If you are reading this poem on a phone, note that the integrity of the lines, a major feature of poetry, is not displayed properly. Many if not most get cut short because of the small screen.
I’m sorry, but no matter what you believe you’re gonna come here. Before the railroad tracks are finished people come here to get all the way to science and beyond, to know they’ve come far. We’re strong views. We’re rebel. Look normal. We haven’t come up with a big movie yet. It’s impossible. No one wants to change the world.
Everyone’s got their cliffhangers on. They’re mean and nasty to the price of change, to real change in their hand. We’re on limits. You can’t spell change. Everybody thinks it’s in your diet and food, or political views, or in how you diet hang out, or in how you sex hang out, or kind of man you have, I mean the humanity you keep. Do you follow the rules of this persuasion?
An opening, the availability of consciousness, it’s not in your yard yet, even if you do study your dreams. “I’ve been in a dream group for 40 years,” she told me, “I see the mundane as everything.” You can’t lizard the mundane is all I see; I don’t see the world in a glass. You can't say like that and expect to get out of it more than it has.
You’re only interested in the world that you see. Where is your bigger notion? What are you looking at? Oh hey, all the religions are an attempt to get us across a bridge that won’t hold our weight or allow us to cross if we’re human. They don’t change your consciousness. They’re a system of rules and beliefs and practices. They’re not the main front. You are a really good person because of them or really on their side. The chances of you stumbling upon enlightenment, even if your religion reaches that far, tell me they’re great.
I am the light of the world— holdin’ consciousness. It’s bigger than you think. It’s got sleeves on it. You can study the world through there. I’ve opened up a big one, the inner voice and vision, what’s you’re listenin’ to right here. I mean that’s on the radio now. Shakespeare left out the spiritual bits you know, as this is not unknown poets write. Do pause it we can and throw it out our window, Mr. and Mrs. Public Mind, the Flintstones. Let’s sing, shall we?
All in a day’s work, that’s the Munchkins, and we proprietor our list further afield. There’s also the vehicle of consciousness itself, direct seeing. It has modes on it. You see the world touching itself, even on your inside. You see it aware of itself in your thought throes. You know you are the larger organism evolving in man. Then there’s the sleeve of spiritual vision itself. You see the world not in it. These are huge immensity spheres the world is just a part of. It’s got Gods in it and Queens and everything you look at that’s invisible here on earth, the spiritual knowledge part you open your eyes to, the direct experiences beyond belief.
Okay we’re singing rain. Things still fall apart. You lose your loved ones and die. You have a bad day. You get your fingers crossed. Oh God hallelujah, you see the end of the world. Now let’s climb out of this, shall we? It’s good to see beyond the world.
Now I can’t get yah up there, on infinity’s plane, on the real you, on the individuality that you are God that just as startlingly made a world to descend into, the whole cup, in the maturity of its spheres. I can’t get yah up there but I can try to get you beyond the world in your anal sphincter, in that most bottom place you see the world. It’s all symbol and wrought.
We live in a game that none of our games measure. It’s not a flippant to the wind. It has purpose and time and is goin’ somewhere. It’s bigger than anything you do or that you can think out of, is the holder of time transcendent of it. It doesn’t bottom out the world. It’s these glory stakes. A Power has come down from on high and smote open the Void. It happens nothingness takes on forms we inhabit. Buttressed up by the Void, we’re not gonna have a good time, or all our good times will be shadowed by doom.
We are experiments in world making, but we are more than that. We are the spirit in the machine. We’re not just Void forms. God inhabits us like his wears, and the final Mystery we cannot penetrate inhabits us and God. There are more levels than you can shake a stick at, using words of ours to describe the unknown, to the All-Immensity Everything that goes down to our toes closer to us than us, fields beyond this Earth.
I’ve taken you that far in the measure of this poem. I’ve shown you immensity. I’m a traveler you see. I’ve been up there on high a brief moment, and I’ve stepped in enlightenment a time or two, and here I’ve given it to you, a way out of this mess, a higher calling, a way to get your feet on the ground. It’s an opening in the consciousness you see, wide open exploration of this thing called you in every door inside you can find, until the world shuts off its all there is.
You grow in consciousness to encompass the world, spiritualize everything you see… Hold on, this is not a play God worship triangle. You realize the larger You beyond spheres, and you rest in that notion, and you take that car to enlightenment and beyond, and you get there sooner or later. Death cannot stop you, and the next life can’t impede. You are so window the life in front of you.
Can you see beyond time? Your origins speak to your gulfs you are bigger than time, and your gulfs can feel that, even in the midst of misery, and I’m tellin’ yah how to lift yourself out of it. You see the truth of things. You see their representative nature. You know you are a hero in some goddamn movie where the movie making art has reached the skies, a film with bad junction, confusing the shit out of us here and there, but it’s home itself under the wood, in its crossbeams enlightenment sticks its face in. It’s another place entirely the bended world that you see. Am I gettin’ my point across? Do you see it? Do you know it’s there, the way out of trouble?
And we’re goin’ beyond science now, with its clipped outlook on things. Forever know in matter’s field matter is all there is, or the building blocks of matter all put in a row. They can’t see the larger field. Science is blind to immensities. Universal laughs count its sums. How diamond is that, science has not reached its zenith yet?
Pale immensities blind its urge. The starry star field space and cosmic uncertainties sheriff its notions, and even atoms ride this dance, the subatomic swirl. I cannot count to you science’s sums, but it’s not looking for meaning in this grand design. Pallid parts, a working whole, dumbly do their duty. It has no imagination afar, and it doesn’t care to look.
Consciousness is to it a vague table it does not know the meaning of, matter designs, spits out, and the ghost in the machine cannot be found. Matter is a bridge to cross they do not wire consciousness in. This baffles them. All the firings are there, all the many sounds, but consciousness is not a thing to behold. The experience of self eludes their grasp. A sudden actor upon the scene, or does self and being go way back?
Consciousness is the ghost in the machine, and we would find it there, our meaning, in great explorations of consciousness that find common ground. Study those, enlightenment’s sphere, as a vehicle of consciousness, not a who-done-it, and all can find the well of soul, falling down the chute of consciousness all through dream to it. You’ve been there before, in dreamless sleep, all your lives. It’s a good night’s sleep, the trudge on children in waking them up, if you want to know the truth. They’ve been down there you see.
There’s no way to go down there for memory. You will never think there before you consciously enter the chute and go there, and there’s the hells of our long road, and the other side, the city of the dead who are living a different kind of life, slow, as the sun that cooks our Earth, is not there, and who can make it to the other side of life and death and enter Heaven? And I have not counted all, the common locations to us all in the realms of consciousness, only what I myself have experienced and know is there the whole of humanity join me in its stories and lore.
There are common locations to us all science can seize by a collective looking not bound by science. Imagination’s down there and our own fantasy realms and the inner experience we have, but we can break some ground, you know, in identifying locations. I have been a rocket ship on a moment’s par and lifted my head out of the universe in impossible sun, into the larger field we are, into the glory ride.
What can I tell you about it? You hear all these poems. I can’t get science there in its studying arm, its microscope, its larger then field share, and it won’t give me credit for my see, but truth follows truth, and we will arrive beyond the universe one day with our science lens, and we will discover purpose in time and the microscope looking at us in great giros of love we identity share.
Is this the danger it keeps, oh my God, that’s us, microscopic entities Gods eat, or horrible beings ride? Did you listen to a word I said? We’re not computer simulations. We can’t make universes lock, stock, and barrel. Ours is a pitiful notion confined to a computer. We can’t make whole universes the experiment in time. We can’t unlock the Void from its secrets. We can’t unlock nothingness. We are scientists and engineers trapped in a universe simulating ourselves to no end, and we cannot create out of it. Do you have your head on you see? Are you there?
No, no, no, no, I’m not the teardrop. I wonder how much that costs, to great words beyond themselves and fashion reality with them? To fashion realty, hey come here and see the goat a poem’s to pick you with. That poet to your face, it’s no wonder I’m not gonna rush from my job and see ‘im. Alright hero, lighten up. You suffer from everyday world, and I can get there you see: billy goat, from man to human that’s me.
We’re all dead to the computer at the stop. There seems no way around it, through the computer, and we will not solve our problems with it, not the problem of human love. We are crashing fast all around us, and we need some hands on to change. We are so in hatred with Jeffery Epstein and anyone that gives a nod to him, or gave, in this American moment, you won’t even look at my hand and the impossible I’ve done. I’ve changed the character of man. I’ve changed my own nature, right here on Planet Earth under your nose, and I’ve done it with these formulas of greater looking, and I will touch you there, if you will get out of your head and smile at this poet in his underwear, at this poet at the helm of the words that change life, if you would but bear them where yours touches life, your meaning, your purpose in time. Rub meaning together, I’m sorry, I will show you the way. That is a field to play.
Do you know what man is? They are the social strata of society, who we are in time. A human being has arrived at life in everybody shares. Don’t the movie as man. That have cooled stuff, you’re doin’ better than man. You need a tablet. A new style of poetry, poetry on the landmass, poetry in spiritual circles, well it brings us that tablet in hand.
There’s more answers in here than you can shake a stick at. Are you an important brow? Can’t bother shrimp, the poetry? What are you tellin’ me? Fixin’ to we honestly believe it or not, right there in heart’s school. We gallop there towards our hidden rider, the superhuman rider, the supramental rider. The internet, that’s not your bluetooth. It’s not even your mounting station. This is all inside, inside in your latchkey universe.
Hearts are society. Only yourself? You’ll do fine. There’s so many fields of love, so many, in the inner workings of man. Humanity’s all around you. You’ve brought your dog all through your humanity the Tony Award. Now open your eyes on the Earth and see the living things. Gotcha! That’s a feelings test you hold in your arms too, heart bake, in the self views of them too. Wow I’ve spoken home. You still got the funeral looking before you.
My dog brings this around to matter, oh that sweet Luna. Her inner Booboo rumbles around dog notions the sweetest in her kin. She’s a safety dog, the sweetest in the yard. We find out ways how to handle change in our everyday life and make life better for all. You got a formula. Now the spiritual consciousness is so rare. The Supermind is so rare. Hi silly eyes, let’s get the toolroom goin’.
Yes what you’ll do, the sweetest island you’ll surface, your very soul in your hands living and breathing on Planet Earth. Beats me, that’s great for jump rope. You are the hero of a stupendous movie, don’t you get it? Look I’ve given you the very keys to the kingdom, in spoken shares, in soft I love yous, left on your doorstep one, the availability of soul, and you know it’s there. You know it. The liftin’ voice and vision that tamed this old coot, I was gonna leave it for empire, but it’s just around the house, you know? Now in your bed. I was gonna sing Kings and Queens you live your life around, but don’t bother. The Gods are your starry roads, not your kingdom, your appetizers, not the main course, and that God is every name you know. You hear me Houston?
Now here we are out of the cosmos in the larger see, the origin of the universe and of you and me. What a Person Trump deported; thanks for the rule book. That’s as high as you can go in witness Houston. It’s gettin’ to last people eternity on earth, your neighbor the Gods in Heaven. You haven’t been here in imagination, and there sure is fuck no rules to get there Shenandoah. We’re all laid out right, though of followin’ our own line of development, hitchin’ on stars from the eyes of soul. Oh I forgot it. No you haven’t Bhoomi, no you certainly haven’t. Pace an hour in your notebook, it’s the greatest thing on earth. Just keep pacin’ until you feel like the world watchin’ itself in sweet tender shares. You’ve found soul in your baked bread. You’ve found soul in your living room. It’s a temple ground you see, the whole goddamn Earth, set your right, get you all squared away, and now Mr. and Mrs. Bojoe, look at me, as a governin’ sunshine in my hullabaloo. You want me to turn out what helps you? Just pick up this poem and read it to all who cares. Look I’ll send it to you here on earth. Gotcha!
We’re dealin’ okay. What we’re tryin’ to do is put you on that crosswalk. Let me tell yah, I think you’re up for it. Techniques binding? Let’s put it right under your nose. Well, I been thinking. Let’s get this started. They’re here. I’ll take a look. In your head take a looking, you couldn’t find it. It’s sweet and natural and pure, over the rainbow. You’re in that house. Dick it with your feelings test. Charge it with your mind. Put everything on it. Imitate its silence. Wrap your balls with its void. Don’t let up. Hone in on your constitution harrowing on enlightenment.
Keep this frame going, that house, as much as you are able nonstop. Sit and rub your head with it in that’s how you grab your head, cherrying in on that buzzing sound, the mentor. Lock your head on it the way you hold your head clapped down on it not in thought process. You’ve got location. Cheerio.
I’m a piece of work let my tell yah, and so are you. Yet I believe one morning of walking out of my 100 meter tent and being enlightened. Gosh dog bears, make believe it’s fine for a couple of minutes, I can’t see anything than another hallelujah. Who’s callin’? I just got stung again by the world. That can’t be it; we’re costumer service. And a lot of bullshit underneath. It’s a cute conversation there won’t be any answer from until I get my whole hair-house fixed and nothin’ slings outrageous fortune in front of my face and makes me gawk at it like a sea of troubles, and to be enlightened or not, hell, to be Gods on earth, gets put out of the pasture. And the world has eyes, bended ego, Ms Dorthy Mae, and they’re yours. I don’t see the yardstick in graduation moments, step in a podium bigger than on stage, and that’s the revelation of enlightenment, what dogs me about goin’: the absolute necessity of it is not a conference room, and I’ve shorn consciousness away from the world in every little bitty minute I’m not countin’ anymore, so deep I am its anchor. You know what I mean?
Here’s some medicine: snuff a cellphone in there. Hello how you doin’? Let’s step on each other, shall we? I thought I’d invite you in. We’re musical. Okay, you’re hikin’ the trail? You’d do my a favor. That’s what you need, a conspiracy theory. Did you know eight monkeys pulled roots off hilltops? You don’t need any lore to believe your own spiritual path. A direct experience of consciousness gets you there, and can you know that’s its major feature? Sitting there, there has to be you change consciousness. It’s not a pile of knowledge. It’s not even what you eat. It’s your direct experience of enlightenment, savvy? And then over the head we go, but not necessarily in that order, not at all. I’ve counted all around you. You’re not blasted sleeve niggers. You will take both of them. You will give them to a world on fire. This is dynamite shit.
Joseph! Mary’s comin’! And they gave birth to enlightenment— standin’ in the refrigerator until this cock-a-dottle-doo. You really believe in science? You hear that? The beating of wings and a startled cry as if unlocking of doors, lift you up effortlessly over your head, like a fountain in springtime. How do you know that car? It takes you beyond enlightenment. I’m standin’ in the sun, don’t you see? And my dog’s diggin’ in the dirt, coolin’ her place to sit. Luna I love you, it’s my concentration on enlightenment half the time. Simple wares the scene in front of you, and my God you love it there. Takes you up, you know? Takes you all the way into the sky on a clear day. There you are.
The simple scene in front of your face, really, really big, those simple noises too. You got that Houston? I’m a sudden epiphany of you are the world and me indeed, the tall hat to enlightenment, the bakery to Gods on earth you and me. Know it’s coming in our fruition, the long and short of it all around us everywhere you look unhanded glass. The world’s your eyes you see, gettin’ somewhere. How do we hold this far? Every minute counts.
In the frying pan, into the fire, you learn to abide both. Coincidence I have to work tomorrow the fireplace of Samata Horn. It’s a picnic table accompanied by children. It will be children I sit with Luna and read, and our whole house continues the station house of enlightenment sees, and that’s over the heads of children in the ignorant mundane world, all spiritual seeking. Take a child and let them know there might be somethin’ they can really sink their teeth into, unmolested, unharmed, not involved with tech, that will really turn them on they have such a capacity for it. Squirrelly children— I dreamed I was a winnebago, lucid and all that; I had an experience of consciousness some cake over my head; I fell silent and still.
In the throes of excitement no video game can match, no cartoon can render, that kid continues. Smile for a better world, and just let me do my job, if we’re good. Are we good? Goddamn I’m good. Now then, I’m on the mountaintop with you, if you’ve made it up the trail yet. See there?
It’s my favorite spot, hanging out with your own safety brakes. You guys take an ambulance there. Did you jump the shark? That’s my baked bread. I’ve been in this window a long time. The lights are out I think every time. I just prevent enlightenment, with drawstrings. I can afford it. I know where it’s at. I don’t believe in myself getting there. I have a stumbling block. I’m hated by the big city, loathed actually, to a degree unbelievable. It’s way out of your league I’m apologizin’. I’m so nice to my brother. Wait awhile and see if you get a little hungry for what there is more of, the inspired poem, for what there is more of, the spiritual substance of man.
I don’t grovel at your paycheck, but I can’t see myself enlightened yet the hatred of mankind is so deep. I’m in the middle of you hate me, no matter how many cities I’ve put on, have deep my spirituality goes, how I bring the world in from the cold. Your worth gives me everything, and if there ever was a nigger I am he. I don’t buy at the temple, like an undocumented worker so wrapped around all this hate you are being conditioned to feel, like a bastard child excusing himself with his divinity sleeves, I’m not allowed to go there. I’m beautiful. Just look at me. I’m not from outer space. I’m wide open in your delivery room.
I’m hated by the crowd. Now I navigate enlightenment with that. It’s not picture perfect you see. I will overcome man, oh foolish man, and I will carry us all down the road. Do you hear me sweetheart?
We live in such shared times. The technology fools you then it’s gonna give you what’s worth. In heartbreak, not in substance. I am a miracle reader, and I challenge these times with substance. I challenge these times with me, a poet on your very ground, a man you just love to hate. I’m not Mom and Pop Wood. I’m not spitin’ into the wind. I descry Earth. I stand up and be counted. You will automatically not count me as sum you have your crowd-finger on, and you’re stuck in your own mess. You’re too ruined to see me a vehicle of thought. A combination of herd sour and stickly pride shows you to me a reader goofin’ at this meaning world you wanna show your family to.
Just come ‘ere. Never mind the vinegar straights. Try again. I am a poet for these times, your long lost brother. Give me a nod. Give me a thumbs up. Give me some sort of direction hence. Give me a high five.
Now I must introduce my Valentines. The FBI’s on board, a cop show. This usually stinks. Usually it’s just cobra. This is just cop getting milk, whether they want it or not, despite themselves. They can’t find crime. I’m not into them, but we’re on holiday. They would love to get their hands on me. They are not the love of humanity. They’re stubborn and mean, have badges that give them license to kill, and not just Blacks. I’m dealing with them. They hate me. They haven’t got me marked yet, but when they do they’ll let me know. It’s not in their hands it’s in God’s. They’re real confident. They bring humanity down. They’re tigers in a henhouse. They can’t get any better. They can’t even see themselves yet and how they harass humanity. They don’t help it. They’re full of vice, and they are self-righteousness on the nosebleed.
I’m not looking forward to them. What you’re lookin’ for is not in your books. It’s not on the table. It’s not out there for you to prosecute. You can’t pin it on me copper. Hear baby, I will remain a free man.
Fuck this I’m tired, and I’m not up for grabs. You’ve heard my vision speak predicting the future and showing you the bottom of clairvoyance, the bottom feeders reading your poetry your poetry can read. Maybe it’s all out of balance, and I haven’t seen a cop one, and they have the power of God. Yes they have. They think they do. Oh but they think they do. Now who’s bitin’ the store? It’s you lady, or a man, full of hatred and mean, but it’s not all of you in the crowd dear reader.
Who’s bitin’ the show? You have somethin’ better to do than read poetry you want to report the police to? Oh you egg, life after death will see you open on the wrong side, put there by hate. Can you gather oneness? It’s what we’re about. Don’t destroy the world with it. It’s not a concept you can eat, and when you find yourself on the other side, it’s oneness that separates the men from the boys, I mean put you where you need to be. All our notions of right and wrong are based on oneness. It’s the cherry tree. You violate someone, there’s the other side for that. In oneness circles you take up their hand and make up for what you did, sometimes in harrowing experiences. Death can get real creative, you know?
How long this takes depends on you, but this is not a fast land by any means. There’s a waitin’ for your supper, who you hurt you did. You have to understand with your life’s blood, oh pardon me your undead hands, you gather oneness you see, that oneness is the center of life, even in death. You share identity with your partner, anyone you’ve harmed or hated. The self-righteous suffer here too. Now what do you do with that? The great spiritualization of mankind that’s inevitable on this Earth, you get there on the other side. It’s what we’re there for. Now tell me Houston, how natural is enlightenment to the other side? Oh come on get down to your sleeves. It’s rocket science there, and all the regret you have you didn’t do it here. Do you trust the other side? You must. It’s your passage to further worlds beyond the stink. It’s your passage to Heaven to be quite honest with you you are enlightened.
Oh my God we can keep goin’, but we’ve grounded being where it propels itself upward, and I’ve given you the formulas for life Shakespeare left out. Captain, you made us wonder over life, its grand design, its idiosyncrasies, but you left us high and dry in what you were there for, the higher life. A spiritual experience never shaved your beard, nor fidelity to the word. You had this magic inside you you turned for profit right away, and you mixed muse with your dirt for applause, just made up stuff. I have some idea of silence. Anyway, right here I end this poem good fellow, all along the roofs of man.
How nice and sound that is, the spoken sound of the uttered word, pushin’ conversation to its zenith a revelry of spoken English. The common tongue, the guttural sound, it’s so delightful ain’t it? Roll it on your tongue in annunciation. It’s a present to be read aloud. It’s a rhythm to be read aloud, the natural sound of speech, my comely pen. I was tryin’ to reconcile the availability of time with your time in it, a Shakespeare rocker-board with the price of poetry, shit like that.
Now you’ve done it, have reached the poem where it beguiles the page someone slept on my face, slept on my foot, you must hear this poetry. I got here just in time. Well, I’m exhausted. I’m keepin’ up. It’s hard to keep up in an avalanche of word I can’t make stop, because it’s all around me now Shakespeare deep. He is at that place with me that we invent language on the fly and brighten English with it. He isn’t very friendly in pages of very thick verse. He was playing on his court. He loved here. I don’t add up sums, lines the shimmerin’ of trucks, but I get the job done here comes off island into another poetry meaning entirely said this island. You lift my job done, okay honey?
How you propose to freeze frame, is that fake news Donny? Kids are all over it. Sooner or later it’ll happen. You know who cares I can move humanity that way? Can I give you some stars wonderful reader enjoyin’ the poetry because it’s here? Thank God for Planet Earth, hey? [‘hey’ spoken in the voice of Bad Bunny singing in the Super Bowl 60 halftime show] What a Waco, huh? All over the police academy cops need to get their right guard. Did David Koresh molest children? It was a religious fervor, how they just wiped out the David Koreshans, killin’ their kids. This is known fact now, and if you dispute it you’re a liar Mr. and Mrs. Policeman.
What are we doin’? You’re not pourin’ over my poetry to find broken laws, to do any protecting. You are just beside yourselves that I’m Daniel, and you’re Daniel, in the lion’s den, reminding you of our oneness burgers, reminding you we are one, and don’t get eaten. Somebody has challenged society in its moving parts, and you can’t get at ‘im. Somebody stands there free from the guns and uniforms you are in social concepts only, in yellow jacket. Dangerous ideas, I’m wavin’ red flags to change the status quo. You guys are its greatest defenders, and you don’t care. You just have bullish notions of policing people and keeping people in line. Are you startled? See yah on the other side, copper. I’ll wait for yah to help me out. Now I’ll take my toys and go home. See you later alligator.
See you soon, pubic mind? The public mind isn’t that far, the ideas that change society. Somebody will get away with the machine, tearin’ it down. Your childhood sprawled out on the pavement of time, don’t you know that you are a shooting star? [sing line, “Shooting Star” by Bad Company] And that’s where I come in. I can help you with that. This is from this rifle making eyes at everyone. It’s got land on it and a whole bakery pie. I’m not shootin’ anyone. I’m liftin’ up the race in my own backyard. I see you with guns too puttin’ your two cents in. It’s the climate for it, ain’t it, on this net Hogwarts where everybody’s a poet or a landmine. I would like to get out of these chairs and not have my poet bruised by net, but that’s the landfill today you don’t need a permit to dump in. Everybody can write here, so far. Well so long, I’m approachin’ yah with a poem, you know, that was written in bended shares after I posted it the first time. Kinda gets yah in the sleeve button. Adios.
Hey rendezvous, this surprised me too, really did, okay? These are the longest children in years. I’ll start spendin’ money that ample time has given me far from boiling man. Did they say a paycheck? A collision course in reality gave me, and I’m a ticket outta here to greener pastures before long. I’ll live in a cabin in the woods far from the maddening crowd on mountain slopes (can you help me out here?), high rivers in time, and I’ll bring my dogs to be there with me of course, and that’s the last stadium I will count to on earth. That’s the one I’ll ever be the poet of. This one here, hello, from Fort Myers Beach, not welcomed at all, wined and dined and then spit on actually for the poetry I write, for the spirituality I do. This is a conservative place, hating the other point of view, downright vicious actually, and that’s their baseball. Now tell me is it yours?
In a help on your ego flyby I’m arrangin’ cans; I know the price of rain. I can get down and dirty in the wood. I’m ten miles tall when I’m not small. I’m bubblin’over. I’m lickety-split, and I know how to play cars arrivin’ on time. I’m a breezeway. I’m your lunchpail. I don’t dance on thin wood. I hold your hand real nice, although not in certain language. I will come back tomorrow with more verse, not to bowl you over, to be sincere to you and hope. I can managed springtime all torn over, and Mr. and Mrs. Man, I’m good to you. I’m good to the whole human race, everybody in town coppers included; we just need them to see themselves that’s all. New questions arriving today, how does that feel? I have hunger for the decency of man.
A Hail Mary pass, just one thought around the house, you’ve seen the pictures. Everybody question name, but we’re clear light toward enlightenment, every single Godzilla I got. There’s a group of people just came here, just came here again, We’re at a station now. They hate me larger than life, They can’t over I’m alive. Will they come and do that, put me out of commission? It’s a poisoned tree they look at me from. What do you think? I’m not the bacon? I’m here pedestrian? Fuck you city slickers. I’m not talking nails to you. I look you in the eye and say that I don’t like your city ways at the water fountain, but I do mean the best for you there.
I am the Devil’s show reinventing books? I’m an angel’s wear. I am your delight in fashion of God. Chim chiminey, chim chiminey, chim chim cher-ee [sing line, “Chim Chim Cher-ee” from the movie Mary Poppins], look I’m Santa Claus. Do you get it? I’m the word on fire, all in the fields of God, and I’m this little man on time in his delivery. How can you make that snakes you chargin’ public mind? I’m on fire with love’s talisman, really on fire, and I know the white purity of love in my sink now. Do you?
Luna puppy, let’s just look at this town. Come on Luna don’t yah wanna see it? It was the weather it was turned, and after all, we’re flanked by cliff and deep. Kinda gets yah in the guns doesn’t it? Let’s just get this party rollin’. I saw a Christmas tree, the lighting of the party. It was a savior. He got ended I guess his name was. I won’t even say the One’s God. I require the One. Good night folks. I want a really good audience who need a good field, a hand-grade, on the right stuff.
The world is this big conservatory, and I’m puttin’ my foot in it and my dog’s paw, right in the sunlight, for another round of applause of course not. I’m not makin’ money either, or getting likes on telephone poles. Can you know purity of purpose, where the whole world’s hangin’ in the balance, and you put your life on the line, to bring in a new society? That’s what I’m talkin’ about. It’s not a mess, my delivery. I’m walkin’ on magic air. In big agreement I hold the world’s paws a manner of coincidence I doubt your sanity could hold. The things that pass me on the road, it’s manifestin’ my thought life, and I’m comfortable there. Larger than life I have moved my life’s room, and you can ground me in the dirt, but I’m not finished yet. Oh eyes on me, that’s not for my glory, though I’d like your pettin’ and not treatin’ me like some bat outta hell. I want your respect you tell kids we all get. Alright I’m done.
A new world order, that’s bullshit. These are not control angles. These are not command angles either. Oh my God the history of freedom, it’s not in liverpools. It’s not even on vice. Freedom hasn’t occurred yet anywhere on earth in societies. It’s a dangerous term. Laws don’t govern you, nor your own impulses. You’re free to king the air with spiritual junction a soul inside devise. This is not a spiritual ego or you never do no wrong. The freedom to change, the long and the slow of it, that’s got to be given. That’s paradise when our will’s in union with the good of all. Can I show you that mountain? Fine, I’ll wait for the whole to arrive. Great goodness I’m done.
I’m in the theater you know, finding breakfast, tall and good and shine, with my dog in sudden reindeer shuffles. She’s the delivery agent brings Santa Claus to town, and she’s beautiful, ain’t she? Eight million smiles and laughter matched her with me, and the kids went crazy just a pettin’. Lickin’ surprised babies in the face, like a dangerous Rottweiler, lickin’ you right now, she’s a love girl all puppy dog. Man I love my Dog.
We’re waitin’ for a greater dawn. Bring it the love for our children and dogs, not one sting of abuse there, not one iota of mean to them. Cats lovers beware, that’s the love they get too, and that’s the human family we attend to. The great buffalo herds, we bring back with loving care. You see where I’m goin’ with this? Now that’s the story. So long. We hold our breath.
Free of abuse, that one, we give this even to our rocking chairs. Is that so hard to believe, we’re good to everyone you see, the whole planet, starting with me hollywood? I’ve jumped the shark, again. Over the rainbow? We’ll see. Goodnight Houston. Goodnight Billie. Hello Tommie, and goodnight all.
Free footage from the main thing, free from alligators, nuts on wheels. We’re high and dry, and that’s not a place in nowhere. It’s not a garbage dump either. We’re high on top, and we’re not wet with things that sting us. I’m arrivin’ there shortly kittens. I’m not the mailman. I live every word of this, and that’s what you look for in bibles, the people are speaking themselves who done it. It’s not chronicles on bended knees you have to obey. You’re saved.
I didn’t escape the new passengers. I didn’t even get caught, but why would wood go away? To make it through the Night. We have to change civilization. We have to become Gods on earth, men and women. We’re pointing there now. Yes it is just unhand your bacon. We’ve got larger than life sheets. You know your dreams are bigger than you sometimes, and your thoughts it’s gotta be better than this, and your kids’ smiles in the delivery room bring hope into the picture there is not, and when grandma dies, and you know she’s not gonna rot. Come people look up. Look down. Look all around, We’ve got a larger Earth. It’s evolution’s springboards. We’re goin’ somewhere.
I’ve used a phrase ticklin’ I know, but we will be beyond the human in divinity shares, immortal like all get out here on earth in rainbow bodies the Earth puts out, and when it wears out, we put a new one on in ceremonies rich with time. Gods on earth see ye, with the power to blow your mind, and distance doesn’t scare us anymore, nor the inside of each other’s hearts, nor death, because it doesn’t come. Merry Christmas.
Do you wanna know what’s’ comin’? It’s the real thing. It’s where we’re at. It’s the way home, and I’m not figurin’ speech. We’re bringin’ home here, where we came from, and I’ve seen it with my own two eyes, the God I am up on high, over the head some degrees, where we are now, if we see it. That’s the experiential consciousness. I mean that’s gonna dynamite. We experience ourselves down here now puppets in a play, actors in a movie, players in a video game. The on high comes down, and we have overhead experience, transformin’ the nature, not just enlightening the being, and we go up, all prepared, and meet ourselves on high comin’ down to station us just a little over the top of the head, stationed out of the body, which is just seas of bliss and concentrated force, ready for anything, and we’ve joined the hemispheres and become That you see. Kinda gets yah right on earth, doesn’t it?
I’ve just spelled out the wheels to greater consciousness you’ve never heard of. It’s not aliens inhabitin’ your body. It’s not devils either. You’ve finally become yourself, the truth you are beyond time, the divinity you are that’s been disguised all along. I’ve given you the formula for eternal life, and it’s not a drink you wear. You become enlightened, then we’ll see you empty the vessel filled by God. What’s there not to like?
What’s there to be mad about this poet has given you? Are you with me? You will see this in death at one time or another— you got a self on high. I’m here pullin’ up the tarp, openin’ eyes, and now you know where those balloons went. Why should you believe me? Gauge everything I said I was in a movie that had contact Earth. You will not believe my story of adventure and harrowing experience and just dumb stuff too. I’ve gone from one pole to the other in where you meet the world, and I’m educated too. I’ve got my beads on, counting my deeds, counting my life’s experience, to show you somethin’. That’s life in the fast lane spiritual experience brought me, a whole adventure of meeting worlds.
You have some treats. Well, look what happened. You believed me. The cops don’t get it. Wearin’ a badge, oh you stupid boy, protectin’ the public, you think that’s killin’ people and bein’ a horse’s ass, you’re a cop, and the public’s over there? I never wanted to be a cop after the Green Berets. I wanted to find out why we had Green Berets and nuclear bombs, what I rode into Germany in the Cold War, but I didn’t find that out in university, even learnin’ Classical Greek. I discovered you, with a capital you, goin’ inside and findin’ myself the eyes of the world. The rest is history, I mean follows suit.
Okay are we good? I’ve asked this before. I’ve piled onto it now the rest of the story. Yeah sure you can find dirt, but finger your own anus. Look at self-righteousness differently. It really is a crime. I’ll huff and I’ll puff and I’ll blow your house down, no public that’s not good. I’m just tryin’ to get by here in unexplainables. There’s cops around. Now let’s go over it again. Gosh dog I’m sorry. You hear me now so long. Welcome to the adventure.
I’ve seen glimpses, not the whole share, but I’m certainly round about there the understanding I’ve put on, flowin’ through my choices now, through my go ahead. I’m lively now, on the baseball, and I grow in experience every day. That’s the main thing. Now where does power of consciousness reside? Where you go about doin’ your day, what you think about and feel, and I must say I’ve shared Savitri there, and there’s no way around it power of consciousness takes time to turn it on your day the spindle to the eternal now.
I’ve coughed up my needs here and offered to dog the bleeding place. I mean I’ve sacrificed my needs on the altar of life and just go with it, you know? I take care of myself in the meantime and don’t beg. I fill my desires with springtime not letting them rule me, and I throw some out. I chalk it all up to science to get the job done, transform my nature, and do you call with that? I hold the divine’s hand all the while. This is a relationship in sleeves. I love God, okay, the Lord of life.
Now that I’ve put you there, in seeming religion, what are you gonna do about it? Here’s the deal. God’s not founded in my care. It’s not a belief I put out. I have experiential experience with God I cannot deny. He is more real to me than you, and I’m with you every day. Go figure. I would loose ends if I didn’t know God was real, lose my fucking mind. My God this is deep waters, and I’m just this little thing on existence in siren God, wide-eyed and totally captivated by my master’s attention. So I sing you these poems to get over it, to process it through, to know God as comfortably as I do know you. You’re a little moron like me, and you don’t have God’s eyes, playin’ with me. He’s a hell of a ballplayer. Dagnabbit, there he is looking at me again through your eyes, and contradictions abound.
This is all field play. I have my moments of silence, but we do get big I want you to know and can handle the looks of God. Are we a team player? And that’s my lowdown with you. I’m team sports, not some island fixated on itself. I love you guys you bunch of pussies to fielding God. Wham! I’ve said my piece. The long and short of it is, ah fuck, I’ll keep goin’. This poem will never end.
I’ve said what they all worship, the balls in the sky know, the great cosmic beings whose names we know, bless their little hearts. They pave their road with our blood, but uncle us along in short sleeves. The cosmic paradise, tantalizin’, you know? You got that right when you are a field going beyond. Give them their do, those powerful motherfuckers, those compassionate beings, and set your eyes on God no attributes name, who leaped out of the One singlehandedly, because a necessity was God to bring creation forth out of existence, existence being God.
Now I’ve said my notions and brought you all the way to God. We begin there, all the way to paradise. Do you understand creation? We walk the way I hope, towards great horizons that come down and aid us no longer pull each other apart. That was your sweet meme. That was your immediate supper. Let’s love one another. Can we do that? Can we honestly please? You’re human I love throughout the day. You went there before first light with a cousin of mine, the inevitable poem a poet has let just splash up upon the land the whole word’s worth. Great the story goes. Get our act together. There’s somethin’ comin’ this way. I think it’s beautiful.
We need to restart civilization, and now we’ve had time to call out a good cop. Gotta learn peace, okay, not violence. What do you prepare for? Where is your attitude at? Where are you going? That’s the law of kindred spirits, and I chose not to be one of you. Shazam! I was a weapon. Can we get out of this? Would you just hit on my heart please? I hope you been a cop I’ll rhyme with you dog. They’re waiting for you peace officer. I felt secure in human accuracy an officer of the peace provide.
Don’t you want to widow in? I made it my life’s blood. I set my life straight. I became a responsible man. I honored the pubic, not minding it wearing diapers. You get me dog? But I will tell it like it is, using real language. I will do that. Great balls of fire! this is a lively mood, on mountaintops. It’s my report card, and I’m all over myself doin’ it.
I’ve brought you to the bus, the real thing. Yee-Haw! I’m Texas, where I’m from, from your part. I rode horses with the US Army and steadied mules a muleskinner, a six-gun shooter. That rodeo circuit we did was in Texas. Went to Washington and inaugurated President Ronald Reagan, was an honor guard at his funeral. They called it his inaugural ball. I squared off with ole Iron Eyes Cody masqueradin’ as an Indian, me in my horse cavalry blues, spurs a jinglin’, saber a danglin’. Kinda get yah in the sink, don’t it? It was the tear he said, drunk as a skunk, as was ole Bush Junior, they said, when he came into the hall. I don’t even think the press give ‘im a look.
I was there the only Green Beret in Kennedy’s funeral, and I’m really sorry he died, but I’m usin’ analogies. This was his graduation from high school, I mean college, round about Brown, John F. Kennedy Jr. The whole Kennedy clan was there, and I was his Green Beret representative, but they gave me not a twirl, if they noticed me, remained stuck up. It was just an accident I was there attendin’ my step-brother’s graduation, Steven. Not really an accident at all, if you measure this in world gaze. It was Kennedy signed the green beret into law. We owed him one.
A vagabond, and here’s the breeze: I met the world there, travelin’ from country to country not a penny to my name, for a whole number of years. Money talks, but it can’t hold your hand. The world did that, as conscious as you please, when you’re lookin’ at it, have thrown three sheets to the wind, cast your bread upon the waters, and it’s real nice to yah.
I was there, in India 21 years, and your character, your decision, but in India it can change. Real deep sadhana brought that all around me. I worked on it, and love’s the key to change, and now I’m meetin’ you all bright-eyed and bushy-tailed, ready to be your partner in world change. I’m not tryin’ to get your goat. I’m all over change. I’m right here, thank you.
I’ve swept all day, and I’m movin’ out, as soon as my money arrives. I’m movin’ away from here, Redneckville, the conservative state. It ain’t no place for a poet radical human consciousness. I’m in the floor, and people walk on me, but hey, who’s countin’ guns? I’m gettin’ outta here, which brings me to the end of this poem long ago. You listenin’? I’ve just jumped time. Whew, we made it. We made it. Do you get my listenin’ rose?
Now tell me I’m bad. Do you even know what good is? How bad is it? We’re miracles here. Now tell me I’m not American. I’m headin’ out again, insurance money comes in. I got hit by a car. Social Security’s not even enough for rent. I’ll work, if I have to, in whatever job. I believe in work to earn your keep, but barter’s fine with me, and I did it for years. Just got a place to sleep and my needs met, no cash, and my needs are simple now you can imagine. I’m goin’ to some secret location you won’t know about, mountain woods. The woods is my people, and I like to be in ‘em.
I grew up in a clan, not just the suburbs, a small family farm deep in the woods. I studied there all my life. The Dukes and the Kings, believe it or not, theys mean people, whipped kids and hate your neighbor. They think they’re Christians. They falsely accused me of something and never spoke to me again. Forty years back, I mean that was it. Can you get a load of that? It hurt like the Dickens. I don’t understand family, and I don’t believe in it. It’s burned me. They never look at you again. Now my sister died off, without sayin’ a word, just stopped talkin’ to me years back, without even a how do you do.
I didn’t understand it, still don’t. I didn’t do nothin’ to her. I’ve got this sign on my back that says kick me, and it was there when I was a kid, and many did. Adults were real mean, women elementary school teachers horrible. I separated from other kids in middle school. ‘Fore that had few friends, but I was a best friend little boy, and I’d loyal those. I took up a Bible in school, became a Jesus freak, Jesus Person if you asked me. If you wanted to be saved, I made yah kneel down with me in front of the whole school, durin’ lunch recess. That way I know’d you were serious. I got along just fine, always a crowd around me, tauntin’ or wantin’ to know about Jesus, and I had my defenders. I went to a different church every night of the week, if I was able, suppin’ up on Christ in the suburbs, or at least what I thought was the Christ, or at least I made it my habit. I was on fire.
You know what I was runnin’ from? I can’t even tell yah, but I just put my Bible down at 16, abruptly, and went to the woods, as much as I can, became an avid backpacker as a teenager, and of course I joined the Green Berets. Now whatta you got? You got a man on Planet Earth ready for anything. I been schooled, you know? I’m not just a poetry writer. I’m a poetry doer, and I’ve earned my time on the net, didn’t just get a blog and start humpin’, but I don’t wanna put my poem there. I just have no choice. It’s an avenue you see, and the gatekeeper’s you, millions of you, billions. I‘m a needle in a haystack, got this sign on my back kick me, and you’re gonna find me, hey? Leave me alone, if you make it here. You wait for me to pull somethin’ outta my hat: you know you’re here, the audition in time that casts Planet Earth. Am I right? Wow, the program, it smarts banded by elevators. Fuck you no I don’t mean it, but you are a bunch of pussies.
Am I offendin’ everybody on Planet Earth? I don’t think you know your ass from a hole in the ground, most of you, and meanin’ slips out your winda, and you think it’s smoke. You like the choicest stuff, like animals in feedin’ time— fodder. I don’t think a one of you is a lover of humanity, not when you’re put right down to it, and you have to sacrifice what people think of you, or the Law might come after yah if you did. I’m in that position: without any support group. Transgender people, recallin’ society, gettin’ upset about your name, you’ve thrown me down the river, or the likes of me, without even a second thought. You are not the love of humanity.
Now I’m dynamite down on Main Street, but I’m not prickly pears. I love the people that hate me don’t you see? And I can do that and wish the best for them. I want them to be alright, not hate or be mean to anybody, and would you please wake up to that? It’s killin’ humanity, the hate we have for one another, and I have nothing brighter to say in the urgency, necessity of today. We’ve got to get there, love your brother, love the likes of man, love all humanity, the trees and the forests too. We will be destroyed if we don’t. We will get killed. We will die. Now I’m countin’ you the leader of this program. Don’t be a pussy please.
Let’s get down to earth. Let’s get the word out, and you can pass out mine, as pretty as you please. I’d like that. Alight hoss, on the road. Alright people, let’s go, destination love everybody you look at today, and love to learn the ones you won’t. In our emergency they are legion. Now pick up a gun and shoot everybody because we don’t. You see the connection? Of course not, and that’s why I’m here. I put out the blindness. Can you see that? Really? Very good let’s go. Come on let’s go. Really let’s go. There we are, mountains in time.
We are mountains men. Among niggers I am chief. Oh God hallelujah, can you really stomach that? Luminous fate, I bid you farewell. The poem is on the morrow, and it’s not the marriage of heaven and hell or Emily Dickinson’s far, perturbed shore. It’s immediate and pure, and it’s got love count your days, a great big smile from the Heights, the eternal ray. Splendid, a luminous mouth rides all. Places now, we got to go you salty dog.
I boiled these steaks. She’s eaten here, hello, and I’m usin’ a pronoun for myself she is also women. Now that’s luminous close. Now that’s our boiling point. Listen to her. We have a long way to go successful living hero, that way, just another unification, male and female, that all humanity rides, that all humanity knows in the best possible places our kids grow. We’re in the pan now. Let’s turn up that stove. Do you know your other half? Do you let it grow?
Sick said it, how he got well. Hit you with it in these poems’ fine clothes. Harm’s End, it’s a race start. Come on people climb in. I’ve described time and abroad on your fingertips. And he knows it on his. That was him a great wonderful world in bulletproofs. Aw, shucks, you and the world, that’s me, when we’re good together, no one hates who, and no one destroys kids and hurts them puppy dogs, and I give Luna a big round of applause and scratch her behind the ears till kingdom come.
What are you lookin’ for? My money. We just sent you almost 20,000 in this boilin’ over poem. I’m fittin’ the library. It’s empty what I live on. It didn’t last long, my last paycheck, and I gotta get outta here. Can we talk about these things? Now I’m pealin’ off the walls the necessities. Kinda gets yah in the teeth, don’t it? A poet’s gotta eat. Who done it? Fine I’ll pay for my food. I’ve gotta answer the door. Now explain to me how that ain’t work. I just wrote the world come in, and I can barter with you all day, but you don’t hear a word. Is this the end of the world?
Christmas evening, Times Square, Fort Myers Beach, 2025
This is one of the poems that got me fired from my job at the Greater Fort Myers Beach Chamber of Commerce, the main one, or the last poetic straw, however you want to look at it, but I wasn’t aware people here were going to my personal blog and getting offended until after posting this one. The president, who fired me, told Douglas, who also works there, that board members and others were sending her excerpts of things I’d “penned”, claiming I was making fun of them.
If you are reading this poem on a phone, note that the integrity of the lines, a major feature of poetry, is not displayed properly. Many if not most get cut short because of the small screen.
The captive adult, I’m not that bad. Dated immigrant, 21 years in India, and I didn’t have a form to fill out, and they called me illegal. Are you kiddin’ me? Human beings are wrong, nasty, and evil, if they’ve overstayed their visa. Everybody says so. Look at Trump.
I’ve got a million dollars. I’ve got hair in my ICE, and my hair in on fire lookin’ at the human being. I judge is my luxury. I’m not as tall as I am, and I get downright small on the issues group think.
Now murder me some, the I now the poet, who can say I to anyone. Okay we’ve called down Congress, hopin to find some expediency to keep tyranny from happenin’. I mean we’ve wrote a poem, maybe several, that ask government to be government and not make us bow down to nationalism and be a dictator over our lives.
No British government can force the crown on us. We are all we are in the halls of independence, and everybody who signed the paper put their lives on the line. Protest is useless. Give a government what it wants, total dominion, you stupid s.o.b. Let it take over Auroville and rule with an iron fist and remove the international scene if the people resist.
To point this out to people, to use poetry to stop it. Now let’s get on with it, movin’ Heaven and Earth to get our dogs. No, no, no, you can’t do that, ask the community for help, the man at large, the woman with the telephone. Get second jobs you fools and pay for your dogs yourself.
You selfish points of contact with the society in the bag. You are supposed to work, work, work and create no art, write no poetry, or go on your little round abouts and discover the community. You are of no value to us as a society, and you cannot ask for a thing. Asking the community for help with your dogs, you’re throwin’ pies in our face. Get your act together and stop asking people for help. So many millionaires on this island, and please don’t bother them. They’re makin’ money.
I think we’d need to ask the millionaire. We find some kind, nice, and warm, open to humanity, especially dog lovers, and we’ve gotten a lot of help. Thank you. But the thing most profound in all this mess, in all this criticism, concerns our way of life. We are digging a well into the meaning of life, and every decision is based on that. We live our lives to a spiritual plan and put that first. It’s not lip service. It’s the reality of our lives.
Even our dreams we hone in on God and seek to find the higher consciousness. We do not base our lives on survival, making money, or anything of the sort. We are not here to have a good time. The consequences of that are huge. We get attacked constantly. Jesus died on the cross, and you think it was for sin? Poor bugger got caught openin’ up God inside himself.
What’s this I say? Jesus was on a tree, castigated and torn, murdered, because he showed men how to change their lives in spiritual substance. He gave men and women a way to be free by breaking the bonds of consciousness and being born again into the higher type, and you think it’s a wish-wash hangin’ on a prayer, and you’re clean and good, religious for the rest of your life? A radical transformation of our whole life Jesus envisioned. Now shoot me for saying that he did not die for our sins.
So anybody we’re up against, as we try to change, base our life on this mountain, is either put off or keeps us at a distance. Few come inside our home or invite us to socialize. We are too weird for TV. I think you’d find us warm and very human to be with. We know you’re God starin’ back at us, a startling revelation we challenge ourselves with every day.
Now kick us and be mean to us because we are different from you, and you need validation that only your life is true. Have I said enough? I’m on time I think to be Who I am, a man in search of himself that his divinity timeshare wears, a man tryin’ to change in his higher type, and I’m doin’ that in normal life. I got kicked out of India.
Now say I keep my nose to the grindstone, work a 40 hour week, pay my bills, keep my mind to myself, unless someone asks— I’m talkin’ about at work. Can I be in America and do that, or is conformity the rule of the day now, and if I don’t conform I’m fired, lose my home? Will I be chased off this island for poetry like I was India?
Do you understand what’s your doin’? There’s a radical change of consciousness ahead, how we evolve out of this mess. There’s a new society of ourselves waitin’ to be born. There’s human survival in the balance. Let’s huff and puff and blow it down because we cannot tolerate change out of our satisfied little lives, and these two beggars, Don and Doug, we need them to straighten up and be just like us.
Now all you good people, can you get your head around that? Can you please? “Douglas at the Watering Hole”, another joy for understanding. It’s so true yes. All the whiles are looking at me. You raise your hands among yourselves. Why should I be any different? Another two weeks before bylaws are stated. A bunch of people, a bunch of people on this island support, are lookin’ at this way: I approach the bench, and there are good vibes there.
You’re on dissidence you’re on daily bread, you just take a deep breath and keep on goin’, confirmation code casting problems away from your human beings and comin’ to yourself for the love of man. Are there any other spring rolls? An island bright in sunshine, and all those puppy dogs— the love of animals too. Well they’re on our diet. Would if they’re off in time for us to renew the Earth? Yeah I know. I got a ways to go, but our dogs are our children, and I don’t eat those.
For the love of dog, they’re honored guests on our island too, and who are we but guests on bright and shiny seashores the power of Nature rules? What causes earthquakes? Well, we might have something to do with them greed takes the shore, if we honor our pocketbooks more. Help was health insurance, but would the Calusa listen? There are no more creeds for the Calusa to close. It was 30 miles an hour, their hunting season, who put other peoples out. I pointed it out. Pointed it out wind, we do it, no socioeconomic class below the poverty level.
It’s easy for me to say. I just got here. And they’re real deep in there so be good to them Harbor Island. Ed the reason an algebra drive, if you wanna get past your schoolbooks. We are representative creatures ourselves hook, line, and sinker. An actor plays a part, you and me, and you don’t save your soul. Your soul you find it and rise above yourself to Who you represent in time. Find Yourself to believe in. That’s good news and that One is all of us, islands and dogs included.
Now believe in hell as a preferable option for most people, and you really need to examine yourself, don’t you think? I’m just talkin’ islands. Now you hear them speak. Rise power to Nature, or we’re not gonna make it. Will you listen?
Well legalized in a fiery seal, we’ve moved mountains on Fort Myers Beach to get in there. Would you welcome please Doug and Donny and let them have their dogs and spiritual life? I need to put poems on it, this startup page. Rock me gently, rock me slowly (sing to Rock Me Gently by Andy Kim) for the love of the island. It touches yah you know and helps people along like us. Thank you island.
Come on Jim, we’re just here for a little while. We’re off to the mountains in springtime. Not now. When we put our time in on the island. Meaning we are open to the island. Can you gauge that? Just let it be.
There’s somethin’ Earth husband, but can we be accepted not being gay doing it? We don’t have to be gay, do we, to be two husbands and a wife? We’re celibate you know, but we don’t live inside an egg. I don’t like it. You guys are doin’ great. Good riddens. Well we’ve heard from the crowd. It’s nice to be accepted, ain’t it? We’re just a laboratory. I’m doin’ the laboratory. Could you stop threatenin’ to kick me out? I wuv you.
I suppose you can read the writings after the fall, but I was really hopin’ humanity wouldn’t fall. Is there anybody out there? We don’t have to fall. Now I’ve taken on the voice of the world, but who believes you can get that done? Now you know the spirit of Old St. Nick, and it shows by a red light. Build for sunlit paths the stadium of our Earth. Is that today’s date? I have found good shit to faith, but we’re at a watering hole, and we have no sense of each other. Love others as yourself, that’s precious to us now.
Sure, are you singing the song, or does your music just get drunk island hopper? Gimme, gimme, gimme the honky tonk blues. (sing to Honky Tonk Woman) Let the big sheet guests know that the grassroots can do it themselves, move Earth towards our up stand. Now gotta get to work. You have a great day.
The podium on the stage of the Art Hall in Koreshan State Park, Florida, where the utopian religious group, Koreshan Unity, had its community, whose founder and prophet was Cyrus Teed. A visit and a meditation there inspired this poem.
This is one of the poems that got me fired from my job at the Greater Fort Myers Beach Chamber of Commerce. The president, who fired me, told Douglas, who also works there, that board members and others were sending her excerpts of things I’d “penned”, claiming I was making fun of them.
If you are reading this poem on a phone, note that the integrity of the lines, a major feature of poetry, is not displayed properly. Many if not most get cut short because of the small screen.
In dreams and visions my voices speak. What are you doing over here? I’m a religious nut. I can’t control myself I hear visions. I count the salesmen in my dreams. Go wake up humanity, I can’t count the number of times I tried. I can’t even get a word across.
This is not save the world vision. I mean like I’ll never forget that I made the wrong sort of mud pies. I write poetry to reach the world. I’m not a religious figure to charm it. I’ve opened up consciousness inside. There’s no barnstormin’. I’m a quiet place takin’ a mile. I sit and read muse, no religious fanaticism, but I answer questions bluntly and with sarcasm. Let’s see what stinks here. Your mind.
Flying saucers from outer space did not tell me a thing. I have not been visited by angels tellin’ me I’m the man. I don’t want to get in your pants. I don’t want you to obey me. I would like a better society. I would like to say things that mean somethin’. I would like to hold your hand, where you don’t look down on me. I would like to lift you up in your mind where you think and touch that heart of yours.
We have a society here growin’ money and hate your neighbor. The mind of us is not the best of us. Our souls are only beliefs not houses kept. We think each other wrong. We don’t hand out society so you’re a prized member. That’s the rich and famous. We don’t know how to do it, be kind to one another, and it’s not a social laugh, the uncomfortableness of putting each other down to get at time with one another, or at best we keep our distance from heartfelt communication. We laugh at one another and wear big social masks to prove it, or we’re tryin’ to sell somethin’ when fake that sincerity.
Who is vulnerable and sweet? Who lets their guard down and give people meaningful communication? Our minds are full of the kingdoms of ourselves. And I’m not sure how to write that. Would you group with me? I’m a group-minded person, and I give group to my human being. I don’t consider other groups human, the Democratic Party for instance, or those Republicans. Man I love everybody. Now you everybody’s get off the bus. I’m lying to my social lying. I can only tolerate certain people.
You disguised my I, and I’m sharin’ in your business I don’t understand. You’re not the biggest people in the world Americans. You’re not even tryin’. What happened to me? There are changes in consciousness ahead. I’ve had some previews. I was not someone you handled correctly. You didn’t know how to see me, and I just fucked up. I got intah trouble. The previews came as a start to help me feel you as I feel myself, even if you look down on me.
I saw humanity. I’ve seen the world as my eye, no, no, not its offerings to me. I am a vision of the world as we speak. We look out each other’s eyes, in the world being that we are, and we look out the eyes of God, who is the vision everything. It is possible to break free from single vision’s number lair, from one pole of consciousness don’t you see? I’m about that vision. It’s universal. We all share it.
We’re lost in me’s and the boundaries of our group. I’m so sorry this chain gang has defeated my eyes too. Can I help you some see the truth, reality as it is, no religious overlays, no scientism that can’t see past its own nose? Reality’s bigger than you think, and you have identity outside of time. You aren’t this puny self laboring on a hapless globe that can’t see itself and know it’s true. You’ve put on actors wings, and it’s a hell of a ride ain’t it?
And all your dreams represent things to you because you are representative in time. You’re bigger than you think, in household wears, not your peckin’ order. You are actually beyond the stars lookin’ through a thin pigeonhole at that embarrassed I down in time. We’re all naked down here, and pride just can’t seem to go with us to sleep. It takes coffee to perk it up, and who knows the master plan of the universe? Kids we are and kids we’ll be, until we wake up on ourselves.
Do you know a mature notion? It’s not here, in every man for himself, in the little world we’ve made, in the societies we’ve engendered that make you obey it like it’s a real group but blames its faults on individuals, a world that does not know itself.
Good works and technology, you can’t move the field there. We have consciousness to change, and that’s not a thought process. The consciousness changes into its larger type. I’m puttin’ this in your hands, the ideal for the ages, the thing we’ve been workin’ at all along. It’s not a messiah you see. It’s not wings from outer space. You do the change and me, and we get bigger than ourselves. Blinded I am?
This photo-poem was posted to Twitter/X February 11, 2024. In vision it came to post it here. All photos by the author except photo one, which is by Douglas
I live in an undisclosed location in the area of the international city of human unity, Auroville, and I keep repeating that, and so it could get disclosed if I’m not careful, but I want to draw attention to the fact that I live where what I’m talking about is the center of the world. I’m an ex Green Beret, expat American, ex Classical Greek scholar, in India 20 years now. I traveled the world a penniless vagabond for 10 years before I settled here, but with my skill set I sometimes got nice work and lived rather well, and sometimes no; I lived outside. I spent a lot of time, months at a time, a hermit somewhere in self-study and inner exploration. Yes, I urged the machine on on a U.S. special forces tactical nuke team and in ’83 parachuted with my team into West Germany with the bomb, not knowing until we landed if it were armed or not. It wasn’t obviously. In ’95 I did a hunger strike in Jerusalem with a Danish guy, Lars, so he’d help me tape poems of mine on holy places around the old city, and I looked at them like tactical nukes. I went on alone to put them on the top of Mt. Sinai and inside and around the Great Pyramid. I’m just talking here, and I repeat these things a lot. In a world where make-believe superhero after superhero save the world, the universe, and the made-up multiverse, where stories bigger than reality make up the big screen, are the top off of entertainment to the mass of us, we get numb to reality, and a real guy with an interesting story just doesn’t stand a chance.
I’ve had some small town fame, a TV spot in Cuzco, Peru, made local news sometimes being a homeless pilgrim, but fame and me are a world apart. The poems on holy places were rather bad. Now I still write poems, post them on the net now, mostly here on my blog, get published some, have a very small readership that seems to be getting smaller not bigger, probably because of the subject material of last post. I can only say the poems are better than the ones I tried to nuke holy places with, poems which were not loaded with the weapons grade plutonium of the muse of poetry. So it was a practice mission too. Am I still on a practice mission? I now have that weapons grade plutonium. The problem will not let you see that.
Anyway, I don’t think you see the problem. It’s not Trump, Modi or any political person or party, although they certainly cause a lot of problems. We all do, some a lot, some not a lot. The problem’s not racists, sex fiends, war or even climate change, although we all see what those things do, if we want to admit it or not. I’ve been on the outside of society enough to discover hidden things, and one of the biggest is that consciousness is not localized inside of us some imagination of a thing we live alone in; we share it among ourselves, the good and the bad. This knowledge alone would revolutionize society. Thoughts and feelings move like waves among us, disguised as or own, and we act upon that in mass, most especially hatred and ill will. A magnet picks it up and tries to kill as many people as they can in one go; a president or PM picks it up and ruins a nation more than it already is, and, let’s face it, not a nation one is not ruined. A blogger picks it up and spreads more misunderstanding and ill will, a poet does and does not revolutionize society.
There is so much more to us than the tip of the iceberg. Just the everyday of dreams will change your mind towards shared meaning, if you learn to interpret them, and I’m sorry, but I bet you really haven’t, and you haven’t because it will knock you down with the knowledge of the future they give, of the hearts of the men, women, and children around you, dogs too, of the world unfolding before everybody’s eyes that you are beginning to see because you can interpret the representation, knock you down enough you keep trying to get up and get the word out, in the stunned manner of somebody with really something to say fumbling all over themselves with that word just seething with the elements of inner discovery. If you have then show me. I’m open to your interpretation.
I’m trying to say we are likened unto cavemen still in regard to being ignorant about very basic knowledge of ourselves because we see out the cave of our lives only open out onto the outer world and not also into the hidden caverns of our deeps, are still little animals vying for feeding space and a place in the sun, have not even become fully human yet, in the sense of being creatures more than animals able to move, live, and have our being in the good society nowhere yet created on Earth, but we can at the very least understand we are still becoming and open more to that than the disappointment and fear the times give us, have always given us since we began to speak and build fires huddled together in ancient times afraid more of each other than bears, lions, and wolves. What does this mean to you? I imagine it won’t mean anything more than a curiosity, but I thought I might post this anyway.
My blog gets maybe 10 views a post, and when I have gotten off onto another blog or, recently, onto a literary and art magazine, my content gets the average views/likes the blog does or the magazine, and that’s that. I just can’t say the ‘problem’ right, in poetry or prose, but I want to try again, but you’ll wonder at the digression I make in doing so. It’s the problem with knowledge of anything: you have to explain the whole world to enter any house of ideas within it. You’ve got to start at the beginning, which, I might add, just keeps trailing off into infinity.
The revolution in thought that led to us seeing Earth as a planet rotating in space with a host of ‘dead’ planets around a star in a galaxy one of no one knows how many in a universe that seems like some finite infinity, as opposed to the religious views, which put Earth front and center, not only in Europe but the ‘civilized’ world over, took too many ruined lives and deaths, many, many years to establish as the reality we all take for granted except for some who would doubt that the toilet bowl they sit on is round they are so big-headed, holdouts to themselves on the throne and not the group mind, now so divided we risk the death of us.
Now no one need blast off in space or study the views in a telescope to convince themselves the Earth is not dead center. It’s established fact, but what long-term, iffy at first, in fits and starts revolution it took to establish it, and we might even say that science had its birth there or at least cut its teeth on that struggle to know and establish. We are faced with the same now in regard to other facts of us equal in enormity to these scientific facts I’m stating now but greater, much greater, to what it means to be human and live and work together on this planet. And now science, holding the position of arbitrator of fact, as religion did of old, blocks the new incoming knowledge, not with imprisonment and death but with ridicule and obscurity, oblivion, and religion too is there with its dogma opposing fact, as always.
The revolution in thought needed now is one that decentralizes ourselves, and I mean the one by one of us, from that dead center space, where each one of us are separate islands unto ourselves the de facto center of the world because our senses put us there and our thought and feeling, where we only know others think and feel as we do because it’s obvious, or should be, not because we experience theirs firsthand, and where it’s the degree we’re able to realize that fact of others, that they are the center too and think and feel every bit as real as we do, which determines our success or failure in being able to uphold our moral principles and our higher ideals, which, if you get right down to it, all have as their basis being good to others.
Compassion, peace, unselfishness, and so on are each a higher ideal, and as that only a few of us are able to grasp a higher ideal with our hands and have it guide our lives, such is the overriding strength of the infra-rational in us, and even those few fail quite often. I know I do, but what makes me continually pick it up and try again, indeed forces me to, is the knowledge that I have gained, know as intimately as I know my own penis and body parts, whereby we, all of humanity, including all other animals and every plant, even the denying stone and refuting earth, share our awareness of being with one another, notwithstanding the stone and earth’s denial of such, share identity, share the field of consciousness, which means that we communicate with one another via dream and vision every single night and day, as I’ve said, flinging contradiction to the four winds, hate into every heart, such is the node-gas of the human field filled with so many of us the Earth can’t contain us. We need the higher ideal written upon our hearts and minds so that they are the very stuff of our mouths, hands and feet. That is the revolution we need, an inner revolution.
We are still in the very beginning, early stages of grounding the knowledge among us that starts the inner revolution I’m speaking of that comes from knowing we share a field of consciousness among ourselves and the practical implications of that in terms of human behavior, and that we share also identity with other human beings and also with all beings and things, and the knowledge of higher being that comes from the deep discovery of a shared identity.
That revolution I am still undergoing in my own life, but the lifetime I have spent to gain the knowledge and experience that is giving rise to that inner revolution is not possible for the mass. Only very few can afford it, and I’m not talking about how much money it costs; I’m talking about how concern with money, and all the survival implications of it, cannot be of any capital importance, and who can live like that? And that’s not to mention how many among that number have the capacity to open the inner doors to begin with. Which leads to the second obstacle in establishing such knowledge upon the Earth, which no doubt was one when science was trying to get out of the vice grip of religion and float the Earth in infinite space where it belongs and not at the center of all of creation: there are so very many voices saying, “It’s here the knowledge of world and being; I have it; to me men and women, to me!” It’s impossible to find the needle in the haystack that has the goods, or to put it more concretely, the needle that is pin-pointed in reality and not speculation, conjecture, belief, and superstition.
Before science became science, with its method and set procedure that others could see the results of and judge whether or not so and so fulfilled that, because they could test the results themselves given the right setup, a lot of voices rose in the mix. How were the true scientists discovered? By their testable results that set them apart from other voices. What else can I do but show you my results? You can employ the same setup and get the same results, but you need a master key, not a leap of faith but one of intelligence, what might be called representative intelligence, something that approaches the supra-rational, so to interpret the data that comes in, which is the same data coming in to dream laboratory after dream laboratory, only, because the data is representational on a level science does not yet consider, whereby it’s not outer events being symbolized but the inner reality giving rise to the outer event, its essence showing itself in an act of creation, the creation of the outer world, either possibilities showing themselves or an actuality manifesting, science cannot crack the dream code. It does not give reality to the inner field, much less a power that is creating our lives. You must pardon my indulgence of conjecture and speculation, but I cannot resist the temptation to ask where our dreams and visions take place within us if not on a very tiny level, perhaps subatomic, creating movies we momentarily live in that are moving worlds that cannot possibly fit inside us, if you get the picture.
My partner in the investigation of inner experience, Douglas, and I have cracked the dream code, and we have data-driven and evidenced-based results in the form of a podcast, The Dream Company, which shows how to interpret dreams and see that shared field of consciousness, demonstrated in the daily life of a dream group together many years, but you have to listen to more episodes than your patience and your like button would allow because it takes many, many examples for that field to come clearly into view, and when the creators of such content are unknown and with no real credentials, on an electronic communication field that doubts its own validity, you don’t have the group okay it takes to take that time.
You’d find my poetry and prose on the net if you looked, returning to me personally, although Douglas has had a lot to do with my writings, providing financial and emotional support and the discussion of ideas. It’s particularly when the writing relates my own personal experience as an adventurer in the inner and outer world that you see the inner revolution in progress and the cathartic events that led up to it and continue to lead it on, but that all-negating word anecdotal will crop up, a way science has shielded itself from new knowledge of ourselves in terms of consciousness, intentionally or not, and I’ll be laughed into the barn.
But you know, America was discovered long before it was discovered, and it wasn’t discovered by the scientific method. You couldn’t repeat the results of finding it in all these other labs. You had to go there yourself or trust the anecdotal experience of those who had, and when enough had, America became a factual location on this Earth to the people who didn’t know that before. When we are speaking of events or locations in consciousness, not in terms of the brain but of consciousness itself, such as the discovery of the shared field of consciousness, or even the interpretation of dream for that matter, and I will only mention here but not really include the shared identity, which takes so much more to discover than merely reviewing dream and vision, you have to have as your source material the anecdotal experience of everyday people because you can’t reproduce those things in a lab, the same dream and inner things I mean, but you can approach those things with a set method open to being as flexible as the wind so it can establish the inner facts of us, shared symbols of the inner field, shared locations in the inner consciousness, so that we can begin the inner revolution that leads to that shared us.
Okay, do you see the problem? Here’s looking at yah. Look to the mountain humanity. I sell garments there. I’m a piece of the Earth put a Mac in space.
We all understand tomorrow. I’m goin’ somewhere. It’s not dishes. I find my boy, bring him home to me and do something bigger than life right there in my homegrown. It’a about my consciousness and its see. I arrive my boy first, giving him healing. This is a new brand we will get good at so it can be mass-produced.
I’m in enlightenment shares healing my boy, a spiritual consciousness override. They’re dealing with a mass showdown. Right now it’s all black. Not even a pinpoint of light gives hope. It’s all gone, the whole save my boy plan, and spiritual practice has fallen by the wayside. I’m merely drifting to no ends.
I count my stupidities now, where I am half-crazy in rants. I sound good on a piece of paper: I’m gonna see my boy; I’ll get that spiritual consciousness again; it’ll all work out. I talk to his parents like I have the power of God. His parents have the absolute power to rule his life. I just make them mad and guard him more. You’d think I’d learn by now my voices are deceiving me; my voices are derailing me.
You’re in trouble. You’re on a stage. Are you there with anything bigger than life? The world’s not gonna listen to you. Everyone ignores your pleas, and your knowledge don’t turn anybody’s head. You just sit there and sing. This is the gist of life. This is how almost everybody feels the world. It’s impotence sings.
I’m a diamond in the hall. I’m on top of everything. I really know my business, and I understand the rise of the world. I don’t spit there. I feel humanity like it’s my very self. I can see the cutting edge of time. Movements I see, world shaping movements, that give me a great yard. I’m of few people see them. Now I come back to myself again. I’m not the stupid guy.
I have reason to believe my boy’s comin’ back to me, and I will put on the Silence once again. It’s evidence I can get big as the world in tellin’; I can wrap the hours around God, and I can make you examine yourself in your hands on children. You sit there and believe me, some of you, because you hear the angels sing in this poet’s gut. I’m a strong one you know, and I hold up the world an Atlas unknown. I really do it, take the ideas that change the world and transmute them into verse, one rocket at a time.
You know I’m there because I love you in that special formula that makes you feel me in the very place we meet, in the intimacy of a poem that’s got handles on it that bring the world closer to you as God sees it, dangerously in love.
You must have some grace to journey this day. It’s the vulnerability of a poet I give it, just role of bein’ hallelujah. [line heard sung to tune of Leonard Cohen’s song “Hallelujah”] You doin’ okay?
Jacob Wrestling with the Angel by Leon Bonnat (public domain)
You’re on live. You’re still switchbacks. Let’s see if I can find ‘im, wife beater. High on our side, you’re the premium. You prove the words. Put you in the dustbin. Where you think you are buddy? This is Afghanistan?
I’m gonna be sayin’ I’m really glad you’re here in the not too distant future. Agreed, don’t let him in. See you tomorrow. A new episode, Aimless By Elvis. We’re 9:30. Fresh took from the Mother they did not realize.
Higher law would you challenge? Listen to this bullshit. I like that medical. I like that emergency. Alongside I don’t wanna bother people. I don’t want to fucking bother people. So we pretend we’re okay. I’m the manager of a showcase word that’s totally unacceptable in society. No one listens to it, except a few who know what it means, because they write the stuff, or it’s in their hands to read.
The city of dawn don’t like it, won’t even give it the time of day, who it’s for where its record keeps. They don’t listen to it. They don’t want it. It’s a waste of time to write it. I look at the long of it, and help is on these pages I can’t get out to the public, understandings that would bring peace, revelations enlightenment.
I can heal, and I can just listen to sins. I sit here flabbergasted the world does not want to heal, and no one wants to face reality, and I’m reality’s keeper, the healer of old wounds. I can’t count this. I can’t see its shores. There’’s no end to the proud ignorance we all share. There’s no listenin’ to our faults. There is only straight ahead bullshitting ourselves we are honest and sincere, or just say fuck it screw everybody I want my MTV, a cultural allusion to I want whatever pleasure I can get to get lost in it, and some say really wanna hurt people and let that world end.
Where are we today? We can’t see ourselves. We are not there, honest to God trying to better ourselves, to make the world clean, to have a functioning society. We hate each other, and sometimes with good reason, but who thinks hate heals? It destroys our world. It’s a poison in your inner life goading your neighbor to sin, like pick up a gun and shoot people with it.
And here we are on the airways putting thoughts in people’s minds an unconscious contest. We are not ready for everybody thinks in the same pool of blood. We can’t see that, and it’s not a belief you fit into. Painstakingly over mountains of years, this comes up in dream and vision.
You see the inner connection interpreting dream symbols and see them manifesting in the outer world. You have to see it for yourself. It comes up again and again. This in itself would revolutionize society, make us kind to each other in the wheelbarrow of our try, make us join together as one people that holds humanity at stake.
You can’t see it if you’re a scientist studying dreams. Their field won’t allow it— too many rules, but take a choir and put it together, who sing their dreams to one another over many long years, and you will definitely see it in the songs that you sing, and you will change the world. God no, you won’t even get it to listen to it, and I’m comin’ from one choir. Hear me speak?
I don’t know what I’m lookin’ at. Check this out, there’s this guy on the radio crammin’ religion down our throats, the nut, magical thinker pattern picker-outer where they’re not there, magical thinking fool. We can’t get around this introducing consciousness into the picture in a world of material thinkers who bargain for the day.
AI speaks and everybody listens, or enough that endanger our world. Can I crawl this to you, an innate speaking system that spiritualizes mankind in great healing waves your own inner voice speaks? How God you have to be to get there, how many trials.
It heals humanity, like a rocket test. It won’t make the news because it’s individually run, a healing system on Earth, where the Earth loads itself all shame and everything, where we don’t want to see. This is the great test of healing’s ways.
You see the rulebook? I can’t get this across. So the city laughs at me you stupid little thing. Got no time for your poetry. We are too busy with our not see. Can I spell this out? Auroville created for great change, to create among its selves the new human being, based on oneness and I do care, that brings humanity to the mountaintops, is closed to it when it comes, laughs the poet off the pier, just wants him out of town.
Alright listen up. I’m here, and I’m not the new human being, but I got recipes children that’ll put this in our hands. There, there now no. I’m a fire speaker on your shores, and I continue with it now you know reluctantly all systems go.
Art in the nature of its see looks at us through tall glasses. We think we’re the audience. We propaganda time. Art, when it comes from its source, makes us move mountains to see ourselves, and therein lies its price.
It’s not beauty you’re looking at, or ugly turned inside out. You’re lookin’ at yourself in mirrors of our kind, so we can sit with it awhile and put the light on our lives. Can you find art today?
A little bit of Heaven is the maker’s bill we’ve lost in how it's made, inspiration’s golden ring. Would you throw this away because it wrestles with sin and vice, wrestles with the Gods to bring Auroville here to bring down God here on Earth unpunished Prometheus, ordered by the Gods no? You tell me.
Another poem declined by the private Facebook group Auroville International but approved and posted by the Facebook group Auroville, INDIA.
image by the author, photo of the Earth by NASA (public domain)
Upholder of consciousness, can I call you a name? You just got laid off, and you’ll get laid off again, and there’s nothin’ to get ready for tomorrow. You’re not a big man on campus yet. You’re an embarrassing little thing, and no one will hear you sing. This is not standin’ in the air. This is not wide enough silly in the air. You’ve got tall trees growin’, and you’ve reached the limit of your room. Things get bigger. They envelope in consciousness.
Wow I believed you this time. I thought somethin’ was gonna happen. I don’t even worry about the fish, the fallout from this. Nobody understands my shores. Take ‘im away Bob. The irony in all this, and I have the light that shines on Earth. Foiled again at the book nodes.
Where’s my superman, my help you with it? I’m not just a fly on a coffee table. I’ve actually seen what I saw. Answer your question: your art and poetry put out, look what’s happened. Nobody wants to see you. They’re all put out, and they’re hungry from guess room again. How can you say such things you measly little piece of paper? And we shut you down. You are not making us mediocre; we are.
Now let’s ride to the end of this chapter. You won’t get it, and I will stand by your work. You’ve got a major 2 o’clock comin’. It’s in your show/window now. [two above words heard spoken simultaneously] Don’t sit just there read somethin’.
He hadn’t looked around. He was not just a horse in time courting sincerity. He grafted you upon the tree of life where you mattered and held count. One, they don’t know you play ball with God and life and time, and second, they don’t know there’s more than what they’ve got. This played with you, and it didn’t mean anything a thing you did, and you were not big in that boy’s eyes as you saw him lookin’ at yah. You were not important to him, as you saw him glow. This bothered yah and really made you think. Listen to her, listen to that boy in pain. You alleviate it and he knows it, and he can’t wake up to himself yet. That’ll come soon enough.
Oh wonderful thing hide in Their character, hide on Their tongue. To discover the hidden reasons of the Gods. [vision with the line of my own hand writing this in cursive on a sheet of paper] To come down on student terms and find out why They tick. Why are They a decade ago, never where man is right now? They don’t know people like we do, and They can’t gauge human life in our exact location. They are tall and kind, but They propose to us things we can’t do.
They do not understand the human state. They punish us for our condition, and there’s a discrepancy between time and fate that no amount of mercy can absolve. We are lone here, surrounded by Gods. They know our every thought and deed, climb your mind like it’s Their jukebox, but they don’t know how to understand you in the ways of sin. They say no. They don’t heal. They do not integrate the mountain with the sea. They meet each other and collide.
They are on our backs all the time to ever showcase new lore, to be an instrument for Them, but they cannot reach us with the love we need when we need it, and they will let us go down doing Their work. They will take from us our most beloved just to test us. They will treat us like human souls not like breathing men. They can’t be trusted. They will always put Their work first. In the quarries of the Gods we labor under the breath of death, and we don’t get out of it. We don’t even see it.
We can’t know it’s there, all the labor for the God, least we separate our life from our sanity. You can’t take a God’s force bearin’ down on you, a God’s thoughts. They are too immortality for us. They take on airs we cannot breathe. They give us one commandment: worship Them in time, letting Them be the light of your life. You cannot go astray from Them. They will hound you in life’s deeps, and you cannot stand against a God. You can only pray.
Why am I telling you this? The liberation from the Gods is our aim in how we count human. We don’t need Their scaffold that stops us in midair, that bullies us in time. We don’t burn Their scaffold down. We understand how inadequate it is. We accept Their help but go beyond it. We go to the back of the plan, what started all this universe and show, a whole other order of being testing limits for itself where no limits are, its growth by us into the unimaginable of its see.
We are bringing this order down now in the great upheaval of the Gods. Can you fathom this change? It’s a whole new way of doing things that has harmony as its base for righting wrong and oneness as its lookout for all it sees. It does not shy away from one. It incorporates all into its grand plan. It is the substance of itself it’s planting into the universe. It knows its great self by itself, and it knows itself as all, is not some cosmic God looking down on the riddle of creation.
This way of doing things, this Supermind, knows by identity and never strays from that. It’s a Truth Consciousness. It’s a vast Truth Consciousness, the exact truth consciousness ridin’ everything that is behind its base. It does not lie, knows not error. This is what we’re bringin’ down. This is what we are. It will change the world. It’s what we need to see today. It’s comin’. It’s here, and that’s the master plan. It’s the truth of the universe understandin’ time.
Look at it in the hours, and you are in transformation, God’s glow. I show this to you now with my head half in it. I’m movin’ forward now towards a completeness of my see, towards supramental change I see in my Lake, the figure of Silent Mind flagging me its approach. I stumble and fall and can’t keep up, and it’s an everyday pick me up, but I can see it HD.
So I sing my songs early morning vision brings, so I can look out now on what needs to be done. You’re in my field today. Hello, are you there? Auroville, are you there?
The epicenter of spiritual change, modern life Auroville, it can’t see itself. It’s bigger than the sky no. It grapples with human problems. It grows its children to grow nature in her room, to be the normal round of human being. It has high ideals that are not in the hands of the city in daily worth. Impossible to describe, the mounting towards a change in consciousness that’s Auroville’s aim. Human unity will not field show.
Where is the city goin’? Can you see ordinary where Auroville meets its road? No amount of spiritual-mongering can put it there, the spiritual consciousness. The gap between Auroville and her spiritual aims throws Auroville out the window as a city of spiritual change. It’s a city of proud belief, yoga tags, conferences, spiritual workshops, sound gardens, the green munchies. These move the city along a false bravado. No spiritual revolution seizes its day.
Can somebody tell me what we’re doin’ and why’s not the change? We’re in plans with yesterday, not the new planet in the making now. I ring this to you now. Can you ring with me and not vote me out? What’s the plan? It’s not the issues that divide us today. Are you gonna help?
The drawback for spiritual change to say nothing. We substance where we change. We tell you in the manner befitting our service. We tell you spiritual change, how it’s happening to us, when we can tell it without spillin’ it, the purpose of art and poetry when you’re undergoing spiritual change. You talk about it the inner voice, unprompted by your decision making process. You don’t let out a word, otherwise. Now it dawns on your community.
Got so many minions, so black, speakin’ in the voice of your word. This is not a mere dictation. It is a battle of the spiritual word. Great variety sees that, honed in occasions. We ride versatility to its source. Okay I choir now.
Who inspires me but not the Gods? The runner up open to Supermind. To see this distinction’s life and death for the city. Crucial for the city to go beyond the Gods, the strength of Overmind. I explain to you now. I explain to you how. Lemmie guess, you’re starlight? The advent of Supermind where Overmind opens to it, you know this source, the Mother and Sri Aurobindo, their hills, a few that give us their glad tidings of wide birth. Here we establish things, put them in order. On top of that I show you a weapon master, the rays of the Sun.
Insulated against it, the Auroville that makes its bed, that Auroville that goes international. I have this title goin’ international, The Writing on the Wall Dummy’s Paradise. You don’t know you’re Belushi’d out a poet in Auroville on comic stops. It’s behavioral 9, and it’s comin’ soon to where you can see it in Auroville’s front page. It doesn’t suck they way they’re doin’ it either. This latest poem is his Red Cross, a fix it paper. You know how it ends. They’ve made their decision. Just throw it out but keep the paper. You too much for them, and they Riviera the day. Donny this looks terrible. Thank you.
Finish the job. I want a divine crossword puzzle. You’ve got branches on it. You’ve got the cookies stuff. It’s delicious. What do I do with the title? Tell God to show up a whole little ice cream. We get our pieces together. Larry Seidlitz, empathy? identity? Ah here, declined.
Do you know what spirituality is? To feel right at the zombies zone. Donny draws the neach of us. Speak a following a fluid law and love from your mistakes. It’s Auroville’s paper we need in Auroville’s hands, true points of the consciousness of God. Round house to an extraordinary boat on the sea, we can lift the consciousness of God up to new heights and stay there. Can you count Auroville’s aim here, her mission in words?
You climbed to the top of her mission with children. I know; it’s that background girl. Nithisha not there. He’s missing from action. He reads his own music a sad story, and I’m mentionin’ firecrackers, indo in human hearts. How is the school? You’re gonna help us out then admire how beautiful it is. This is his nanny, Earthen Pull.
Now we met each other in consciousness. I’m about the boy’s height, and I’ve got a poem to show yah, where we live, talkin’ about consciousness one night sharin’ pizza. Open the door. Watch how that decline button does things. You miss the table with that. You miss everything. Can we call you Auroville International, giver of gifts, provider of boons?
You will delete me for this, if I don’t hurry up. I would like to stairway your mind. Why is pretentious the first word that comes to mind? How do you talk about facts you know? Hurry, you gotta see this. I have, saw it with my own eyes in just a seconds’ grab up out the top of my head to that nice familiar form you know Yourself perpetratin’ all these lives without involvement in them, like remains untouched by the whole show.
Anyway I was up there. Let’s go. I am at the period in this poem you hear me, like really bold perfume that talks about the important stuff. Meanwhile on the ground I have reactions and do my duties. I don’t react half as much as I used to. I’m gettin’ round that. Calmness is a commodity that comes in long waves, and then it goes out again. I’m waitin’ for my boy to come home so’s I can see it. He’s safe and sound, and that removes the ants on my consciousness floor. Children come first in the scheme of things, and I’m holdin’ mine to safety. Bear with me here. You don’t know the half of it.
Okay now start your poem. Can you leave me alone? Come here mountain climber. Okay do it, behind the scenes you weren’t lookin’ for in her gala. Where you goin’? The party’s just gettin’ started. Patience man patience. You’re not gonna trip over wires. Alright put your feet on. We’re walkin’ to background love. It’s an emergency. Auroville’s dyin’ all over again. It’s not the first time. God gave her a bulletproof vest. Bet you didn’t know that. It doesn’t work sometimes, as you can see now. Roll a joint and pass the ammunition. There’s a fight goin’ on in Auroville over spiritual aim. No worries, many efforts bless this mess.
And now you think I smoke pot. It’s just a figure of speech to unhand you. It’s a flashpoint in Auroville, and people don’t like it there. The Mother said so inflexibly no. And you got her lists. Not all of them work, and she never got down to business with the master plan. I’ll tiny tiger this in myself, somebody that listens to her quickly in tales of the inner voice. I don’t believe it’s me either, but there you go.
My little boy was complainin’ the heaviness of the knowledge of God, oh for example, did you know daddy the world’s in pain? He calls me grandpa. I’m his spiritual teacher, and he’s woken up to world pain, bein’ yanked so hard by his own. You got to know consciousness as a spiritual aim.
Now let’s go to district 9 and give this poem some perspective of the deepness of the knowledge of God. He calls me master. You know the relationship, and they lesson there. Wow, kangaroos, and he really matures in that pouch. That’s been keeping me here. [heard spoken in Nithish’s voice] Gonna go soon, back to daddy and our spiritual endeavor, the node of our relationship. Where is it? In that field of love.
Now the brass of Auroville don’t stomach these waters. You have to admit a little Reagan post. Carrying a seditious act, no I’m not. You must be mistaken. You must have me confused me with the wrong Donny. The scaffoldin’, it’s too much. Find it on paper, consciousness poem.
Huntin’ to see you again, your big-eyed boy. He lays in bed at night sleepless worry, and he can’t soothe himself. Headaches and dizziness spell his day. This is suffering. Glued to him from the inner consciousness, you manage to hold him and speak into his mind where his heart meets the road. He knows you’re there.
I’m sorry sweetheart this is burnin’. Warn title, will you lie to me? A terrible story that come in the place of him? Another body than pain he had to be aroused, another program: he loves the Mother. She was something down where you lost God.
You know what I mean: you were born in my commitment. Now I need yah to look up and sound off the important test, a poem in your stadium write that helps us all to be feet to the Mystery who cares, balancin’ time on a rainbow, the supramental transformation in children, what is on your tops, I kid you not, waiting for Hollywood to get with the lesson plan and surpass Disney there’s a child in need of imagination. Get it ate at the light of the new world you’re figurin’ in the verse you’ve already written. Hold on I’m comin’, my sweet, beautiful boy.
Town’s end, and miracle show up, wonderful ridin’ spiritual love. Honestly, this is brand new eyes on God.
The above poem too was declined by the admin of the private Facebook group Auroville International. My muse wrote a short poem in response, suggesting what picture of go with it, “A picture of a rainbow,” before I even found that out, which I posted on their page and which will, no doubt, also be declined. Postscript: it was declined.
In Sudden Splendor Facin' Rainbows
No one has ever done this before. I'm a threat to everybody's system of order. I want a new world see, and I want it to work, and I want it to plan. You delete that in Auroville, too ordinary to let the world happen there, oh you bunch of men and women blocking the Sun. I'll tell everybody. [a link I left to this post]
Auroville International
Auroville International (AVI) is a worldwide network aiming at the support of the development of Auroville in all its aspects. Founded in 1983 it is legally registered in the Netherlands, with a representation in 34 countries around the world – nine national centres, which are registered associations in their respective countries, and twenty-five liaisons, which may be smaller groups or single individuals.
It must be said that the Facebook group Auroville INDIA approved and posted this poem, as they have several others everyone else has declined.
(written for the Facebook groups Friends of Auroville, and Auroville, INDIA but only approved and posted by the latter group, after sending a small poem that appears below this one. It must be noted Friends of Auroville removed me from their group and blocked me.)
I like rainbows spoken in the most clear and circular terms. Please, I’d rather have this is gonna turn out. I sit here with my hat in my hands. I’m a big roar on magic. Wanna see my human unity? It’s in your beautiful hands.
The uncompromising villager, the most accounted for where we find human unity, if you’re not on its side, if you wanna freeze it, if it’s not something you can work out because they won’t let it. They just like their tribe.
You can’t get away from Nature’s homegrown, and sometimes you have to swallow them whole. Definitely, that’s our footpath here. That’s our red beer here.
How do I get this off my property? We are not romantic letters. I’m not tryin’ to get yah to buy toothpaste. I don’t have an engineer here doing anything except talking to you. You’re my sweet opening to ride my pages. I don’t fight you. I just stand and sing. We need some heaters to loosen up human unity. I’m not trying to get you to buy land in Florida. I’m going with my function among you as a photographer and a poet to be part of this great experiment.
I’m his poet, the boy we had such a mind to open and facilitate. Did anybody publish? You won’t let a boy and me together in plain sight. You won’t even let him on this page. Human unity bills him to you, that little boy I took care of for so many years. Pay on your buddy my friend.
Where is human unity? I think we have to find our divinity first. It’s like the psychic change can’t be complete until the spiritual transformation. I don’t know what I’m sayin’. The yoga beefs here. We put it in Auroville’s hands. Now that’s a stalk monster. I’m blind to this— the tree hunters. I can’t get it off my chest— the need to see Auroville as human unity. It’s a crash course in nothin’— the battle weary Aurovillian says.
We can’t see it in our feet. We can’t see it on the road. It’s too big for us. It’s a journey inside. I’m sorry most people are not prepared for this. I’m not even close. I’ve been waylaid. An ignorant mother took my child out of spite. You don’t know the dynamics of raising foreign children.
Now I hate that mother and her whole crew, and I had achieved an amalgamated oneness in my mind, realization’s status in mental wears, not in that point of no return. The boy was my apprentice, my give my gifts to, already writing whole poems from the inner voice. He rode samadhi a time or two, approached the Silence, neared the sun. An overhead experience had opened his mind. He talked about the world like it was his brother.
Then he lost it all in one fell swoop. No contact allowed, and the boy’s been sat on for months and abused. I was opening up human unity for him by going inside. I know how to do children, without that stink. My inner consciousness opens theirs.
I can put human unity on a beanpole now that I’m mad at these people and wish them dead. I’m just sayin’. What a drop in flesh. I was showin’ him to you when it happened, when human unity fell from my hands. The irony in being on the other side of child abuse wanting to protect your child.
You have no idea the intricacies of karma on a mountain sink, when you see the world as representation and not as it. I flounder here. I’m mean this world plays for keeps. The vital is in an uproar I’m calming down now. My yoga works. I sit in spiritual vision and confess my soul.
When they’re hurting your child what do you do? When he’s crying and talking of suicide, and he’s only 12? They’ve made him think he’s crazy with all the gaslighting, and do no forget he’s been beat. I can’t find human unity here. Now I understand someone else’s child is dear to you too, and along comes some man who changes their dream, hits them hard with the facts of life.
You’re a bugger aren’t you? No I am now a healed man, feeling what you feel when you look at me. You want them punished. You want the child safe and sound. You want him healed, but the formula for that is not in your hands. I’m a call on that notion. I’ve a vehicle of self-healing’s swirl, and I know how to heal children. I know how to open their consciousness, and I am flabbergasted divine process has ruined me and flattened my child.
This is not fair. It’s not right. My ego blunders. I sit in your stool and say that. I point the finger at other people. I arrange them with my hate, because they’ve killed my child where they hurt him, and they hurt him in his love for God, his trust in the Mother, and they beat him for his love for me, and all the while say they know I was good to him. They’re his parents and they have the right to take and beat that mother told me that in a swaggered brag.
You lift your head up and see me mourning over a child, like I’ve never been healed. That child is still my number one day. Okay what did I do? I made that child’s feelings God. Attracted to him, I gave him God’s eyes. I gave the world a bath when he was little. I tempered him through Dog as a medium for our affection. We loved each other through a Rottweiler’s fur. Healing’s ways visited me like a mountain tribe close to the sun. I was guided. The feelings of God I opened up in me to care for this child.
So many tools I used, so many make it right. Then the Devil comes in and damns it all, and you dance to this tune. Do you know how much power the Hostile Powers have to turn off our lights? It makes you question the divine. It makes you try to blame God. What do I do what do I do?
I come back to myself of course. I peel off this hate from blocking the psychic’s view. I stand and sing. How far you have to go inside yourself to find human unity. I’m afraid most can’t do that. We have to have developed souls, and we have had to have found oneness inside ourselves. How many go that far?
We’re in the stage of adopting belief. Can we understand a multi-generational project? We want the consciousness open, so our children can grow up wise, a human unity bundle, but you have to get it right with children, so they can make the journey if you can’t, the journey inside our yoga talks about.
I’m a vehicle on that worth, and I’m hamstrung right now for loss of my boy. I am just this landed fish speaking into your microphone. Now I’m supposed to tell yah human unity is a spiritual aim, soul’s quarters.
I believe, I believe, I believe [line heard sung, from It's Too Late To Turn Back Now] don’t bring it through your front door. It comes when you’ve seen the One with its own eyes, a vision in consciousness. You can’t rule it into play. It’s not a textbook model. Can you find spiritual process? Isolate that nigger. This is perfect sin.
The suffering is so explosive. I don’t know how to manage it. I’ve managed art with it, so radiation in purpose, and I die by the public barrier. No one wants to hear this. It’s just spilled upon my paperwork. People would slap me for it instead of help. I just sit here and cry so often. You know I’ve heard from that boy.
The insanity with which his mother has put him, so she can keep him from the slightest contact with a man who raised him, would make you want to put her away if you knew the extent of it. He will tell no one but me, and those around her support her. It’s a living nightmare, and this is what happens when you do right with a child and turn on their lights.
I’m an Auroville side keeper. I’m conducting the experiment in my home. I think you’re too rigid for that in your mainstream rooms. Surely the consciousness will change one day, but you don’t know how. I bring in that formula, and you won’t even look at it. Now it’s been captured by the Hostile Powers, and no community supports me to engage these misguided parents. What do I do?
Stay close to him in inner consciousness and hold him there, wait for him to give me some outer contact, with no satisfaction that will come. You sit there and enjoy this, the child removed from my lair, kept from my clutches. I pity you. You are not the experiment.
I throw you a human unity ball, and I would get into the quick of things, if you let me, in your own rooms, by doing art and making it public so you can see. What are the issues that divide us? The handle of children, I can take you to where we are feet with them, the places that society all sees but gives it permission to be, and I can take you to their God room, and what beauty can come out of a child when their inner doors are open to the God-felt expression of their soul.
A social trigger we do not fathom but persecute, when it’s as deep as this into our children’s honey. When it’s social honey, can you come together on this and extend us your hand? I can give you his song inner hearing wrote. Listen to the boy. You know he’s months away from being taken from his home at the lake and made to feel so alone.
The future folks he’s got in his hands, and he’s blisterin’ himself now with his vision of the future that has failed him now that it’s come to pass. So much spiritual technology he wrote to save himself from a future situation transpiring now. I give you this miracle if you would but look at it. He cannot. He’s not allowed.
The damage is done, and the light’s been put out, and he won’t even save himself but has laid down and died, giving himself up to total dominion, and he’ll lie about it if you ask him, scared of his parents’ wrath.
That’s the hope today, the boy tells you what’s real if you ask him. It’s a hope place to start. It’s a country road. It’s the place we land our feet and give this boy his chance.
The menu, it’s got Gods all over it, and it tells what happened when the boy told his father he wanted to go home, live with the velacara in a permanent song, but that was Sri Aurobindo’s house. The future is in his voice. It’s the future in your hands, if you’ve never seen it before. He gives a prevision of the future his soul wrote.
You’ve not seen nothin’ like it. It’s captured on the journey home to the lake. In one fell swoop, that boy tells you how the cow ate the cabbage, and you’ll just have to sit up and take notice the boy heard this line by line spoken into his inner ear complete and unabridged. We used my voice recorder. Other than that no help given. Now tell me this boy should be shot.
This is a cooperative journey. We can’t leave Nithish there. He’s a prototype of a brand new kid, and boy does he have baggage. What was meant to be: we are consciousness bundles, and by our poetry you see that we can bring you vehicles in consciousness headed for our high change. Eat that in the Menu of the Gods. Can we find Auroville? I’m drivin’ you home.
From Nithish’s YouTube channel
On August 19th, I sent the following small poem to both Facebook group’s admins with a link to the poem here on my blog, asking again that they post the poem, and in my stats I saw that two people in India came here from Facebook, and it’s reasonable to assume that was admin from one or both of those groups. Within a couple of days, Auroville, INDIA posted not only it but also two more posts I had pending, all at once. One can only say thank you when that happens.
Do somethin’ more than just an operator’s opinion. It puts human unity in your lap, and I’m the border they cross. Don’t kill it again. It’s costly. You’re destroyin’ human unity. Can you get a handle on it? Censorship is for what’s wrong and makes us bleed. Is it really for what makes us right? Answer the question, and that’s the ordinary. Let’s cup in our hands the extraordinary. I give you a ride there in this poem.