Hand Over That Mountain

If you are reading this poem on a phone, note that the integrity of the lines, a major feature of poetry, is not displayed properly. Many if not most get cut short because of the small screen.
I’m sorry, but
no matter what you believe you’re gonna come here.
Before the railroad tracks are finished
people come here
to get all the way to science
and beyond,
to know they’ve come far.
We’re strong views.
We’re rebel.
Look normal.
We haven’t come up with a big movie yet.
It’s impossible.
No one wants to change the world.

Everyone’s got their cliffhangers on.
They’re mean and nasty
to the price of change,
to real change in their hand.
We’re on limits.
You can’t spell change.
Everybody thinks it’s in your diet and food,
or political views,
or in how you diet hang out,
or in how you sex hang out,
or kind of man you have,
I mean the humanity you keep.
Do you follow the rules
of this persuasion?

An opening,
the availability of consciousness,
it’s not in your yard yet,
even if you do study your dreams.
“I’ve been in a dream group for 40 years,”
she told me,
“I see the mundane as everything.”
You can’t lizard
the mundane is all I see;
I don’t see the world in a glass.
You can't say like that
and expect to get out of it
more than it has.

You’re only interested in the world that you see.
Where is your bigger notion?
What are you looking at?
Oh hey,
all the religions are an attempt
to get us across
a bridge that won’t hold our weight
or allow us to cross
if we’re human.
They don’t change your consciousness.
They’re a system of rules and beliefs
and practices.
They’re not the main front.
You are a really good person because of them
or really on their side.
The chances of you stumbling upon enlightenment,
even if your religion reaches that far,
tell me they’re great.

I am the light of the world—
holdin’ consciousness.
It’s bigger than you think.
It’s got sleeves on it.
You can study the world through there.
I’ve opened up a big one,
the inner voice and vision,
what’s you’re listenin’ to right here.
I mean that’s on the radio now.
Shakespeare left out the spiritual bits
you know,
as this is not unknown
poets write.
Do pause it we can
and throw it out our window,
Mr. and Mrs. Public Mind,
the Flintstones.
Let’s sing, shall we?

All in a day’s work,
that’s the Munchkins,
and we proprietor our list
further afield.
There’s also the vehicle of consciousness itself,
direct seeing.
It has modes on it.
You see the world touching itself,
even on your inside.
You see it aware of itself
in your thought throes.
You know you are the larger organism
evolving in man.
Then there’s the sleeve of spiritual vision itself.
You see the world not in it.
These are huge immensity spheres
the world is just a part of.
It’s got Gods in it and Queens
and everything you look at
that’s invisible here on earth,
the spiritual knowledge part
you open your eyes to,
the direct experiences beyond belief.

Okay we’re singing rain.
Things still fall apart.
You lose your loved ones
and die.
You have a bad day.
You get your fingers crossed.
Oh God hallelujah,
you see the end of the world.
Now let’s climb out of this, shall we?
It’s good
to see beyond the world.

Now I can’t get yah up there,
on infinity’s plane,
on the real you,
on the individuality that you are God
that just as startlingly made a world
to descend into,
the whole cup,
in the maturity of its spheres.
I can’t get yah up there but I can try
to get you beyond the world
in your anal sphincter,
in that most bottom place you see the world.
It’s all symbol and wrought.

We live in a game
that none of our games measure.
It’s not a flippant to the wind.
It has purpose and time
and is goin’ somewhere.
It’s bigger than anything you do
or that you can think out of,
is the holder of time
transcendent of it.
It doesn’t bottom out the world.
It’s these glory stakes.
A Power has come down from on high
and smote open the Void.
It happens
nothingness takes on forms
we inhabit.
Buttressed up by the Void,
we’re not gonna have a good time,
or all our good times
will be shadowed by doom.

We are experiments
in world making,
but we are more than that.
We are the spirit in the machine.
We’re not just Void forms.
God inhabits us
like his wears,
and the final Mystery we cannot penetrate
inhabits us and God.
There are more levels than you can shake a stick at,
using words of ours to describe the unknown,
to the All-Immensity Everything
that goes down to our toes
closer to us than us,
fields beyond this Earth.

I’ve taken you that far
in the measure of this poem.
I’ve shown you immensity.
I’m a traveler you see.
I’ve been up there on high
a brief moment,
and I’ve stepped in enlightenment a time or two,
and here I’ve given it to you,
a way out of this mess,
a higher calling,
a way to get your feet on the ground.
It’s an opening in the consciousness you see,
wide open exploration
of this thing called you
in every door inside you can find,
until the world shuts off
its all there is.

You grow in consciousness
to encompass the world,
spiritualize everything you see…
Hold on,
this is not a play God worship triangle.
You realize the larger You
beyond spheres,
and you rest in that notion,
and you take that car
to enlightenment and beyond,
and you get there
sooner or later.
Death cannot stop you,
and the next life can’t impede.
You are so window
the life in front of you.

Can you see beyond time?
Your origins speak to your gulfs
you are bigger than time,
and your gulfs can feel that,
even in the midst of misery,
and I’m tellin’ yah how
to lift yourself out of it.
You see the truth of things.
You see their representative nature.
You know you are a hero
in some goddamn movie
where the movie making art
has reached the skies,
a film with bad junction,
confusing the shit out of us
here and there,
but it’s home itself
under the wood,
in its crossbeams
enlightenment
sticks its face in.
It’s another place entirely
the bended world that you see.
Am I gettin’ my point across?
Do you see it?
Do you know it’s there,
the
way out of trouble?

And we’re goin’ beyond science now,
with its clipped outlook on things.
Forever know
in matter’s field
matter is all there is,
or the building blocks of matter
all put in a row.
They can’t see the larger field.
Science is blind to immensities.
Universal laughs
count its sums.
How diamond is that,
science has not reached its zenith yet?

Pale immensities blind its urge.
The starry star field space
and cosmic uncertainties
sheriff its notions,
and even atoms ride this dance,
the subatomic swirl.
I cannot count to you science’s sums,
but it’s not looking for meaning
in this grand design.
Pallid parts,
a working whole,
dumbly do their duty.
It has no imagination afar,
and it doesn’t care to look.

Consciousness is to it a vague table
it does not know the meaning of,
matter designs,
spits out,
and the ghost in the machine cannot be found.
Matter is a bridge to cross
they do not wire consciousness in.
This baffles them.
All the firings are there,
all the many sounds,
but consciousness is not a thing to behold.
The experience of self
eludes their grasp.
A sudden actor upon the scene,
or does self and being go way back?

Consciousness is the ghost in the machine,
and we would find it there,
our meaning,
in great explorations of consciousness
that find common ground.
Study those,
enlightenment’s sphere,
as a vehicle of consciousness,
not a whodunit,
and all can find the well of soul,
falling down the chute of consciousness
all through dream to it.
You’ve been there before,
in dreamless sleep,
all your lives.
It’s a good night’s sleep,
the trudge on children
in waking them up,
if you want to know the truth.
They’ve been down there you see.

There’s no way to go down there for memory.
You will never think there before
you consciously enter the chute and go there,
and there’s the hells of our long road,
and the other side,
the city of the dead who are living
a different kind of life,
slow, as the sun
that cooks our Earth,
is not there,
and who can make it to the other side
of life and death and enter Heaven?
And I have not counted all,
the common locations to us all
in the realms of consciousness,
only what I myself have experienced
and know is there
the whole of humanity join me
in its stories and lore.

There are common locations to us all
science can seize
by a collective looking
not bound by science.
Imagination’s down there
and our own fantasy realms
and the inner experience we have,
but we can break some ground, you know,
in identifying locations.
I have been a rocket ship
on a moment’s par
and lifted my head out of the universe
in impossible sun,
into the larger field we are,
into the glory ride.

What can I tell you about it?
You hear all these poems.
I can’t get science there
in its studying arm,
its microscope,
its larger then field share,
and it won’t give me credit for my see,
but truth follows truth,
and we will arrive beyond the universe one day
with our science lens,
and we will discover purpose in time
and the microscope looking at us
in great giros of love
we identity share.

Is this the danger it keeps,
oh my God, that’s us,
microscopic entities
Gods eat,
or horrible beings ride?
Did you listen to a word I said?
We’re not computer simulations.
We can’t make universes lock, stock, and barrel.
Ours is a pitiful notion
confined to a computer.
We can’t make whole universes
the experiment in time.
We can’t unlock the Void
from its secrets.
We can’t unlock nothingness.
We are scientists and engineers
trapped in a universe
simulating ourselves to no end,
and we cannot create out of it.
Do you have your head on you see?
Are you there?

No, no, no, no,
I’m not the teardrop.
I wonder how much that costs,
to great words beyond themselves
and fashion reality with them?
To fashion realty,
hey come here and see the goat
a poem’s to pick you with.
That poet to your face,
it’s no wonder
I’m not gonna rush from my job and see ‘im.
Alright hero,
lighten up.
You suffer
from everyday world,
and I can get there you see:
billy goat,
from man to human that’s me.

We’re all dead to the computer at the stop.
There seems no way around it,
through the computer,
and we will not solve our problems with it,
not the problem of human love.
We are crashing fast all around us,
and we need some hands on to change.
We are so in hatred with Jeffery Epstein
and anyone that gives a nod to him,
or gave,
in this American moment,
you won’t even look at my hand
and the impossible I’ve done.
I’ve changed the character of man.
I’ve changed my own nature,
right here on Planet Earth
under your nose,
and I’ve done it with these formulas
of greater looking,
and I will touch you there,
if you will get out of your head and smile
at this poet in his underwear,
at this poet at the helm
of the words that change life,
if you would but bear them
where yours touches life,
your meaning,
your purpose in time.
Rub meaning together,
I’m sorry,
I will show you the way.
That
is a field to play.

Do you know what man is?
They are the social strata of society,
who we are in time.
A human being has arrived at life
in everybody shares.
Don’t the movie
as man.
That have cooled stuff,
you’re doin’ better
than man.
You need a tablet.
A new style
of poetry,
poetry on the landmass,
poetry in spiritual circles,
well it brings us
that tablet in hand.

There’s more answers in here than you can shake a stick at.
Are you an important brow?
Can’t bother shrimp,
the poetry?
What are you tellin’ me?
Fixin’ to we honestly believe it or not,
right there in heart’s school.
We gallop there
towards our hidden rider,
the superhuman rider,
the supramental rider.
The internet,
that’s not your bluetooth.
It’s not even your mounting station.
This is all inside,
inside
in your latchkey universe.

Hearts are society.
Only yourself?
You’ll do fine.
There’s so many fields
of love,
so many,
in the inner workings of man.
Humanity’s all around you.
You’ve brought your dog
all through your humanity
the Tony Award.
Now open your eyes on the Earth
and see the living things.
Gotcha!
That’s a feelings test
you hold in your arms too,
heart bake,
in the self views of them too.
Wow I’ve spoken home.
You still got the funeral
looking before you.

My dog brings this around
to matter,
oh that sweet Luna.
Her inner Booboo
rumbles around dog notions
the sweetest in her kin.
She’s a safety dog,
the sweetest in the yard.
We find out ways how to handle change
in our everyday life
and make life better for all.
You got a formula.
Now the spiritual consciousness is so rare.
The Supermind is so rare.
Hi silly eyes,
let’s get the toolroom goin’.

Yes what you’ll do,
the sweetest island you’ll surface,
your very soul in your hands
living and breathing on Planet Earth.
Beats me,
that’s great for jump rope.
You are the hero of a stupendous movie,
don’t you get it?
Look I’ve
given you the very keys to the kingdom,
in spoken shares,
in soft I love yous,
left on your doorstep one,
the availability of soul,
and you know it’s there.
You know it.
The liftin’ voice and vision
that tamed this old coot,
I was gonna leave it for empire,
but it’s just around the house, you know?
Now in your bed.
I was gonna sing Kings and Queens
you live your life around,
but don’t bother.
The Gods are your starry roads,
not your kingdom,
your appetizers,
not the main course,
and that God is every name you know.
You hear me Houston?

Now here we are out of the cosmos
in the larger see,
the origin of the universe
and of you and me.
What a Person Trump deported;
thanks for the rule book.
That’s as high as you can go
in witness Houston.
It’s gettin’ to last people
eternity on earth,
your neighbor
the Gods in Heaven.
You haven’t been here
in imagination,
and there sure is fuck no rules to get there
Shenandoah.
We’re all laid out right,
though
of followin’ our own line of development,
hitchin’ on stars
from the eyes of soul.
Oh I forgot it.
No you haven’t Bhoomi,
no you certainly haven’t.
Pace an hour
in your notebook,
it’s the greatest thing on earth.
Just keep pacin’ until you feel like the world
watchin’ itself
in sweet tender shares.
You’ve found soul in your baked bread.
You’ve found soul in your living room.
It’s a temple ground you see,
the whole goddamn Earth,
set your right,
get you all squared away,
and now Mr. and Mrs. Bojoe,
look at me,
as a governin’ sunshine
in my hullabaloo.
You want me to turn out
what helps you?
Just pick up this poem
and read it
to all who cares.
Look I’ll send it to you
here on earth.
Gotcha!

We’re dealin’ okay.
What we’re tryin’ to do
is put you on that crosswalk.
Let me tell yah,
I think you’re up for it.
Techniques binding?
Let’s put it right under your nose.
Well, I been thinking.
Let’s get this started.
They’re here.
I’ll take a look.
In your head
take a looking,
you couldn’t find it.
It’s sweet and natural and pure,
over the rainbow.
You’re in that house.
Dick it with your feelings test.
Charge it with your mind.
Put everything on it.
Imitate its silence.
Wrap your balls with its void.
Don’t let up.
Hone in on your constitution
harrowing on enlightenment.

Keep this frame going,
that house,
as much as you are able
nonstop.
Sit and rub your head with it
in that’s how you grab your head,
cherrying in on that buzzing sound,
the mentor.
Lock your head on it
the way you hold your head
clapped down on it
not in thought process.
You’ve got location.
Cheerio.

I’m a piece of work let my tell yah,
and so are you.
Yet I believe one morning of walking out of my
100 meter tent
and being enlightened.
Gosh dog bears,
make believe it’s fine for a couple of minutes,
I can’t see anything
than another
hallelujah.
Who’s callin’?
I just got stung again by the world.
That can’t be it;
we’re costumer service.
And a lot of bullshit underneath.
It’s a cute conversation
there won’t be any answer from
until I get my whole hair-house fixed
and nothin’
slings outrageous fortune in front of my face
and makes me gawk at it
like a sea of troubles,
and to be enlightened or not,
hell, to be Gods on earth,
gets put out of the pasture.
And the world has eyes,
bended ego,
Ms Dorthy Mae,
and they’re yours.
I don’t see the yardstick
in graduation
moments,
step in a podium
bigger than on stage,
and that’s the revelation of enlightenment,
what dogs me about goin’:
the absolute necessity of it
is not a conference room,
and I’ve shorn consciousness
away from the world
in every little bitty minute
I’m not countin’ anymore,
so deep
I am its anchor.
You know what I mean?

Here’s some medicine:
snuff a cellphone in there.
Hello how you doin’?
Let’s step on each other, shall we?
I thought I’d invite you in.
We’re musical.
Okay, you’re hikin’ the trail?
You’d do my a favor.
That’s what you need,
a conspiracy theory.
Did you know eight monkeys pulled roots off hilltops?
You don’t need any lore
to believe your own spiritual path.
A direct experience of consciousness gets you there,
and can you know that’s its major feature?
Sitting there,
there has to be
you change consciousness.
It’s not a pile of knowledge.
It’s not even what you eat.
It’s your direct experience of enlightenment, savvy?
And then over the head we go,
but not necessarily in that order,
not at all.
I’ve counted all around you.
You’re not blasted sleeve niggers.
You will take both of them.
You will give them
to a world on fire.
This is dynamite shit.

Joseph!
Mary’s comin’!
And they gave birth to enlightenment—
standin’ in the refrigerator
until this cock-a-dottle-doo.
You really believe in science?
You hear that?
The beating of wings
and a startled cry
as if unlocking of doors,
lift you up effortlessly over your head,
like a fountain in springtime.
How do you know that car?
It takes you beyond enlightenment.
I’m standin’ in the sun,
don’t you see?
And my dog’s diggin’ in the dirt,
coolin’ her place to sit.
Luna I love you,
it’s my concentration on enlightenment
half the time.
Simple wares
the scene in front of you,
and my God you love it there.
Takes you up,
you know?
Takes you all the way into the sky
on a clear day.
There you are.

The simple scene in front of your face,
really, really big,
those simple noises too.
You got that Houston?
I’m a sudden epiphany
of you are the world and me
indeed,
the tall hat to enlightenment,
the bakery to Gods on earth
you and me.
Know it’s coming
in our fruition,
the long and short of it
all around us
everywhere you look
unhanded glass.
The world’s your eyes you see,
gettin’ somewhere.
How do we hold this far?
Every minute counts.

In the frying pan,
into the fire,
you learn to abide both.
Coincidence
I have to work tomorrow
the fireplace of Samata Horn.
It’s a picnic table
accompanied by children.
It will be children
I sit with Luna and read,
and our whole house continues
the station house of enlightenment sees,
and that’s over the heads of children
in the ignorant mundane world,
all spiritual seeking.
Take a child and let them know
there might be somethin’
they can really sink their teeth into,
unmolested, unharmed,
not involved with tech,
that will really turn them on
they have such a capacity for it.
Squirrelly children—
I dreamed I was a winnebago,
lucid and all that;
I had an experience of consciousness
some cake over my head;
I fell silent and still.

In the throes of excitement
no video game can match,
no cartoon can render,
that kid continues.
Smile for a better world,
and just let me do my job,
if we’re good.
Are we good?
Goddamn I’m good.
Now then,
I’m on the mountaintop with you,
if you’ve made it up the trail yet.
See there?

It’s my favorite spot,
hanging out with your own safety brakes.
You guys take an ambulance there.
Did you jump the shark?
That’s my baked bread.
I’ve been in this window a long time.
The lights are out
I think every time.
I just prevent enlightenment,
with drawstrings.
I can afford it.
I know where it’s at.
I don’t believe in myself getting there.
I have a stumbling block.
I’m hated by the big city,
loathed actually,
to a degree unbelievable.
It’s way out of your league
I’m apologizin’.
I’m so nice
to my brother.
Wait awhile and see
if you get a little hungry
for what there is more of,
the inspired poem,
for what there is more of,
the spiritual substance of man.

I don’t grovel at your paycheck,
but I can’t see myself enlightened yet
the hatred of mankind is so deep.
I’m in the middle
of you hate me,
no matter how many cities I’ve put on,
have deep my spirituality goes,
how I bring the world in from the cold.
Your worth gives me everything,
and if there ever was a nigger I am he.
I don’t buy at the temple,
like an undocumented worker
so wrapped around all this hate
you are being conditioned to feel,
like a bastard child
excusing himself
with his divinity sleeves,
I’m not allowed to go there.
I’m beautiful.
Just look at me.
I’m not from outer space.
I’m wide open
in your delivery room.

I’m hated by the crowd.
Now I navigate enlightenment with that.
It’s not picture perfect you see.
I will overcome man,
oh foolish man,
and I will carry us all down the road.
Do you hear me sweetheart?

We live in such shared times.
The technology
fools you then
it’s gonna give you what’s worth.
In heartbreak,
not in substance.
I am a miracle reader,
and I challenge these times with substance.
I challenge these times with me,
a poet on your very ground,
a man you just love to hate.
I’m not Mom and Pop Wood.
I’m not spitin’ into the wind.
I descry Earth.
I stand up and be counted.
You will automatically
not count me as sum
you have your crowd-finger on,
and you’re stuck in your own mess.
You’re too ruined to see me
a vehicle of thought.
A combination
of herd sour and stickly pride
shows you to me
a reader
goofin’
at this meaning world
you wanna show your family to.

Just come ‘ere.
Never mind the vinegar straights.
Try again.
I am a poet for these times,
your long lost brother.
Give me a nod.
Give me a thumbs up.
Give me some sort of direction hence.
Give me a high five.

Now I must introduce my Valentines.
The FBI’s on board,
a cop show.
This usually stinks.
Usually it’s just cobra.
This is just cop getting milk,
whether they want it or not,
despite themselves.
They can’t find crime.
I’m not into them,
but we’re on holiday.
They would love to get their hands on me.
They are not the love of humanity.
They’re stubborn and mean,
have badges that give them license to kill,
and not just Blacks.
I’m dealing with them.
They hate me.
They haven’t got me marked yet,
but when they do they’ll let me know.
It’s not in their hands it’s in God’s.
They’re real confident.
They bring humanity down.
They’re tigers in a henhouse.
They can’t get any better.
They can’t even see themselves yet
and how they harass humanity.
They don’t help it.
They’re full of vice,
and they are self-righteousness on the nosebleed.

I’m not looking forward to them.
What you’re lookin’ for
is not in your books.
It’s not on the table.
It’s not out there
for you to prosecute.
You can’t pin it on me copper.
Hear baby,
I will remain a free man.

Fuck this I’m tired,
and I’m not up for grabs.
You’ve heard my vision speak
predicting the future
and showing you the bottom of clairvoyance,
the bottom feeders reading your poetry
your poetry can read.
Maybe
it’s all out of balance,
and I haven’t seen a cop one,
and they have the power of God.
Yes they have.
They think they do.
Oh but they think they do.
Now who’s bitin’ the store?
It’s you lady,
or a man,
full of hatred and mean,
but it’s not all of you in the crowd
dear reader.

Who’s bitin’ the show?
You have somethin’ better to do
than read poetry
you want to report the police to?
Oh you egg,
life after death will see you open
on the wrong side,
put there by hate.
Can you gather oneness?
It’s what we’re about.
Don’t destroy the world with it.
It’s not a concept you can eat,
and when you find yourself on the other side,
it’s oneness that separates the men from the boys,
I mean put you where you need to be.
All our notions of right and wrong are based on oneness.
It’s the cherry tree.
You violate someone,
there’s the other side for that.
In oneness circles
you take up their hand
and make up for what you did,
sometimes in harrowing experiences.
Death can get real creative, you know?

How long this takes
depends on you,
but this is not a fast land
by any means.
There’s a waitin’ for your supper,
who you hurt you did.
You have to understand with your life’s blood,
oh pardon me your undead hands,
you gather oneness you see,
that oneness is the center of life,
even in death.
You share identity with your partner,
anyone you’ve harmed or hated.
The self-righteous suffer here too.
Now what do you do with that?
The great spiritualization of mankind
that’s inevitable on this Earth,
you get there on the other side.
It’s what we’re there for.
Now tell me Houston,
how natural is enlightenment to the other side?
Oh come on get down to your sleeves.
It’s rocket science there,
and all the regret you have
you didn’t do it here.
Do you trust the other side?
You must.
It’s your passage to further worlds
beyond the stink.
It’s your passage to Heaven to be quite honest with you
you are enlightened.

Oh my God we can keep goin’,
but we’ve grounded being
where it propels itself upward,
and I’ve given you the formulas for life
Shakespeare left out.
Captain,
you made us wonder over life,
its grand design,
its idiosyncrasies,
but you left us high and dry
in what you were there for,
the higher life.
A spiritual experience never shaved your beard,
nor fidelity to the word.
You had this magic inside you
you turned for profit right away,
and you mixed muse with your dirt
for applause,
just made up stuff.
I have some idea
of silence.
Anyway,
right here
I end this poem
good fellow,
all along the roofs of man.

How nice and sound that is,
the spoken sound of the uttered word,
pushin’ conversation to its zenith
a revelry of spoken English.
The common tongue,
the guttural sound,
it’s so delightful ain’t it?
Roll it on your tongue
in annunciation.
It’s a present to be read aloud.
It’s a rhythm to be read aloud,
the natural sound of speech,
my comely pen.
I was tryin’ to reconcile
the availability of time
with your time in it,
a Shakespeare rocker-board
with the price of poetry,
shit like that.

Now you’ve done it,
have reached the poem
where it beguiles the page
someone slept on my face,
slept on my foot,
you must hear this poetry.
I got here just in time.
Well, I’m exhausted.
I’m keepin’ up.
It’s hard to keep up
in an avalanche of word
I can’t make stop,
because it’s all around me now
Shakespeare deep.
He is at that place with me
that
we invent language on the fly
and brighten English with it.
He isn’t very friendly
in pages
of very thick verse.
He was playing on his court.
He loved here.
I don’t add up sums,
lines the shimmerin’ of trucks,
but I get the job done
here comes
off island
into another poetry meaning entirely
said this island.
You lift my job done,
okay honey?

How you propose to freeze frame,
is that fake news Donny?
Kids are all over it.
Sooner or later
it’ll happen.
You know who cares
I can move humanity that way?
Can I give you some stars
wonderful reader enjoyin’ the poetry
because it’s here?
Thank God for Planet Earth, hey?
[‘hey’ spoken in the voice of Bad Bunny singing in the Super Bowl 60 halftime show]
What a Waco, huh?
All over the police academy
cops need to get their right guard.
Did David Koresh molest children?
It was a religious fervor,
how they just wiped out the David Koreshans,
killin’ their kids.
This is known fact now,
and if you dispute it you’re a liar
Mr. and Mrs. Policeman.

What are we doin’?
You’re not pourin’ over my poetry
to find broken laws,
to do any protecting.
You are just beside yourselves
that I’m Daniel,
and you’re Daniel,
in the lion’s den,
reminding you of our oneness burgers,
reminding you we are one,
and don’t get eaten.
Somebody has challenged society
in its moving parts,
and you can’t get at ‘im.
Somebody stands there free
from the guns and uniforms you are
in social concepts only,
in yellow jacket.
Dangerous ideas,
I’m wavin’ red flags
to change the status quo.
You guys are its greatest defenders,
and you don’t care.
You just have bullish notions of policing people
and keeping people in line.
Are you startled?
See yah on the other side, copper.
I’ll wait for yah
to help me out.
Now I’ll take my toys and go home.
See you later alligator.

See you soon,
pubic mind?
The public mind isn’t that far,
the ideas that change society.
Somebody will get away with the machine,
tearin’ it down.
Your childhood sprawled out
on the pavement of time,
don’t you know that you are a shooting star?
[sing line, “Shooting Star” by Bad Company]
And that’s where I come in.
I can help you with that.
This is from this rifle
making eyes at everyone.
It’s got land on it
and a whole bakery pie.
I’m not shootin’ anyone.
I’m liftin’ up the race
in my own backyard.
I see you with guns too
puttin’ your two cents in.
It’s the climate for it, ain’t it,
on this net Hogwarts
where everybody’s a poet
or a landmine.
I would like to get out of these chairs
and not have my poet bruised by net,
but that’s the landfill today
you don’t need a permit to dump in.
Everybody can write here,
so far.
Well so long,
I’m approachin’ yah with a poem, you know,
that was written in bended shares
after I posted it the first time.
Kinda gets yah in the sleeve button.
Adios.

Hey rendezvous,
this surprised me too,
really did,
okay?
These are the longest children in years.
I’ll start spendin’ money
that ample time has given me
far from boiling man.
Did they say a paycheck?
A collision course in reality gave me,
and I’m a ticket outta here
to greener pastures
before long.
I’ll live in a cabin in the woods
far from the maddening crowd
on mountain slopes
(can you help me out here?),
high rivers in time,
and I’ll bring my dogs
to be there with me of course,
and that’s the last stadium
I will count to on earth.
That’s the one I’ll ever be
the poet of.
This one here,
hello,
from Fort Myers Beach,
not welcomed at all,
wined and dined and then spit on actually
for the poetry I write,
for the spirituality I do.
This is a conservative place,
hating the other point of view,
downright vicious actually,
and that’s their baseball.
Now tell me is it yours?

In a help on your ego flyby
I’m arrangin’ cans;
I know the price of rain.
I can get down and dirty in the wood.
I’m ten miles tall
when I’m not small.
I’m bubblin’over.
I’m lickety-split,
and I know how to play cars
arrivin’ on time.
I’m a breezeway.
I’m your lunchpail.
I don’t dance on thin wood.
I hold your hand
real nice,
although not in certain language.
I will come back tomorrow
with more verse,
not to bowl you over,
to be sincere to you
and hope.
I can managed springtime
all torn over,
and Mr. and Mrs. Man,
I’m good to you.
I’m good to the whole human race,
everybody in town
coppers included;
we just need them to see themselves that’s all.
New questions arriving today,
how does that feel?
I have hunger
for the decency of man.

A Hail Mary pass,
just one thought around the house,
you’ve seen the pictures.
Everybody question name,
but we’re clear light toward enlightenment,
every single
Godzilla I got.
There’s a group of people
just came here,
just came here again,
We’re at a station now.
They hate me larger than life,
They can’t over I’m alive.
Will they come and do that,
put me out of commission?
It’s a poisoned tree
they look at me from.
What do you think?
I’m not the bacon?
I’m here pedestrian?
Fuck you city slickers.
I’m not talking nails to you.
I look you in the eye and say that
I don’t like your city ways
at the water fountain,
but I do mean the best for you there.

I am the Devil’s show
reinventing books?
I’m an angel’s wear.
I am your delight
in fashion of God.
Chim chiminey, chim chiminey, chim chim cher-ee
[sing line, “Chim Chim Cher-ee” from the movie Mary Poppins],
look I’m Santa Claus.
Do you get it?
I’m the word on fire,
all in the fields of God,
and I’m this little man on time
in his delivery.
How can you make that snakes
you chargin’ public mind?
I’m on fire
with love’s talisman,
really on fire,
and I know the white purity of love
in my sink now.
Do you?

Luna puppy,
let’s just look at this town.
Come on Luna don’t yah
wanna see it?
It was the weather it was turned,
and after all,
we’re flanked by cliff and deep.
Kinda gets yah in the guns doesn’t it?
Let’s just get this party rollin’.
I saw a Christmas tree,
the lighting of the party.
It was a savior.
He got ended I guess his name was.
I won’t even say the One’s God.
I require the One.
Good night folks.
I want a really good audience
who need a good field,
a hand-grade,
on the right stuff.

The world is this big conservatory,
and I’m puttin’ my foot in it
and my dog’s paw,
right in the sunlight,
for another round of applause
of course not.
I’m not makin’ money either,
or getting likes
on telephone poles.
Can you know purity of purpose,
where the whole world’s hangin’ in the balance,
and you put your life on the line,
to bring in a new society?
That’s what I’m talkin’ about.
It’s not a mess,
my delivery.
I’m walkin’ on magic air.
In big agreement
I hold the world’s paws
a manner of coincidence
I doubt your sanity could hold.
The things that pass me on the road,
it’s manifestin’ my thought life,
and I’m comfortable there.
Larger than life
I have moved my life’s room,
and you can ground me in the dirt,
but I’m not finished yet.
Oh eyes on me,
that’s not for my glory,
though I’d like your pettin’
and not treatin’ me like some bat outta hell.
I want your respect
you tell kids we all get.
Alright I’m done.

A new world order,
that’s bullshit.
These are not control angles.
These are not command angles either.
Oh my God the history of freedom,
it’s not in liverpools.
It’s not even on vice.
Freedom hasn’t occurred yet
anywhere on earth
in societies.
It’s a dangerous term.
Laws don’t govern you,
nor your own impulses.
You’re free to king the air
with spiritual junction
a soul inside devise.
This is not a spiritual ego
or you never do no wrong.
The freedom to change,
the long and the slow of it,
that’s got to be given.
That’s paradise
when our will’s in union
with the good of all.
Can I show you that mountain?
Fine, I’ll wait
for the whole to arrive.
Great goodness I’m done.

I’m in the theater you know,
finding breakfast,
tall and good and shine,
with my dog
in sudden reindeer shuffles.
She’s the delivery agent
brings Santa Claus to town,
and she’s beautiful,
ain’t she?
Eight million
smiles and laughter
matched her with me,
and the kids went crazy
just a pettin’.
Lickin’ surprised babies in the face,
like a dangerous Rottweiler,
lickin’ you right now,
she’s a love girl
all puppy dog.
Man I love my Dog.

We’re waitin’ for a greater dawn.
Bring it
the love for our children and dogs,
not one sting of abuse there,
not one iota
of mean to them.
Cats lovers beware,
that’s the love they get too,
and that’s the human family
we attend to.
The great buffalo herds,
we bring back
with loving care.
You see where I’m goin’ with this?
Now that’s the story.
So long.
We hold our breath.

Free of abuse,
that one,
we give this even to our rocking chairs.
Is that so hard to believe,
we’re good to everyone you see,
the whole planet,
starting with me
hollywood?
I’ve jumped the shark,
again.
Over the rainbow?
We’ll see.
Goodnight Houston.
Goodnight Billie.
Hello Tommie,
and goodnight all.

Free footage from the main thing,
free from alligators,
nuts on wheels.
We’re high and dry,
and that’s not a place in nowhere.
It’s not a garbage dump either.
We’re high on top,
and we’re not wet with things that sting us.
I’m arrivin’ there shortly
kittens.
I’m not the mailman.
I live every word of this,
and that’s what you look for in bibles,
the people are speaking themselves
who done it.
It’s not chronicles on bended knees
you have to obey.
You’re saved.

I didn’t escape the new passengers.
I didn’t even get caught,
but why would wood go away?
To make it through the Night.
We have to change civilization.
We have to become Gods on earth,
men and women.
We’re pointing there now.
Yes it is just unhand your bacon.
We’ve got larger than life sheets.
You know your dreams are bigger than you
sometimes,
and your thoughts
it’s gotta be better than this,
and your kids’ smiles
in the delivery room
bring hope into the picture there is not,
and when grandma dies,
and you know she’s not gonna rot.
Come people look up.
Look down.
Look all around,
We’ve got a larger Earth.
It’s evolution’s springboards.
We’re goin’ somewhere.

I’ve used a phrase ticklin’ I know,
but we will be beyond the human
in divinity shares,
immortal like all get out
here on earth
in rainbow bodies the Earth puts out,
and when it wears out,
we put a new one on
in ceremonies rich with time.
Gods on earth see ye,
with the power to blow your mind,
and distance doesn’t scare us anymore,
nor the inside of each other’s hearts,
nor death,
because it doesn’t come.
Merry Christmas.

Do you wanna know what’s’ comin’?
It’s the real thing.
It’s where we’re at.
It’s the way home,
and I’m not figurin’ speech.
We’re bringin’ home here,
where we came from,
and I’ve seen it with my own two eyes,
the God I am up on high,
over the head some degrees,
where we are now,
if we see it.
That’s the experiential consciousness.
I mean that’s gonna dynamite.
We experience ourselves down here now
puppets in a play,
actors in a movie,
players in a video game.
The on high comes down,
and we have overhead experience,
transformin’ the nature,
not just enlightening the being,
and we go up,
all prepared,
and meet ourselves on high
comin’ down to station us
just a little over the top of the head,
stationed out of the body,
which is just seas of bliss
and concentrated force,
ready for anything,
and we’ve joined the hemispheres
and become That you see.
Kinda gets yah right on earth,
doesn’t it?

I’ve just spelled out the wheels
to greater consciousness
you’ve never heard of.
It’s not aliens inhabitin’ your body.
It’s not devils either.
You’ve finally become yourself,
the truth you are
beyond time,
the divinity you are
that’s been disguised all along.
I’ve given you the formula for eternal life,
and it’s not a drink you wear.
You become enlightened,
then we’ll see
you empty the vessel
filled by God.
What’s there not to like?

What’s there to be mad about
this poet has given you?
Are you with me?
You will see this in death
at one time or another—
you got a self on high.
I’m here
pullin’ up the tarp,
openin’ eyes,
and now you know where those balloons went.
Why should you believe me?
Gauge everything I said
I was in a movie
that had contact Earth.
You will not believe my story
of adventure
and harrowing experience
and just dumb stuff too.
I’ve gone from one pole to the other
in where you meet the world,
and I’m educated too.
I’ve got my beads on,
counting my deeds,
counting my life’s experience,
to show you somethin’.
That’s life in the fast lane
spiritual experience brought me,
a whole adventure
of meeting worlds.

You have some treats.
Well, look what happened.
You believed me.
The cops don’t get it.
Wearin’ a badge,
oh you stupid boy,
protectin’ the public,
you think that’s killin’ people
and bein’ a horse’s ass,
you’re a cop,
and the public’s over there?
I never wanted to be a cop
after the Green Berets.
I wanted to find out why we had Green Berets
and nuclear bombs,
what I rode into Germany
in the Cold War,
but I didn’t find that out in university,
even learnin’ Classical Greek.
I discovered you,
with a capital you,
goin’ inside and findin’ myself
the eyes of the world.
The rest is history,
I mean follows suit.

Okay are we good?
I’ve asked this before.
I’ve piled onto it now
the rest of the story.
Yeah sure you can find dirt,
but finger your own anus.
Look at self-righteousness differently.
It really is a crime.
I’ll huff and I’ll puff and I’ll blow your house down,
no public that’s not good.
I’m just tryin’ to get by here
in unexplainables.
There’s cops around.
Now let’s go over it again.
Gosh dog I’m sorry.
You hear me now so long.
Welcome to the adventure.

I’ve seen glimpses, not the whole share,
but I’m certainly round about there
the understanding I’ve put on,
flowin’ through my choices now,
through my go ahead.
I’m lively now,
on the baseball,
and I grow in experience every day.
That’s the main thing.
Now where does power of consciousness reside?
Where you go about doin’ your day,
what you think about and feel,
and I must say I’ve shared Savitri there,
and there’s no way around it
power of consciousness takes time
to turn it on your day
the spindle
to the eternal now.

I’ve coughed up my needs here
and offered to dog the bleeding place.
I mean I’ve sacrificed my needs on the altar of life
and just go with it, you know?
I take care of myself in the meantime
and don’t beg.
I fill my desires with springtime
not letting them rule me,
and I throw some out.
I chalk it all up to science
to get the job done,
transform my nature,
and do you call with that?
I hold the divine’s hand all the while.
This is a relationship in sleeves.
I love God, okay,
the Lord of life.

Now that I’ve put you there,
in seeming religion,
what are you gonna do about it?
Here’s the deal.
God’s not founded in my care.
It’s not a belief I put out.
I have experiential experience with God
I cannot deny.
He is more real to me than you,
and I’m with you every day.
Go figure.
I would loose ends
if I didn’t know God was real,
lose my fucking mind.
My God this is deep waters,
and I’m just this little thing on existence
in siren God,
wide-eyed and totally captivated
by my master’s attention.
So I sing you these poems
to get over it,
to process it through,
to know God as comfortably
as I do know you.
You’re a little moron like me,
and you don’t have God’s eyes,
playin’ with me.
He’s a hell of a ballplayer.
Dagnabbit,
there he is looking at me again
through your eyes,
and contradictions abound.

This is all field play.
I have my moments of silence,
but we do get big I want you to know
and can handle the looks of God.
Are we a team player?
And that’s my lowdown with you.
I’m team sports,
not some island
fixated on itself.
I love you guys you bunch of pussies
to fielding God.
Wham! I’ve said my piece.
The long and short of it is,
ah fuck, I’ll keep goin’.
This poem will never end.

I’ve said what they all worship,
the balls in the sky know,
the great cosmic beings whose names we know,
bless their little hearts.
They pave their road with our blood,
but uncle us along
in short sleeves.
The cosmic paradise,
tantalizin’, you know?
You got that right
when you are a field going beyond.
Give them their do,
those powerful motherfuckers,
those compassionate beings,
and set your eyes on God
no attributes name,
who leaped out of the One singlehandedly,
because a necessity was God
to bring creation forth out of existence,
existence being God.

Now I’ve said my notions
and brought you all the way to God.
We begin there,
all the way to paradise.
Do you understand creation?
We walk
the way I hope,
towards great horizons
that come down and aid us
no longer
pull each other apart.
That was your sweet meme.
That was your immediate supper.
Let’s love one another.
Can we do that?
Can we honestly please?
You’re human
I love throughout the day.
You went there before first light with a cousin of mine,
the inevitable poem
a poet
has let just splash up upon the land
the whole word’s worth.
Great the story goes.
Get our act together.
There’s somethin’ comin’ this way.
I think it’s beautiful.

We need to restart civilization,
and now we’ve had time
to call out a good cop.
Gotta learn peace, okay,
not violence.
What do you prepare for?
Where is your attitude at?
Where are you going?
That’s the law of kindred spirits,
and I chose not to be one of you.
Shazam!
I was a weapon.
Can we get out of this?
Would you just hit on my heart please?
I hope you been a cop
I’ll rhyme with you dog.
They’re waiting for you
peace officer.
I felt secure
in human accuracy
an officer of the peace
provide.

Don’t you want to widow in?
I made it my life’s blood.
I set my life straight.
I became a responsible man.
I honored the pubic,
not minding it wearing diapers.
You get me dog?
But I will tell it like it is,
using real language.
I will do that.
Great balls of fire!
this is a lively mood,
on mountaintops.
It’s my report card,
and I’m all over myself
doin’ it.

I’ve brought you to the bus,
the real thing.
Yee-Haw!
I’m Texas,
where I’m from,
from your part.
I rode horses with the US Army
and steadied mules
a muleskinner,
a six-gun shooter.
That rodeo circuit we did
was in Texas.
Went to Washington
and inaugurated President Ronald Reagan,
was an honor guard at his funeral.
They called it his inaugural ball.
I squared off with ole Iron Eyes Cody
masqueradin’ as an Indian,
me in my horse cavalry blues,
spurs a jinglin’, saber a danglin’.
Kinda get yah in the sink, don’t it?
It was the tear
he said,
drunk as a skunk,
as was ole Bush Junior,
they said,
when he came into the hall.
I don’t even think the press give ‘im a look.

I was there
the only Green Beret
in Kennedy’s funeral,
and I’m really sorry he died,
but I’m usin’ analogies.
This was his graduation from high school,
I mean college,
round about Brown,
John F. Kennedy Jr.
The whole Kennedy clan was there,
and I was his Green Beret representative,
but they gave me not a twirl,
if they noticed me,
remained stuck up.
It was just an accident I was there
attendin’ my step-brother’s graduation,
Steven.
Not really an accident at all,
if you measure this in world gaze.
It was Kennedy signed the green beret into law.
We owed him one.

A vagabond,
and here’s the breeze:
I met the world there,
travelin’ from country to country
not a penny to my name,
for a whole number of years.
Money talks,
but it can’t hold your hand.
The world did that,
as conscious as you please,
when you’re lookin’ at it,
have thrown three sheets to the wind,
cast your bread upon the waters,
and it’s real nice to yah.

I was there,
in India 21 years,
and your character,
your decision,
but in India it can change.
Real deep sadhana
brought that all around me.
I worked on it,
and love’s the key to change,
and now I’m meetin’ you
all bright-eyed and bushy-tailed,
ready to be your partner
in world change.
I’m not tryin’ to get your goat.
I’m all over change.
I’m right here,
thank you.

I’ve swept all day,
and I’m movin’ out,
as soon as my money arrives.
I’m movin’
away from here,
Redneckville,
the conservative state.
It ain’t no place for a poet
radical human consciousness.
I’m in the floor,
and people walk on me,
but hey,
who’s countin’ guns?
I’m gettin’ outta here,
which brings me to the end of this poem
long ago.
You listenin’?
I’ve just jumped time.
Whew, we made it.
We made it.
Do you get my listenin’ rose?

Now tell me I’m bad.
Do you even know what good is?
How bad is it?
We’re miracles here.
Now tell me I’m not American.
I’m headin’ out again,
insurance money comes in.
I got hit by a car.
Social Security’s not even enough for rent.
I’ll work,
if I have to,
in whatever job.
I believe in work
to earn your keep,
but barter’s fine with me,
and I did it for years.
Just got a place to sleep
and my needs met,
no cash,
and my needs are simple now
you can imagine.
I’m goin’ to some secret location
you won’t know about,
mountain woods.
The woods is my people,
and I like to be in ‘em.

I grew up in a clan,
not just the suburbs,
a small family farm
deep in the woods.
I studied there all my life.
The Dukes and the Kings,
believe it or not,
theys mean people,
whipped kids and hate your neighbor.
They think they’re Christians.
They falsely accused me of something
and never spoke to me again.
Forty years back,
I mean that was it.
Can you get a load of that?
It hurt like the Dickens.
I don’t understand family,
and I don’t believe in it.
It’s burned me.
They never look at you again.
Now my sister died off,
without sayin’ a word,
just stopped talkin’ to me
years back,
without even a how do you do.

I didn’t understand it,
still don’t.
I didn’t do nothin’ to her.
I’ve got this sign on my back that says kick me,
and it was there when I was a kid,
and many did.
Adults were real mean,
women elementary school teachers horrible.
I separated from other kids
in middle school.
‘Fore that had few friends,
but I was a best friend little boy,
and I’d loyal those.
I took up a Bible in school,
became a Jesus freak,
Jesus Person if you asked me.
If you wanted to be saved,
I made yah kneel down with me in front of the whole school,
durin’ lunch recess.
That way I know’d you were serious.
I got along just fine,
always a crowd around me,
tauntin’ or wantin’ to know about Jesus,
and I had my defenders.
I went to a different church every night of the week,
if I was able,
suppin’ up on Christ in the suburbs,
or at least what I thought was the Christ,
or at least I made it my habit.
I was on fire.

You know what I was runnin’ from?
I can’t even tell yah,
but I just put my Bible down at 16,
abruptly,
and went to the woods,
as much as I can,
became an avid backpacker
as a teenager,
and of course I joined the Green Berets.
Now whatta you got?
You got a man on Planet Earth
ready for anything.
I been schooled, you know?
I’m not just a poetry writer.
I’m a poetry doer,
and I’ve earned my time on the net,
didn’t just get a blog and start humpin’,
but I don’t wanna put my poem there.
I just have no choice.
It’s an avenue you see,
and the gatekeeper’s you,
millions of you,
billions.
I‘m a needle in a haystack,
got this sign on my back
kick me,
and you’re gonna find me, hey?
Leave me alone,
if you make it here.
You wait for me
to pull somethin’ outta my hat:
you know you’re here,
the audition in time
that casts Planet Earth.
Am I right?
Wow, the program,
it smarts
banded by elevators.
Fuck you no I don’t mean it,
but you are a bunch of pussies.

Am I offendin’ everybody on Planet Earth?
I don’t think you know your ass from a hole in the ground,
most of you,
and meanin’ slips out your winda,
and you think it’s smoke.
You like the choicest stuff,
like animals in feedin’ time—
fodder.
I don’t think a one of you is a lover of humanity,
not when you’re put right down to it,
and you have to sacrifice
what people think of you,
or the Law might come after yah if you did.
I’m in that position:
without any support group.
Transgender people,
recallin’ society,
gettin’ upset about your name,
you’ve thrown me down the river,
or the likes of me,
without even a second thought.
You are not the love of humanity.

Now I’m dynamite
down on Main Street,
but I’m not prickly pears.
I love the people that hate me don’t you see?
And I can do that
and wish the best for them.
I want them to be alright,
not hate or be mean to anybody,
and would you please wake up to that?
It’s killin’ humanity,
the hate we have for one another,
and I have nothing brighter to say
in the urgency,
necessity of today.
We’ve got to get there,
love your brother,
love the likes of man,
love all humanity,
the trees and the forests too.
We will be destroyed if we don’t.
We will get killed.
We will die.
Now I’m countin’ you
the leader of this program.
Don’t be a pussy please.

Let’s get down to earth.
Let’s get the word out,
and you can pass out mine,
as pretty as you please.
I’d like that.
Alight hoss,
on the road.
Alright people,
let’s go,
destination love
everybody you look at today,
and love to learn the ones you won’t.
In our emergency they are legion.
Now pick up a gun and shoot everybody
because we don’t.
You see the connection?
Of course not,
and that’s why I’m here.
I put out the blindness.
Can you see that?
Really?
Very good let’s go.
Come on let’s go.
Really let’s go.
There we are,
mountains in time.

We are mountains men.
Among niggers I am chief.
Oh God hallelujah,
can you really stomach that?
Luminous fate,
I bid you farewell.
The poem is on the morrow,
and it’s not the marriage of heaven and hell
or Emily Dickinson’s far, perturbed shore,
never conquering death.
It’s immediate and pure,
and it’s got love count your days,
a great big smile from the Heights,
the eternal ray.
Splendid,
a luminous mouth
rides all.
Places now,
we got to go
you salty dog.

I boiled these steaks.
She’s eaten here,
hello,
and I’m usin’ a pronoun for myself
she is also women.
Now that’s luminous close.
Now that’s
our boiling point.
Listen to her.
We have a long way to go
successful living
hero,
that way,
just another
unification,
male and female,
that all humanity rides,
that all humanity knows
in the best possible places
our kids grow.
We’re in the pan now.
Let’s turn up that stove.
Do you know your other half?
Do you let it grow?

Sick said it,
how he got well.
Hit you with it
in these poems’ fine clothes.
Harm’s End,
it’s a race start.
Come on people climb in.
I’ve described time and abroad
on your fingertips.
And he knows it
on his.
That was him
a great wonderful world
in bulletproofs.
Aw, shucks,
you and the world,
that’s me,
when we’re good together,
no one hates who,
and no one
destroys kids
and hurts them puppy dogs.
Let them keep their tails
and their doggy ears,
and I give Luna
a big round of applause
and scratch her behind the ears
till kingdom come.

What are you lookin’ for?
My money.
We just sent you
almost 20,000
in this boilin’ over poem.
I’m fittin’
the library.
It’s empty
what I live on.
It didn’t last long,
my last paycheck,
and I gotta get outta here.
Can we talk about these things?
Now I’m pealin’ off the walls
the necessities.
Kinda gets yah in the teeth, don’t it?
A poet’s gotta eat.
Who done it?
Fine I’ll pay for my food.
I’ve gotta answer the door.
Now explain to me
how that ain’t work.
I just wrote
the world come in,
and I can barter with you all day,
but you don’t hear a word.
Is this the end of the world?

Spurs and competition,
we all let’s have a little consciousness to do.
Let’s get up there,
oh my baby,
to the larger than life,
see through this world
a bigger play.
That’s down on mountains.
We don’t have to be stuck in little cans.
We can give yes to immensity
in how we view the world—
it’s not all there is.
There’s a greater play.
We’re not just survivalists.
We see beyond the world
engine room.
We are there on the wood
greater notions.
We’re not in La La Land.
We see the engines of the universe
in our every thought and act.
We are not puppets in a play.
We are movers and shakers of the world,
if we have our breasts on right—
our heart meets the world
its extended play,
and we love it all,
or we make room for all,
and you are free
right here:
was the circumstances alright?
You were larger than them.
You were alright.

Okay I’m almost broke.
I don’t belong here.
I’m not hypnotized by them.
I don’t make that my thought and mood.
I’m in a larger life,
and I see the door
to transcend this time.
I’m not sufferin’.
I’m not even mad.
I know what to do.
I put my sleeves on,
what I’ve sung to you in this poem,
what I keep repeating.
I use power of consciousness
to overcome consciousness,
and we are in a play of consciousness.
We call matter frozen consciousness,
because it looks that way.
I’m away from it bleeds,
but it’s wicked
to those lost in matter’s world.

Now I’m hated
by a parable
I don’t go have lunch with,
and I’ve really felt that pain,
the bad person that
has no choice but his actions.
Nature made him that way.
I’ve been lost there,
and your hatred doesn’t help.
I did the seldom doing.
I did the rarest thing in man.
You see this on the page.
I reached inside of me and became a new man.
I overcome.
I don’t dally around.
I know exactly what I’m doin’.
I get assignments,
and there I do it.
I get the job done,
whatever it is,
and I’m not finished till I’m finished.
You see that now.

I’ve overcome your hate.
I’m not a stigma anymore
to myself,
and I’m not bad at it,
being a good human being.
Now I stand before you,
whoever,
a really good
person you don’t like.
Can you get your shit together?
Against the wind,
you’re just blowin’ against the wind.
You will never make it out right.
Can you admit you’re wrong,
admit,
just cannot butter a cow.
How does this join the office?
You got your equipment wrong.
That would be brush your teeth now
with a pull that into itself.
Don’t look a gift horse in the mouth:
you are the spaceship;
it’s, it’s you, it’s you.

Now come on we have a world to change.
Big heater design,
you need to move your feet.
Now we are moving
some impossible shore.
You find a mark around heroes,
a control environment,
like it doesn’t wig the dog out.
Science is seeking help in whatever.
When they went into America,
I couldn’t believe it,
they cooled the body temperature and muddy temperature
so hard to flood.
You know what else?
Nailed her down there:
would you like some pizza?
Bathwater
in how you missed it.
You threw the baby out.

May you be fit to ever take from time’s lords
the unequivocable quest.
I mean sex it doesn’t reign.
Over meeting it,
like a bunch of kids,
you quest put silly hat on.
Well will you look at that?
You were comin’ like Luna
James Coney Island,
gosh dog.
I could go home.
That was the herald walk
to the celebrated
Rocky Mountains.
I’m not gonna talk about it
clear’s deal,
but I gave enlightenment a nod
in coded language speak.
School is their south of here.
That’s where they
jumped the shark.
There’s somethin’
for your understanding to behold:
onesies, twosies, threesies,
in my underwear
a whirlwind,
and you’re stronger than it.

We had been spared in the ancient fix wisdom.
The comin’ star saved our life.
Pull that out
of all these Christmas trees.
We’re lucky people,
we’re lucky.
Let’s all go to my garden
and sing Kum ba yah to pretty much anything.
Notice how we got this film delivery.
Got leader on my pack.
I’m scientific party of the unknown,
reachin’ science’s last frontier.
I couldn’t sworn they smelled dog.
Oh market dwell,
got a hole in it
from God outwards.
Good morning.

I’ve got my market shoes on.
You’re gonna talk about me.
What out of your posts?
You’re kidding.
This is the long read.
It’s all over the place,
huge and dim.
It’s a dream,
dream works.
They rose spontaneously from the ashes
of your clueless on things,
and it glows
with how tall you are human understanding,
when it’s based on experiential consciousness
and not just the realms of thought.
It’s wide, and it’s deep, and it’s purposeful,
and I’m chargin’ you with it right now
to explore its meaning
wonderful.
Listen to her stages
you’ll have to work on.
You can’t do anything
you don’t Dolly Parton this
it’s for everybody.

It’s the rescue team
from the mundane,
to bring you into meaning.
We’ll make you bigger than yourself,
if you try.
Time to go.
Sorry,
I was hopin’
dry hump
the record I keep with you.
Fine,
I’ll empty this space
when that’s it.
Fuck this shit,
can I go home?
Your grandma gave a record of that chair Janie,
and you didn’t even friend me on Facebook,
you piece of work.
You are my hope in humanity.
You were there,
and you are my barometer
for social change
we suffer from the internet,
the hatred it wells.
Janie,
everybody,
do you see how that’s in you now
real deep?
The laws of the machine,
can I break them here?
And Emily,
at least you talk to me.
Can you condescend to see me as a poet yet,
anything bigger
than what you see me with,
those moral glasses?
I swear,
open academy
the Darkness brings
Mr. and Mrs. Moral Mind,
like a bunch of animals
too dumb to see reason.
Am I speakin’ to everybody?
Am I speaking to you?

Well could you please scratch me behind the ears,
and I love my butt rubbed
in the nicest way possible,
don’t you?
Goodbye Uncle Kenny.
I’m still here Jerry Lloyd,
and Eddie,
you blocked me on Facebook.
Was that with the love of Christ?
And Allen I love you.
David King,
well you messed up.
I didn’t do anything.
By any chance
you’re still around Nurchia Silencio?
And you dropped me like a hot potata
in my hour of most need,
and you were my soul angel,
and I was not guilty of anything to you.
Wham!
you were gone.
Is that humanity?
Is that you
reader?
I’m on dire straits
in my social pen.
Could you like please
hold my hand?
Now will you hate me?
Will you call my name?

Last dance on therapeutic floor
God’s starry will
bakes in certain time,
and I am a vehicle of that force,
lone and big,
and I falter not on Heaven’s door.
Chunks of me
peder out in fire.
I am omnipotent of thy force
no oh starry man.
I stand here delivered
from the churning Earth.
I am bigger than myself,
and I am integrated in time’s ways.
I can just as well chew gum.

Hush, hush, sweet child,
I am all around thee now.
We will break in on your crib,
your delivery room,
your growing up,
and put the power of God there.
Our hands will not delivery you to evil.
Our hearts will not forsake your cry,
and our minds will dwell on you
like the moon.

We love you little one,
and that will be all our days,
putting you on God’s chair
and not abandoning you.
We will deliver you in love
to your larger kind.
That will our ever be with you,
raising up in soul stature to yourself
and lovin’ you soft and warm.

Oh my sweet child,
for this we are on earth,
to grow up God in his cradle,
to kings men and women
to our larger kind.
Oh destiny,
Shazam!

The joy or our origins
find us
in the grasped hand
larger than life.
It’s not whodunit.
I don’t know what to say to children
not reminding them of joy.
Spanking their little bottoms,
slapping at their little hands,
and scolding them to no ends,
kills us.
We’re not on their side.
They grow up mean,
and it’s disguised.
They do not have the love of Christ.
Good people all the same,
they whip their kids too.
They can’t find society
where it helps us.
They like strong laws and strong punishments
and the doctrine of the church.
If they can’t find themselves in church,
they’re listenin’ good
to leaders and authority,
to people that tell them what to do.
The gun likes the submissive child.

We rule society with it
and have since time immemorial.
You hit kids you rule them
out of their own choice,
and when you break their will,
they become weak individuals
who can’t hold their will straight.
We’re mean to kids
in the name of discipline
and whatnot,
but we really just can’t control ourselves
and slap them that way.
You want a submissive society
if you hit kids.
You don’t want them to be free and on their own
as young men and young women.

You put them in school
to pull them from themselves,
to force them to obey
their time is not theirs.
You rob them of themselves
and put them in the machine,
all day long.
You think this is good for them.
It keeps them busy.
It produces like-mindedness
and obedient individuals,
or if not,
they’ll turn out that way.
The rebellious will have their wings clipped,
and they will see the errors of their ways.
School lays them in den,
and they are invaded from every side
with the impulses that rule society.
Terrible on each other,
they’re in a lion’s den.
They can’t get outta there.

Now pile schoolbooks on top of them,
so divorced from life,
they will never encounter the material again.
It’s for the schoolbooks,
not for themselves,
and everybody’s got to follow the same rule,
scientists one and all,
basically,
of one form or another.
It’s brain matters.
There is no emphasis on the heart.
They’re pulled apart.
They don’t get along with each other.
They can really be mean.
Is this multiplication?

It’s not what we need.
It’s horrible on them.
We can’t help them there.
Where do we take this?
We can do a lot less school
in smaller bunches
and more showin’ them the ways to be human
not forced upon them,
a purposeful socialization
they get along with.
Time to themselves,
that’s crucial to them.
Time to be themselves,
that’s the one in all.
They have to be themselves,
not who we make them to be.
They have to be themselves
to be comfortable with other people.
A rich diversity sows union,
if it’s not just a free-for-all.

Difference is time to be alone
in object yourself,
even when you’re a little kid.
Sit by this tree sweetheart
and put yourself on the picture
I’m in the picture.
You got one,
a self-examining I.
School is good business for this,
if you want a good child,
but you bar them from this with the three Rs.

Am I explodin’ notions?
I’m tryin’ to give you the keys of change
in the hands of children.
You just want them to go to war,
or make pharmaceutical companies.
You’re not after their freedom.
They are not alright with you.
They have to be controlled.
Man, man,
are these just business partners?
What do you give a child to grow up,
survive and be the fittest,
you need a good job,
you want to be good Christian man,
religion,
you trust your family?
Talk about these things
the kid will have a hole in them:
there’s more to life than that.

There’s the whole.
What is he doin’ this for?
What is her purpose in life?
Can you tell them?
You fall down here,
and society crumbles
from within.
Your purpose is larger than life.
We have a game to play:
we’ve got to get bigger than ourselves.
We’ve got to overcome
all this about ourselves to get there.
My little one you’re there
in how you hold life.
It’s natural to you
to see there’s more.
You hold big notions.
You know they’re there,
and we rob you of them.
We rob your innocence
with our pounding
to put your pencils on,
to obey us,
to go to Sunday school,
to hold our notions,
to suspend your pleasure.

We don’t know what we’re doin’,
and we do it wrong.
You need time to grow
the answers on this test
where we’re not controllin’ you.
If it’s for your safety it’s for your safety,
but mostly it’s not.
We want engineers not freedom.
Do you need a doctor,
or why would you spank ‘im?
He won’t grow your way if you won’t?

I’m givin’ you the history of children,
and we think it’s climate change
destroyin’ the world
or war.
I’m on first base.
We have a whole round house to go.
I’m giving you the most important notions in society,
if you want to save society
from destroying itself.
I’m giving you the history with kids,
and that’s killin’ us.

We need to be free.
A children knows that.
You know how they are,
so freedom and alive.
What a thing to harness,
if we knew how.
I don’t think you care to know.
This business of society,
that’s your all day,
and if you don’t like it there,
you don’t see a system way out.
You don’t know there’s change
in how we do things,
monumental change.
The gates are guarded
by unseen hands.

You see me pull on ‘em.
You see me know.
Well are we just gonna stand there,
or do we change our way with children?
Pop! that notion
into where you are with them.
Overcome your subconscious,
the spells that rise from there
to treat them badly.
Get angry
and see how free you are
to have children
in their natural born freedom,
in the joy they have at just being alive,
in their wonderfulness
at just being themselves.

At that point I just dropped the broom.
Am I wrong?
Why do you believe me?
You know I know children and have their goodness at heart,
have their meaning at heart:
they change society
and make a better world,
and we’re movin’
towards that junction now.

I just stepped into dick.
I just gave you the cigarettes
you stop smoking,
comprende?
It did what the safety does.
It has them
right in your arms,
a lovin’ them for all it’s worth.
They’re secure there,
if it’s not so much your emotional needs but theirs.
You can figure that out
in how you hold them.
Good affection does not blind them
to their own boundaries,
to where you cross the line.

They have need there,
but it’s not yours to fill.
It’s kids stuff,
and they can’t be kept from each other,
if you want them whole and healthy
in those places down there.
It’s not your part in that.
It’s how they express life
when they feel those places down there.
You stay out of it.
They will express themselves
naturally with other children
or just spontaneously with themselves,
and if you hinder that,
block it,
you bring in sexual disease,
you make all society ill
with the wrong way to express it.

We have to stay here,
here on my picture,
to see what could go wrong.
When I told you
I blew out a tire,
I didn’t get it fixed
where I could have,
even before I became on adult.
Do you know the possibilities of nature,
and how the world puts them together,
natural remedies can give us?
No adults please,
but we can get
really free,
and that can last
from adolescence to adulthood,
if you see what I told you
in how to pair out sexual disorders
in kids and how they grow older.
You don’t do that yet.
You’re too moral minded.
You don’t have a hole in the ground
you might purge with.

I’m sure he’s a good student,
but that’s not what you count.
She has to be aware of herself
there
and not let spindles just take the wood.
We can grow up so unconsciously
in our underpants.
You need a speaker down there
that you can grab ahold of.
You need to know how to vice,
and it’s dinner
for your road on wood,
and you’re not violated by another person.
Children need time to discover themselves,
and it’s not their wrong doin’ it.
Can you just sit here please
and see what you’re mad about?

Their look from the table,
is that your guilty stare?
Intimacy breeds dice,
and our touch-nobs
respond to mood,
and I’m here to tell you about it.
Of course you’re free with children,
but what goes out the window
that you don’t want to see?
Where are you at there?
There you go,
can you believe you have a scapegoat
you hate for it?
Army mules,
damn,
they’re stubborn.

Now we’re gone south,
ascended to Heaven,
and I will meet you there.
I see things you don’t see,
and I put out blindness.
You’re not ready for it yet.
I’ve broken no laws
tellin’ yah.
I’ve gotten so further in life
you want me to stop and turn around.
I’ve gotten all the way to wood
with our children,
and I’ve told you not one perturbed word.
I’m singin’ in the rain.
You don’t look at these matters
except to stop children from doin’ it
and protect them from molesters.
You are not free and easy with them here,
where they touch themselves
and other children.
You want to stop that.
Ask AI—
children do not have sexuality.
You know a messenger
has been programmed to say that.

There’s a cat
that gives you that milk.
She said
a suppression of children we need to change
to get that balanced adult,
and you are a live wire.
Apparently they got
abandoned.
What’s yours today?
Here’s the dolphin.
That’s Richard Dreyfuss
gettin’ out from under a shark.
No way he wants to be there.
His wife and kids,
they like the name he wears sure,
but that daddy’s just gonna be in his shoes.
Oh what gonna happen?
Oh what?
Okay,
I bring the long sticker,
but tell me this has never happened to daddies.

I’m a military point
you wanna cuss, bend, and joke,
but I’m speakin’ in masterpiece.
It comes really expensive.
This is creative writing.
It’s all external.
We need to bring this in.
Conscious Darkness chalks up our wood.
It’s attached to every one of us
as sleeves.
It whispers in our ear,
speaks in our heart,
and invades our dreams.
It’s ever-present with us
except in moments sunlight.
It’s there with us from birth.
Chevy I called him,
an imaginary playmate.
They are cosmic parasites
stuck on us from wood.
It bade my mother do fellatio on me,
and she did,
administered orgasm
changing diapers.
This gave me another consciousness
than yours.
I had one step in the unseen,
pullin’ on my life.

Now I am totally bade there,
not from your prompting on the outside,
in my modus operandi.
I stay there
writing this poem.
I know spirits,
and I know the difference between them.
Demons abound on this land,
monsters of the deep,
horrible creatures.
They rule the Earth
in its circumstance.
They are the princes of the air,
and you know what that means,
a craft.
I’m right here
not teasin’ yah,
not playin’ with your wood.
I’m separating the light from the darkness,
and I’m tellin’ yah where it’s at,
the evil messin’ with us,
the hidden prompters on our will
that give rise to our evil deeds.
They are everywhere,
unseen,
and lickety split,
they’re gone.

They are a big habit
we have to get rid of.
We feed them with our will
when we go astray.
We feed them all the time
we are so ill will towards one another.
We’ve got to get rid of them,
but only Gods can do that,
divine beings.
How do you stop feeding them?
Feed them no longer with your will.
Whatever’s vice to you,
that you stop.
Hey but
a honey child
can’t do without that pleasure.
It’s a sticky wood.
You find out what you must stop,
and you go from there.
Obey
your higher calling.

I been these trees.
Can you open it?
It’s not that hard.
They’re lookin’ at you right now.
This is just life.
You turn them away.
Don’t climb on top of them.
Lore here is to avoid.
Realize they’re obstacles,
Realize they test your strength.
Realize they’re the Alien and not the Predator,
and they just want to destroy.

That’s him,
the dog-dragon that tricked me into the Void,
just to lap up that stuff,
the existence Void rape me motherfucker
destroying a child,
undoing a child,
when my mom was bringing me to orgasm
a four-year-old little boy.
My God!
that hurt.
The Void it is a vicious blot
alive on nothingness.
I in its lethal jaws
simply went insane.
Then it brought me back
divine beings pulled me out.
I remember their light.
Bright stars for heads they wore,
and they put me down
where Heaven meets Earth,
and I returned to Earth
bathed in love
and never saw Chevy again,
until I put ‘im on my knee a factory 28,
conjurin’ demon lore.

Lust defense,
I was just overcome.
Holdin’ down my feet
I can climb out of that now,
precious wood.
So what do I train you with?
My story,
but I must tell yah it’s incalculable,
and you’re not prepared for it.
I bid you ill at ease.
Well, what’s train wrecks?
I’ve known them all my life,
and I’m in the train yard,
and there you are,
and I got here
all that stuff
you need to judge me with.
I’m sorry I’m ruined.
Do you really believe that?

I’m another form of being
in your underground.
What is underground?
So much subliminal process make.
That’s just me in a rockin’ chair
in our subliminal parts.
I’ve opened up the world inside me
so personal it’s real.
Of course I have my humanity intact.
I’m not other world.
I’m not even me anymore.
This is close enough for you
to take it yourself.
Donny mine’s in Rome.
And that’s an imperial ditch.
You have to be bigger than me’s
in your outlook
and where you meet the world.
You’ve gotta get out of the world in your bigger notions.
Do you see the larger you
or have some notion he’s there.
That’s enough to get you started
in your larger notions.

This is Temple Road, Battery Road,
and you save your own life
from there.
It’s an escarpment.
We’re almost there
we know there’s a road.
I’m never gonna empty this in my entire life.
This is what an opening in knowledge looks like.
It’s not the only thing around.
I wear shoes,
and that’s the filters of the subconscious,
a spacious cramped area below the feet
full of rooms
that did it,
a basement place
underground
in dreams.
You’ve got impulses there
stinkin’ and wallerin’,
or maybe they’re proud.
Some are looked away never seen,
and if you wake up the beast down there,
Lord help you.
Chances are you’ll be swallowed by your unconscious.

Impulses rise from there
and thoughts
twisted and weird.
You catch them
up through your legs.
The knees is sexual bending.
A lightning flash,
and your mind entertains them.
You’ve got to stop them before they rise.
Your hands do them before long.
You have to clean out the subconscious,
one by one.
It’s conscious light you see
reachin’ those rooms.
So many dreams see you through.
You get by.

You learn where the impulses come from
and how they behavior rise.
She sucked my dick that did it.
That’s just the how and why.
It doesn’t stop the behavior
you know the trauma that put it there.
It’s a long process
to single out those rooms.
Always corners escape
and meanings dim.
You’ve got to be filled with light
down there.
It’s a fight it’s a struggle
it’s an embarrassing situation
you get all the way down there
clean.

Now can we rise again?
All those impulses still do,
marked, known, and recorded,
tagged,
and you know what stops them,
love.
You can’t hurt anybody
it is so rewired,
your desire gun.
It laughs and stinks,
but you don’t field it anymore
even in your brain.
Have I got you anywhere?
The way of the world
takin’ trains and healin’ yah,
I’m first fix,
and that’s a great responsibility.
I bleed you,
and I’m all over myself doin’ that.

Don’t open the door
when desire knocks.
Don’t shoot it either.
It will not knock furiously
then knock again.
Any opening of the fantasy wood,
and the spell comes in and takes over,
lights your rooms
with desire,
and you have sensation goin’ down yonder
meeting the free.
It’s so feel down there
in the genital overload
in fantasy world.
Attached to everything
your attraction pulls,
it’s strong down there.
You’ve got to stop it in its tracks
when it knocks on wood.
Don’t lie there and play with it,
you’re doomed.

It gets serious with other people involved.
You remain firm
in your decision
to keep this from you.
It’s not impossible.
It’s new arms men
employin’ your will.
A basement all
cleaned out,
well, there you go.

Am I helpin’ you any?
I sure want to,
and I’m rocket science,
aren’t I?
I’m real.
I don’t fuck around.
I’m livin’ wood
that’s undergone a sea change
for good.
You hear me there,
Steven,
and I love you.
Let’s
get on with this.
I’m in sea breeze now,
and I’m on the sidelines.
I don’t do anything else
get ya’ll settled
now that we are a vacation
from the job that I had.
That’s cool.
I can continue,
but I’m really not into it.
I’ll say a few more words
to close.

Now that you know how to do it,
will go along America?
You’re my main voice.
We know the attitude of Trump
and fundamentalist Christians.
It’s not the love of Christ.
It’s not for God so loved the world.
It’s open,
the attitude train,
hate your neighbor in paradise,
hate everybody different from you,
hate the Republicans,
hate the Democrats.
They’re monsters.
They go away.
You can’t find them anymore,
when you love God with all your heart, soul, body, mind, and life.
You see a different people,
flawed maybe,
messed up,
but you don’t hate them anymore.
They’re your brothers and sisters.

Do you hear that Steven?
I thought you’d never look my way again.
Good, let’s cross
this threshold
and remain together intact
at least friends.
Is a step-brother real?
We shared childhood together.
Could you help me with that,
see the relationship in us?
It’s largely symbolic.
I think we need our American support.
Can we just get along?
We slept together as children,
did some penis water you and me,
and I remember you.
I finally
understood when Gwen died
you just can’t be bothered.

Go to the day sacrificin’.
You know that’s America’s need.
We’ve gotten too selfish
in our kingpin,
in our laugh at one another and strife.
Alight I’m
the first big sacrifice.
You’re not gonna kiss me for these poems.
Will you kill me for this America?
Will you do me in?
Will you be my valentine,
if you get what I’m sayin’?
There’s somebody out there
I’ll be right there.
I have faith in you.

You do exactly what you want.
I’m gonna breakdance.
He’s messed up knee.
Hear now
free.
I’m a One scientist,
all the way to China.
Is he learning to be a cop?
No I’m just puttin’ out wood
caught fire in the rain.
You know how that is.
Spellin’ around town
really tryin’ to get me to go.
I did for the moment.
They had a pair of shoes on
bullshit,
I mean just bullshit,
hot-wired brain to their hatred down there.
Okay look at me funny.
You’d have to be sure,
no heartbeat or nothin’
in the ice cake.
Not sure exactly how to put it.
Too orderly for words.
Hirin’ their capital,
I want stuff straight.
I will have handsome in that
by the time I get up
I’m a military moon.
There’s coffee,
there’s Gatorade right in front of you.
Don’t be bashful,
sup.

They don’t pin them kids
to soft surfaces,
rob them of their pleasure there.
Now would whodunit come out?
Oh, eww, oh, that was good.
I’m right here you didn’t know it.
We could see you
lovin’ people.
I need to see me
the exponential phrase of consciousness itself,
simple as all this issue is now,
as pretty as you please.
We’re escapin’ government regulation
and goin’ into the woods
‘fore long.
If you can come with us,
I don’t know.
Thank you for askin’.

I’m a pot bellied stove,
really on fire with the likes of God,
despite how ugly I been.
Make a wish.
God she can’t make her own?
You’re gonna have to place.
I gotta have to place.
We have Luna,
add another child.
That’s too hard to believe.
What about your three other dogs?
We’re bringin’ them too.
We’re bringing our kid here Nithish.
You have to hide this child.
I need to move forward,
when the Rottweiler was askin’ I need freedom
hullabaloo.
I got a teenager.
I wanna eat
I don’t care—
that adolescent.
Alright,
there we go.
My son,
get him out there
with us soon.
He had another friend too,
his attitude.
You need something?
Break up born on God’s good grace,
we made it.

The poem,
the formula,
and all that,
where you meet your formula
the backdrop to life,
I’m finished.
Have a nice life
Rowdy Rottweiler.
You know what that means,
babykins.

Christmas evening, Times Square, Fort Myers Beach, 2025

Who Is God Sun Master?

“Oh My Look at that Ole Dog” by the author. Luna on Fort Myers Beach. She made it.
If you are reading this poem on a phone, note that the integrity of the lines, a major feature of poetry, is not displayed properly. Many if not most get cut short because of the small screen.
Congress can come to my bank.
I have ideas representational spiraling towards the universe.
I can show you yourself,
your muffin.
I’m not in a handbag.
I’m not parkin’ cars.
I look at the world and smile,
because I know its price.
It’s huge big,
but I don’t get lost in it.
I see the telltale signs of behind.
I can gauge the world through there.
The Spirit has the show.
Behind the world does.

It’s not communicable.
You can’t see it
with normal eyes that see vision.
It’s not in your visual field.
It’s nowhere apparent.
How do I know it’s there?
I can descry it in spiritual vision.
I see the substance of things.
I know that huge engines lie
in the fabric of the wood.
I can see the frontal of things
land on it.

I’m a thought proper.
Pregnant I stand and sing,
and I offend people doing so.
It’s cost me my livelihood.
I got fired.
I’m in trouble today.
I see it in spiritual vision.
All around me there’s trees
involved with my pen.
I’ve really written some things
alarming to the public.
They shoulder my hero.
They’re here and there.

Mainly what I show you is how to change
from one thing into another,
from a blind man into one who sees.
I show you how to bring good out of bad,
how to change your very nature.
Poem after poem
has landed on the world’s docket.
I don’t get known there.
Do you know the price of change?
It sits on your life
extractin’ good.
It’s costly.
You have to pay in sacrifice.
The world takes its toll.
People are very small about it.
Forgiveness and understanding,
no one gives them to yah.
You will be persecuted for good,
even if your sins aren’t listed to the world,
to the people in front of you.

You make power uneasy.
They can’t believe you’re there.
The people that hold the world
in its little stations
mostly are mean and jewel,
and it’s fake jewelry.
They’re petty people.
They have an arm on society
that robs it of its worth,
but they will tell you differently.
We’re used to this,
the hypocrisy at the top.
It’s all for show,
but here I’m gettin’ in those little wears,
like a community organizer
or some little boss.

Where do you find good
that’s good to everyone,
equal pay
even to the riffraff?
Is there a worldwide heart there?
Is there someone that embraces humanity,
has goodwill at all times,
treats people kindly
even if they’re homeless and destitute,
sacrifices for people
not worthy of it,
loves them too?

I’m not talkin’ about the perfect man or woman.
I mean they really try
to treats others as themselves,
regardless of the other.
They’re fair people
to everyone.
It’s me, it’s me you say.
Glad to meet yah.
Continue readin’.

You threaten people then,
challenge their sense of self,
will be very unwelcome at their parties
by your own sense of self.
You can’t shoot the breeze
and not feel the weight of other people
and their meaningfulness to you.
You’re flabbergasted by it.
It’s not a little show.
You examine yourself continually
for false pride and vanity,
for things that don’t match love,
and when people hurt you,
you feel that sting,
but you try to get your head around their price.
You study the world
and their place in it
to see what world needs arise.
If you act,
it’s not with malice.
Empathizing with them you understand
they need a reckoning.
Their world play has gotten too far
in selfish ends.
They harm.

Are you there my friend
in being good even when it hurts,
in bein’ inside yourself
an open vessel to feel other people?
Is that person in front of you
the weight of the world?
Do you take delight in dogs,
and can you feel a tree there
the livingness of everything?
Do you laugh with the wind
filled with the caprice of its consciousness,
identifying even with the forces of nature?
There’s more of being then being shows,
and we’ve come to the invisible,
but would we find you there
identifying with the wind and sea?
Great Scott!
you’re a tall human being.

The organic meanness of the machine,
that’s not your pride.
You’re a tall order.
You do penance for people.
You never leave someone out in the cold.
You’re understanding and kind,
forceful when you have to be,
but not mean and cruel.
You are so on yourself
to set things right.
Can I get across to you your underwear?
You have left lust behind.
It’s not what you do eat people.
The roles of sex are no longer in your play.
You’ve matured out of that.

How can I count this?
It’s my livin’ mood.
It’s my every day.
This is the price you pay for love,
and you’re not ready for it I know,
the death of your own
genital squeeze play,
but we can still have children.
Youth gives birth to our young,
old enough to know the consequences
and take on that responsibility
where society thinks,
where society helps them grow
where society grows.
We are no longer individuals on our own,
and we get along with each other.
Individuals have room to grow
and be themselves,
the freedom of their nature
that lets society grow.

I’m a social revolutionary.
I see the beyond,
and I carry my dogs there.
The world for me is paper thin.
I see the behind,
and I love it there.
My dog just messed.
Did you see that?
Can a poet have a sense of humor?
No, I don’t like butts and smelly asses.
I’m walkin’ on miracles,
this world set in place,
all its motion,
a storybook Earth.

I’m tryin’ to tell yah the price of the world
in seeing,
how you handle the world
in moments of gloom,
in cries of despair.
You look up
into your largeness.
You look out there
into your springtime.
You handle the world
as it eats you,
but you’re too much for the world,
and so it spits you out,
and you stare at it an equal integer.
It can’t get at you
in your lists.

We are a bubble inside
an immensity beyond time,
tiny as the wind blows,
a drop in an ocean
of continuous being.
We are one aggrandizing look
in everybody’s lookingness.
Worlds upon worlds
tell this show.
All-Containing seeing
rides us all.
We are a looking glass
into infinity,
and we only see ourselves
on finite Earth.
Ever being grows
to its larger glass,
and can you count that?

I’m on the high seas
of the bottomless lookingness.
I see larger being than ours
messing with us,
setting us straight,
and I can see bigger than them
beyond this universe of stars
into the larger looking glass that encompasses ours.
I’ve sat up there once
looking down on Earth.
Miracle on miracle bridges who we are,
who put us into this play,
the larger than time’s being we are.
So many seconds
started this show,
a poet here in your lap
singin’ the ends of time,
singin’ for all its worth.

I’m bangin’ on time.
I’m giving extra credit.
I know the hunt in time.
It’s bigger than stars.
I can grapple the world there,
just this old codger who walks his dog
and means nothin’ to nobody
savin’ a few.
It’s a laugh really,
the breath of my vision
and how little you see me.
I’m showin’ you inside.
These are the concepts of my thoughts.
These are the concepts of my dreams.
I habitat these thoughts all day.
Lookin’ at the world through a dog’s eyes,
I can gather life.
It’s insane really
I’m not the one insane.

Let’s go back to lunch, shall we,
that the stars in the sky tell us we’re wrong.
There are bigger fields than Earth,
and I’m countin’ stars in my diary
and know there’s beyond them.
I know you’re safe,
even if you get tarred and feathered,
crucified on some cross.
Nothing can touch the Spirit.
The soul is free from everything,
and it laughs
that gentle laughs
that knows the score,
but is sure hurts down here doesn’t it,
to be a beggar at time’s gates
just wantin’ to be loved?

That’s the shit of it,
and the soul takes these shocks and turns them into gold,
but we suffer the because of it
because we are flesh here not soul.
The soul is deep.
The soul is long,
and it might let you get killed before it shows itself,
and what poor bugger can take comfort in soul
when his trials and tribulations are happenin’?
This is the juxtaposition do Earth
we bury here,
where we mean something to each other.
It’s a lamp unto our feet,
ain’t it?

I show you the price of a laugh.
Let’s make this work.
The price of a fall,
that’s too expensive for us.
We are here on Planet Earth wantin’ to survive.
Will it happen?
It’s certainly meant to.
We have to get out of our kingpin.
We have to get out of our nursery.
We tarry there.
We rob there.
We’re stadium laughter.
Do you know how many eyes see us?
Do you know how many eyes care?

Let’s get this down to a science,
hey, everybody’s a hero on Planet Earth.
You can do it I know you can,
be there bigger than the world.
Are you just gonna stand there and do it,
practice burnin’ people?
Will you see my face?
I didn’t get away with it.
I shoulder more than society’s prison.
I shoulder the pain of the world.
Unhand me I’m free?
No, I’m not enlightened.
Good luck,
that’s in my hand,
and I may reach freedom yet.
Is that the answer to tomorrow?
Yes and soul release.
We interrupt this broadcast,
and it looks like
we broadcast now.

Everything bad happens,
not everything good.
Do we just spit at each other?
I’ve got radio silence.
You might kill your mistakes.
Look at this.
Why would you want me silent?
Maybe tomorrow lip service you’ll give.
They’re not hiring.
I want to go to Mound Key.
I just put a belt on and I
make that hirin’ the world.
Where is my pay?
I warned you.
Oh look,
the hammer,
it will get all over your fur.
Men home it’s comin’.
Everyone,
I’ve got a tale to tell,
and it shows.

Well it’s time to go to sleep.
A poem has not made you ready.
(vision of Grace Beagle sitting pretty and looking at me like in a life-size picture frame, two or three poses)
Taking a picture,
you know how dogs to that.
Keepin’ your fingers crossed,
we’ll get them here too,
Grace and Hannah
and Bruno.
Now be off with you.
I got a train to catch.
That ole boy put his foot on the pedal
and headed towards them yards.
We are not in hospital beds.
Grace and Hannah, photo by Douglas
Bruno, photo by the author

The New Release

photo by the author

This is one of the poems that got me fired from my job at the Greater Fort Myers Beach Chamber of Commerce. The president, who fired me, told Douglas, who also works there, that board members and others were sending her excerpts of things I’d “penned”, claiming I was making fun of them.

If you are reading this poem on a phone, note that the integrity of the lines, a major feature of poetry, is not displayed properly. Many if not most get cut short because of the small screen.
For both a ride on me,
ageless against you,
and the age of the suns,
I’ll be thousands of fallin’ underneath my mind,
startled by the springs of enlightenment,
and the cards are in play
but too grandiose for my design.

Involved in the history,
I’m not chuckin’ wood,
but let’s face it I’m this little man in a little play.
Now look,
even in my beach job parking lot
the herald of swift event
patterned life.
I saw the nuances of things to come,
and I was a bearer there.

You can’t grasp this in your hand.
I held the Earth
in impossible lilies.
I knew it was a steamboat.
I handled it carefully
every damn day.
Can you imagine sleep without it?
It held me at night,
working on its intricacies.

I saw the world comin’.
It held my gasping hand in its own.
It was a birthday kiss.
It was a holocaust of things known.
I did not put all my rocks there.
I had bigger plans than Earth.

Can you starry enlightenment?
It will do you away.
You’re not there seein’ it.
You’ve disappeared,
standin’ right there in the middle of it,
and you’ve gone father than the world.

I know this land.
I can’t describe it to you.
It’s taken the world away
in perfect seeing.
I am not sure of its moorings.
My times there have been brief,
but you hear it in my gifted speech.

A whole field’s to play,
famous hotel,
unknown to the world.
Can you imagine seeing the impossible,
a world where none is,
sights and sounds that not be,
thoughts where none be,
a whole world arise from the Void
where nonexistence is?
What arises now?

I don’t know if I’m worth this.
I don’t know if it’ll come,
the springboards of the Earth
a seer’s grasp,
the passive in God’s hands,
the no-self of enlightenment,
the end of suffering for individual man.

The floodgates are open
for this puny start,
a beach bellhop boy
liberals through the strong right-wing
the doors of enlightenment,
contentment and peace,
where the wild things are.
I carry that trailer.
I tarry there.

It’s worth it,
no firecrackers in the belly.
Wish you that payment.
I started looking at shiny objects.
I realized there was a behind the behind
in every word that’s true,
when you touch base with reality.

I wanted a bridge.
The vehicles of enlightenment
silence the world,
engineer reality
to make the grand crossing.
Uh-Huh, there’s a reality there
enlightenment leads to,
the nature of reality,
where we come from.

And you think you’ve stalled on enlightenment?
There’s a beyond.
It studies the world for you.
It’s its master design.
The roads ever get deep.
Another universe holds this one in ours,
and we go on from there.

The All-Encompassing All-At-Once
is the study of the game,
and we’re on flat level Earth,
the first rising structure
to pick up This land.
How can I get this across?

No sight can show you it.
No mode of thought gets there.
You can sit in the All-At-Once of the sun
to use a metaphor,
and there you can see the dynamics
swiftly over your head
in a secret passage to our Source.

Now bring enlightenment into the picture.
It’s stills the world for you
to get to the other side
into the reality beyond the universe,
into the reality that made us.

Glory in the spoken word of poetry.
One bad dream
is this universe to cross.
Right this minute,
can you get the sense of creation?
Can you see it larger than the book?

We went past it.
What happened?
We got services
hello Cape Canaveral.
One accident,
it’s gonna be close.
Till Hunter gets back
we don’t leave reality to the fishes.
We get out of these beach suits,
the mere survival looking for enjoyment,
the group mind.
I’ll be right back.
And it was a hunter for spiritual dawns.

Can you see that out of the routine?
Bonanza,
we’ve established this fact on earth again.
The pilot’s license,
where we start.
Oh my God my head on my shoulders,
this is like the bus you know.

Carry Meaning

Me at work at the Roxie, photo by a kind tourist lady named Eleanor, taken just after writing the poem

This is one of the poems that got me fired from my job at the Greater Fort Myers Beach Chamber of Commerce. The president, who fired me, told Douglas, who also works there, that board members and others were sending her excerpts of things I’d “penned”, claiming I was making fun of them.

If you are reading this poem on a phone, note that the integrity of the lines, a major feature of poetry, is not displayed properly. Many if not most get cut short because of the small screen.
I sit and toil all day
at the heart’s sky,
laboring meaning into form
that won’t surprise me with its despair.

I unhand time.
It seizes me.
I believe in miracles.
It’s all a wonderful of the All-Look’s gaze.
I labor to see that.

I can remember it happening
long ago.
All the sights I see hide God.
Can you hide God?
It’s a revelation in a day,
the abruptness of creation
organizing time.

I can see through the forms
cloud my mind with meaning.
That bus that just stopped there,
it stayed a bus,
but it carried mystery.

The people at the bar getting drunk next door,
a singer sings their songs.
I can’t find the music or the melody
they become more than sharks
wetting their nose on freedom.

I carry them in time,
the little guy at the Roxie station wagon
tourist information center,
seeing past the show
into metaphor’s play.

Bathing suits and butts
don’t know what they mean.
Their wearers are proud of them.
They walk past smiling don’t look
stirring sexual desire.

I don’t know how to do this,
be a Roxie concierge
and assign God to the role.
I just mean somethin’ to everyone.
My hand is ever on time’s grasp,
“Yes ma’am, can I help you please?”


I study tourists
tryin’ to find time
a meal on paradise.
Can I help you folks?
Every meaning
gets bigger than time
and be what it means for.

Can you see that?
Every meaning we look at
wears the face of God,
but every dog knows
God is horribly attentive
to things you don’t understand.

I will find meaning there.
I will reach beyond the Earth
and sit at the Roxie and be myself
guiding tourists to their destination
on Fort Myers Beach.
Yah get me dog?

Images for Change

photos by the author
The muse gave me a message to you,
the muse rise and poetry.
I’ll see it in the garbage can, won’t I?
I don’t know how to negotiate this landmine
in outer things.
Every world has rejected me.
I’m a nation to nobody,
dear reader except you.
This is across the board.
It’s unhand me.
It’s blue and it’s red and it’s gold.
It’s unbelievably tight.

What do you say to no,
we don’t want to have anything to do with you,
and this is the entire of the yoga you follow,
the city on earth
that’s to realize the human dream
and be alright with each other?
I get kicked out of there too
and in the hearts of every man and every woman
who could make it possible to see my boy again
right out in the open
his daddy again,
and that anomaly is solved:
why the divine in-look on me
carries his name,
and it is a phantom make.

I stand here confused.
Even the halls of poetrydom have spit me out.
I have no place in society.
I live in some little island of bright,
and Douglas and our dogs
hold the world together.
Our visitors only want something,
all they can get,
and they only come here for that.
We have no friends here.
We have no one looking out for us.
We are here alone and that’s it.
This squeezes you, you know?
You don’t understand
when humanity and the world
mean so much to you.

I’ve painted this isolation for myself.
Douglas has friends and family
who care for him and provide,
else we wouldn’t make it.
He lives in his room and I live in mine,
but our best-friendship has reached the stars,
but can I tell you about Paul?
A friend for all the years,
who is in the world at large
giving me e-blasts
I’m your friend.
When the world rejects you,
you get compensation,
friends for all the world,
if you’re holdin’ hands with the world,
if the world means as much to you as yourself.

I can’t bear this,
spit on by everyone,
and I’m just diggin’ my hole deeper with these poems.
They cost me so much.
They tear me apart
I am so real with you.
I don’t know how to begin
to really say it,
the be there of the human being.

Oh my God I want to describe it to you,
so we can join there.
I want you to see my humanity.
I don’t want to be an outcast no more.
Oh I wish you could feel that.
God does,
and he’s here with me all day
in bright thoughts and muse
on the edge of time.
Would that you could feel that.

A meaningful life,
that’s established.
Come to terms with myself
and terms deeper.
This is all in the sky.
I’m a blockchain.
I matter to mankind.
I’m significant
to your notions of self.
I’m good
to all you haven’t seen yet.
I love people
and feel their oneness.
I am not about the snake.
I touch you
with deep meaning.
I am really there.

The world blows up inside me
it has eyes.
I commune with the Unknown.
I’m about your rocket ship.
I ease on you these things:
the starling oneness inside us,
the jumprope to God,
everything we have to do with each other
in our ballpark with children
and the animals in the room.
You hear me there
petting my dogs in wonder
and taking children to the sky.

I cook meals for you
and attend to your business all day.
I am not just a selfish wound.
I have lifted up the race
everywhere I look.
I am dawn on you
the understanding of poet,
and here I am,
in my most serious mood,
standing up and be counted,
because you’ve shunned my face,
a rocket-man
that knows we share meaning together,
that knows my part in the world,
that knows I can’t live without you.

You’ve kicked me out of your homes,
you’ve kicked me out of your hearts
long enough.
I’m not a beggar at your gates.
I’m the poet at high noon.
It’s time we fly.
It’s time we fly.

For Your Blind Date and Harrowing Experience

It’s all a fantasy program.
How are we localized here?
This stays.
It comes and goes
in the realms of sleep.
We are in a huge tin can,
and escape is impossible
if you follow the seams.

We don’t even know we’re in here.
A big accident gluttons our text
eating up forever.
This is existence proper,
with hot sauce.
This is existence on earth,
and we suffer here.

How is it done?
How are we fooled so early?
Not as sick as existence proper.
We last a long time
in our menageries.
The fairy roads to existence
startle all of us.
It’s all a sparks’ weaving fairy dance
putting circumstance in place
the settled fact.

It’s a picture show to tell you the truth.
Now where is that projector,
and is it being filmed as we speak?
Something’s funny goin’ on.
Can you find existence in there?
Can you even get at it?

It’s a big story-house in space
that we can’t find the light of,
and we are trapped in our rooms
of single seeing.
Better men then me have pulled these cords,
but this is my poet’s worth,
but these are my poet wings.

Where does it all lead to and why?
Do we even find out at the end of the movie?
I can take you farther than Earth
in the rounds of Earth,
and I can show you time in a bottle.
You would not believe who we are outside
where we imagine the universe.
It’s the secret of the ages,
and we carry its wind in our sails
comin’ back to itself.

What prolongs the long game,
and what makes us suffer so?
Can I tell yah?
I just did.
The tell-tales of existence,
I’m there.
I’m in the picture show with you.
Can you guys see that?

In Day One This Is Ridiculous

photo by the author taken in a secret five minute meeting with Nithish nine months ago
I’m fighting stars.
I have no idea
I can’t do anything
unless my muse reads it to me.
You are the couch
existence sits on to write.
Still hasn’t found you
able to write anything.
Here, do this circle.

No matter what I say,
no matter what I dream,
I can’t get rid of
those institutes
that go against the grain
of society in compelling posts.
I have been left without my boy
and wondering if he’s better off without me.
I am bereft of hope,
and this is bigger than my boy.
Is the whole thing a tin can?

Is existence squeezed out of existence
by the Diamond Bearer?
Is this all a charade,
and even God himself
can’t stop cryin’?
Is there a safe harbor anywhere,
a safe place?
I’m talkin’ existence big.

Thank you I’m smart
and can see the ruse in everything,
even my own ruse.
I can’t change my consciousness to save my life,
and I know what change means.
Are the roads to Supermind
blocked by Supermind?
Is enlightenment just a scare?
What gives?

Do you know how fucked up everything is?
Do you know how big it is,
the screw in everything?
We can’t climb Mount Everest with that.
We are foiled by cliff hangers,
and we can never reach the top,
and in the history of poetry I have to explain to you symbolism.
Nothing gets out of my bag.

Do you know how tall that is?
I’m meaning’s worth,
and I keep reaching holes in my story.
I don’t understand all that is,
but I know Gods play with us,
and there really are monsters under the bed.
Can you see my daily life?

Bigger than being
it arrives from distant shores,
the very breath of being,
and it gets there all the time,
in our underwear.
I cannot move this molestation.
Are we fucked from the very first?
There’s a hole in the program.
Whatever it is that uses us for existence
is unhinged?
That’s how the story grows?

What guarantee do we have that it is safe?
Are we existence’s pall bearers?
Alright arouse my pen
are we safe from the universe?
I question everything.
In the horror of day to day living,
living
where peace finds us
and goodwill,
you can’t condemn it all to understand.
You can’t even breathe.

Do you know we eat bread together on the inside,
and I am you and you are me?
That’s the joke ain’t it,
we spit on that.
I’m goin’ somewhere,
even if I don’t believe it sometimes.
I’m tryin’.

There I am on cars,
and I carry the world around all day
a poet’s worth.
I have these great big thoughts
that ground.
I mean I’m a scout for the human race
really involved with you.
I question my own worth,
but that’s not throwin’ myself away.
I work in the engine room of humanity,
and I don’t even think you know there’s there,
for what it’s worth.

We haven’t found ourselves yet
larger than our own personal skulls,
dangnabbit.
I’m a shopping spree
of the limits of ideas.
I can do it,
get out there where no thoughts are,
and I can hold existence in my hand.
Is that a safety rope?
I’m gettin’ underneath things
not because I have to because I love you,
and we can figure you
my little boy.

I witness
the safety ground,
and I’m lookin’ for it
in the large eyes he wears,
and I could just tear my heart out, you know?

I have the living room in my hand,
and I got a shot at Earth
lead me to him.
That’s the death of a unicorn
has almost swallowed him whole,
and he don’t know how to feel right,
my little boy.

I’m comin’ upon him now.
I’m placing a wall.
I thought for a brief time
there’s no doubt about it
this is what he wants
to flower with me.

You can’t lose your job.
James, I’m tellin’ yah the truth.
You will have his little hands in yours again,
right there on bright Earth,
where the Earth makes sense.
You’re fillin’ a role in the sky.

I didn’t allow
there’s monumental change ahead.
What happened?
It’s alright—
monumental impact.
Well here’s the movie here’s the camera,
and I’ve got ‘im,
I’ve got ‘im in my pocket. [sing this and above line]
Can this be like all played out?

Wide God,
did he actually go to touch that?
No, he resurrected Tommy
another poet live on earth;
another poet rides the Earth.

A Trailer at Sky Noon

photo by the author
Have we always been human
and universal Brahman?
I killed 14 people.
Frying that up,
do I lose my humanity?
Back to the recent times.
Are people just badder than before?
What can we say about humanity?
You know I’m countin’ sheep.

We drag clothes wear.
This is not our first costume.
Where do we come from?
Do we come from ugly,
or do we come from good?
Do we come from the chaos down under,
spawns of hell that evolved to light?

We’ve been in the engines of the universe for a long time.
Are we emerging,
or was this a soul’s fall
into matter’s plight,
great heavens we wore
and then lost it all
in a sudden decision?
Are we universal existence
lost in individual chains
goin’ through trapdoors all the time?
How does our unity play?
How deep does our unity go?
Do we evolve together or separately?

You think the protozoa created us
scientific doctor,
and we emerged to man,
no soul in the machine,
no universal existence beforehand,
no Brahman with his gun.
The fish in the sea
are our ancestors on high.
We dream of being human again
you idiot,
where life meets the universe
on every frustrate world.

Is this all there is pond?
I can speak from my crash course in reality,
and we have scales of being
that rip us off
and brighten our days
and sometimes hold nothin’ with us
in the great majority of cases.
There’s the earthling man,
the universe revolves around this?

I have more fields to show
the origin of the universe wears.
I’ve poked my head out of the sky
and seen more than I can show.
You don’t know what it means to look beyond
and carry the glow of the universe
like it’s your backyard.
I’m a small man in Earth shoes
bustin’ at the seams with immensity,
and I can give you a ride home?

I ride these poems too,
and I’m a bucket in the sand
joinin’ reality with you.
We have more roles to play,
don’t you see?
And even existence is not all we are,
but let’s get down to Earth, shall we?
We are not the demon’s room.
We do not come from hell.
Escape it is our price—
a real punishment
you don’t need to worry about
all existence long.
And we were not once Gods,
and now we are men and women,
but of Godhead we did wore.

We come from beyond the universe
to inhabit these fields of clay.
We are existence before existence
in the planetary field ride.
We are burning suns each and every one,
to use the symbol that ignites the universe.
We come from on high.
We are principle actors in a principle game
that has stars for robes.

I just spoke the alcoholic’s din bin,
the wayward president his lair,
the child molester in bed with a child,
and the tax collector at your door.
I can get muddy these
or just be an ordinary house mum
or field husband
or kid in school
dreamin’ of what will become of me.

Lift up your eyes sweetheart.
There is more to come.
There’s the Diamond in the room,
and all your lives lead to that
as in the making of a star,
the crash and founding of a universe,
and we can be there kids.
We can be there
in great lone moments
of the direction at noon.
We can see the sky,
have great Earth thoughts
that make us feel God inside
and hurry this along folks.
Yah hear me kids?

The Last Stadium on Earth

Have brain damage,
that’s not really politics.
It’s a funeral.
Who would see The Last Tree Trunk on Earth?
Critics say it’s a good movie.
It’s spills bad.
It was filmed inside Iran
in secret trees.
It’s got a wallop to it.
You see freedom up close
thrown out in the street and beaten on.
You see it shot with knives.
This is a real camera folks,
and girls just want to have their scarves
not choke them to death.
Is anybody watching this?
Can anybody care?

The Seed of the Sacred Fig
was put in the wrong house.
Brilliant you hear the arguments at the table
theocracy speaks,
but it’s shot in red and white,
and we practice human nature
with a murdering gun.
We do not show human nature.
A father and daughter are not that red apart,
suddenly,
unexpectedly,
so the plot can aim its gun.
Would a family go mad,
horribly so,
for a strength to resist evil
that none of them felt they had?
An entire lifetime together
with daddy milk
and a mother devoted to everyone,
it lands on the freeway
I will hunt you down and kill you
love said.

How tall these movies are
in our backyard.
They bring humanity under the gun.
Has human nature been robbed of its sense?
It’s blow out of proportion
so it can impress audiences
and score award points.
We see human nature sick and dying
in movie after movie,
and we can’t get over the villain.
He is so perfect in his craft,
miraculously a monster
just doing the impossible.
We love to hate him,
and if it’s a her all the more.

They’ve confused us
with what’s real.
Human people don’t act like that,
and these movies have us all alarmed,
riding out our hate
in tickets sold.
What’s the point of all this mess?
Make more bucks,
and let’s take these artistic challenges
and make them rob people wear.
My God that’s a talented movie
just on our disease.

Alejandro in Problemista
almost makes the villain human,
but then he wrote the apology.
We’d have to go to Sing Sing for a good movie
in emotional fare,
so Shakespeare on Earth.
Let’s not get too gay in National Anthem
and spoil the show.
We have purpose in our lives
this movie knows not of.
You wear a good Holocaust
in A Real Pain,
tryin’ to show it right,
on the level of human eyes
a human drama.
What am I doin’?
Showin’ you my movie list.
I watch a lot of movies.
I’m really into them.
This is the way we spend human nature,
in identifying roles.
We get involved with a part.
We identify with a character,
a plot.
It wears our lives
in symbolic meaning.
We get at the stuff.

We invest ourselves there
oh so strongly.
We’re raped
with a bad ending.
A good movie can make us feel good about ourselves
and improve our lives.
It can heal.
It can do bad things.
It can tear up our lives
for a moment of all meaning.
It is so very powerful,
cinema.
It goes directly to the starting point,
where our lives came from and why.
Alejandro is good at this.
Amazing creativity
those scenes where he’s talkin’ to someone,
and it shows the whereabouts,
the representative part.

Drum roll please.
We are creative edges of time.
We stand and sing our lives
an entertainment for deep meaning.
So many roles wear our lives.
Can you get at the audience?
Being after being,
shrouded in unimaginable mystery,
have a total immersion gamble with our lives.
Of course we like movies.
We are there.

A Rumpelstiltskin comes along and plays the keyboard,
and we’re on bended ground
unable to figure out destiny,
but we can get back to ourselves.
Audience after audience prevents us,
the cliffhanger of our lives
their entertainment point,
but they value our lives
in our bid for freedom
and to discover who we are.
It’s their thrill.
They clap when the angels sing.

Are you crazy yet?
You’re just gettin’ started.
There is so much behind the scenes
in the dragnet of who you are.
I cannot show this to you,
the person you are on high,
the actor that has donned
this long line of all these lives.
I can only keep tryin’
in poem after poem and my symbolic life,
but it’s a farce you know.
I’ve really let yah down,
right where you needed me,
and there’s no way to make that up.
When you see it’s a game,
though a meaningful one,
know like you know the body you wear,
because you have seen it with your own eyes,
that you are an actor in a cage,
a player playin’ time,
the first thing you do is fuck up.
It’s the proud of human nature.
It’s so stupid.

It prevents me from showing you who I am
and who you are,
unimaginably big,
but that’s life,
a goddamn movie

that just throws you for a loop,
and you can never get it right
until you stop the pretendin’
and come together on yourself
what you need beyond time.
You’re not the audience I’m speakin’ to when I say
I’m puttin’ on those shoes.
Feel the thrill?
A poet measure
this poet smiles.

How do you chew on that poem?
We grow in stadiums.
A Watcher watches our lives.
It’s dream big.
It’s not who we are the audience
in prerecorded time.
This is not the first time creation mount.
Great DVDs we live
for their viewing pleasure.
We are that Watcher you see,
not the audience pang,
and we can’t get over him.
It’s too stadium big.
It transcends time and space,
but above our roofs it’s there,
the hidden keeper of our lives,
who we return to,
the one who started it all
in our little universe.

You don’t believe me I know,
but you’d like to.
The hidden meaning of our lives
are compassionate witnesses
beyond number and form.
Everywhere they look
they are there
the meaning behind creation
on this bended globe,
in this starstruck universe,
and they change us with a look
the bearing on time.
They are the Watchers behind time
watchin’ the movie us
them very selves in time.
Can you feel them?

Your true self,
they bring you home.
Months of capacity
open those gates,
if you’re ready for them again,
and you’ve been there before
for a brief moment
a time or two
in all your many lives
where afterlife grows.
It's a certainty you remember.
It’s a certainty you hold in your skies
that you farm into your very ground
I’ve planted this poem with,
a vehicle of my own return
one sudden afternoon
before the death of me.
You come up with yourself
in the ultimate game of life,
the ultimate paradox of life.
That’s a round of applause.
You hear the whole stadium sing
your great escape,
your victorious mile
I put better in progress.

Alejandro,
he did it.
I’ve seen what movies
list as our great surprise.
Too mundane to take it
where we meet beyond the universe,
they give it gas and go.
Are you hearin’ this?
Same image credit as above

The Gravities of Thin Earth

photo by the author

This poem has been published by Edge of Humanity Magazine: https://edgeofhumanity.com/2024/11/11/the-gravities-of-thin-earth/, and it’s been reblogged on The Skeptic’s Kaddish https://skepticskaddish.com/2025/01/05/reblog-the-gravities-of-thin-earth-by-donny-lee-duke/

I’m on the edge of time.
I stand here and sing.
I’m not about the braggart of time.
I hold my voices down.
I’m all the way down
where you know me
invisible.
I did not carry this to my car.
I banished it.
I operated on you right where it hurt.
I hit you in your social glasses.
I tried to be free.

For all the noise I made a scarlet letter came down
and banished me,
but it’s not there
where I pet my dogs
and clean my house
and cook for my best friend caring for him.
I greet people like they’re the node of the day.
I want them to know they are big in my eyes,
just to help them ease the day
to a better feeling for them.
I hold knowledge in my hand,
but I cannot shake their hand with it.
It’s an alien spaceship,
fairies in the wood.
It’s who they are beyond time,
and it is what I can see ails them.
I turn the page
and spew this out on a page to you,
dear reader,
where audience is as big a mystery as God.
Do you hear me?

I see where the world’s going and how it ends,
edging universes towards yah
how the impossibilities of the one fulfill the other.
Look at our goat today,
but look at our supernal skies.
I’ve painted myself wood
of a lone seer in time.
Silly me I bark too,
and I cry for myself
in moments of abandoned self-love.
I hold in my hand
the wrong sort of type,
the wrong font for you to see reason,
because it is way out your door.
Can you gauge me?

I’m in your toilet bowl.
I’m in your lunch pail,
and I’m around your cookery at night.
I get in bed with your children,
and I’m in the love of your dogs.
I take your glasses off to see society,
and I break you down to see your soul.
I’m a view of the vision of God,
and I’m this little man next door.
Hear me climb to the skies
a poem rider,
a poet mile,
and I’ll get you one day,
to get you to say hello world it’s me,
and I love this poem.
Don’t you see?

This poem also was declined by the private Facebook group Auroville International, and neither their admin nor anyone else from their organization will yet speak to me.