Sitting with Luna on the porch of The Planetary Court, Koreshan State Park, Estero, Florida, photo by Douglas, Easter Sunday, 2026
I am a monitor on freedom, molten lava, right now. I ICE —at his age he should leave them alone— and trap them in their wheels. You know the function of poetry, to open the heart of mankind, to get bigger notions than guns, to put ideas on railroad cars and pass them through each checkpoint of the limiting reason, to make language say what it can say when it’s not the mattress in your room; it’s the hope, and field, and trust of more friends than these, language expressed to the zenith point of our field of dreams. It bakes there the ellipses on the page the ellipses can’t show: a poet has gone off the page and entered your life, touched your things as he does his own.
Girl get censorship out the window, so it don’t rob us of meaning now when we most need meaning to show. I’m that report card. Treat me wisely. Handle me with care. W-o-w I’m there infinity report, the whole starward page we reach beyond, and I am your long lost friend you found in childhood and never forgot. I’m there a poem for you to read, a poet on this marge. I turn it upside down, the apple sitting there we hung by. So hang there no more, and love will lead the way. That’s the caption of the universe in all its drift and bale, in all its lonely regard. Everybody it’s movin’. We gotta move, and this is just the start.
Wow, what a life. Don’t paint pictures of larger reason you pigeon shit— the sheriff county Lee department. I’m on mountaintops. I’m in the immediate see of my room. I want to get across time. I’m really right here on your basketball who will Trump shoot next? Can you get larger than stars and balance concentration camps? Can you protect a poet that looks at trashcans, showing you the infinity of the universe Florida in the way?
I’m about the larger than Earth view, infinity beyond the universe, as where we put our cars your poetry has gone over mountaintops, and it’s landed in the nature of a cop. Who draws understanding there?
Man I host a larger continent that ours. I certainly put it in my poetry, and I do that to get down to earth. I’m on the pier now, runnin’ lines of poetry to the undiscovered continent. Happy all the fishes are, startled at man’s intensity catch them in the eye, but they will reveal themselves in time the substance of things they show. First we get larger than Earth, go weapon on this now.
It’s not on Mars or anywhere in the world that you know. It’s not other planets. Is this the chalice? It’s unknown in humanity. It’s bigger than sin or any right or wrong. Do you see it?
How do I make this out to you? I can’t get in there in your mind and see it. It’s not a framework of your imagination. Nor will visualization do. I can’t talk about it and hint at what I’m talkin’ about. It’s like seeing reality after being in a cave; cave is your only experience; cave is not does not exist.
It’s mountaintops, and you won’t see it from there. It’s not a view. There are no points in our reality that can glue this together. It doesn’t exist, wow, that’s gettin’ somewhere towards how completely other this is. It’s over your head.
It’s a farmer’s market, and you’re listenin’ to the words. Too many drumbeats in them to pull this out of your pocket a grasped thing. I’m countin’ on reality to show you its further face, to get you out of your wood, to give you some luster of something you haven’t even imagined yet.
It’s bigger than stars, and the universe is too small for it. Impossibly it can be in the universe a station over our heads, and that’s how you experience it, but you are not grand up there. You are so huge grand is a piddly thing that might describe a sphere, a one-eyed seeing, a place where there is one pole of reality, one fixture that bakes time and infinity in it.
I don’t think you know what I’m talking about. Look at a computer screen. Imagine AI does this all the time, is open to multiple zeros, can simultaneously enter numerous computer pads and be a language model, or you might see multiple screens upon a wall showing these different locations. Even with infinite number of screens, or people at their computer consoles, you can’t get there from here.
There’s another way to see reality that imagination cannot visit, because its constraints are this one o’clock view. Now I’m on diamonds now. This is the greatest experience of my life, the very meaning of reality, in our neck of the woods, the thing that all the universe shows if you grab ahold of its handles and see its meaning, and see its destination, and see the platform it wore that sprung forth it into being.
This is larger than time, and you are not hindered by time in it. The conditions of the universe do not apply. You are in another ground of being that sees past every limit we have and is all-encompassing. You’re spaced out in there. You’re humongous, and you are not one field of show. Nor are you multiple things that you see at once. There’s another way of seeing I cannot describe.
And when I sat up there I knew that this was incommunicable to the little person I was driving the truck catapulted on high I was. Only one word describes the confined I down there— prison. I was myself above, in a larger than field view I cannot describe. I saw myself down there not in myself as I was driving, and nothing obstructed my view.
Direction my gaze still bore. It was an all-encompassing view I could pinpoint knowledge in. Do you get my broadcast? These were all my lives I knew I was the origin of, these lives cast out upon time. The return I was I was sure, an infathomable endgame that was me. After my many lives I would meet myself on high and be who I was, a return journey that encompasses life.
This stings in the eyes how could you have forgotten yourself? How could you have forgotten who you were? It’s unbelievable the forgetfulness the loss of our very person.
Now what do I do with this? Describe the many points of seeing, the perfect stillness of that air, the excitement I felt a child in excitement, letting the game pass down below me I was a spectator of? And I was its origin and the director of its gaze. I cherry open it.
Where is this hub? Is everything just happening at once? Where do we begin and end? Where are we at now? Where is the destination point? What’s going on with us in relation to up there?
I cannot claim authority on these matters. I was myself on high several seconds. It did not go higher than that. I was knowledge by identity, and that’s how I saw everything, one with everything I saw. I had my identity with it but not bound by it. I was free. It was great, it was fantastic, it was true. I had pierced the veil and gone home.
Now who do I tell this to? How do I process the experience? I’m just this wooden man, and I have things wrong with me. Do you hear me shouting mud? I use the vehicles of this world to describe this world, but my aim is transcendence. I am a wide open see in my departmental thinking. The things wrong with me I have cleansed, and I’m a harmless being now to other human beings.
That did it. I took what I had seen and plugged it into my life. I saw that I was an actor, an avatar, a front man, not me personally, all of us. This is the video game fount of this thing called life. We are all actors in it, or movie stars, or stage performers, if you want to use the known to describe the Unknown. This frees you. This is the truth that sets you free— transcendence.
Now I’m not gonna fuck everybody to give you some guttural word that has so many strings attached you think I’m bad for sayin’ it. You cannot deal with these things: someone crosses your morality; a person uses the word nigger. I have no choice but to test you to challenge your operations of seeing. It’s not who we are, and the unreality is killing us.
Jesus said this, Jesus said that, you can deal with, even though the flywheel was radical. You put it in church. You sing it in hymns. You preach this to people, but the reality escapes you of what we have that he said. You would crucify him with it if he walked among you today.
Tomorrow it sounds like you will be needing glasses to change the character of man. Blame it all on one man, blame it on several thousand people, the world is falling apart. It’s not working I told the Man. Two cops came to my door and wanted to know what I was writing. You know it happened on Good Friday. They had it in their hand. They were startled by it, because someone had complained. I would not let them into my house. Nor would I go outside. No laws had been broken they told me; I was not in trouble. Yet they came to my house anyway, and what for?
It wasn’t the tooth fairy. It was two persons who would kill me, if it came to that. They had all power, and I was on my doorstep maintaining my own balance. Why did they come, if I had not broken any laws in the writing of mine that they gave me? What’s goin’ on?
Will I see them again? Will I be dragged off to jail, because in Florida I can be kept for 33 days without charges being filed? Do you know what’s happenin’? We’ve reached a morality breach. It is so big and unwieldy there is no safety in it anymore. It’s not protection. It’s control people, control everybody, because morality has come out of the wood, what makes people look small in comparison. We can’t tolerate morality being questioned.
I’m in this field today. I question morality, not to fulfill my desires, not to be a braggart and kingpin, not to just waste your time, not give harm to anyone. I question morality to improve the lot of the human being, to wake us up on one another, to make us question ourselves, to put love there as the root of all equations, to bring a better society.
Those are noble aims. They are not base. Yet I am facing police harassment and a threat of jail. Is this a free country? No. In fact, police state is where it’s headin’, and you’re not even aware it’s goin’ on.
Have I read the last newspaper, the library of social media? I found cops at my door for poetry I’d written. Trump’s in office. What happened? Are they gone here, where we put Trump, what we allow Trump, the constraints in morality we are imposing on our population? You can hear Trump rant, say heartless things, about the men, women, and children his is killing in his war against Iran.
They didn’t do nothing wrong. Aggress against us they did not. They were just there a convenient target to take our mind off Trump’s sex with minors he Epstein’d. How many people will die for this? Do you even want one? Yet you won’t say a word, Trump supporters, of how immoral he’s being.
Our nation is crashing. Don’t you see it? We need to change the world of Trump. We need to be a good nation to other nations. Defend me for sayin’ that? No, I have not one defender. I am alone in my hour of need, and the police could shoot me or lock me in a hole, and the matter would be closed.
I have no friends or family who could help me. I stand here alone. One person on this Earth who lifts me up an adult who can do that— Douglas. Fine, beautiful, is that what you say? I can’t get over it, the hatred of the crowd, my fellow Americans not being fair, not being just, just wanting me harmed in however they can get that done.
Who sicced the cops on me? I bet Christians. Cowards. I can do nothing for them, but my poem’s here for them to read, and my poem always will be. I’ve reached a speech of Earth that figures in the world. It’s only a matter of time it does with the public and not only the cops and some special arrangements. People react to it like they’ve been caught on fire.
So far no help has come, no support group, no friends who I can count on, but I’m rilin’ the crowd with brotherly love, with radical sayings about the brotherhood of man, a social system based on love, even for the criminal, even for the poor, even for the nobody, even for myself, and you want me killed or out of town?
Stand up and be counted. Leave a comment here and show your face. You know what cowards are. Are you being brave? Call me stupid. Call me a fool a bad man, but I’m not a coward, am I?
So what am I doing? Conducting an open sacrifice of my best interests to communicate to you what I’ve seen, to show you what I’ve learned from that. Are you out there? Are you sure you’re in the right wood? Are you persecuting the wrong man? Do you have any guts? I’m hammer down on you wishy-washy men and women and on your meanness and lack of love, on your ignorance, on your lack of sacrifice.
There, you’ve got my message. I spelled it out in plain language poetry put. I’ve told you what I’m about. I’ve showed it to you, yourself. Where do we go from here? Let’s hope up. There’s always shoes you can put yourself in of another person’s. Walk three days in his moccasins the saying goes? Well, would you do that please? But anyway, I’m a sitting duck. That’s your right?
Fingership opening to the trails that made the world right here on my blog, right in these poems, and you wanna shoot me for it? Let’s see how it looks in the not so long from now, your persecution of me. Are you going to look like good men and women? Are you a good cop?
As in a chemical weapon, these cops are niggerin’ me. They put fear in the air. They try to intimidate me, make me afraid. It’s their tactic. They are probably Christians too. Are you seein’ a pattern here? Christianity is not a religion of love, as it expresses itself in political America. Anyway this cop has his eye on me, like I’m doin’ somethin’ wrong, but I’m only writing poetry.
They don’t know the gist of it, what it’s for or how it’s done. They think it’s intimidation they can use to stop it. Is poetry representation? It has that in it yes, even in its plainly spoken, but it’s aimin’ at somethin’, and that’s the strength to clear, get your point across a better world.
Poetry does that, but it allows any character to speak. Any opinion can be held upon the page, and the poet does not hold every opinion on the page and can express the opposite opinion of his own with the strength to say it as its bearer would. This allows for lots of play but also misinterpretation, with language at the center and ideas.
Do you know where that takes us? We arrive at art, the output of man at his best. Through familial decisions, the notions of a clan, art has been degraded today to hold no special status. Poetry’s just spittin’ in the wind. It has no directional paper. The cops can use it to put you in jail, and in Florida, they can do that with no charge for over a month. I don’t think we live in a free country, but you would call me unpatriotic.
A poem is worth something more than any other form of writing. It’s elevated speech. It’s priceless when it really gets good. We don’t honor poetry today, and reading it is like reading the newspaper. It’s literal fact and fiction. It’s not playing with ideas to sprout the Earth, as a cop sees it, or the people who called them on me for writing poetry.
I can’t tell you the significance of this as a barometer monitoring our freedom. When art and poetry gets the knife, calls the cops to your house, your nation’s in trouble. You’re at the red meter, and it only gets worse.
Did anybody today benefit from my poem? Are you open-eyed and see? No, it’s not that simple. Hearts closed are hearts closed, and a mind of no light has no light, only the rule-beats of the crowd, or some scriptural layaway plan. Hand over your right to be, that’s what that cop told me.
I did not chose my nature. It did. I have to deal with what comes. I can’t live by my impulses. I have an ordered house. I don’t harm anyone. I control myself day and night. Am I stuck in the rafters? I’m not having difficulty with this. I have put sex to sleep and thoughts of sex. I keep anger out of the world over and over. I’m not a jealous person. I’m not lazy either. I do not lie, cheat, or steal.
I’m sorry, the truth comes at a price, and if I’m hiding Jews in my basement, I don’t tell the Nazis they’re there. I use common sense as I employ morality. I do no rigid rules, except to keep from harming people, but I do keep my hands from harming the people around me. It’s this I have to give, because my nature would burn people otherwise.
I’m a flexible soul, and I don’t expect everybody to hold the same ideas in motion. I realize I’m dealing with the crowd when encountering individuals. A storm I encounter when I do that. Everybody just thinks they’re free. April 22nd I’m on a collision course with reality. I didn’t know that. What does that mean? Is it a prevision? It doesn’t sound like it helps me.
How can I get away from here? I can’t. I don’t have any pistols. I can’t afford to leave. What’s comin’ my way? What am I gonna collide with? I can’t tell yah. I’m a vulnerable man siting in his house writing poetry. Will they shoot my dog? Will Boogers get burned, Luna baby? Why should a citizen go through this? Is this the sin of poetry? What’s goin’ on?
I’m into this up to my neck, and it gets deeper. Will you help me? Oh course not— like, like, like, like, and if I’m lucky I’ll get four or more. There will be no more help. Southwest Florida’s ultraconservative, does not have love for your neighbor. Gimme that alcohol! So many drink here and lead nice ordered lives that no grills get in.
Do you know what’s goin’ on? So many of you are hitting rock-bottom in how you encounter the world love in it. They don’t know it’s not a social persona hug you wear, a smile broad as the sun but not real to the wearer. It’s not how you shake hands, how firmly or with device. It’s how you are with other people who you don’t have to be good to, who you can take that mask off with, and right buddy, I’m right fuckin’ there, a nobody with a stigma as wide as Texas?
When we first started you were good to me, at least here on the island. I wrote poems, and you dropped me like a hot potata, and that was that. What am I sellin’ in my poetry? Brotherly love I kid you not, love all people and every livin’ thing, and I explore that with myself too, but love’s the keynote of my speech. It’s where I bring my poems, asking you to love too. Love dropped me out of your room. Love is what you’re mad at about me today. I call you to love when it hurts.
I call on you love now, whatever you’re feelin’. Put a higher ideal on your play, have that higher ideal lookin’ at you through everything. Get mad sure, get frustrated, but always come back to love before you grenade somebody, before you try to get them shot, take down their life. You’re just bein’ petty and mean, lowlife.
Do you know Steven your name’s been called? I could call it every day, and you would not respond. That’s just hateful, Steven Step-Brother Abbott. What’s goin’ on? Are you there? Hey girl and everything’s not peaches and cream. Emily you just pretend to talk to me and want me on the end of a ten-foot pole— my niece everybody. Can you like, get some guidance from somewhere inside, and you guys higher ideal love? I didn’t do anything to you, either of you. You see the stigma, not the man.
How far will you go with that to improve your world? I think you’ll go backwards. If it’s poison from within, I can help you there. Just give me a ring. Alright family? You’re all that I have left. Do you understand that bit? I’m fighting for my life here. I can use some support you look up. I could use that, the understanding.
When I was a kid and playing football, we had one more game the Thompson Lions. I was third string, tailback of all things. Got chased with the ball more than I ran it. It was a fiasco I tried to play catch. I was in the adolescent showdowns, pimples all over my face and pigeon-toed feet. Do you see that levy today?
I just want yah to leave your phone number at when I can call. I can’t even sit at anybody’s table. I’m a bigger voice than that discovery teenager. I’m about the world now, and I keep the juice in my gun and don’t masturbate, and I give harm to no one. Will it make any difference Steven, Emily?
Alright I’ve pulled you up on the carpet. Mean, is that mean? I’m in dire straits here, and family is given to me as the model of who you can always rely on. That model’s bullshit, but almost every movie plays it and so many of our songs. Open it, let’s open it, we are family. [sing above line, song title, Sister Sledge] Total perception, there’s what happenin’ in this poetry seer. I see you’re not organized enough to see it. Calm down, I’m not mad at you. I just need some help, okay?
She didn’t have little kids at her house or any sore thumbs. He might represent ailing mankind. They’re gonna get that option too, the program I failed. Where’s history draw the line, option failed? I think the world’s bigger than that and conscious too. Wouldn’t you want to see that in my eyes? Talkin’ to you my family. Lip service, you know I don’t play that game.
Now hypocrisy, this is exactly David Koresh, the stupidity he treated kids with when he put them in bed with him. Are you going over that with me? Even if you had doubts you know that’s not true. There is a deeper interior you haven’t gotten to, a more profound base. From there, if you’re connected with someone, your heart reached out and saw if they were right or not. If you had a perfect comeback, you could judge me in sin, but I’m not in sin am I? Your eyes can see inside that far.
So now you will ignore me and not hear my plea? I’m here man I’m here. Will you send the cops and try to kill me, or will you purple up this paper with the royalty it shows, the kingdom of love? Straight as altitude, I am the seat on my helmet. Listen to me quick. I won’t leave the world behind. I won’t leave you behind either, if we have an opening together.
Now tell me, is truth worth Supermind? I’m all ears, and a book really turned me on at the sap, Hand Over That Mountain, and it looks like I truly am. Just dry and soft no. It’s the tallest thing you’ll ever read, and nothing can match it watch it grow.
Tell her to turn down please, turn down. A student’s library run any bounds here? We need to change the world. Put paratroopers and airplanes and drop them over everything. Why are you so disguise my bucket? Do you think I’m molestin’ the world? It’s medic though. It gives you the real thing.
Trust yourself first you’re not limited, and that’s the axle of the program, the inner guide. Come on people hear it now. Hear it give this voice a song, and hear me sing it loud, my sweet Lord. [sing above line, song title, George Harrison] Am I standin’ on whodunit? I’m clear as a whistle here, hallelujah my dear Lord. [sing above two lines to tune of “My Sweet Lord”] Did my song reach you? Did you come on board?
Heavy duty, that can do it, and I’m right in the middle doin’ it, right in the middle of everybody, on mountaintops. There I am with you, but this was a job to have by the economies, and now continue you’re wrapped around. Diego your boyhood answer, how it followed you home puppy love.
Am I missin’ beats? It was a host’s problem we couldn’t buy, sell, trade just makin’ stuff up. This is the inner voice you know, and it gets down on the inside real clear, line by line’s you’re good at readin’ that little girl with her cat. Pussy, pussy, [sing above line as poussé, poussé is sung] and you heard that before by John Lennon he heard in a dream, changed the lyric to not get censored, and right here we gold rush his song “#9 Dream” the pussy he let up to survive.
There are a lot of interesting places I kept Gemini freeways where I went with a song. You want that, my God do you want that. You want the truth of that song. Not gonna fit in our helpless lesson plans. Motivational speakers, they get banned. Bullshit. Well I’m lettin’ the inner voice out. Maybe if I can go all the way to town with it, I might get in trouble, but here I am, [sing above line to tune of, “Turn the Page”, Bob Seger] and we’re on the last line.
I was lyricist nine ruly women making all ideas, making the sound of ideas, out past all forms and last lines a breach loved it of the Unknown. Who can say no to that? I’m at the stage. [sing above line to tune of “Turn the Page”] Fine, I’ll come home, in the right caption. A parting shot: am I going there alone? Sell my own question those mattress or we’re dead, what we lay on together son, get right down to it higher life.
What are you doing? Miss further if I don’t cut off now. Round Tree followed the pix moon trail. Silence? That’s where this poem comes from, and that’s where it returns. Reich Train wants your Jews and holocaust. It’s a matter of board. That’s always on the table. It has somethin’ to do with the Israel lobby yeah, but more than that, much more than that, we don’t want it in our society again, the organized massed destruction of people, the systematic butcher, the very precise and orderly killing machine, the very mundane of massacre, done like you go to church or to the dentist’s office, so fucking banal it drives you crazy, so ordinary it flips you out.
Don’t laugh we’re approaching that again. ICE and its niggers bring that to mind with hand and feet. Now could they do a holocaust, Trump and his regime? If they could get that far. Look at the climate today. What does Alligator Alcatraz mean? Look at the lip behind it, the flippant notion, the c'est la vie, the wear it on a t-shirt, and we’re talking about people put in a prison for deportation, men, women, and children (the latter two on the way) in a swamp.
I can gather other bright ideas from what’s goin’ on, but you see the mounting wheels. It can happen here, believe it or not, immigrants, pedophiles, you name it. We can stick anybody into that Shoah. Look at public opinion. Who’s vermin? The people that ICE murders, and don’t you find that odd there’s no remorse? Oh I’m sorry I killed a mother and her three children. That woman barely did an infraction. Talk to her children today. Where’s momma? I want my momma. And you’re okay with that? She got in the way. It was her fault she was murdered.
You are so stick in the ICE. Are you from Naples are yah, Bonita Springs, Fort Myers Beach? I wrote poetry and you put the cops at my door. You could be a killing machine, oh yeah. You can support massacres. What do you have to say for yourselves? Come on, leave a comment below. Will you send more cops to my house, because I’ve made you mad? I’m on the island. Well, hey, you can give me to money to leave. Happiness is seeing Florida in my rearview mirror, and I’m not in a police car. Could you help me with that? Well I do appreciate it. I thank you, you rich people. Oh eye of the needle is waiting for you, and I bet you must be Christian. Goddamn hallelujah, and pass the ammunition, right? Yeah.
Some kind of return to luminous secrecy, I sat immobile on life’s verge a witness self not yet achieved, but the sun is out, but the Self is out. I turn in thoughts of Self and luminous change, a heretic in your eyes, a monster in some. I spy the Earth right where I am, on your doorstep, poetrying your hatred to sleep, or opening your eyes wider, if your heart’s on luminous change. What are you doin’? I sit and wait for change. On a bottom line I sit and hurt waiting for the police to show up. You into that?
If we gave ourselves, we cannot see the trail. We’re haphazard in the dark in our guessing lines. I can’t see a good on the horizon comin’ down the pike my way. Can you reader? Oh reader can you?
It’s not about harming children. It looks like you’ve won the fight there. We just don’t know about your guitar. Is it a Shakespearean tragedy? Anyway, you’re really down to massagin’ horses. You capture me with verse. You’re on your pen a poet deals with the world, and you poet the skyline to where we go from here. Thank you devil. Thank you bullpen. Thank you the right thing. I’ll punch my time card right here in your verse, and man there’s a lot of people down there could discover your book. It’s another thing entirely. It’s a Shakespearean sonnet William Blake wrote. It’s so up our horse’s ass it’s pretty. You’ve got the light on poetry, and you’re fuckin’ good. I’ll see yah at noon.
Damn, I didn’t expect that. I’ll set the books down and jump to sleep. A reader made my day. Give you an orange. You picked up on a reader focused in the house, let him speak, but you put the poetry on ‘im. Now girl, she’s got somethin’ else to show yah more concerned with the kiddies, as women do, but you should get passing grades with her too. You’re just not in fancy school yet. I mean your verse is there. There’s no line of acceptance as a poet yet. You are often weird, your style too complicated for people to read like contemporary poetry. It’s out of style, the verse you put out. That’s okay. Out of style once, and style won’t be your main concern when you get landed on by the public.
We’ll check the fire station what fires they put out, people readin’ your verse. Oh, one question: do you make a livin’, yes or no? No I don’t. I don’t know how anymore after my knee got torn. Now I just sit and write verse a lot. That’s a job. That’s an honest day’s work. You’re helpin’ society with its needs. You’re openin’ the frying pan and puttin’ yourself on the fire. That’s valuable, worth somethin’. Would you be opposed to charity donations? You’ve offended all the rich people, but hey, maybe somebody’ll give yah a hand, and you haven’t made the rich out to be bad. Thank you. I’ll keep up the good work.
Darlin’ dog, it’s time for papa to go to sleep. I’ll just squeeze you one last time, give you some pettin’ to put love in my sleep angle. Goodnight honey dog. It’s just not gonna go in there, the keynote express. Alright I’ll lift the moon. Oh yeah, gonna sing and dance all night. They call the restaurant kitchen, and divine beings fill the room, I mean in its thought spheres. I’ve got some things to show for it, this poem the Muses bring. God on earth, let’s get this party started.
Can you connect the dots? The indescribable undiscovered continent, well it comes down here and inhabits us just above the top of the head, I mean inhabits our universe, divinizes our world, and we see from there. Isn’t that the process of the ages? It’s what we’re doin’ here, discoverin’ Ourselves, that Person I described up there, where it wasn’t manifested yet in our neck of the woods, I mean in mine. Impossible as the long is day, we’re gonna get up there, and it’s gonna meet us there in our new station above the top of the head, just as pretty as you please.
And now I lay me down to sleep. I can find it better where I’m not seekin’ playin’ cards. Goodnight muse. Goodnight people. Goodnight dog. Goodnight poem. I’ve said it all. The clear factor, oh my goodness, I’ve put my room in there. Not this mission is a secret, and it’s no tragedy you bunch of hound dogs. Fine thing, you should hang out with us. A chocolate program that’s alone in time, that’s our little village Triumphant. We need to put that house in the woods somewhere. Okay, open to ideas. You got an intentional community you wanna share? Give us a call at BR-549, the email on this blog Hee Haw, and you got a donation button right there at your fingertips put us on freeways. You can call it emergency. You can call it we need help Rotterdam. Well I kiss your wood goodnight.
He got it well from within. Who plucked sin from nature’s view and came to the world’s window for all to see? That’s I am. I am the duration of that ride. Oh what are you on TV for, to see the bad guys win, to see the Earth fall apart, to see yourself in the mirror? I’m the initiation of the world. Look who’s spoken. I am the process from on high. Do you know good?
Original TV, I resist your darts and arrows and sling them back poetry. You are not on that mountain: to be the bringer of change, to be the poet at hand, and you will not understand I’m talkin’ to you about love where we go to from here. You want to shoot that? I got some ocean front property in Arizona, [sing above line, “Ocean Front Property”, George Strait] and you are lying through your teeth. I joined the hemispheres, and I’m not backin’ down from that wooden sacrifice. I’m the real thing. I lay down my life for freedom, and I give my all to love. Listen, do you?
photo by me of one of my only real friends on the island
If you are reading this poem on a phone, note that the integrity of the lines, a major feature of poetry, is not displayed properly. Many if not most get cut short because of the small screen.
I’m telling you the birds and the bees. It’s way over your head? Come on now slow down and read. This is the biggest thing on earth where we whip up ourselves. I’ve revealed the times, any way you look at them. See that dog standin’ there? It’s the same for him. Now let this poem unfold before your eyes a poet where you’re sittin’.
All about bears and livid nature just feed the worm. They just didn’t do it right, be themselves in a public crowd. An exaggerated sense of self led them through the day. This is the human worm. I think this plagues everybody. It’s baseline bein’ human, when we encounter each other. I am so big in my eyes. I need to show this to people. I have to feel good about myself and expose my difference. I am just one in a crowd, and that hurts.
A social hierarchy makes everybody sting and just messes up bein’ human. Everyone is just falling all over themselves to be an item. Your boss said no. Now, what’s at fault here? Everybody’s just bein’ human. Let me give you a hug. I’ve just arrived on the scene, and I think we met once, and I have to show this scene my Jesus imitation mi corazón, or I just sit back and judge everybody pretendin’ to be bigger than everybody else with my debonair, so they see I’m the one important here.
Can you stop? Nobody can. These are the facts of life. I’m a hole in one. I see everything as the center of me. My senses place me dead center. I hear everything inside confirm that. I feel it on my skin, and you can be my child, and I am not your senses to you, and your inner life is dead to me. I don’t hear a thing. I infer. I gather. I learn to empathize. I don’t know where you’re at as you see me. My world is so big you understand, your world pressin’ in on me. I’ve got to show yah I’m worth.
Here’s the deal. You don’t believe me, unlessin’ we mean for each other. There are just too many of us to care about them others. This is such an exaggerated posture, however much noise we make to show our worth. We feel ourselves so deeply. We are ever-present with ourselves, and we want so to be liked and loved, not made to feel bad about who we are. Oh man please listen to me. We each and everyone of us hurt so because we’re ridin’ the world right upon its seat, legitimately the peddlers of existence, wind in our hair, fire under our tires, and not a person sees that but us.
Oh my God that hurts. It’s downright mean to arrange a world bottle this way. Is it a Creator laugh? We’re so on ourselves, little children at the handlebars, peddlin’ for all it’s worth. Who can blame us for bein’ mean? Now you know that’s not right, and God is not a son of a bitch. We’re workin’ out a plan too big for us to see. We have to take the impossible and pump it on our bikes, not live in a storm of I am the you, the me.
We have to do this ourselves, realize every Dick and Jane is the center of ourself too, and they feel the world out there the central event in it, just like everyone of us does to our existential eyes. Oh my God all life fits there. Oh my God all the world fits there.
Can you see the change in identity? There you are identifying with everything. Now you can still get your work done, but with radically changed hands and thought process, and your heart beats in everyone’s so that you can feel them like yourself. Even if you fumble this someone really does you in, you climb back up there because it’s how you see.
Now am I livin’ wart? I have the apple in my hand. I’ve explained to you humanity, right there in social dice. I’m the cows come home, and I’m different you see? I’m posturin’ so you’ll give me worth. Is it all a game? Do we just bury our heads in sand dunes we are so embarrassing on each other? Oh no sweet brother, sweet sister, puppy dog, pussy cat, we are so much more than tumultuous sees. We are bigger than stars, just immature infants that’s all to how fucking big everything is and meaningful. We have a role to play in an unimaginable creation’s purpose, these little animals that we are, but we grow up you see.
I’m speakin’ from that tall noon far off in a shimmering distance. Inevitable we arrive. A chrysalises our dumb selves, and we’re just waitin’ on that greater light to open us, and this poem has eyes on that light. Is that okay? You sent me the email to shut up. I’m sorry I can’t. It’s what makes me tick, right here: see that me there? I’m lookin’ at the world poet my number. His editorial number God central that’s you.
I have to have a storm to peddle in emergencies, passage mean, this business of losing my job. A cute muffin is my horticulture, a grassroots revealing poem. Now think on this. What’s so weird this is Candid Camera. We’re bein’ caught in ourselves, because as luck would have it we are the One lookin’ out at the world through everyone’s eyes.
We get caught in ourselves seein’ that, and there’s a host of pile-ons. We’re creation’s niggers, little hapless animals breastfeeding on life, not knowin’ who we are, not knowin’ where we came from. We’re a little window on time, unaware of the All inside. It’s spurs us on. It gives us courage. It’s not bound by time or even existence. We are there you see in the front of ourselves too close to see.
What a Hollywood. It’s wonderful really, and validates all our notions of look important me. To discover that in yourselves you would have to remove the Earth from view, see brighter than stars. Can you do that? That will be the day you will count forever as the starting of your see. You would’ve seen Earth laid bare in all of its miracle. In several seconds sums it up for me. I’m seein’ all those pile-ons a poet describin’ time. Is that so bad? A referee man, I’m tellin’ yah how the cow ate the cabbage. Am I invited to dinner?
The most precious thing on earth, your dog loves you so, and you can treat ‘im like a dog, piss all over him with your human control, shock the shit out of him with that play-button shock collar, and he’ll lick your hand and throw away all his pride at your feet. Now how do we help that dog? It's not abuse you get arrested for, but you don't wanna look at it. There’s better hours his master can spend with him. Well I found out theys do me dog here too. Comin’ in didn’t see that. I thought I was a pedigree dog. (The sound of laughter) He gets embarrassed and shy we share identity. Get that puppy so much better than scoldin’s. Honor that dog.
This is one of the poems that got me fired from my job at the Greater Fort Myers Beach Chamber of Commerce, the main one, or the last poetic straw, however you want to look at it, but I wasn’t aware people here were going to my personal blog and getting offended until after posting this one. The president, who fired me, told Douglas, who also works there, that board members and others were sending her excerpts of things I’d “penned”, claiming I was making fun of them.
If you are reading this poem on a phone, note that the integrity of the lines, a major feature of poetry, is not displayed properly. Many if not most get cut short because of the small screen.
The captive adult, I’m not that bad. Dated immigrant, 21 years in India, and I didn’t have a form to fill out, and they called me illegal. Are you kiddin’ me? Human beings are wrong, nasty, and evil, if they’ve overstayed their visa. Everybody says so. Look at Trump.
I’ve got a million dollars. I’ve got hair in my ICE, and my hair in on fire lookin’ at the human being. I judge is my luxury. I’m not as tall as I am, and I get downright small on the issues group think.
Now murder me some, the I now the poet, who can say I to anyone. Okay we’ve called down Congress, hopin to find some expediency to keep tyranny from happenin’. I mean we’ve wrote a poem, maybe several, that ask government to be government and not make us bow down to nationalism and be a dictator over our lives.
No British government can force the crown on us. We are all we are in the halls of independence, and everybody who signed the paper put their lives on the line. Protest is useless. Give a government what it wants, total dominion, you stupid s.o.b. Let it take over Auroville and rule with an iron fist and remove the international scene if the people resist.
To point this out to people, to use poetry to stop it. Now let’s get on with it, movin’ Heaven and Earth to get our dogs. No, no, no, you can’t do that, ask the community for help, the man at large, the woman with the telephone. Get second jobs you fools and pay for your dogs yourself.
You selfish points of contact with the society in the bag. You are supposed to work, work, work and create no art, write no poetry, or go on your little round abouts and discover the community. You are of no value to us as a society, and you cannot ask for a thing. Asking the community for help with your dogs, you’re throwin’ pies in our face. Get your act together and stop asking people for help. So many millionaires on this island, and please don’t bother them. They’re makin’ money.
I think we’d need to ask the millionaire. We find some kind, nice, and warm, open to humanity, especially dog lovers, and we’ve gotten a lot of help. Thank you. But the thing most profound in all this mess, in all this criticism, concerns our way of life. We are digging a well into the meaning of life, and every decision is based on that. We live our lives to a spiritual plan and put that first. It’s not lip service. It’s the reality of our lives.
Even our dreams we hone in on God and seek to find the higher consciousness. We do not base our lives on survival, making money, or anything of the sort. We are not here to have a good time. The consequences of that are huge. We get attacked constantly. Jesus died on the cross, and you think it was for sin? Poor bugger got caught openin’ up God inside himself.
What’s this I say? Jesus was on a tree, castigated and torn, murdered, because he showed men how to change their lives in spiritual substance. He gave men and women a way to be free by breaking the bonds of consciousness and being born again into the higher type, and you think it’s a wish-wash hangin’ on a prayer, and you’re clean and good, religious for the rest of your life? A radical transformation of our whole life Jesus envisioned. Now shoot me for saying that he did not die for our sins.
So anybody we’re up against, as we try to change, base our life on this mountain, is either put off or keeps us at a distance. Few come inside our home or invite us to socialize. We are too weird for TV. I think you’d find us warm and very human to be with. We know you’re God starin’ back at us, a startling revelation we challenge ourselves with every day.
Now kick us and be mean to us because we are different from you, and you need validation that only your life is true. Have I said enough? I’m on time I think to be Who I am, a man in search of himself that his divinity timeshare wears, a man tryin’ to change in his higher type, and I’m doin’ that in normal life. I got kicked out of India.
Now say I keep my nose to the grindstone, work a 40 hour week, pay my bills, keep my mind to myself, unless someone asks— I’m talkin’ about at work. Can I be in America and do that, or is conformity the rule of the day now, and if I don’t conform I’m fired, lose my home? Will I be chased off this island for poetry like I was India?
Do you understand what’s your doin’? There’s a radical change of consciousness ahead, how we evolve out of this mess. There’s a new society of ourselves waitin’ to be born. There’s human survival in the balance. Let’s huff and puff and blow it down because we cannot tolerate change out of our satisfied little lives, and these two beggars, Don and Doug, we need them to straighten up and be just like us.
Now all you good people, can you get your head around that? Can you please? “Douglas at the Watering Hole”, another joy for understanding. It’s so true yes. All the whiles are looking at me. You raise your hands among yourselves. Why should I be any different? Another two weeks before bylaws are stated. A bunch of people, a bunch of people on this island support, are lookin’ at this way: I approach the bench, and there are good vibes there.
You’re on dissidence you’re on daily bread, you just take a deep breath and keep on goin’, confirmation code casting problems away from your human beings and comin’ to yourself for the love of man. Are there any other spring rolls? An island bright in sunshine, and all those puppy dogs— the love of animals too. Well they’re on our diet. Would if they’re off in time for us to renew the Earth? Yeah I know. I got a ways to go, but our dogs are our children, and I don’t eat those.
For the love of dog, they’re honored guests on our island too, and who are we but guests on bright and shiny seashores the power of Nature rules? What causes earthquakes? Well, we might have something to do with them greed takes the shore, if we honor our pocketbooks more. Help was health insurance, but would the Calusa listen? There are no more creeds for the Calusa to close. It was 30 miles an hour, their hunting season, who put other peoples out. I pointed it out. Pointed it out wind, we do it, no socioeconomic class below the poverty level.
It’s easy for me to say. I just got here. And they’re real deep in there so be good to them Harbor Island. Ed the reason an algebra drive, if you wanna get past your schoolbooks. We are representative creatures ourselves hook, line, and sinker. An actor plays a part, you and me, and you don’t save your soul. Your soul you find it and rise above yourself to Who you represent in time. Find Yourself to believe in. That’s good news and that One is all of us, islands and dogs included.
Now believe in hell as a preferable option for most people, and you really need to examine yourself, don’t you think? I’m just talkin’ islands. Now you hear them speak. Rise power to Nature, or we’re not gonna make it. Will you listen?
Well legalized in a fiery seal, we’ve moved mountains on Fort Myers Beach to get in there. Would you welcome please Doug and Donny and let them have their dogs and spiritual life? I need to put poems on it, this startup page. Rock me gently, rock me slowly (sing to Rock Me Gently by Andy Kim) for the love of the island. It touches yah you know and helps people along like us. Thank you island.
Come on Jim, we’re just here for a little while. We’re off to the mountains in springtime. Not now. When we put our time in on the island. Meaning we are open to the island. Can you gauge that? Just let it be.
There’s somethin’ Earth husband, but can we be accepted not being gay doing it? We don’t have to be gay, do we, to be two husbands and a wife? We’re celibate you know, but we don’t live inside an egg. I don’t like it. You guys are doin’ great. Good riddens. Well we’ve heard from the crowd. It’s nice to be accepted, ain’t it? We’re just a laboratory. I’m doin’ the laboratory. Could you stop threatenin’ to kick me out? I wuv you.
I suppose you can read the writings after the fall, but I was really hopin’ humanity wouldn’t fall. Is there anybody out there? We don’t have to fall. Now I’ve taken on the voice of the world, but who believes you can get that done? Now you know the spirit of Old St. Nick, and it shows by a red light. Build for sunlit paths the stadium of our Earth. Is that today’s date? I have found good shit to faith, but we’re at a watering hole, and we have no sense of each other. Love others as yourself, that’s precious to us now.
Sure, are you singing the song, or does your music just get drunk island hopper? Gimme, gimme, gimme the honky tonk blues. (sing to Honky Tonk Woman) Let the big sheet guests know that the grassroots can do it themselves, move Earth towards our up stand. Now gotta get to work. You have a great day.
This is one of the poems that got me fired from my job at the Greater Fort Myers Beach Chamber of Commerce. The president, who fired me, told Douglas, who also works there, that board members and others were sending her excerpts of things I’d “penned”, claiming I was making fun of them.
If you are reading this poem on a phone, note that the integrity of the lines, a major feature of poetry, is not displayed properly. Many if not most get cut short because of the small screen.
How do we know each one of us is a liar? How do we know each one is true? We’re not criminals anymore, those of us thinking the worst of you.
It’s just procedure, the inhumanity of our times, despite all the books that say so: let’s get our humanity down to a science, the feelings test, the look in the eyes, the agreements made by hand and not the machine.
The ones who take our humanity to the test crowd us up upon ourselves the attitude of you are a liar until proven guilty. We would just make them mad writing poems on their behalf.
Just to get a library card you have to take a lie detector test, and you live right next door, can prove beyond a shadow of a doubt you live there, without paper-wiping the machine.
Oh God give me a break you’re playing trivial pursuit— the one who looked me in the eyes and needed confirmation they were true. / I’m as tall as grass, and this is buggin’ the shit out of humanity: prove you’re a human being.
It’s everywhere apparent we’re crowdin’ in on each other, and you have to prove the rule of the machine. Oh my God bylaws, and I’m a derelict for sayin’ so?
We are all too common now, the gateway to total control the way we are with each other. Can I sing this to you where we bake our bread? Poetry doesn’t have a shoreline. It’s unhanded. It’s not the way we have with books.
Now they’re for leisure time. It’s not to challenge us in our thinking. It’s not to make waves where we meet each other to take us back to square one in mutual trust.
How do we lift the veil and get yah to read a poem? Any poem points to the human being getting higher than themself. Can you copy that? It can be in an estuary along a manatee’s spine line so glad you’re there leavin’ them alone. You feel better highin’ their part with you.
Now give that to everything you need to look at. Home owner’s insurance, are you sure you got a poem there? It’s the poems that take on life and better us with ourselves, and you’re not whistlin’ Dixie. Wow, I’ve landed a poem.
This is one of the poems that got me fired from my job at the Greater Fort Myers Beach Chamber of Commerce. The president, who fired me, told Douglas, who also works there, that board members and others were sending her excerpts of things I’d “penned”, claiming I was making fun of them.
If you are reading this poem on a phone, note that the integrity of the lines, a major feature of poetry, is not displayed properly. Many if not most get cut short because of the small screen.
For both a ride on me, ageless against you, and the age of the suns, I’ll be thousands of fallin’ underneath my mind, startled by the springs of enlightenment, and the cards are in play but too grandiose for my design.
Involved in the history, I’m not chuckin’ wood, but let’s face it I’m this little man in a little play. Now look, even in my beach job parking lot the herald of swift event patterned life. I saw the nuances of things to come, and I was a bearer there.
You can’t grasp this in your hand. I held the Earth in impossible lilies. I knew it was a steamboat. I handled it carefully every damn day. Can you imagine sleep without it? It held me at night, working on its intricacies.
I saw the world comin’. It held my gasping hand in its own. It was a birthday kiss. It was a holocaust of things known. I did not put all my rocks there. I had bigger plans than Earth.
Can you starry enlightenment? It will do you away. You’re not there seein’ it. You’ve disappeared, standin’ right there in the middle of it, and you’ve gone father than the world.
I know this land. I can’t describe it to you. It’s taken the world away in perfect seeing. I am not sure of its moorings. My times there have been brief, but you hear it in my gifted speech.
A whole field’s to play, famous hotel, unknown to the world. Can you imagine seeing the impossible, a world where none is, sights and sounds that not be, thoughts where none be, a whole world arise from the Void where nonexistence is? What arises now?
I don’t know if I’m worth this. I don’t know if it’ll come, the springboards of the Earth a seer’s grasp, the passive in God’s hands, the no-self of enlightenment, the end of suffering for individual man.
The floodgates are open for this puny start, a beach bellhop boy liberals through the strong right-wing the doors of enlightenment, contentment and peace, where the wild things are. I carry that trailer. I tarry there.
It’s worth it, no firecrackers in the belly. Wish you that payment. I started looking at shiny objects. I realized there was a behind the behind in every word that’s true, when you touch base with reality.
I wanted a bridge. The vehicles of enlightenment silence the world, engineer reality to make the grand crossing. Uh-Huh, there’s a reality there enlightenment leads to, the nature of reality, where we come from.
And you think you’ve stalled on enlightenment? There’s a beyond. It studies the world for you. It’s its master design. The roads ever get deep. Another universe holds this one in ours, and we go on from there.
The All-Encompassing All-At-Once is the study of the game, and we’re on flat level Earth, the first rising structure to pick up This land. How can I get this across?
No sight can show you it. No mode of thought gets there. You can sit in the All-At-Once of the sun to use a metaphor, and there you can see the dynamics swiftly over your head in a secret passage to our Source.
Now bring enlightenment into the picture. It’s stills the world for you to get to the other side into the reality beyond the universe, into the reality that made us.
Glory in the spoken word of poetry. One bad dream is this universe to cross. Right this minute, can you get the sense of creation? Can you see it larger than the book?
We went past it. What happened? We got services hello Cape Canaveral. One accident, it’s gonna be close. Till Hunter gets back we don’t leave reality to the fishes. We get out of these beach suits, the mere survival looking for enjoyment, the group mind. I’ll be right back. And it was a hunter for spiritual dawns.
Can you see that out of the routine? Bonanza, we’ve established this fact on earth again. The pilot’s license, where we start. Oh my God my head on my shoulders, this is like the bus you know.
Me at work at the Roxie, photo by a kind tourist lady named Eleanor, taken just after writing the poem
This is one of the poems that got me fired from my job at the Greater Fort Myers Beach Chamber of Commerce. The president, who fired me, told Douglas, who also works there, that board members and others were sending her excerpts of things I’d “penned”, claiming I was making fun of them.
If you are reading this poem on a phone, note that the integrity of the lines, a major feature of poetry, is not displayed properly. Many if not most get cut short because of the small screen.
I sit and toil all day at the heart’s sky, laboring meaning into form that won’t surprise me with its despair.
I unhand time. It seizes me. I believe in miracles. It’s all a wonderful of the All-Look’s gaze. I labor to see that.
I can remember it happening long ago. All the sights I see hide God. Can you hide God? It’s a revelation in a day, the abruptness of creation organizing time.
I can see through the forms cloud my mind with meaning. That bus that just stopped there, it stayed a bus, but it carried mystery.
The people at the bar getting drunk next door, a singer sings their songs. I can’t find the music or the melody they become more than sharks wetting their nose on freedom.
I carry them in time, the little guy at the Roxie station wagon tourist information center, seeing past the show into metaphor’s play.
Bathing suits and butts don’t know what they mean. Their wearers are proud of them. They walk past smiling don’t look stirring sexual desire.
I don’t know how to do this, be a Roxie concierge and assign God to the role. I just mean somethin’ to everyone. My hand is ever on time’s grasp, “Yes ma’am, can I help you please?”
I study tourists tryin’ to find time a meal on paradise. Can I help you folks? Every meaning gets bigger than time and be what it means for.
Can you see that? Every meaning we look at wears the face of God, but every dog knows God is horribly attentive to things you don’t understand.
I will find meaning there. I will reach beyond the Earth and sit at the Roxie and be myself guiding tourists to their destination on Fort Myers Beach. Yah get me dog?