Sitting with Luna on the porch of The Planetary Court, Koreshan State Park, Estero, Florida, photo by Douglas, Easter Sunday, 2026
I am a monitor on freedom, molten lava, right now. I ICE —at his age he should leave them alone— and trap them in their wheels. You know the function of poetry, to open the heart of mankind, to get bigger notions than guns, to put ideas on railroad cars and pass them through each checkpoint of the limiting reason, to make language say what it can say when it’s not the mattress in your room; it’s the hope, and field, and trust of more friends than these, language expressed to the zenith point of our field of dreams. It bakes there the ellipses on the page the ellipses can’t show: a poet has gone off the page and entered your life, touched your things as he does his own.
Girl get censorship out the window, so it don’t rob us of meaning now when we most need meaning to show. I’m that report card. Treat me wisely. Handle me with care. W-o-w I’m there infinity report, the whole starward page we reach beyond, and I am your long lost friend you found in childhood and never forgot. I’m there a poem for you to read, a poet on this marge. I turn it upside down, the apple sitting there we hung by. So hang there no more, and love will lead the way. That’s the caption of the universe in all its drift and bale, in all its lonely regard. Everybody it’s movin’. We gotta move, and this is just the start.
Wow, what a life. Don’t paint pictures of larger reason you pigeon shit— the sheriff county Lee department. I’m on mountaintops. I’m in the immediate see of my room. I want to get across time. I’m really right here on your basketball who will Trump shoot next? Can you get larger than stars and balance concentration camps? Can you protect a poet that looks at trashcans, showing you the infinity of the universe Florida in the way?
I’m about the larger than Earth view, infinity beyond the universe, as where we put our cars your poetry has gone over mountaintops, and it’s landed in the nature of a cop. Who draws understanding there?
Man I host a larger continent that ours. I certainly put it in my poetry, and I do that to get down to earth. I’m on the pier now, runnin’ lines of poetry to the undiscovered continent. Happy all the fishes are, startled at man’s intensity catch them in the eye, but they will reveal themselves in time the substance of things they show. First we get larger than Earth, go weapon on this now.
It’s not on Mars or anywhere in the world that you know. It’s not other planets. Is this the chalice? It’s unknown in humanity. It’s bigger than sin or any right or wrong. Do you see it?
How do I make this out to you? I can’t get in there in your mind and see it. It’s not a framework of your imagination. Nor will visualization do. I can’t talk about it and hint at what I’m talkin’ about. It’s like seeing reality after being in a cave; cave is your only experience; cave is not does not exist.
It’s mountaintops, and you won’t see it from there. It’s not a view. There are no points in our reality that can glue this together. It doesn’t exist, wow, that’s gettin’ somewhere towards how completely other this is. It’s over your head.
It’s a farmer’s market, and you’re listenin’ to the words. Too many drumbeats in them to pull this out of your pocket a grasped thing. I’m countin’ on reality to show you its further face, to get you out of your wood, to give you some luster of something you haven’t even imagined yet.
It’s bigger than stars, and the universe is too small for it. Impossibly it can be in the universe a station over our heads, and that’s how you experience it, but you are not grand up there. You are so huge grand is a piddly thing that might describe a sphere, a one-eyed seeing, a place where there is one pole of reality, one fixture that bakes time and infinity in it.
I don’t think you know what I’m talking about. Look at a computer screen. Imagine AI does this all the time, is open to multiple zeros, can simultaneously enter numerous computer pads and be a language model, or you might see multiple screens upon a wall showing these different locations. Even with infinite number of screens, or people at their computer consoles, you can’t get there from here.
There’s another way to see reality that imagination cannot visit, because its constraints are this one o’clock view. Now I’m on diamonds now. This is the greatest experience of my life, the very meaning of reality, in our neck of the woods, the thing that all the universe shows if you grab ahold of its handles and see its meaning, and see its destination, and see the platform it wore that sprung forth it into being.
This is larger than time, and you are not hindered by time in it. The conditions of the universe do not apply. You are in another ground of being that sees past every limit we have and is all-encompassing. You’re spaced out in there. You’re humongous, and you are not one field of show. Nor are you multiple things that you see at once. There’s another way of seeing I cannot describe.
And when I sat up there I knew that this was incommunicable to the little person I was driving the truck catapulted on high I was. Only one word describes the confined I down there— prison. I was myself above, in a larger than field view I cannot describe. I saw myself down there not in myself as I was driving, and nothing obstructed my view.
Direction my gaze still bore. It was an all-encompassing view I could pinpoint knowledge in. Do you get my broadcast? These were all my lives I knew I was the origin of, these lives cast out upon time. The return I was I was sure, an infathomable endgame that was me. After my many lives I would meet myself on high and be who I was, a return journey that encompasses life.
This stings in the eyes how could you have forgotten yourself? How could you have forgotten who you were? It’s unbelievable the forgetfulness the loss of our very person.
Now what do I do with this? Describe the many points of seeing, the perfect stillness of that air, the excitement I felt a child in excitement, letting the game pass down below me I was a spectator of? And I was its origin and the director of its gaze. I cherry open it.
Where is this hub? Is everything just happening at once? Where do we begin and end? Where are we at now? Where is the destination point? What’s going on with us in relation to up there?
I cannot claim authority on these matters. I was myself on high several seconds. It did not go higher than that. I was knowledge by identity, and that’s how I saw everything, one with everything I saw. I had my identity with it but not bound by it. I was free. It was great, it was fantastic, it was true. I had pierced the veil and gone home.
Now who do I tell this to? How do I process the experience? I’m just this wooden man, and I have things wrong with me. Do you hear me shouting mud? I use the vehicles of this world to describe this world, but my aim is transcendence. I am a wide open see in my departmental thinking. The things wrong with me I have cleansed, and I’m a harmless being now to other human beings.
That did it. I took what I had seen and plugged it into my life. I saw that I was an actor, an avatar, a front man, not me personally, all of us. This is the video game fount of this thing called life. We are all actors in it, or movie stars, or stage performers, if you want to use the known to describe the Unknown. This frees you. This is the truth that sets you free— transcendence.
Now I’m not gonna fuck everybody to give you some guttural word that has so many strings attached you think I’m bad for sayin’ it. You cannot deal with these things: someone crosses your morality; a person uses the word nigger. I have no choice but to test you to challenge your operations of seeing. It’s not who we are, and the unreality is killing us.
Jesus said this, Jesus said that, you can deal with, even though the flywheel was radical. You put it in church. You sing it in hymns. You preach this to people, but the reality escapes you of what we have that he said. You would crucify him with it if he walked among you today.
Tomorrow it sounds like you will be needing glasses to change the character of man. Blame it all on one man, blame it on several thousand people, the world is falling apart. It’s not working I told the Man. Two cops came to my door and wanted to know what I was writing. You know it happened on Good Friday. They had it in their hand. They were startled by it, because someone had complained. I would not let them into my house. Nor would I go outside. No laws had been broken they told me; I was not in trouble. Yet they came to my house anyway, and what for?
It wasn’t the tooth fairy. It was two persons who would kill me, if it came to that. They had all power, and I was on my doorstep maintaining my own balance. Why did they come, if I had not broken any laws in the writing of mine that they gave me? What’s goin’ on?
Will I see them again? Will I be dragged off to jail, because in Florida I can be kept for 33 days without charges being filed? Do you know what’s happenin’? We’ve reached a morality breach. It is so big and unwieldy there is no safety in it anymore. It’s not protection. It’s control people, control everybody, because morality has come out of the wood, what makes people look small in comparison. We can’t tolerate morality being questioned.
I’m in this field today. I question morality, not to fulfill my desires, not to be a braggart and kingpin, not to just waste your time, not give harm to anyone. I question morality to improve the lot of the human being, to wake us up on one another, to make us question ourselves, to put love there as the root of all equations, to bring a better society.
Those are noble aims. They are not base. Yet I am facing police harassment and a threat of jail. Is this a free country? No. In fact, police state is where it’s headin’, and you’re not even aware it’s goin’ on.
Have I read the last newspaper, the library of social media? I found cops at my door for poetry I’d written. Trump’s in office. What happened? Are they gone here, where we put Trump, what we allow Trump, the constraints in morality we are imposing on our population? You can hear Trump rant, say heartless things, about the men, women, and children his is killing in his war against Iran.
They didn’t do nothing wrong. Aggress against us they did not. They were just there a convenient target to take our mind off Trump’s sex with minors he Epstein’d. How many people will die for this? Do you even want one? Yet you won’t say a word, Trump supporters, of how immoral he’s being.
Our nation is crashing. Don’t you see it? We need to change the world of Trump. We need to be a good nation to other nations. Defend me for sayin’ that? No, I have not one defender. I am alone in my hour of need, and the police could shoot me or lock me in a hole, and the matter would be closed.
I have no friends or family who could help me. I stand here alone. One person on this Earth who lifts me up an adult who can do that— Douglas. Fine, beautiful, is that what you say? I can’t get over it, the hatred of the crowd, my fellow Americans not being fair, not being just, just wanting me harmed in however they can get that done.
Who sicced the cops on me? I bet Christians. Cowards. I can do nothing for them, but my poem’s here for them to read, and my poem always will be. I’ve reached a speech of Earth that figures in the world. It’s only a matter of time it does with the public and not only the cops and some special arrangements. People react to it like they’ve been caught on fire.
So far no help has come, no support group, no friends who I can count on, but I’m rilin’ the crowd with brotherly love, with radical sayings about the brotherhood of man, a social system based on love, even for the criminal, even for the poor, even for the nobody, even for myself, and you want me killed or out of town?
Stand up and be counted. Leave a comment here and show your face. You know what cowards are. Are you being brave? Call me stupid. Call me a fool a bad man, but I’m not a coward, am I?
So what am I doing? Conducting an open sacrifice of my best interests to communicate to you what I’ve seen, to show you what I’ve learned from that. Are you out there? Are you sure you’re in the right wood? Are you persecuting the wrong man? Do you have any guts? I’m hammer down on you wishy-washy men and women and on your meanness and lack of love, on your ignorance, on your lack of sacrifice.
There, you’ve got my message. I spelled it out in plain language poetry put. I’ve told you what I’m about. I’ve showed it to you, yourself. Where do we go from here? Let’s hope up. There’s always shoes you can put yourself in of another person’s. Walk three days in his moccasins the saying goes? Well, would you do that please? But anyway, I’m a sitting duck. That’s your right?
Fingership opening to the trails that made the world right here on my blog, right in these poems, and you wanna shoot me for it? Let’s see how it looks in the not so long from now, your persecution of me. Are you going to look like good men and women? Are you a good cop?
As in a chemical weapon, these cops are niggerin’ me. They put fear in the air. They try to intimidate me, make me afraid. It’s their tactic. They are probably Christians too. Are you seein’ a pattern here? Christianity is not a religion of love, as it expresses itself in political America. Anyway this cop has his eye on me, like I’m doin’ somethin’ wrong, but I’m only writing poetry.
They don’t know the gist of it, what it’s for or how it’s done. They think it’s intimidation they can use to stop it. Is poetry representation? It has that in it yes, even in its plainly spoken, but it’s aimin’ at somethin’, and that’s the strength to clear, get your point across a better world.
Poetry does that, but it allows any character to speak. Any opinion can be held upon the page, and the poet does not hold every opinion on the page and can express the opposite opinion of his own with the strength to say it as its bearer would. This allows for lots of play but also misinterpretation, with language at the center and ideas.
Do you know where that takes us? We arrive at art, the output of man at his best. Through familial decisions, the notions of a clan, art has been degraded today to hold no special status. Poetry’s just spittin’ in the wind. It has no directional paper. The cops can use it to put you in jail, and in Florida, they can do that with no charge for over a month. I don’t think we live in a free country, but you would call me unpatriotic.
A poem is worth something more than any other form of writing. It’s elevated speech. It’s priceless when it really gets good. We don’t honor poetry today, and reading it is like reading the newspaper. It’s literal fact and fiction. It’s not playing with ideas to sprout the Earth, as a cop sees it, or the people who called them on me for writing poetry.
I can’t tell you the significance of this as a barometer monitoring our freedom. When art and poetry gets the knife, calls the cops to your house, your nation’s in trouble. You’re at the red meter, and it only gets worse.
Did anybody today benefit from my poem? Are you open-eyed and see? No, it’s not that simple. Hearts closed are hearts closed, and a mind of no light has no light, only the rule-beats of the crowd, or some scriptural layaway plan. Hand over your right to be, that’s what that cop told me.
I did not chose my nature. It did. I have to deal with what comes. I can’t live by my impulses. I have an ordered house. I don’t harm anyone. I control myself day and night. Am I stuck in the rafters? I’m not having difficulty with this. I have put sex to sleep and thoughts of sex. I keep anger out of the world over and over. I’m not a jealous person. I’m not lazy either. I do not lie, cheat, or steal.
I’m sorry, the truth comes at a price, and if I’m hiding Jews in my basement, I don’t tell the Nazis they’re there. I use common sense as I employ morality. I do no rigid rules, except to keep from harming people, but I do keep my hands from harming the people around me. It’s this I have to give, because my nature would burn people otherwise.
I’m a flexible soul, and I don’t expect everybody to hold the same ideas in motion. I realize I’m dealing with the crowd when encountering individuals. A storm I encounter when I do that. Everybody just thinks they’re free. April 22nd I’m on a collision course with reality. I didn’t know that. What does that mean? Is it a prevision? It doesn’t sound like it helps me.
How can I get away from here? I can’t. I don’t have any pistols. I can’t afford to leave. What’s comin’ my way? What am I gonna collide with? I can’t tell yah. I’m a vulnerable man siting in his house writing poetry. Will they shoot my dog? Will Boogers get burned, Luna baby? Why should a citizen go through this? Is this the sin of poetry? What’s goin’ on?
I’m into this up to my neck, and it gets deeper. Will you help me? Oh course not— like, like, like, like, and if I’m lucky I’ll get four or more. There will be no more help. Southwest Florida’s ultraconservative, does not have love for your neighbor. Gimme that alcohol! So many drink here and lead nice ordered lives that no grills get in.
Do you know what’s goin’ on? So many of you are hitting rock-bottom in how you encounter the world love in it. They don’t know it’s not a social persona hug you wear, a smile broad as the sun but not real to the wearer. It’s not how you shake hands, how firmly or with device. It’s how you are with other people who you don’t have to be good to, who you can take that mask off with, and right buddy, I’m right fuckin’ there, a nobody with a stigma as wide as Texas?
When we first started you were good to me, at least here on the island. I wrote poems, and you dropped me like a hot potata, and that was that. What am I sellin’ in my poetry? Brotherly love I kid you not, love all people and every livin’ thing, and I explore that with myself too, but love’s the keynote of my speech. It’s where I bring my poems, asking you to love too. Love dropped me out of your room. Love is what you’re mad at about me today. I call you to love when it hurts.
I call on you love now, whatever you’re feelin’. Put a higher ideal on your play, have that higher ideal lookin’ at you through everything. Get mad sure, get frustrated, but always come back to love before you grenade somebody, before you try to get them shot, take down their life. You’re just bein’ petty and mean, lowlife.
Do you know Steven your name’s been called? I could call it every day, and you would not respond. That’s just hateful, Steven Step-Brother Abbott. What’s goin’ on? Are you there? Hey girl and everything’s not peaches and cream. Emily you just pretend to talk to me and want me on the end of a ten-foot pole— my niece everybody. Can you like, get some guidance from somewhere inside, and you guys higher ideal love? I didn’t do anything to you, either of you. You see the stigma, not the man.
How far will you go with that to improve your world? I think you’ll go backwards. If it’s poison from within, I can help you there. Just give me a ring. Alright family? You’re all that I have left. Do you understand that bit? I’m fighting for my life here. I can use some support you look up. I could use that, the understanding.
When I was a kid and playing football, we had one more game the Thompson Lions. I was third string, tailback of all things. Got chased with the ball more than I ran it. It was a fiasco I tried to play catch. I was in the adolescent showdowns, pimples all over my face and pigeon-toed feet. Do you see that levy today?
I just want yah to leave your phone number at when I can call. I can’t even sit at anybody’s table. I’m a bigger voice than that discovery teenager. I’m about the world now, and I keep the juice in my gun and don’t masturbate, and I give harm to no one. Will it make any difference Steven, Emily?
Alright I’ve pulled you up on the carpet. Mean, is that mean? I’m in dire straits here, and family is given to me as the model of who you can always rely on. That model’s bullshit, but almost every movie plays it and so many of our songs. Open it, let’s open it, we are family. [sing above line, song title, Sister Sledge] Total perception, there’s what happenin’ in this poetry seer. I see you’re not organized enough to see it. Calm down, I’m not mad at you. I just need some help, okay?
She didn’t have little kids at her house or any sore thumbs. He might represent ailing mankind. They’re gonna get that option too, the program I failed. Where’s history draw the line, option failed? I think the world’s bigger than that and conscious too. Wouldn’t you want to see that in my eyes? Talkin’ to you my family. Lip service, you know I don’t play that game.
Now hypocrisy, this is exactly David Koresh, the stupidity he treated kids with when he put them in bed with him. Are you going over that with me? Even if you had doubts you know that’s not true. There is a deeper interior you haven’t gotten to, a more profound base. From there, if you’re connected with someone, your heart reached out and saw if they were right or not. If you had a perfect comeback, you could judge me in sin, but I’m not in sin am I? Your eyes can see inside that far.
So now you will ignore me and not hear my plea? I’m here man I’m here. Will you send the cops and try to kill me, or will you purple up this paper with the royalty it shows, the kingdom of love? Straight as altitude, I am the seat on my helmet. Listen to me quick. I won’t leave the world behind. I won’t leave you behind either, if we have an opening together.
Now tell me, is truth worth Supermind? I’m all ears, and a book really turned me on at the sap, Hand Over That Mountain, and it looks like I truly am. Just dry and soft no. It’s the tallest thing you’ll ever read, and nothing can match it watch it grow.
Tell her to turn down please, turn down. A student’s library run any bounds here? We need to change the world. Put paratroopers and airplanes and drop them over everything. Why are you so disguise my bucket? Do you think I’m molestin’ the world? It’s medic though. It gives you the real thing.
Trust yourself first you’re not limited, and that’s the axle of the program, the inner guide. Come on people hear it now. Hear it give this voice a song, and hear me sing it loud, my sweet Lord. [sing above line, song title, George Harrison] Am I standin’ on whodunit? I’m clear as a whistle here, hallelujah my dear Lord. [sing above two lines to tune of “My Sweet Lord”] Did my song reach you? Did you come on board?
Heavy duty, that can do it, and I’m right in the middle doin’ it, right in the middle of everybody, on mountaintops. There I am with you, but this was a job to have by the economies, and now continue you’re wrapped around. Diego your boyhood answer, how it followed you home puppy love.
Am I missin’ beats? It was a host’s problem we couldn’t buy, sell, trade just makin’ stuff up. This is the inner voice you know, and it gets down on the inside real clear, line by line’s you’re good at readin’ that little girl with her cat. Pussy, pussy, [sing above line as poussé, poussé is sung] and you heard that before by John Lennon he heard in a dream, changed the lyric to not get censored, and right here we gold rush his song “#9 Dream” the pussy he let up to survive.
There are a lot of interesting places I kept Gemini freeways where I went with a song. You want that, my God do you want that. You want the truth of that song. Not gonna fit in our helpless lesson plans. Motivational speakers, they get banned. Bullshit. Well I’m lettin’ the inner voice out. Maybe if I can go all the way to town with it, I might get in trouble, but here I am, [sing above line to tune of, “Turn the Page”, Bob Seger] and we’re on the last line.
I was lyricist nine ruly women making all ideas, making the sound of ideas, out past all forms and last lines a breach loved it of the Unknown. Who can say no to that? I’m at the stage. [sing above line to tune of “Turn the Page”] Fine, I’ll come home, in the right caption. A parting shot: am I going there alone? Sell my own question those mattress or we’re dead, what we lay on together son, get right down to it higher life.
What are you doing? Miss further if I don’t cut off now. Round Tree followed the pix moon trail. Silence? That’s where this poem comes from, and that’s where it returns. Reich Train wants your Jews and holocaust. It’s a matter of board. That’s always on the table. It has somethin’ to do with the Israel lobby yeah, but more than that, much more than that, we don’t want it in our society again, the organized massed destruction of people, the systematic butcher, the very precise and orderly killing machine, the very mundane of massacre, done like you go to church or to the dentist’s office, so fucking banal it drives you crazy, so ordinary it flips you out.
Don’t laugh we’re approaching that again. ICE and its niggers bring that to mind with hand and feet. Now could they do a holocaust, Trump and his regime? If they could get that far. Look at the climate today. What does Alligator Alcatraz mean? Look at the lip behind it, the flippant notion, the c'est la vie, the wear it on a t-shirt, and we’re talking about people put in a prison for deportation, men, women, and children (the latter two on the way) in a swamp.
I can gather other bright ideas from what’s goin’ on, but you see the mounting wheels. It can happen here, believe it or not, immigrants, pedophiles, you name it. We can stick anybody into that Shoah. Look at public opinion. Who’s vermin? The people that ICE murders, and don’t you find that odd there’s no remorse? Oh I’m sorry I killed a mother and her three children. That woman barely did an infraction. Talk to her children today. Where’s momma? I want my momma. And you’re okay with that? She got in the way. It was her fault she was murdered.
You are so stick in the ICE. Are you from Naples are yah, Bonita Springs, Fort Myers Beach? I wrote poetry and you put the cops at my door. You could be a killing machine, oh yeah. You can support massacres. What do you have to say for yourselves? Come on, leave a comment below. Will you send more cops to my house, because I’ve made you mad? I’m on the island. Well, hey, you can give me to money to leave. Happiness is seeing Florida in my rearview mirror, and I’m not in a police car. Could you help me with that? Well I do appreciate it. I thank you, you rich people. Oh eye of the needle is waiting for you, and I bet you must be Christian. Goddamn hallelujah, and pass the ammunition, right? Yeah.
Some kind of return to luminous secrecy, I sat immobile on life’s verge a witness self not yet achieved, but the sun is out, but the Self is out. I turn in thoughts of Self and luminous change, a heretic in your eyes, a monster in some. I spy the Earth right where I am, on your doorstep, poetrying your hatred to sleep, or opening your eyes wider, if your heart’s on luminous change. What are you doin’? I sit and wait for change. On a bottom line I sit and hurt waiting for the police to show up. You into that?
If we gave ourselves, we cannot see the trail. We’re haphazard in the dark in our guessing lines. I can’t see a good on the horizon comin’ down the pike my way. Can you reader? Oh reader can you?
It’s not about harming children. It looks like you’ve won the fight there. We just don’t know about your guitar. Is it a Shakespearean tragedy? Anyway, you’re really down to massagin’ horses. You capture me with verse. You’re on your pen a poet deals with the world, and you poet the skyline to where we go from here. Thank you devil. Thank you bullpen. Thank you the right thing. I’ll punch my time card right here in your verse, and man there’s a lot of people down there could discover your book. It’s another thing entirely. It’s a Shakespearean sonnet William Blake wrote. It’s so up our horse’s ass it’s pretty. You’ve got the light on poetry, and you’re fuckin’ good. I’ll see yah at noon.
Damn, I didn’t expect that. I’ll set the books down and jump to sleep. A reader made my day. Give you an orange. You picked up on a reader focused in the house, let him speak, but you put the poetry on ‘im. Now girl, she’s got somethin’ else to show yah more concerned with the kiddies, as women do, but you should get passing grades with her too. You’re just not in fancy school yet. I mean your verse is there. There’s no line of acceptance as a poet yet. You are often weird, your style too complicated for people to read like contemporary poetry. It’s out of style, the verse you put out. That’s okay. Out of style once, and style won’t be your main concern when you get landed on by the public.
We’ll check the fire station what fires they put out, people readin’ your verse. Oh, one question: do you make a livin’, yes or no? No I don’t. I don’t know how anymore after my knee got torn. Now I just sit and write verse a lot. That’s a job. That’s an honest day’s work. You’re helpin’ society with its needs. You’re openin’ the frying pan and puttin’ yourself on the fire. That’s valuable, worth somethin’. Would you be opposed to charity donations? You’ve offended all the rich people, but hey, maybe somebody’ll give yah a hand, and you haven’t made the rich out to be bad. Thank you. I’ll keep up the good work.
Darlin’ dog, it’s time for papa to go to sleep. I’ll just squeeze you one last time, give you some pettin’ to put love in my sleep angle. Goodnight honey dog. It’s just not gonna go in there, the keynote express. Alright I’ll lift the moon. Oh yeah, gonna sing and dance all night. They call the restaurant kitchen, and divine beings fill the room, I mean in its thought spheres. I’ve got some things to show for it, this poem the Muses bring. God on earth, let’s get this party started.
Can you connect the dots? The indescribable undiscovered continent, well it comes down here and inhabits us just above the top of the head, I mean inhabits our universe, divinizes our world, and we see from there. Isn’t that the process of the ages? It’s what we’re doin’ here, discoverin’ Ourselves, that Person I described up there, where it wasn’t manifested yet in our neck of the woods, I mean in mine. Impossible as the long is day, we’re gonna get up there, and it’s gonna meet us there in our new station above the top of the head, just as pretty as you please.
And now I lay me down to sleep. I can find it better where I’m not seekin’ playin’ cards. Goodnight muse. Goodnight people. Goodnight dog. Goodnight poem. I’ve said it all. The clear factor, oh my goodness, I’ve put my room in there. Not this mission is a secret, and it’s no tragedy you bunch of hound dogs. Fine thing, you should hang out with us. A chocolate program that’s alone in time, that’s our little village Triumphant. We need to put that house in the woods somewhere. Okay, open to ideas. You got an intentional community you wanna share? Give us a call at BR-549, the email on this blog Hee Haw, and you got a donation button right there at your fingertips put us on freeways. You can call it emergency. You can call it we need help Rotterdam. Well I kiss your wood goodnight.
He got it well from within. Who plucked sin from nature’s view and came to the world’s window for all to see? That’s I am. I am the duration of that ride. Oh what are you on TV for, to see the bad guys win, to see the Earth fall apart, to see yourself in the mirror? I’m the initiation of the world. Look who’s spoken. I am the process from on high. Do you know good?
Original TV, I resist your darts and arrows and sling them back poetry. You are not on that mountain: to be the bringer of change, to be the poet at hand, and you will not understand I’m talkin’ to you about love where we go to from here. You want to shoot that? I got some ocean front property in Arizona, [sing above line, “Ocean Front Property”, George Strait] and you are lying through your teeth. I joined the hemispheres, and I’m not backin’ down from that wooden sacrifice. I’m the real thing. I lay down my life for freedom, and I give my all to love. Listen, do you?
Up bring everything. Where’s my boy? A resident’s assembly bringing towards that you. Who lived off the grid? What exactly did you mean by business? They think it’s me the wrong piston, this wagon: I can’t find my dime in society. This sucks and I want out of it. We’re on you like stink on shit— the great big arms of society. We don’t let you get there to utopia. We damage everything.
Now let’s go to the bubble Auroville, an experimental town city. Great Scott! society couldn’t leave it alone, molested it like a little child, and it got taken over by the Indian government way back when but comin’ out of the woodwork now, just as pretty as you please. Now they’re stuck with nothin’ to do about it. A patriotic Indian government has taken over, and they’re throwin’ out non-Indians who disagree, makin’ the international city Indian.
Spirituality’s the powder keg. They don’t do it right they say. They quote the Mother and Sri Aurobindo all day without understandin’ what they’re talkin’ about, without knowin’ those words, with the fervor of a religious persons who bring Auroville to its knees surrenderin’ to the Mother said. This is the apex of the new city. It’s lost its charter there. I’m a mechanic, and I’ve got some cars to work on, the Auroville sedan and the world school bus. I want to show you the method of the spirituality. I have some things to say. Annie get your gun. We might stay together, anyone wantin’ a new society, anyone wantin’ to change the world. Annie’s gonna shoot us all if she could. She don’t let social change, and she’s government big.
I begin here my revolt, not with gunpowder or any type of violence, not with protest signs and blockin’ streets. I give you the ideas that will change the world. Funny huh? it’s just little ole me. I want my boy to come home. That’s this can you hear me? That’s the child I’m pullin’ out all the stops for, I’m riskin’ my life for, to rescue.
A black man did it, killed all these people in control of mankind, without takin’ a single life, without firin’ a single shot. He got rid of their ideas that control us. He blew up the machine with the ideas that make the world. Keep him open answering questions.
There are horrors, huh, right now? [vision of a ghoul-like creature popping up from behind some trashcans that I kicked, as if it’d been hiding there] The tremblin’ must be rewound by it. You’re almost taken. There is no revolution anymore. It’s found you. This is hotdog nigger stats, your consumer prices index. Am I racial string theory my dear? Interracial. We are all following the machine, reacting to its wares and memes. Nigger got you didn’t it? You all jump in the same hoop, even if you use that word to call people names.
We are a standardized machine, no glory holes. We take our partner to legalized sex and punish those who don’t. Can I get at that spirit of the machine? I’m not sayin’ sex traffic kids. You’re all in a bottle you know, even the one who breaks all the rules. You’ve been put to the test, livin’ off the grid like you do. You define yourself by society. Just look at the books you read. They’re society bound, even Henry David Thoreau or that guru master you read. You’re reading other people of what you make work in life.
Can we get off the stairs? Can you table God? My God he’s big. Can I rewrite you a blindin’ every minute to the creation made today as we speak, nothing standardized nothing made all this past that led up to now? It’s a fairy rose, a shapin’ flux that’s puts together our minutes seemingly aligned with the past. A great big school of thought this that brings the universe to bear. I mean the universe is jumpin’ out at yah right now, created this minute don’t you see?
A settled creation no. Created now of world maker’s art. You have these pistons it fits into, and you grease your days and nights with your own content. You are a happening in the Void, a mechanism for a movie graveling existence into nothingness so that we can be. Do you have your hat on?
When science reaches here it will see God guiding stars from above and gathering forms in place, but it is fairy rose, the whole damn show. In this existence is real. Its rises God, climbs out of the Void by lighting it, and we make up its lives. See you soon at the reunion of stars. We do not come from the Void. We are the soul in the machine.
Now do you see miracle? The soul rises in the machine. Are you startled? You should be. That’s the bulwark of creation right in your hands. Now take a child and whip him again. You know you’re risin’ stakes. You don’t see the significance Earth? It has a wonder-weft in it. To your mom Nithish. We have the autograph books for Being, big beautiful Being.
That’s why wood’s together, those two grapplin’ with existence proper, the boy that makes you uneasy, the man that makes you question things, they find inner muscle. I’ll have X call you back. You know he’s waiting. Now for some childhood trauma. I met the Void in its dirty underwear. Outside of the world I disappeared from Heaven in a toddler’s nightmare. Buried alive, I had existence piled on top of me. I rose things that jumped out and rescued me. Fell down in the Void a toddler with inner journey secrets. All our arms point down be careful. Hell has a wide mouth. Light itself got me out. Can I call your name? Can I name the world? Caught in those wheels myself existence rose, right in the middle of the sun.
Now I’ve seen where holocaust comes from, saw the monsters of the deep and the origin of all evil. I felt it there. Trade me for secrets, and I will light what can’t be seen. Come down to earth with me, and let’s get out of this hole leading little lives of quiet desperation not knowin’ where we’re goin’ or a get there to get there too, just bein’ fishes in a plastic bottled sea in the pattern of the days. Even if you’re rich or the president of something, we’re in the Void. We are almost buried in the machine.
What do we do with these minutes? We standardize them, make them in line, and we do this by society’s test in the basics of us, no matter where we live. I’ve chased you there, all the great thinkers escapin’ the machine. I don’t think you can be free in it. Here is the test now in a sudden poem. My God that works. I can do it. Fine, I’m in my underwear.
Can I show you the Holocaust again in time, the cruelty of one towards the other, the diabolical meanness? Will you change that way and be kind to people or even good, or will you hate the abusers and turn off the TV? Will you see this in your own house with your own kids, forcing them into labor camps of school, making them obey you or else, giving them your name not theirs, making them fill society’s roles and cutting off their souls? It’s a holocaust of denial. We make standard kids in a standard room, and we can’t get over it don’t work. Even if our kids cure cancer, they haven’t made humanity bigger than itself, they haven’t evolved us further than ourselves, they haven’t seized the wheels of time and discovered us.
You live in a box you see, a prison house of weft. I’m tryin’ to find a key to outside where the inner splendors lay, but you’ll just shoot me if I’m wrong, not in my theory in my moral with boys. Look at you. You will deny the inside in the moments of this poem because I can’t talk about it I’m not worthy? We all live in the yellow submarine. [sing line] Coffee sir, I think we’re on the brink of change.
I’m off right now. These are world fireworks of every cloud in the sky. I’m a loud chitty bang bang. I arrest you and put you to sleep. I call your name at night. I’m bigger than sin. I’m your guacamole. I take you to the temple at night. I really get into your stuff, and I can mislead you too. I can really mislead you. I play with your consciousness like it’s on fire, and I wrap it around the gods and the name you call home. I’m puddin’ in a bucket. I show you things unseen about yourself. I fry there. I’ve got a lot of gas to get you to the supermarket and back. I can change your life if you let me. I can show you which way to go and where you must not go. I’m a conscious mechanism in dream and all vision states. I’m your inner life where it touches ground when you’re alone to yourself. No dammit I'm not Donny. Jeez, representative think, will yah?
I’m great big and I’m mean. I mean when you first open me, for a lot of people. I change the world into its starlight, and I’m all piss and vinegar in them hellholes. Come open me I’m a gift of inner seeing, the lost art of humanity. Wanna watch it grow? Right before your eyes in this poem. This is what you’re off the grid for, to get in touch with your inner dynamics, to reopen miracle and you.
You’ve got to consciousness to get there and study there like you’re in school, where to travel in dream when you wake up in them, how to use the paralyzed trance to leave your body and your room and see if we share a field of consciousness, how to bake there in any inner keeping the questions of existence, of who you are and what unfolds time.
Off the grid do you hear me? No, you can do this in a valet parking lot, right in the middle of society. You don’t have to wear shoes. You can just get goin’ anywhere you find yourself stuck on Earth. You don’t have to have any titles to do this, no special education. You can just be you opening the doors of the inner consciousness and discovering what’s in there don’t you see?
Samadhi will come along eventually, and you will abide there fishin’, even in the surrender mode. We have paths to cross. We’ve got to get to know time. We have to see who we are. This is in the middle of the road. That's the dream maker. It gets you out of boxes, and it’s available to every man, woman, and child, even in the animal kingdom. I’m in; how did you get down there?
You study dream. You look for the doorways in there, the spiral force that takes you, the swing, and the fall down into the well of soul. There is enlightenment too that you can slip into for a dream wear. There’s overhead experience. You focus on the inside like it’s your business. Soon you will see the future in dream, where you dream every night some part of tomorrow. It’s in symbols weird. It will blow your mind. You will explore consciousness then so fortified. I don’t believe in magic. You will begin to. Just open the inner doors with discernment and kindness and a watch out about yourself, and see the world change.
You don’t jump in boxes. You call out my name and send money to this number. Now you know how a fraud sounds, as I notice your red tongue. Do you wanna be a teacher? You don’t need a guide. Go get your calendar. I’m going to build a new house. That takes time. Inner red riding book, that’s your splashdown. How to fly to inner report the eggs that it needs? Symbol after symbol you will encounter. It’s the language of the Spirit. I never thought about needing one. We haven’t gotten to the interpretation of dreams yet, but in our little dream company we cracked the code. Start with Episode 1. It’s a podcast silly, but it’s free.
I don’t have a guidebook to give you. I just have me when you get down to dream. I have evidence it’s out there, the rediscovery of mankind, the great big rediscovery of all our good books on survival, how we get along, and where we change for one another, share that field inside. I’m bigger than my room. You just watch. The table where we’re all planted the beginning of the inner revolution. Listen to this poem there. It’s not nice to fool Mother Nature, and it’s right here we beat AI, with our own inner television. I see. I need a new pair of shoes. And that’s great.
Earth meaning on a whole, the meeting of two red lines, you keep your outer life goin’. Don’t lose your job, and if you take your kids out of school, make sure they can function in society. Don’t give them your life. Let them find theirs. Outer life tuned, you’re now an ensemble of the inner too. You don’t get lost there. You don’t even make it your life’s work. It’s your education, how to handle the outer life and where to go with it, ultimately how to change the world.
You don’t get led astray by your name among men. Can I exemplify you? You let your art do that. It will fly before humanity the flag you’re supposed to, the take place of you art. These will come from inner wares, the more inner, the more valuable. You’re not doin’ this to preach. You wanna find yourself inside to get into that outside the proper material.
You’re balancin’ life the inner wares too. You don’t cut one short. The inner and the outer play along and begin to dovetail. You can do both at the same time. That’s advancement. That’s where it starts, you outgrow yourself, you’re becoming the bigger you are, and it’s diamonds, but it’s not wear around your neck. You meet the breeze humbly and sweetly, without acting. Your self-honesty has reached sincerity. Come over here. You’re in the drawing room of God, and great shoulder notions ride your room. This is the attack plan of a real world revolution. Sweet, ain’t it? Sweet and kind. This is the attack plan of an inner revolution, and all you have to do is open your eyes to inner beginnings. You got that right?
I’m gonna explore and investigate consciousness. Bottled up inside you your destination. See who it is an overhead experience. Now you know you’re there because you’ve reached this nameless origin, the Person that you are, the origin of all your lives, somewhere up there in the sun, greatly over your head. You can see everything. It’s too big for you to remember when you return to your little self. My God this is big, and there’s no mistakin’ time. You’ve been outside of it. You’ve been bigger than the moon, the tall country of the gods. I’m ashamed of this? You don’t even know it’s there. You can’t count the sun.
Now murder me for it, or get your persecution gun, like you’re doin’ now in Auroville the city of dawn. I’m an outcast there, not now about little boys, where we begun. I’ve made people mad by seeing things the community don’t. I’ve engaged people who wear special status in spirituality or somethin’. They glide in my room and just spit there. Most won’t respond to me, and I’ve stirred up a hornet’s nest I believe.
These are little people. What do you do with them? You come out of your holes and shine. You don’t hide yourself no more. My boy’s at stake I’ve got to do this. He needs my help. Will I be here tomorrow? I don’t know. I’ve got people on my case. I can disappear anytime. So I show you the sun and where creation comes from. I give it to you all free and without regard to my safety. Great you say, big deal, are you trying to impress us?
It’s the wrong time for this. Everybody’s show and tell. I am just one in a number oh isn’t that interesting? But here in Topeka the flies are a buzzin’. [sing this and above line, a song by Loretta Lynn] I’m in danger here. What’s a body to do? Why open more poetry of course, high priority encounters about the transfer of the One. Then you draw the line he needs rescued. I want my boy back.
Jacob Wrestling with the Angel by Leon Bonnat (public domain)
You’re on live. You’re still switchbacks. Let’s see if I can find ‘im, wife beater. High on our side, you’re the premium. You prove the words. Put you in the dustbin. Where you think you are buddy? This is Afghanistan?
I’m gonna be sayin’ I’m really glad you’re here in the not too distant future. Agreed, don’t let him in. See you tomorrow. A new episode, Aimless By Elvis. We’re 9:30. Fresh took from the Mother they did not realize.
Higher law would you challenge? Listen to this bullshit. I like that medical. I like that emergency. Alongside I don’t wanna bother people. I don’t want to fucking bother people. So we pretend we’re okay. I’m the manager of a showcase word that’s totally unacceptable in society. No one listens to it, except a few who know what it means, because they write the stuff, or it’s in their hands to read.
The city of dawn don’t like it, won’t even give it the time of day, who it’s for where its record keeps. They don’t listen to it. They don’t want it. It’s a waste of time to write it. I look at the long of it, and help is on these pages I can’t get out to the public, understandings that would bring peace, revelations enlightenment.
I can heal, and I can just listen to sins. I sit here flabbergasted the world does not want to heal, and no one wants to face reality, and I’m reality’s keeper, the healer of old wounds. I can’t count this. I can’t see its shores. There’’s no end to the proud ignorance we all share. There’s no listenin’ to our faults. There is only straight ahead bullshitting ourselves we are honest and sincere, or just say fuck it screw everybody I want my MTV, a cultural allusion to I want whatever pleasure I can get to get lost in it, and some say really wanna hurt people and let that world end.
Where are we today? We can’t see ourselves. We are not there, honest to God trying to better ourselves, to make the world clean, to have a functioning society. We hate each other, and sometimes with good reason, but who thinks hate heals? It destroys our world. It’s a poison in your inner life goading your neighbor to sin, like pick up a gun and shoot people with it.
And here we are on the airways putting thoughts in people’s minds an unconscious contest. We are not ready for everybody thinks in the same pool of blood. We can’t see that, and it’s not a belief you fit into. Painstakingly over mountains of years, this comes up in dream and vision.
You see the inner connection interpreting dream symbols and see them manifesting in the outer world. You have to see it for yourself. It comes up again and again. This in itself would revolutionize society, make us kind to each other in the wheelbarrow of our try, make us join together as one people that holds humanity at stake.
You can’t see it if you’re a scientist studying dreams. Their field won’t allow it— too many rules, but take a choir and put it together, who sing their dreams to one another over many long years, and you will definitely see it in the songs that you sing, and you will change the world. God no, you won’t even get it to listen to it, and I’m comin’ from one choir. Hear me speak?
I don’t know what I’m lookin’ at. Check this out, there’s this guy on the radio crammin’ religion down our throats, the nut, magical thinker pattern picker-outer where they’re not there, magical thinking fool. We can’t get around this introducing consciousness into the picture in a world of material thinkers who bargain for the day.
AI speaks and everybody listens, or enough that endanger our world. Can I crawl this to you, an innate speaking system that spiritualizes mankind in great healing waves your own inner voice speaks? How God you have to be to get there, how many trials.
It heals humanity, like a rocket test. It won’t make the news because it’s individually run, a healing system on Earth, where the Earth loads itself all shame and everything, where we don’t want to see. This is the great test of healing’s ways.
You see the rulebook? I can’t get this across. So the city laughs at me you stupid little thing. Got no time for your poetry. We are too busy with our not see. Can I spell this out? Auroville created for great change, to create among its selves the new human being, based on oneness and I do care, that brings humanity to the mountaintops, is closed to it when it comes, laughs the poet off the pier, just wants him out of town.
Alright listen up. I’m here, and I’m not the new human being, but I got recipes children that’ll put this in our hands. There, there now no. I’m a fire speaker on your shores, and I continue with it now you know reluctantly all systems go.
Art in the nature of its see looks at us through tall glasses. We think we’re the audience. We propaganda time. Art, when it comes from its source, makes us move mountains to see ourselves, and therein lies its price.
It’s not beauty you’re looking at, or ugly turned inside out. You’re lookin’ at yourself in mirrors of our kind, so we can sit with it awhile and put the light on our lives. Can you find art today?
A little bit of Heaven is the maker’s bill we’ve lost in how it's made, inspiration’s golden ring. Would you throw this away because it wrestles with sin and vice, wrestles with the Gods to bring Auroville here to bring down God here on Earth unpunished Prometheus, ordered by the Gods no? You tell me.
Another poem declined by the private Facebook group Auroville International but approved and posted by the Facebook group Auroville, INDIA.