration for the spiritual certainties of his forefathers and mothers, it seems possible that Auroville prospered in spite of, rather than because of, these certainties—that what in the end saved the community from cultic madness and eventual implosion was precisely not faith, not the Mother’s totalist vision, but pluralism, tolerance, and the dull “compromises and appeasements” of civic life.”

Are gardener minds to rob the world?
Found is a slave.
And we just bubble them.

I just have to ask. If Kapur’s portrait is too sketchy, why didn’t Zoë do a more thorough research on present-day Auroville than this one book? Of course she did. Then why this sentence to begin the paragraph? To fain to continue her discussion within the confines of one single book she’s ‘reviewing’, to cast doubt upon the success of modern-day Auroville, to give information about it, i.e., its present population, but primarily to introduce the main idea of the paragraph, which is to discredit the Integral Yoga, and by that all faiths. And with the next sentence, set off in parenthesizes, she takes her secondary aim and shoots at gurus, and by that at the Mother.

The book is an excellent opportunity to give a bad press to the Mother and the yoga, why, I’d imagine,  Zoë frames the discussion by it. The Aurovillian author describes how his wife’s parents, both pioneers of Auroville, die because of their faith in the Mother and Integral Yoga. They both refuse medical treatment, the mom after she has a fall from the Matrimandir while helping build it, and she relies on ‘cellular transformation’ to heal her but ends up paralyzed and unable to walk, and she commits suicide after the dad dies of a parasitic infection he refused treatment for, and she does so to be with both he and the Mother. As a point of fact, both the Mother and Sri Aurobindo were treated by medical doctors in emergencies (he had a personal live-in physician, Nirodbaran, one of his closest disciples), and the ashram in Puducherry has a clinic with attending medical doctors for sadhaks and visitors to the ashram, and two care homes for its elderly, with nurses and attending physicians, one of which is used also as a hospital for its members. However, both the Mother and Sri Aurobindo did not have very much faith in nor encouraged faith in medicine as it’s practiced today, as a total dependence on tablets and antibiotic injections atrophies our own ability to heal ourselves (the Mother spoke about this and he wrote about it frequently, concerned as they were with not only spiritual enlightenment but also a transformation of the body), and they would not use medication unless absolutely necessary, such as when he broke his thigh bone and asked for pain medication, and he stuck it out over a day before he did. He also refused to wear glasses to correct his failing eyesight (in my opinion an unnecessary suffering; I wear them for reading and writing). These would be the reasons some disciples refuse medical treatment, going to an extreme in their faithfulness to their spiritual teachers or prophets, a tendency of us when following such people, especially after they die, such as the requirement in some Muslim communities and countries for women to wear veils, when Mohammed himself only says in the Quran that women should dress modestly. In regards to suicide, the Mother spoke at length about how, if you do that, upon dying you face in your face the very things you’re committing suicide to get away from, so Zoë can’t put that at the Mother’s feet and say she’s responsible for it, what she’s implying, indeed, that she’s responsible for both deaths, not her two disciples, with their rigidity and fanaticism. It’s a little like they are being made out to be victims of the Mother and her ‘totalist vision’, something certainly implied, “called in her like a mess that was burning” (my muse).

I would assume by totalist vision Zoë means the Mother’s vision in regards to Auroville, but maybe she means her ‘total’ vision, if you’ll pardon the wordplay. I’ll go with the former. She has said previously, and I’m paraphrasing, that the Mother was not a totalitarian leader. In a roundabout way, she’s saying now, in the summation, that she was. Totalism means totalitarianism, and it’s often applied to cults and cult leaders. In any event, you can read the Mother’s vision statement in regards to Auroville.[ii] No doubt Zoë has read it. Perhaps she has also taken a look at The Mother on Auroville (Auropublications), but I somehow doubt it. Neither of those show totalism on the part of the Mother in regards to Auroville, although the latter, things she said or wrote to Auroville and about it as it was forming and getting its feet underneath it, does contain some things that just don’t seem to work, at least not yet. Where is Zoë’s evidence that the Mother had a totalist vision? As I said, it contradicts her previous statement regarding the Mother. It seems she just throws it in while making her strongest statement regarding the ineffectiveness, indeed the obstacle, of faith, what “in spite of” means in that same sentence. At any rate, as to her total vision, if by chance Zoë means that, I’d recommend she read Questions and Answers 1955,[iii] a good enough year as any, although, in my opinion, the 50’s are the best. She just might find that the Mother is more progressive, and liberal, than she is. And as long as I’m stating my opinion, let me say The Agenda is not the best work to read to see the Mother’s vision.

It’s got both your practices on it,
the firm yoga
and the Mother’s slippery slopes—
excessed matter.
She’s not a stale figure in time,
any book you read.
We just let them breathe for a better man.
Sweetheart that’s fine.

And as to an introduction to the Integral Yoga, I myself would not recommend the books written to be that. The yoga is immense, virtually inaccessible to anyone that doesn’t have a calling to it, since it takes so very much reading and contemplation on that reading to even figure out what it’s about, and you have to have an inner compulsion to spend that time and give that concentration, or you just won’t do it, unless you’re being made to for school or work. The yoga doesn’t seek converts, is rather snobbish actually and when it comes to people trying to become a student of it. And you don’t join the yoga. There is no initiation or entrance portal. Based on an inner calling, and if you don’t have that you won’t last long, you just pick it up wherever and begin, relying, if you can, on inner contact with the Mother and Sri Aurobindo as much if not more than on the written and spoken works they left behind.

Now I’ve hardly described a cult. For someone science-mined like Zoë, I’d recommend first getting a good look of how well it views the human condition before trying to find out its scope and goals. Once you do that, you’ll be in a better position to delve into it, since you’ll be confident the yoga ‘knows the score’, believe me. Start with the following works by Sri Aurobindo: Savitri (Sri Aurobindo Ashram Press) From Book Two, The Book of the Traveller of the Worlds, read Canto Four and Ten only, The Kingdoms of the Little Life and The Kingdoms and Godheads of the Little Mind.[iv] Then read The Human Cycle (ibid)[v], and then The Problem of Rebirth (ibid).[vi] After reading these numinous items, you’ll be more prepared to discover the meaning of the Supramental Yoga.

 Zoë’s whole attitude towards the Integral Yoga and the Mother is a classic example of making fun of what you don’t understand and haven’t taken the time to learn about enough to understand, and you’d expect her to be bigger than that because she is a British author, a novelist, who has been writing for The New Yorker since 1994, is currently also writing for The New York Times Book Review, has written for Vanity Fair, The Sunday Times Magazine and The Daily Telegraph, and I can continue. I’d imagine she considers herself a progressive liberal, a good person, one who believes she’s trying to make the world a better place. You’d wonder what gives then, why the yellow journalism?

There’s a war on, if you haven’t noticed, and it’s a war of ideas, specifically, what consensus reality will we all share? And we have to share one in order to have a cooperative and peaceful world, one that works. With almost eight billion of us and counting, our globe is getting more than crowded; it’s getting trashed, and there are so many competing worldviews many don’t even believe that climate changing fact, think people are just pushing their agenda to control them. And recently millions of red-blooded Americans, educated in American schools, steeped in the advent of American science and invention, and embarrassing numbers of its state and national congressmen and women and its senators, believe a national presidential election to have been rigged, not based on real evidence, but because of their cult-like zeal for a political figure— he says it, over and over, and therefore it must be true. You’d understand the urgency to win the battles of the war. We need to ask ourselves, though, before we step in and add to the confusion, are we merely reacting to a perceived threat, or are do we really have something valuable, and true, to add to the conversation? We might also ask, in our zeal to defeat the false narrative, are we justified in using misinformation to do so?

From Auroville Zoë goes to QAnon, like they are kissing cousins. The QAnon conspiracy is ridiculous, but it’s being used by the powers that be to alarm everyone into a backlash against any belief, opinion, or knowledge not backed up by mainstream science. In one form or another, such a conspiracy, that there’s a group of evil people behind the ills of society, to put it in its most basic form, has been around hundreds of years, and probably much longer, and in times past it was homosexuals and Jews, not pedophiles, that were those people, (I’ve only simplified, not tried to rewrite, Western history). I first heard about QAnon, in somewhat its present form, in 2008, from someone who heard about it in the annual European Rainbow Gathering. He bought into it and actually believed that all the leaders of the world’s most powerful nations got together at various times and conducted satanic rituals involving what was called star gate, which was anally raping little boys so to open a portal to hell. He said there were people giving classes about it at the gathering. I cannot verify that fact, but I can tell you when I heard that and what I heard, and it’s not unreasonable to assume my friend did not just make it up on the spot. There was no reasoning with him, just like there’s no reasoning with the people who believe in QAnon today.

My point is that conspiracy theories such as QAnon are not unnatural to us and signs our world’s falling apart, and when we deal with them as aberrations of nature, and by making the believers of such conspiracies out to be fools and liars, we amplify the conspiracy and do not negate it. No one, to my knowledge, has yet to focus on the central feature of such a conspiracy, the scapegoat, be they homosexual, Jew, or pedophile, and see that the hatred of them, their scapegoat function in society as it organizes itself around the human ego (a function we seem to be only dimly aware of), has reached such a pitch they’re being blamed for ‘it all’. Correlating how that corresponds with things like nationalism, separatism, populism, xenophobia, ethnocentrism, intolerance, and the like reaching likewise high pitches would certainly help us understand and therefore be able to address things like QAnon better and not exacerbate them as we’re doing now. Though I’ve gone far off topic, let me add that if we viewed racism in a similar manner, as a manifestation of the scapegoat function, and not just as ignorant, hateful people being racist, we’d be in a better position to begin to eliminate it.

I’m writing this blog post because (I mean other than doing it at the Mother’s behest, from inner contact with her), the cultural powers that be, not all of those powers, but the ones with their hands on the horns of the mainstream, which are the news media, entertainment, art and literature publications, the higher education sector, i.e. university professors, and the scientific community, seem more concerned with establishing their reality (based on materialistic science) as consensus reality than accurately representing reality, than truth, truth being not some religious name or spiritual formula but what’s actually going here on this wonderful, terrible globe. Enter Zoë with her article about cults but not about cults that I’m critiquing here. The Guardian has said of her in the past: “Heller has form when it comes to hatchet jobs,”  and she’s establishing a reputation for “disemboweling” writers of books she deems badly written.[vii] (It wouldn’t be fair not to mention Zoë ‘s take on the matter, which is that she wrote the review The Guardian article’s about “in a pure spirit”, not to attack anyone.)[viii] I cannot help but wonder whether or not Zoë wrote this on her own and submitted it to The New Yorker, or she was asked to, since, in her fiction, journalistic pieces, and interviews, she’s often an outspoken atheist and critic of faith, would be one to turn to in order to write an article debunking it. The question isn’t of critical importance because, whatever the case, The New Yorker published it, showing they too are interested in discrediting religious and spiritual faith and the leaders and teachers that grow that, and they are willing to publish yellow journalism and misinformation to do it.

After reading other articles by magazines also owned by Condé Nast, such as “What the Pentagon’s New UFO Report Reveals About Humankind” (Wired, June 2021), which does not use misinformation but does have an underlying perspective, as stated in the title, one similar in fashion to The New Yorker article but broader in scope, one that, in a very subtle manner, belittles our “continued need to believe in something beyond our mundane experience of the world,” you’d wonder whether or not Condé Nast has an editorial input, an agenda.” The Wired article ends:

“Ultimately, no report is going to do much to move the needle for either side. What any given person thinks about UFOs comes down to their personal cosmology and the underlying truths they see in the world. As Fraknoi noted, the belief in alien visitors mirrors people’s faith in other kinds of spiritual protectors, like guardian angels. “A lot of these UFO reports are people wishing we had alien godparents that we could consult about our problems,” he says. “For the most part, I think we have to solve our own problems.””[ix]

Without actually stating it, Wired implies its own cosmology in a manner well within the criteria for an ‘objective’ article (complete objectivity is an impossibility for anyone, and neither is it wrong to promote a worldview, as long as that’s not done underhandedly), their worldview being that there are no higher powers to help us, nothing other or deeper than the mundane, everyday reality we see. Is Condé Nast promoting this agenda? Even if it’s not, we still need to ask the question, since only a handful of media conglomerates already own most of the press in the U.S.,[x] and the entertainment monolith Disney is buying up all the ‘imagination franchises’ of Hollywood,[xi] putting itself in quite a position to influence children worldwide, and Internet monopolies such as Facebook and Google are buying up as much of ‘viral’ as is feasible for them to, gaining quite a control over the conversation of the Internet, and you have to wonder if these companies are not just interested in making more profits but are interested also, keenly so, in winning the battle for consensus reality. All of the companies I mentioned (with notable exceptions such as the owners of Fox News, who give some preference to the Christian faith, not, I’d add, all faiths) subscribe to scientific materialism, not their each and every employee, but, other than a strong belief in capitalism and a democracy based on that, it would be the company’s ideological bottom line.

By using the term scientific materialism to describe the worldview of so very many people, I’m being rather narrow for brevity’s sake. What I mean to say is that those cultural powers that be and the people providing content for them, such as Zoë Heller, see “science as the leader in life” and “as the truth giver / for the principle arms of humanity, / for her mind think” (my muse, from The Literary Eye, an epic poem being considered by one of those powers). Although science is just beginning to address consciousness as a thing in itself, and as a result will inevitably open its doors to the unseen, entertain the discoveries of the mystics (not anytime soon), science is basically materialistic in its view of the universe, quantum physics notwithstanding, does not believe in either higher powers (God or an Absolute, Gods, Goddesses, angels, divine beings), or lower powers (demons, asuras and the like), or that there are higher and deeper realities (other than an ‘insentient’ quantum field and some vague notion of other universes, nothing, I’ll add, about larger things than universes)—the mundane world is what you see and what you get.

The culture war I’m pointing out is basically, in one form or another all over the world but in America most pointedly, being fought between conservatives and liberals. But I would argue there are very few true liberals, and that most everyone is conservative in that they view the human being and react to him and her in the same fundamentally conservative way, what I’ll return to in a moment. To be a liberal, in its essential sense, as that’s generally viewed and not given the deeper and more integral meaning I assign it, means being concerned with issues of power, specifically between the individual and the government, but also between minorities and majorities, and that the former has intrinsic rights to express themselves without being stomped on by the latter, and that society needs to constantly progress to create a more perfect balance between those who have power and those who don’t, with an aim to eliminate power differences as much as possible and within reason and give everyone an equal status in terms of the power to self-determine their lives and livelihood, and I’d argue that there’s a sense, however hidden now, of creating a more ideal society, of progressing beyond our present state. Being conservative means, basically, to maintain the status quo in terms of the values, social, racial, ethnic, national, political, religious, etc. a person who identifies as conservative has experienced all their lives. In the future, the war will be fought over a fundamental change in the fabric of humanity, once that possibility becomes visible, whether it’ll be believed in or not by the people who oppose it, but such isn’t even on the table today.

I mean that there are very few liberals because, whether we are talking about Zoë Heller, most certainly a liberal by identification, or Rush Limbaugh (deceased), who was a conservative by identification, or whatever liberal or conservative we put side by side, they both would I bet share the same fundamental view, in one degree or another, of the human being and react to him or her in the same way, and that is: that the human being is a separate individual from every other human being, does not share a field of consciousness nor identity with all other people; that the formula of oneness is not the underlying formula of the universe, the ground of everything; that we have absolute free will, and no mitigating circumstances, a spell of rage or lust for example, or being severely abused as a child or even being raised as a child soldier or in such violent arms as Islamic State, excuses criminal behavior; that there are no hidden wills, such as that of the community (or lower powers), involved in the criminal actions of an individual to the point that the community also bears responsibility and not only the individual; that law and retribution (punishment), carried out by the state, is the only or primary way to prevent wrong and address wrong done, is what justice is, what ‘heals’ victims; that goodness means having goodwill to people who do good and ill will for people who do wrong; that people who do wrong have lost much or most of their worth as human beings, indeed, that you judge people in moral terms, and criminal behavior nullifies any good they have done, achievements they’ve made, or talents they have; that the outer world is reality, the inner being subjective and personal, not to be given the same attention or weight as the outer, indeed, that from the outer the inner world arises and not the other way around, and therefore things such as dreams might be interesting and even meaningful, but not enough to give them as much weight or more as outer media in determining the course of life, not enough to spend a lifetime also getting an education on their interpretation; that there is no secret inner consciousness to open and explore; that our name and corresponding personality are who we are, and there is no deeper or higher self we truly are; that the world is to be taken at face value and is not a representative model of a larger reality, life only a field for the aggrandizement of the individual and/or the group, though one socially responsible and morally fit, and life is not a stage, movie, or video game (using known terms to confront the unknown), and therefore every real or perceived wrong done to us or whom we value is an affront to nature and should be reacted to as such, and I can continue, but that’s enough to get the idea almost everyone on earth is a conservative. I wouldn’t imagine Zoë holds all of these things to the degree Rush did, for example the ill will towards ‘criminals’ (her bringing in Norway, which focuses on reform and not punishment, makes me think this, and the matter of fact way in which she talks about people, like Keith Raniere, who have committed grave crimes, and, although it’s clear she doesn’t have goodwill towards such people, she avoids calling them monsters or being sensational in discussing them), but I’d imagine all the items and ideas I’ve listed are very much a part of her worldview too. Few people would view and react to us differently. Those, I argue, are true liberals. They are more than that; they are the forerunners of the advent of the new human being.

Although many would disagree with me on the above, people who identify as liberal and who also hold a different fundamental view of the human being, a spiritual one, like most Aurovillians and sadhaks of the Integral Yoga, as well as most spiritually-minded people, who hold a view of oneness and/or unconditional love, it’s been my experience that, when it comes right down to it, encountering one such as I for example (see the muse below that ends this post), they hold the view I show above.

Like most science-minded people, Zoë does not know we can know and not only believe answers to the big questions in life, and she probably doesn’t even believe we can answer them, as science nowadays is using that belief, that such questions are unanswerable, as a means to avoid them. This article, for example, shows her walk towards meaning but not arriving, and when you finish reading it, you hold nothing of value in your hand that you can definitely say has been a revelation to you, although she’s presented interesting facts. It, like I said, was written to get you to believe in the doctrine of the mainstream cultural powers that be, which is that religious and spiritual belief are pathologies, although she never comes out and says it. The biggest danger to that doctrine is personal spiritual experience, our own narratives of such, our stories. “They proved to me by convincing reasons that God does not exist; Afterwards I saw God, for he came and embraced me. And now what am I to believe- the reasoning of others or my own experience? Truth is what the soul has seen and experienced; the rest is appearance, prejudice and opinion” (Sri Aurobindo).[xii] Science would have us distrust our own experience if it contradicts its beliefs. Zoë would too, and she very cleverly casts a measure of doubt on the phenomenon of story itself. She writes:

“Bernstein…argues that our propensity to go nuts en masse is determined in part by a hardwired weakness for stories. “Humans understand the world through narratives,” he writes. “However much we flatter ourselves about our individual rationality, a good story, no matter how analytically deficient, lingers in the mind, resonates emotionally, and persuades more than the most dispositive facts or data.””

The principle bias with which we live.
Tell me in front of the United States.
Tell me something.
Death is right here,
and we don’t
think it’s for real.
A Luna protective script?
Wow, protecting Iran.
Are we gonna get any idea at all
about love of God?
And the love of God complete?
Able to take eternity in our single breast.

Every check this world is claimed
an institute of no derelict of searchology, but
when results are forthcoming we accept them.
Wow what a major burn.
Is that consciousness?
Don’t give it the weight of reality.
You hear me guys on TV?

Wham, bam, thank you ma’am,
my education is complete.
All these titles with my name,
and my consciousness is unknown to me.
I don’t even investigate my very own dreams.
There, there science.
Is that reality they’re studyin’?
What do we sit in day and night?
You mean consciousness holds us?
It’s not the scientific paradigm.
Gotcha!

We have means to judge the truth value of a story, but there will always be a measure of belief involved in accepting it as fact, even for such mundane things as someone’s trip to Norway, if you haven’t actually been there yourself and know firsthand the country exists. You can imagine, that before the fame Columbus’ voyage brought to the Americas, the existence of such land between Europe and Asia was either unknown (by your average European at the time) or considered a myth, even though others had been there long before Columbus. It will be the same with the higher modes of consciousness and our larger and deeper selves. They’ll be a 100th monkey moment, that will stretch for some time I’d imagine, and one day they’ll be as known as Norway, because they are there. To insist such things are only hallucinations on the part of those who experience them, or likened to a dream, is to simply show the ignorance of such things. I think, a lot of the time, people can’t imagine that others have experienced more of the ‘gold’ of being human than they have, and they can’t accept having been ‘out-humaned’. I’ve learned that, no matter how far I’ve gone in consciousness, there will always be people who have gone much farther, why I laid my faith at the feet of the Mother and Sri Aurobindo. Their experience just blows me away.

As a young man driving my pickup truck down the road one night in Texas, I suddenly found myself over my head several meters looking down on my little self driving the truck, and I was an individual “hælographied to the One”, with a vision and knowledge that I experienced as being beyond the universe, “and it was me” (my muse). Only a very short time the experience lasted, but it’s the defining experience of my life, and thereafter I oriented my life towards that one goal, an infinite number of distractions notwithstanding, wanting only to become that real me I am up there. It would be years before I discovered anyone that had had the same experience or even knew about it. I had no teacher at that time and was not following any spiritual system, and nor was I involved with any group discussing or practicing such. It had happened that I’d opened my inner consciousness and was able to go deep inside, via lucid dream, and in dreamless sleep I entered the well of soul. That was the springboard up there. A year after the overhead experience, I was driving that same pickup, to go to somewhere to camp (Enchanted Rock State Park), because I knew something was about to happen, but it happened on the way, and I found myself in a state of suspended animation. My ‘I’ had gone, my thoughts had shut off, my breathing, and my heartbeat, and yet I lived and continued, unimpeded, to drive the truck “a lonely sentinel on life’s highway, burdened with the deep” (my muse). That lasted some minutes, and there is more to the experience, but somewhere else I tell that. Those three experiences are described by Sri Aurobindo, are important experiences of the Integral Yoga, each an opening towards the triple transformation of the yoga: the psychic (soul), supramental, and spiritual (enlightenment), and I wasn’t to encounter him until several years later. Now whom am I to believe, Zoë Heller and The New Yorker or Sri Aurobindo and the Mother?

Whom you believe, Zoë or I, will depend, ultimately, on which of us is writing to you in good faith, with goodwill. Writing articles containing misinformation and yellow journalism is writing with ill will, no matter how you slice it, no matter how good you feel your cause is or how pressing you or your constituents feel is the need to convince people to believe your misinformation over the facts.

I don’t express the opinion of every writer:
Salman Rushdie helped me a lot.
Is Zoë quoting herself?
We wouldn’t leave that man just a dead end.
He’s got roads for our eyes to view.
I’m just counting sheep here.
What is an intellectual revolution?
Where Zoë falls short.
You don’t form the motorcade.
Am I expressing my opinion?
The calculator
is the halls of time.

If this had not been kept secret,
if this had been given to children,
this post handling,
you would say a race had been spared
the delayly beast.

Every
walk upon the Earth has meaning,
and you hear my road.
No hand has held it so far.
Do we meet it down the road?
I do a sky meet danger now.
That’s the status quo.

I’ve given you
the road to handle.
The world were supposed to I think
handle there,
heal there,
in all of sex’s touchings.
I’m the one
the stomach can’t.
That’s social media.

Daddy! Daddy! Come here! Come here!
I say blossom you say sneeze.
I’m holdin’ the world
in all of my paperwork,
in the daddy I am today.
That’s gettin’ large, isn’t it?

Luna Rascal,
that’s the name of my parade.
Rottweiler puppy
I love you, I love you, I love you.
That’s Rascal.
That’s Rascal everybody,
on some cushion in my house.
And I’m sittin’ in the sun.
That’s my day.
I’m busy ruled.
You hear pathology?

When the sun goes down
it goes in.
He’s a lunatic.
There’s a war on.
The essentials:
stood up and be counted.

To house deity in the clothes of time
there lurks an unknown sun,
every bit as different as you.
I must see this,
even if I die where principle took me.
You would not believe me.
It’s more stirring hidden media.
It’s on borders with man.

We come to the question of why Auroville, the Mother, and the Integral Yoga are included among such notorious cult-like organizations and conspiracies such as QAnon. Although Zoë tries very hard to make them fit with the others, they most certainly don’t, as I’ve pointed out. If the illustrator’s ignoring my request for transparency in order to better ascertain the intention of Zoë in writing about Auroville, and I never get a reply, we can probably assume neither would Zoë tell us why the town, the teacher, and the spiritual system share such bad company, what her intentions are in putting them there. We need transparency though, so we can judge to what extent the cultural powers that be are trying to manipulate public opinion, and that they will not give it just adds weight to my assertion that they are.

The fact that she reviewed the book before it even came out, before its official publication date, shows she had inside information that it’d been written, nothing out of the ordinary I might add. Akash Kapur is, like her, an established writer for the mainstream cultural powers that be (can I call them the establishment?). To be fair to Akash, though, I should mention we have heard from someone that knows him here that he would not be happy with his book being used to give misinformation about his hometown and its founder, to be twisted so. It’s not unreasonable to assume that Zoë’s review of it and her discussion of the three entities (can I call them the trinity? Lol) are a central feature of her article, like she had all this material about cults just waiting for this book to cap it off, since the publication of the article came so quickly upon the publication of the book. The question remains, though, why she includes them to begin with. I think she does because it’s not cults she’s after, let me repeat, but faith itself, and today, Auroville and the Integral Yoga stand as possible avenues for the advent of a more modern faith not hampered by all the baggage of the world’s major religions and because they represent not a religion but a spirituality, something based more on personal inner experience than on beliefs, rituals, and practices, the difference between religion and spirituality being something neither the religious mind nor the secular mind seem to know, and the words are often confused together, and something probably rather vague to Zoë (in regards to the yoga) but what she nonetheless senses, what adds to her feeling that they are a threat to the attempt to discredit and ultimately eradicate religion, and spirituality based on higher powers and modes of consciousness, from human life. I wouldn’t imagine she feels they are a threat because of their intrinsic weight but because she feels people are generally gullible and vulnerable to such things, and she wants to head this off at the pass. “It’s an end, an end where the Integral Yoga is concerned” (my muse). I believe that’s an aim of hers here, however much pronounced in her mind it is, to debunk that possibly upcoming faith, just in case.

Although it’s a little off topic, it’s quite revealing what Zoë says about why cults “proliferated” in the 60’s, as a result of the “social and political tumult” of that decade, as if we’re not experiencing that tumult now or don’t basically almost always. What a simplistic and one-sided explanation, similar to the communist ideology that tries to reduce everything to class struggle, or, I might add, to mainstream science that tries to reduce the whole phenomenon of consciousness to brain matter. And it always surprises me, though it shouldn’t by now, that writers who claim to be evidence-based or science-based, take one single phenomenon happening in human society and treat it in isolation like it’s not a part of a larger whole. For example, many consider, talk about, try to solve the police murders of minorities in America as a thing in itself and not a part of the police murders of the members of the majority race or of the larger phenomenon of police brutality world-wide. Here, it would be obvious to any astute observer that the rise of cult-like organizations in the 60’s was part of a larger social movement whereby a great number of intentional communities and communes were created (when Auroville was born, 1968), which was part of a larger movement of an explosion of an interest in spirituality, particularly Eastern, although Western religion too got a big boost. India, I might add, and argue, was the spiritual epicenter of the 60’s for Westerners. Is there a fear in the West, by the powers that be, that her spiritual influence will be felt again as powerfully as it was felt then? Be that as it may, the cults of the 60’s came about out of that larger religious and spiritual movement, cannot be reduced to simply social and political upheaval.

The underlying problem of the inability to consider a larger picture, in my view, is directly related to the fact that neither Zoë nor the scientific paradigm she subscribes to have any idea of an inner humanity that influences each and every one of us. Within that sea are not only tides, which move and shape us daily to rhyme despite our differences, rhythms we are but dimly aware of, which we see as cycles of this and that, but also from that ocean come openings from the larger above us and the deeper within, rare, earth-shaking things. Put the 60’s there. Something happened, despite contemporary attempts to pass it off as a bunch of hippies getting stoned, or how incredibly naïve we were back them, or how dangerous it was, with all the sex, drugs and rock-n-roll. Just listen to the music. Something wonderful was preparing a far off field and allowed only a little light come out from the searchlight of its eyes and quickly shut that off, but we were left quaking from the freedom and vastness of its vision. It was even on TV. I am a child of the 60’s, and so is Zoë. I mean, we were children then, and I remember that wonder. I wonder why she can’t.

In summation, I have to say that I am surprised The New Yorker published Zoë’s piece, not ‘shocked’ as that Aurovillian was at the Mother’s death, but really surprised. I have always trusted them to be what they bill themselves to be, a standard bearer of high culture in America, despite having poetry rejected by them a couple of times years ago. I had a subscription to it while studying English, History, and Classical Greek (Attic and Homeric) in university, and I always loved getting the magazine in the mail down there in Texas, the fit and feel of it, its culture. When a trusted institution such as The New Yorker resorts to misinformation and yellow journalism, it’s like we’ve lost a light in this world, like a star has fallen.

We don’t only need transparency from the cultural powers that be in regards to the making of a ‘story’, to be able to judge for ourselves its faithfulness to the truth and fairness towards whomever; we need them not to succumb to the pressure of the times and jump on the band wagon of ‘I want you to believe this, not that, and I’m willing to manipulate the facts to do that’. A consensus reality will arise in time, and we want it to be what’s really going on and not allow our fear to override our reason, because the world seems to be going to pot because of false narratives, and step in and try and slip in our limited idea of consensus reality on an already confused public. We still have no idea there’s a whole to see, not just a bunch of fragments we have to arrange in some order or another, and it will take a holistic view to get any real idea of what’s going on here. That will take some time. Why don’t we, in the meantime, get into an investigation of the hole in our room, that place we are reluctant to search? That’s consciousness.

Ask me about the future.
Now what did you say?
We’ve got a new human being coming up the road.
You know the 60’s marked it,
even though they shut off without achieving anything.
An opening in humanity
is what they were.

Can we get around itemized bulletins?
Come to where the flavor is.
That’s a beautiful dream.
You think so.
He’s nuts.
We will achieve human unity,
and we will get bigger than our dreams.
We’ve got a long haul.
Contrary times ahead.

What we’re talking about true freedom.
Divine eyes
will see everything there.
Divine eyes see everything true.
That’s our own vision.
I’m going out.
I’m going up.
I’m sure stuck cleanin’ it
before it’s going to happen.
Dear God,
enlightenment?
You want me to do
a street dog?
I don’t think that’s what it is.
Texas shut up.
‘Bout horses,
have a good quality.

What a minute,
isn’t this who chewed his shirt off?
No one’s gonna buy it
meet him.
I’m gonna show
how many
life boys…
Stop it daddy.
You’re gonna be this artist going to work
an enlightened man.
How’d he get through?
His whole life changed,
complained,
to be a good item for children.
Stay in the line
for larger man.
You hear his skies,
his daily meeting with life.
There, there Robin Hood.
We’ve socially outcast.
You mean people,
look behind you.
With on the key,
with on the private grinder,
that Donny’s comin’.

Now we heard from him.
Hey I’m glad
she’s a Rosa Parks.
The girl left highly commended books
on her own backyard,
even for people to see.
Puppy died.
That puppy
his gatherin’ Lisa,
terrible tragedy.
Now he’s affinitied with you,
just bein’ normal
and understandin’ death’s grave concern.
The times we live in,
how you get a job:
to meet you
we hope
we just say here,
read The Literary Eye.
It has oats in it,
Charles Edison,
and a little bit of Shakespeare.

Stood out in the roads of time.
Talk about
get the boy something.
I’m glad you knocked on the door like that.
I want the key to Douglas’ room,
so he knows he’s integral to the task,
me having this blog post.
Thank you Doug.

Turned off the switches,
that against you too, me too.
Act up—
responsible journalism.
Twitter!
you’re gonna start a war.
Oh yeah?
I bottled,
I bottled it all
till we’re big enough to read it,
‘cause we’re not ready.
Let’s look at the literary paradigm.
It’s gonna be right there:
literature speaks.
Wait a moment,
no literary eye publishes it?
That’s the problem.

Why don’t you get up there
and protest?
Who’s gonna listen?
My God,
his face looks like
a pedophile’s.
The oxygen says I cannot breathe—
your hand on my neck.
Writing notes.
He’s just a baggage watchtower.
You move!
That I have a story
be worth something,
feed our little ones.

We circle friends.
Come on Luna.
This little girl in our house,
a little Rottweiler.
Luna and Rascal dance together all day,
in our beds and in our hearts.
The floor is for children.
Just kidding.
The president,
king of the world,
of my simplistic café,
a little Rascal.
You hear the music don’t you?

My little Rascal
pooped on the bed.
We don’t spank puppies,
children either.
American,
keep yourself from doing that.
We want him to walk
confidently on this God’s green Earth.
If you did bad things to him,
he’s got worse things in store.
Why is sex the only disease?
Don’t you know violence has worse letters?
It goes horrible with freedom.
Take him to school
and undermine so much of his will.

There’s a little clique class.
I found it.
What’s that for?
My fair rare of.
It’s been my classroom.
My classroom teacher’s the Mother.
She had such a vision of school it wasn’t school at all
but the way kids naturally learn.
Okay listen,
she is alive.
Both her and Sri Aurobindo
move the confines of space
to give me the lessons I need.
It’s full, it’s full.
Is that mode of your precinct?
It’s the protection, love, and validation they give.
This is the miracle
see me nicely.
I’m sorry,
you believe in science.
All red-headed stepchild aside,
you’re not taken care of, are you?

Below, the Earth.
What whole do you see?
It’s where I make coffee,
and I’m steeped in it.
Do you hear its brush with time?
Stop trying to look as cool as the 60’s.
That’s not gonna work.
You’re tryin’ to be so king-minded.
This is just godawful funny:
you have this pedophile in his shorts saying this.
No one is gonna take him seriously.
That’s king in your room,
a conscious sun.
We must meet this on the road.
It’s even affect your ears.
Let’s quietly go on with our business
aware of ourselves.
This is greatness in reading.
Why are you starin’?
You have such a large shorts.
This is integral shorts.


[i] https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2021/07/12/what-makes-a-cult-a-cult

[ii] http://wiki.auroville.org.in/wiki/Auroville_Charter

[iii] https://www.auro-ebooks.com/questions-and-answers-1955/

[iv] https://www.auro-ebooks.com/savitri/

[v] https://www.auro-ebooks.com/human-cycle/

[vi] https://www.auro-ebooks.com/the-problem-of-rebirth/

[vii] “Is Zoë Heller’s review of Salman Rushdie’s memoir the ‘hatchet job of the year’?” (The Guardian, Dec. 2012) https://www.theguardian.com/books/shortcuts/2012/dec/03/zoe-heller-salman-rushdie-review

[viii] “Zoe Heller on Feminism, Rushdie and more…” (Kindle, May 2013) http://kindlemag.in/zoe-heller-on-feminism-rushdie-and-more/

[ix] https://www.wired.com/story/what-the-pentagons-new-ufo-report-tells-us-about-ourselves/

[x] Here’s an example of a news media conglomerate with an agenda: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZggCipbiHwE (“This is Extremely Dangerous to Our Democracy” Blyledge, YouTube). Some would argue such an overreaching ‘hand in the pie’ on the part of Sinclair Broadcast Group isn’t indicative of all news media conglomerates, and maybe the other aren’t so obvious about it, but I’d argue of course the others do it too.

[xi] Check out this video I made to show a major agenda of Disney: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5WgdUpCV0Y

[xii] Thoughts and Aphorisms (Sri Aurobindo Ashram Press) https://www.auro-ebooks.com/aphorisms/