Look at Pearls on the Mountaintop

I’m a bleeding article from your last test,
a hyper-hypotenuse.
I say the line.
It’s a dynamic field.
We don’t get there soon.
We don’t even see it for awhile.
I hate to be the seeding can.
I’m not celebrated in the streets.
I can’t get my name across to change the world,
but I tell you where God’s made,
Mr. and Mrs. People.

God grows distant here.
I am so tired of institutions.
The institutions of marriage and family break our social fabric
in adhesive bonds.
We can’t get away from them.
They test our social fabric
with what can’t be named,
a guttural possessiveness that puts us all in hordes.
We tarry there
eating each other alive.
It’s needed for our ship,
a family of parents that brings kids into the world.
It’s not what we need to survive.
It’s what we need to get rid of
as the managing arm of society,
as our social fabric dies.

We can’t raise kids that way:
listen to me or die.
My life you have made whole by your coming,
and I will rub your nose in it all life long.
You can’t be free from me
where you go against my purpose for your life,
my need you for my own ends.
Society balks at this:
give that child freedom
to manage freedom.
Why must he live his parents’ life?
Why must she be the daughter of their destiny?

Why do we have to do this all the time:
uphold the parents’ rights
to determine the will of their child?
Can you count this
in terms of freedom?
Step back parent
and let your child play outside
no rulers present,
no supervisor gag models.
Alarming this is
on humanity’s plate:
Big Brother rules the child
just in everyday parenting.

The fear of outside unsupervised doors,
sex resides there, doesn’t it?
Your fear of sex rules the show.
Your fear of sex rules everything.
They get scared
of their own front teeth
we put sex trafficking models on them,
a child molester behind every bush.
They don’t know what it means to be normal
with the fear the news media raises.
Add that to their own possessive accounts,
the parent that raise them,
to guard that child at all costs
from perceiving another parent in someone else,
and you just explode at the seams
with a child that can’t reckon itself,
and they will grow up unable to handle society.

A new institution will make the new man.
A small group of people family size
will orchestrate the new human being.
They still visit their families
every damn week,
maintain those close ties,
but any kid that can relate a dream,
old enough to,
becomes part of a dream group
their dream calls them to.
This is a sadhana watch ladies and gentlemen,
and a handful of people call its name.
They are near the child’s home
forming all the time.

It’s what society does now,
spiritual growth.
No clogs in the machine,
children will grow up to change the world.
A spiritualized society
comes about from its own accord.

It rises from the soul in things,
and we almost see glimpses of it now.
No government can put this in place,
nobody that makes steps the criteria to get there,
and no organization makin’ people do it.

I’m a sadhana watch ladies and gentlemen
speaking its piece,
and we’ve lost our youngest member
to parental overreach,
Nithish,
a prototype of the new human being.
His stuff is on the web for you to watch.
His tale is told
in these crawl spaces of his life.
Jealous of the songs he was makin’,
jealous of the music,
his parents made a big mistake.
They tried to take out his soul
in great abusive waves
that tore down his life.
No reason for this
except jealousy.

It’s heartrending.
Their cruelty destroyed him,
and he was left a nervous wreck
scared they would smother him in his sleep.
In such an environment he turned off the new human being.
Betrayed by God,
whom he adored,
he stood helpless facing time
a growing rage against the machine.
Parental rights determined all,
why I’m fighting for his life.
You hear me now, don’t you?

I can’t do it anymore,
just stand by and write poems.
I’m a half today.
The other half is his,
and we make a whole of action.
Finally, inevitably,
we come together on freedom.
Hear us Lord?
It’s Your horse we ride
the day we certainly dare,
the day we certainly keep.

And the Accusations Fly

photo by a Canon camera salesman
Insert card and procedure.
Remove the chance that we had,
visiting.
Are you English?
I don’t understand.
I didn’t red one second in that girl.
Stay high and close.
There’s a ballpark you’re gonna play on.
It’s just a matter of minutes.
Come on get happy.
Ecstasy at the apex.
Ride your family.
There’s more than family values.
Okay A camp,
there’s Donny.

I’m gonna realize you in the stack.
The stone of my words
will remove them
from any look on themselves innocent.
Arrow on his sight,
and Auroville is under the dominion of these wares.
Well that’s in Pondy.
The hand butter or you are called potentials,
the rest of your life.
Don’t feel scared there.
You’re not wet cross.

Why would the child cry?—
excellent.
For some attention.
These phrases stopped your evolution.
You didn’t touch that child.
You were so good to him he cried
when you left.
David Wayne was it?
Your cousin’s boy,
David King.
They accused you of molesting him
because he cried when you left.
What a child and jury,
these were your cousins you’d known all your life.
They just accused you,
without even knowin’ why.

“Must’ve stuck your hand down his pants,
when we weren’t lookin’.”
That was your uncle Jerry,
whom you’d loved all your life.
Jerry Duke and his wife Sherry Duke,
they were monsters to you.
Karen and Eddie,
their children,
were the posse.
I think they saw the kid cry
and made out you did it.
You saw each one of them born
and grow up.
They were Jerry Lloyd’s brother and sister,
your first best friend,
the love of your life until you were five.
You were like twins,
daily in your playfields together.
You kept that love,
growin’ up.
He didn’t.

Now wasn’t it David King had you stroke his penis
when were a little boy and he a teen,
and didn’t he tell you he raped Karen
when she was 11,
he 18?
Wow you, Eddie and Jerry Lloyd,
a lot of sex play when you were little,
penises all in each other’s mouths,
especially you and Jerry Lloyd.
This continued growin’ up.
All the cousins did it,
James Duke too,
and you’ve always remembered that horse
Jerry Lloyd and them fucked when you were teenagers.
Did I see you get on it too?
Steve fucked yours,
do you remember?
You were 10,
he 14.
Now they’re gonna go and accuse you of child molestation.
It ain’t right.

Jewett, they all lived in Jewett, Texas,
on Old Durant Road.
Some of ‘em still there.
Mean people,
they just got rid of you
when you were in college,
and they were not.
Wow you had been a Green Beret,
and they hadn’t been anything.
They are jealous, vile, people,
and your love for them was never returned.
The suffering of that false accusation,
it changed your life.
You wailed in dream.
You couldn’t believe it,
and they never spoke to you again.

How’s that for family?
They’re all born again Christians,
and they act like it.
They don’t love their brother.
They don’t even know he’s there,
still hurtin’ from their murder of his love.
He cried for years
in the solace of dream.
This hurt.
What did it do to his ramrod?
False accusations sting.
They waylay you.

They change your behavior.
Why even try?
You do it then.

You were really good to David Wayne.
He was four and don’t remember a thang.
He was a cute little guy.
The Dukes and the Kings,
how are they with kids?
They take care of them but don’t give them any attention,
the kind that opens them to society
kind people.
They give them swimsuits and baseballs,
but not the focused family time they need.

They all watch television together.
It’s not raise a kid,
and they’re the center of the room,
the heart of the attention.
They’re not fostered
so they grow up nice and sweet.
They’re whipped
with belts and switches and a lot of anger,
and along comes this nice man
from know how to do it,
because he loves children so,
and David Wayne gets the attention he so desperately needs.

Why did he shake his head yes that you touched him?
He was four and didn’t know what they mean.
This was a holocaust
to that family’s sense of love and devotion,
to that little boy’s pride.
They got away with it,
until today.
You hear me speak now.